#I got really lost for a while. honestly. I’ve been battling suicidial ideation HARD all summer

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HEY YA’LL, I’m still fucking alive and its something I’m celebrating today!! 🌈✨💕🌻

#but seriously I made it out alive and I mean that 100% literally #the last six months have been hellish because I have no boundaries and no idea how to not throw myself into the fire to keep others warm #I need to stop trying to save people #it isn’t my job. I’m more then what I can offer. I am a full person who deserves to focus on herself. #survival #freedom #individuality #mental health #happiness #it’s gonna take a long time to get back to who I was mentally and physically but I know I can do it #I got really lost for a while. honestly. I’ve been battling suicidial ideation HARD all summer #this isn’t okay. I shouldn’t be looking into mental institutions to check myself into. #I’ve been so scared and lonely and hating myself. but I’m starting the process of fixing it. I’m gonna be better #I’m going to choose to live. I’m getting out of that situation and never looking back. #they’re not malicious but hurt people hurt people. it’s time to stop burning the house down. #personal #growth #development #stay tuned friends #weed #stoner #girls who smoke #thc #cannabis #maryjane #green #smoke #drug #cannababes #ganjagirls