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Pro Hero!Deku x reader angst As the number one hero Deku is really distant as a husband and it starts to become straining on their relationship. Maybe scandals made up by the media surround him? And then theres a fight between the two but at the end they decide to come to a positive decision of some sort? Like, they wish to continue their relationship? -Gingy :))

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[This sounds awesome, I hope I did it justice!]

Izuku sighed as he laid on the bed in the hotel room, his phone in hand as he stared at the screen. He had been trying to text you but you had refused to talk to him, despite his best efforts to convince you the media was only lying. He didn’t kiss that fellow hero, much less bring them to his room. But the media had a way of stretching the truth and it was currently ruining his life. His fingers worked across the screen as he tried sending you another text. [Baby, please. You know I would never do something like that, I’m your husband. I would never hurt you.] but once more he was left on [Read] and he sighed again.

You knew what you were getting into when you married Izuku, as the number one hero, he was bound to be busy. But you never thought it would get this bad, at first everything was fine with your marriage. Izuku would go out on missions and return home, sometimes with a couple bruises and scrapes. But overall, he was fine and he would always pull you close and give you a kiss. But then more missions came, he began coming home later and later. Then days passed without hearing a word from him and finally, you were home alone for months at a time. You knew that a hero’s job was hard, you knew it took up time.

But it was hard, you missed him in bed next to you. Missed the way he would always wrap his arms around you when you were making dinner. Just missed his presence overall and those stupid media stories didn’t help. But you weren’t sure what to believe, part of you knew Izuku wouldn’t hurt you but those pictures and rumors. They got to you and it was driving you mad and it would always end up with you texting Izuku wild accusations of him cheating or kissing other people. He would always act surprised and calm you down, promising that everything was okay and that he couldn’t wait to see you again.

But lately, you had been getting sick of the rumors, of being so alone. You had tried to fill the gap by spending more time with your friends, occasionally reconnecting with your old teachers, and having a conversation over coffee. But nothing seemed to be working and you were beginning to feel as though you were alone in this relationship and that led to dangerous thoughts. The thought of divorce had crossed your mind, but it made your heartache. Then again, if you were alone all the time anyway did you really need a husband? If he was really your husband, he would make time for you. He would never make you feel this alone, he would tell the media he was happily taken.

But Izuku never did. He never shooed the media away, he never put a stop to those rumors and you couldn’t help but think that was because he enjoyed the idea of others thinking he was single. Sighing, you looked back to your phone. The texts between Izuku and yourself are still on the screen and you frowned, hovering your fingers over the screen. What the hell could you possibly say? This feeling has been eating at you lately but you couldn’t just fight over text, Izuku at least deserved that much. Instead, you typed, [WHENEVER, you happen to appear before me again. We ….need to talk okay?] you pressed send and sighed before collapsing onto the bed.

You closed your eyes, feeling your heart sink further despite how fast it was beating. You didn’t know how you would bring it up, Izuku knew how you felt about the media stories but you didn’t exactly tell him how lonely you were. Sure a few times you mentioned how you missed his warmth at night or that you wished he was here. But nothing past that, but the truth was going to come out either way and you couldn’t hold it back anymore. You turned on your side, bringing your hands up to your chest. The empty spot mocking you which caused you to growl. “Stupid …stupid Izuku …” you said, feeling your eyes water over.

You sniffled and wiped your tears away, before turning away from your phone. You heard it vibrate but you paid it no mind. Instead, you pulled the covers over your body. Another cold night all alone in bed, how pathetic. The next few days passed by slowly, you felt sluggish and you kept in little contact with your husband. You couldn’t help it, a part of you hated not talking to him but another part was still angry at him. So you let it be and texted him once, maybe twice a day, and left it at that. However, the next day he surprised you. “He’s coming home?” you said to yourself as you lowered your phone.

You couldn’t deny the way your heart fluttered, but at the same time, you were dreading his arrival. You knew what was going to happen and you had to put on a brave face. You knew it would take another few days before he arrived back at home, which is why you took the liberty to rehearse what you were going to say, what points you would make, and what possible reaction he would have. You knew your husband better than anyone or at least you thought you did. But everything you had spent days on, all your thoughts left your head the moment you heard the front door open and that voice call your name.

