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#I don’t get what my purpose is beyond ‘getting better’/coping w disability and I don’t get why I’m here
xmcu-fietro
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anyone know any tips for hacking into that sweet adhd hyperfocused state of mind when you’re depressed and apathetic about life 🙃
#like actually. does anyone know how I can feel that fun hyperfixation buzz in my brain when my dopamine is this low
#because this isn’t very fun
#and it’s really affecting me
#turns out it’s bad to not care about your own well-being. who knew!! /s
#tw: suicidal thoughts
#not trying to be TMI or get too dark or anything but honestly I just don’t really want to be here? and I’ve felt this way before so I’ll be
#fine but it still sucks. I just don’t understand what the point of me being here is
#and I know this level of apathy isn’t logical because there are objectively good things about my life but it all feels so pointless
#I just feel so defeated that I’ve had years of meds and therapy and I STILL struggle this much
#I don’t get what my purpose is beyond ‘getting better’/coping w disability and I don’t get why I’m here
#not sure why I’m sharing this much on tumblr. I’m definitely going to feel awkward/embarrassed about this later
#actually adhd
#adhd
#hyperfocus
#hyperfixation
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