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Honestly I like to think that Lizzy isn't that " pure and innocent " herself but she hides it well , remember how excited she was when Oc was kabedon-ing her ??? The girl has no shame lol

! ! ! Oh YES! ABSOLUTELY ANON!! LOL I mean, I don't even think she tries to hide it. I mean, I don't think she's dirty-minded but she's very openly affectionate and has zero issues with PDA. Shameless.

I do think she has an "innocent" quality to her, though q(≧▽≦q) I don't think she's able to like, openly talk about sex and bedroom activities like, say, Sully LMAO. I think things like that might embarrass her— that might be her limit LOL. Like for example, her reaction to Nina exposing her legs:

Her face turns red and her hand is over her mouth. She's clearly shocked and embarrassed by Nina's "indecency" (≧▽≦) similar to Edward, in a way LOL. Much too "scandalous" for her LMAOO

(The Midford sibs are soooo cuuute <3)

Even better is her reaction to when Nina just RIPS oCiel's shirt right off his body GSYDUHI

Her face goes red again and she looks away, covering her eyes. Pls do not rip her fiancé's clothes off in front of her, she does not want to see that!! Actually, please don't rip ANYONE'S clothes off in front of her, SHE DOES NOT WANT TO SEE THAT!! LOOL

She definitely has no problem displaying her affection and feelings for someone, but it's more in sweet, romantic gestures. Hugs, words, gifts, and whatnot. My hc is that she gets a bit shy when dealing with the more... flirtatious side of romance LOL o((>ω< ))o I mean, I know she dishes out compliments like no tomorrow and some can see that as flirting, but honestly I think it's more like she's just very honest, "heart on her sleeve" type of girl. If she thinks something is cute she's going to say it. If she likes how you dress or style your hair, she's going to tell you. If she likes spending time with you, she will tell you exactly how she feels LMAO. There's not really any hidden intentions behind it, she's just being honest and can't help but express how she feels! 💕 She's a sweet talker, but endearingly (≧∀≦)

I also really like the part where oCiel tells her he feels embarrassed by her watching his naked body. I mean, I like her reaction to it. ...but also yeah, him saying that is FUCKING FUNYN LMAO.

Her reaction is very innocent, wouldn't you say xD? She blushes and runs off in apology. What I really like is that she didn't even realize that he might've felt some way about standing there half nude in front of her. As if it was the farthest thing from her mind xD. The act of ripping his clothes off in front of her shocked her, but after that she's totally fine. 'o yeah he's shirtless no big deal.' Her mind doesn't really go beyond that, she doesn’t really think of things like that. Not until he brings it up, at least LOL. It's like, "huh why would he feel shy about me seeing his bare skin.... oh. oH!!! OH GOD! OH GOD!! *runs away*" LOOOL

And it's so funny to me how just literal moments before she was doing this:

SO OPEN AND DIRECT! NO SHAME!! LOL. But like, it's pure, you know? She's saying "I'll help you get dressed, I'll take care of you." She's not embarrassed at ALLL bc there's no hidden meaning or deeper desire other than to cater and support him. It's also pretty forward which might be embarrassing to anyone uncomfortable with intimacy or even to bystanders witnessing it LOOL. She's even squealing about it too LOL See the little "kyah! ♥" there? LMAO. See, I think these little romantic acts are what make her gush and anything more, something teasing or flirtatious, is gonna make her like " hhHHH (//>///<//) " repress and get shy and embarrassed.

I wonder, was this ask inspired by my last post about Lizzie fantasizing about her and Ciel sharing their first kiss on their wedding day ♪(´▽｀)? I didn't mean to imply that I think she's so pure and innocent that she wouldn't think to do that until they're married! Rather, my intention was to show off the contrast between Lizzie, a 10-or-so-year-old child still shimmering with such childhood innocence that she thinks her first kiss with her fiancé will be on their wedding day, and Ciel, a 9-or-however-year-old kid with maturity and wisdom far beyond his age that he's Very Much Aware that couples kiss all the time before marriage.

I imagined Lizzie blushing and embarrassed while she gushes and squeals in front of the maids over the thought of her and Ciel kissing for the first time. Meanwhile, Ciel casually corrects her without a even a speck of blush on his cheeks. As if it’s just simple fact SUHDIJ and the maids are just like “ oh, well, he’s quite informed... arent kids his age usually embarrassed by these things...? (。_。)” SDUHIJ

And omg, I’m so glad you brought up the kabedon thing. I think about her reaction to that ALL THE TIME!! LOOOL

LOOK AT HER FACE!! BLUSHING!!! SPARKLED EYES!! If I recall correctly, I think the translation went something like this:

oCiel: ..Why do I have to do this..? It looks as if I'm blackmailing you...

