#I just genuinely ran out of all motivation to finish writing 🤷🏼‍♀️

[sadaveniren]

omg ur our here fighting demons in your inbox 👀 the rest of us appreciate your hard work!!

also just wanted to say I miss your writing. loving the advent fic though if you ever finish! just curious why you stopped writing as much?

You should see my inbox 🤣 though I’m happy I seem to have blocked a lot of antis/don’t give them any validation cause I just ignore them.

Thank youuuuu about my writing 🥰 that puts a smile on my face!! I stopped writing as much because I am a (luckily) middle class American with an almost 4 year old which means I don’t have a lot of free time! And tbh I’ve had a couple of really shitty - off tumblr - interactions in the last couple years within fandom as a whole that just left a bitter and really hurt taste in my mouth. I know I touched on at least one of them a year or so ago when I dropped out of big bang but there was a very recent interaction that occurred (again off tumblr but still in fandom) that just left me overall feeling really shitty about writing in fandom. That incident is actually why I stopped writing my advent fic even though I was so excited to finish it literally the day before 🙃

Oh well. Maybe I’ll turn it into a real story and shop it around as an original supernatural Christmas horror story and everyone who wants to will be able to read it as that 🥰

#it’s not out of spite that I’m not finishing either #I just genuinely ran out of all motivation to finish writing 🤷🏼‍♀️ #because of how hurt I was by what happened #and still hurt mind you #answered #like…. sobbing tears when I think about what happened even a couple weeks later #🥰