“Y/n?!” you felt a shiver run down your spine. Your feet were frozen to the floor, unwilling to move as you heard Izuku close in on your location. Poking his head into the living room, he glanced around before eventually setting his eyes on you. Izuku had grown over the years, though he wasn’t as muscular as his mentor All Might. He did have impressive muscles nonetheless and he had grown in height, easily towering over crowds. His hairstyle had changed a bit, he preferred the back and sides shaved and the messy crop of hair still on top. Scars covered his body, but he never seemed to pay mind to them.

“Y/n …” he repeated your name as he entered the living room, his phone in hand. “I texted you, but you didn’t respond. I know I’ve been away but …you could answer.” he said sheepishly as he rubbed the back of his head and your head tilted down. Eyes slit into a glare, your hands curling into fists. “Oh? You mean like the way you answer me when you’re off doing your hero work? Oh, but are you!?” you snapped and Izuku’s eyes widened before a sigh escaped him. “I …I try to answer when I can, are you still mad about that? I told you that those are just rumor-” you interrupted him.

“Rumors, yeah the rumors that you always say never happened. But you never talk about us to the media, you just …” you sighed, this wasn’t the kind of greeting you wanted to give him. You swallowed and reached up to run your fingers through your hair, “you never tell these goddamn reporters that you are taken. You don’t even talk about me, you don’t tell them to back off. You don’t say anything, are you even wearing your ring!?” you accused as you grabbed his hand, your chest felt heavy as you noticed there was no ring on his finger after all and you roughly threw his hand down. “I see …you d-don’t wear your r-ring because …” you felt your eyes watering, yes you were being pathetic.

“Y/n! I-It’s not what you think!” he tried to reassure you as he stepped forward and laid his hand on your shoulder but you smacked it away. “Why aren’t you wearing your ring!? Why don’t you tell those people you are taken!? Are you ashamed of me?” you cried, tears streaming down your cheeks but they were long overdue anyway. Izuku frowned, shaking his head violently. “Of course I’m not ashamed! I love you y/n!” you scoffed, rolling your eyes. “Sure you do.” you replied before reaching up to try and wipe your tears away. “You still haven’t told me why you aren’t wearing your ring.” you commented as you turned to look at him.

Izuku sighed once more and looked at his hand, the spot where his wedding ring was supposed to be was indeed empty. “I …” he began and closed his fingers around his hand, as if trying to hide the obvious fact he didn’t have the ring on. “I …this is going to sound silly, but I don’t want to lose it. So whenever I’m on missions, I take it off.” he explained and you sniffled, unsure if you could believe him or not. “You’re not on a mission right now.” you commented and Izuku looked down, his cheeks the faintest red color. A clear sign that he was getting a little annoyed. Deciding to change his tactic, he looked back up and tried to smile.

“I missed you.” he said, his arms wide as he took a step towards you. “Yeah well, that’s very funny you say that. If you miss me then maybe you should be here more often.” he dropped his arms and reached up to run his fingers through his hair before grabbing a piece of it. “I try.” he said with a growl before dropping his hand. “But missions get tricky sometimes. I love being a hero and I love you and if I can’t be a hero and support us then, what good am I? Don’t you understand I want to provide you with everything!?” his voice raised, which surprised you but you weren’t backing down and crossed your arms. Tears still sliding down your cheeks.

“Is loneliness part of that? I spend days …months alone Izuku! Do you know how much that hurts?! To come home to an empty house!? To know your husband is out there somewhere, trying to get himself killed!” Izuku stood there, his jaw hanging open as he tried to understand where all of this was coming from. You sniffled again, covering your mouth before squeezing your eyes shut. Trying to choke down the sob you felt coming. “I can’t take this anymore.” your voice cracked as you spoke and Izuku took a step back, “W-What do you mean?” he replied, fearing the worst. “Y/n, please don’t say what I think you’re about to say. I’m your husband, I can’t let you go please …” he begged as he reached over to grab your shoulders again.

You reached out, trying to push against his chest. “This strain is too much Izuku! I want a husband that is there for me! I want …I want to come home to the person I love, to a home I love …m-maybe even a child!” you said, though you hadn’t put much thought into the topic of starting a family. But the more distant Izuku became, the more desperate you were for any kind of companionship. Izuku’s breathing became heavy and you saw tears form in his eyes, he dropped to his knees and grabbed your hands, squeezing them tight. “Please …” he begged, “I am here for you! I am here as often as you need me, you don’t think I’m not lonely without you? I am! But I know not to give up on us! You have to have the same opinion.” he sobbed and hung his head.