Lizzie: It's popular among the girls in London!

oCiel: (..seriously?)

SOMETHING LIKE THAT SDUHI So based off of that, Lizzie was the one who wanted OC to do that (obviously). Like, she LIKES that shit SUDHIJO. Notice how she says “it’s popular among the girls in London” ? Like, Lizzie’s whole character is about being a normal girl, so whatever the masses like, you can pretty much bet she’ll like it too. ..AND THEN I THINK OF THIS SHDIS:

The result of out recent street survey appear to indicate that women tend to be attracted to men who are somewhat forceful.

ATTRACTED TO THE SOMEWHAT FORCEFUL TYPES HUH? SDUHIS LIKE FK YEAH LIZZIE IS GONNA BE INTO THAT KABEDON SHIT. THAT “BACK YOU INTO A WALL AND TRAP YOU— YOU ARE MINE” SHIT LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME SDUHIJS. Her reaction would be just like her brother man i SWEAR LOOL. I mean, look how excited she is with oCiel doing it.. AND HE’S NOT EVEN DOING IT RIGHT SGYDUHIJS His face is red, he’s embarrassed, can’t even look her in the eye.. PLus she had to get him to do it which obviously takes away the whole appeal of it in the first place SUHDIJ. THAT’S NOT HOW IT’S DONE!!

THIS IS HOW IT’S DONE!!!

SHE WOULD’VE FREAKING MELTED LMAOO SDUHS OC!! LEARN FROM YOUR whore of a BUTLER!! IF YOU”RE GONNA DO IT, MIGHT AS WELL DO IT RIGHT, RIGHT?!

Nah, I’m kidding (≧▽≦) . oCiel obviously isn’t the type to do those things. I can’t even IMAGINE him SDGUHSISDIJ I don’t even want to, it’s so weird LMFAO. It’s fine if he isn’t comfortable or doesn’t have the confidence or just isn’t interested. That’s just who he is!

.................His brother though— aha. Just kidding⭐.

We don’t know enough about him. He could be just like his twin. Completely uninterested.

We especially don’t know enough about his relationship with Lizzie to say anything.

Ahaha

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IM GOING TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYWAY

I MEAN LIKE— rCiel apparently has better self esteem than oCiel, at least on the surface. He’s not shy and naturally he’d feel more comfortable with Lizzie due to being raised as her fiancé his whole life. We see he had no trouble taking her hand to go play with her. The kid literally announces he’s happy to have her as his wife with his brother in the same room without shame or embarrassment. He wasn’t even PROMPTED to say that either, he just brought it up out of NOWHERE LMAOO.... so he’s also, uh, pretty forward. As Lizzie is.

It’s not that much of a stretch to say he’s comfortable with intimacy— or at least was. Definitely could be different now, with all that trauma and such. He might not like it. At the very least, he still has no problems to, like, take the lead, take control, etc.. All that composure lol.

Though, oCiel can do that too... and he has trouble with girls LOL.

IDK SUHDI ITS JUST EASIER TO IMAGINE rCIEL DOING A PROPER KABEDON THAN oCIEL LOOL....

Imagine if they were able to grow up normally though (≧▽≦)? I can totally see rCiel do that kabedon shit to Lizzie... JUST FOR FUN. JUST TO TEASE HER. JUST TO MESS WITH HER LMAOO SDGYSUHI

AND NO OFFENSE BUT IF rCIEL GOT A LITTLE POSSESSIVE AND TOLD HER SHE BELONGS TO HIM SHE’D BE LIKE

LMAOO SDUH I’m kidding

just a little.

not really LMAOO SDGYUHI i really do think she’d be into that LMFAO SDGUhISJ

aaaaa it’s so fun to imagine their potential sdushi. they have so many things in common and are both open with their feelings and unabashed in showing their affection for others sydhuij

that shit could’ve been dangerous actually LMAOO. imagine putting two ppl together as shameless with PDA as they are.... instead of just yelling at lizzie all the time, francis would be screaming at both of them to keep their fuckign hands off each oth— SDUHIJ OKOK IM DONE. IM GONNA STOP GOODBYEEEEE.

#dnt look at me #long post #this is the most EMBARRASSING thing ive ever wrote LMAO #BUT THANKS FOR THE ASK ANON! I enjoyed it all the same >v<#talking abt lizzie is always fun. i luv talking abt lizzie. i luv that gurl

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