#I WANT TO HESR ALL UR THOUGHTS

[kentopedia]

i saw your pm nsfw dazai thoughts and now all i can think about is riding him and biting down on his tie to stay quiet bc his executives are in the other room and the boss is supposed to be doing important things

but he’s the definition of a simp for his love and chuuya says the papers ( now decorating the floor ) r important but he argues it’s a lot more motivating when hes deep inside u whilst he handles the big ol scary negotiations.

bfidkjskskskksksks IM SO ILL FOR THIS MANNNN I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS I CANT I CANT

PLSSS SO REAL IM SICK FOR HIM LITERALLY SO SICK. i would do a lot of things just to be the port mafia boss’s pretty wife & help him commit crimes

hziwjwlqpwl no anyways he thinks it’s so hot that you have to stuff your mouth w his tie just to keep quiet bc he’s making you feel so good (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ sometimes he doesn’t even care if the execs can hear bc he loves u so much & everyone needs to know.

he has absolutely no one fooled when he cuts meetings short, dismissing them all immediately, even if they’re in the middle of some importent negotiations !! if you want or need something, dazai is def going to drop everything and go to you

& also … cockwarming dazai while he’s doing paperwork ?? he’s got so many important things to be doing but he cannot ever resist you. and you just sit there trying hard not to move with him inside you bc you know how important it is :/ but you start squirming and whining and dazai loves those pretty sounds so much that he truly has no other choice but to give you what you want !!

#TELL ME MORE TELL ME MORE #I WANT TO HESR ALL UR THOUGHTS #nonnie if u want a fic kind of like this #i have one written … #i fear i have been thinking abt him a lot #sick #໒꒱ rylie's angels #burning desire ‹𝟹 #osamu 🌹 ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

[nyanggk]

WHAT’S UP i’ve decided i’ll still update u but just like every week or something my life is too uneventful for everyday LOL but hi how are you!!!

it’s been pretty much the same for me although my bestfriend is friends w my crush AND SHES GONNA INTRODUCE ME!!! a slay. shes like why u like him hes ugly. BUT HES HOT!!! idk if im just being blinded by feelings but still.. i BE SMILING AND STARING AT HIM EVERYDAYYYYY??? like the other day i was staring at him during gym yk? and all of my friends went “hey u okay?” cause apparently i looked upset. But no i was just staring at him. But unfortunately that same day we almost went outside together but it was raining I COULD’VE SPOKEN TO HIM BUT NAHH THE WEATHER IS AGAINST ME!!!

anywho!! i’ve never really worn makeup before except once during the bts concert i wore eyeliner and i look RLLY pretty with eyeliner tbh it just suits my eyes yk? but before i could not do eyeliner to save my life!!! i learned in like 3 hours?? not the best at it but i really improved and can do it in like 6-12 minutes! i’m also going to go to the store to buy highlighter, concealer & mascara (also a new eyeliner cause mine isn’t the best) so kinda looking forward to improving!!

besides that i’ve been pretty close to finishing w summer school and it’s only the 2nd week!! i think i’ll probably be done by this week although i might hesitate bc i want to see my crush & friends </3 I’M SO SORRY THIS WAS A BIT LONGGG BUT!!! HOPE UR TAKING CARE OF URSELF!!! ILL UPDATE U IN LIKE 5 OR 7 DAYS!!! <333

BABEEE OMG A CRUSH??? 🥰🥰🥰 ahhh young love 😍 I hope u guys get together soon huhu I'd love to hear abt u two,, u guys would prlly be saurrrr cute. OK BUT HESR ME OUT THO, if your friends say he's ugly, what if they're right o.o GIRL IVE HAD MY TIMES WHERE I THOUGHT MY BF (NOW EX) WAS HOT BCS HE HAD ABS BUT BITCH now that we've broken up HE LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING RAT LOOKIN URANGUTAN(?) TO ME SO WAYCH OUT. he was a molester too holy fuck I was so blinded help me.

ALSO, im so excited for you to start learning make up. however, remember to do makeup for urself bcs u wanna look pretty for urself!! doing it for someone that isn't worth is never good 😭 don't feel bad if u can't master eyeliner,, gurl ive been doing makeup since 12 and I still can't get my eyeliners to match. REMEMBER their sisters NOT twins so it's fine 😌

LASLTY, make sure to finish w good marks OK?!?! I don't want a dumb fcker in this bloghold!!! kidding but still, it's good to be at rhe top of the class and shame ur underlings 🤩 have fun on your day outs and make sure to arch ur butt out when ur w him! (don't take that last part srsly 🤪)

#thaliese🌺 #@: thaliese #mirais asks⚜ #[besties!] (*≧з≦)