“You have to.” he whispered, his heart racing violently in his chest. He couldn’t let this marriage end, but you seemed to think otherwise and forcibly pulled your hands away from his. “Then maybe we’re just damaging each other too much! This can’t be fixed just by you saying it can, how to expect to fix anything if you’re away for months. If you just go back to your hero work.” you growled before stepping away. Izuku looked at you and it almost pained you to see those tears, the proud hero on his knees begging and crying for you. “I …” you clenched your jaw and turned your head away. “I want you out of this house by tonight!” you snapped, feeling your heart shatter all at once.

“Y/n …” Izuku whispered your name as another sob came and he watched you shake your head and leave the room before he collapsed onto the floor. One hand to his chest as he continued to cry, creating a small pool of tears that soaked into the carpet. He remained like that for hours before stumbling back onto his feet, his eyes bloodshot as he tried to navigate to the house. You had locked yourself in the bedroom, after having thrown Izuku’s things out into the hallway. You were sitting on the bed with your head buried in your knees.

You jumped when you heard Izuku rummage through his things and tried your best to choke down a sob. You didn’t want it to end like this, but if you felt so alone in your relationship you might as well let it go. You just hoped he listened and that you didn’t see him in the morning, you wiped your nose and turned the television on for some background noise before you crawled under the covers. Your head nestled against the pillow and your knees still pulled up to your chest. You wouldn’t be getting any sleep tonight, that much you knew. But you tried, eventually drifting to sleep to the sound of the television.

Waking up in the morning was hard, you could feel the bags under your eyes and your arm shook as you pushed yourself up. You looked around the room, your eyes stinging as you did so. Memories of last night, the small fight with Izuku flashed in your mind. You told him to leave …did he? Your chest ached, you weren’t sure what you did was the right thing or not. But either way, you forced yourself up and stumbled to the door. Pausing just before your hand reached the knob, once more the doubt in your head spoke and you growled. “N-No …I did the right thing.” you took a deep breath and made your way to the kitchen, pausing when you heard a noise.

You stood frozen a minute, did someone break-in? No …was Izuku still here? Your jaw clenched, what the hell? Your feet stepped lightly across the floor and you peeked your head into the kitchen, there you saw the one you dreaded. Izuku was standing in front of the stove, an apron tied around his waist and you noticed there was food on the table. But the food didn’t lessen your anger and you growled as you entered the kitchen. “I told you to leave!” you snapped as Izuku turned around, a smile on his face. How dare he smile at you, bastard. “You did.” he replied and you looked at him with narrowed eyes.

“So why aren’t you gone?” you inquired, but you should have known Izuku wasn’t that easy to shake. He wiped his hands off on his apron before walking over to you, “Because I know how much it hurt you to say those words and I know how much I hurt you, even if the distance put a strain on me too. I thought about it, how to fix this and I came to a conclusion.” you looked at him as though he were crazy, your glance turning suspicious as you looked him over. “Which is?” you questioned as he smiled and leaned over, placing his hands on your shoulders. “Well, I pulled some strings and went through all the mission statements within Tokyo and I settled an agreement with the police force and my Agency.” he explained and you blinked.

“What?” you didn’t exactly follow what your husband was saying. He chuckled at your confusion before reaching down to grab your hands, his palms were so warm. “I’m only going to take missions within the Tokyo area and some of the nearby cities. But I won’t be spending months away from you anymore. I’ll be here almost every day for you.” he explained and you felt your eyes widen. He …did that for you? “I …” you turned away, almost feeling guilty. “A-Are you sure that’s what you want?” you refused to look at him for the moment. “Well, it’s what you wanted right?” he responded to your question with one of his own before reaching over to gently turn your head to face him again.

“Y/n, when you said you wanted this relationship to end. It broke my heart, I want to be your hero forever. I didn’t realize that I created such a burden on our relationship and …what do you say? Will you give me another chance? I promise I will make this marriage work and you’ll be happy to call me your husband.” he said before lifting his hand, you saw something sparkle and you quickly realized it was his wedding ring. “Y-You put it back on?” he laughed at your question. “In my heart, it’s always on.” he replied before leaning close and pressing his lips against yours.

“I took the day off today, I told them I needed a break. So how about I start by spoiling my beautiful spouse so you never feel alone again?”

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