[caruliaa]

okayyy i am going to get to bed now or at least try to djbdjdjdj tho last night after i sent that gnight ask i did accurately predict that i wld stay up for 2 hrs regardless for no reason SO i am hoping to do better tn JSNSJS so yeah i just wanted to say though that ahhhhh vcing today was so much funnnnnn and just sosoo nice and lovely also like the bday tangled watch was so special and then j hesring ur voice and chatting and getting a bit of mc time was also so wonderful so!! yeah i was j rlly happy we got to and rlly felt so lucky to just as i feel sooo lucky to be your friend every day because it really is sosoooo lovely dearest and u bring me so much joy and warmth and comfort and fun and care and ur so understanding and thoughtful but also its so wonderflul to know you most of all because you yourself j as yourself are sosoo good and amazing!!!! and so yah i just realllyyy do love you smmmm and hope i can b a good friend to u and be here for u and j yah once again!! ilyyyyy (hugs u gnight if u want!💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕)

!!!!! ya i get that thee staying up wayy late after you meant to so much that is unfortunalty a v classic flappy experience aswell so ya DFJHDFHDF but i hope you did get good rest love and also omg omg !! ;; youre soso sweet and kindd you really areee ;; i had soso much fun calling too i hope you know like !!!!! i really really was such a nice lovely bday thing to do i tihnk and im so so glad we got too and im so glad it was a rly fun nice thing for you too my belvoed and it brought some joy to your day and that i can bring some joy to your day and life in general i really am soso muchh i hope you know becuasse yo ureally do deserve it soso much and i really do just want to soso much bc like ! you really are jsut sosos important and dear to me and just such an incredible person to know my blevoed you really really aree and i hope you know that you really realy are the same to me and just like such an incredible friend to me and soso thoughtful and understanding and considerate and kind and caring and sweet and just make me feel soso loved and cared for and safe and warm with you ad i really am soso greatful for that and for you and i hope you know that you just really are the most amazing wonderful comforting presence in my life and i jsut really am soso lucky and glad and greatful to know you i really really am :'> *hugs you back v v close if you wishh * !!! 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

#I LOVE YOU SO MUCHH SOSO MUCHH I RLY DO :'> mwah !!! #flappy rambles #asks #lucy ! #fave

[kyovtani]

u said bodyguard konoha?!! I AM HERE BITCH. i’ll be saying with all my heart i am a slut for mafia au.

imagine just imagine konoha in a simple black suit with his black gun strapped to his waist. he’s not much of a talker but he stays with u for so long. but he’s always there for you for ur protection. he feels attracted but he knows that ur off limits and that his boss will lit kill him lol. but u on the other hand with ur cute lil outfits, pretty earring, occasionally with some hair clips struts around like it’s ur world. he thinks it’s kinda funny how u bring these stupid college boys home thinking they’ll be with u and love u when all they want is to get in ur pants. he’s seen ur breakdowns and cry baby days. after a while of shitty boys, u start to see konoha as something more too bad he’s not interested (that’s what u think anyway) but maybe just maybe there will be a lucky day where u let him fuck u until ur crying and let him take care of ur stupid babie ass 💗

HERES MORE- imagine being a lil brat and then he just fucks u to shut u up with his gun in ur mouth.

NONIE !! THE TASTE PLS IM ABSOLUTELY DEVASTED MWAH

he always watches those little wannabes enter your room with those pathetic tents in their pants, followed by the sound of the headboard of your bed hitting the wall for a good five minutes before they stay a little longer and then usually leave you all alone to yourself. and konoha knows you finish the job whenever they leave, you always do because none of them give it to you the way you crave it oh so badly.

he's heard you cry over these stupid boys way too many times for his personal liking but he's never mentioned it to anybody, not even his best friends. he can't risk his precious job he worked so hard for just because he's made the big mistke of developing a stupid crush on yoj like some teenager.

but he can't stand it. the thought of you laying in your bed, crying over a boy who not only failed to fuck you right but also broke your heart is what literally keeps him up at night.

konoha tries to be subtle about it but whenever you leave your room to get a little snack, he tells you to keep your head up and that you deserve better, trying his best to comfort you even id its just with some encouraging words.

it usually doesn't take you long to get over them, just a few weeks passing by until you bring home the next failure of a male.

that's what always happens.

but apparently not this time. no, this time you actually go up to konoha and ask him what's wrong with you because you can't think of a reason as to why they wouldn't stay and that's what breaks his heart into millions of pieces.

"and none of them has made me cum- ever", you just blurt it out, your lips pushed into a pout, eyes glossy and cheeks stained with dried tears, "i always have go finish it myself, kono. is something wrong with me?"

and before you even get to finish that question, he starts shaking his head.

"no, ba- no, little one. it's them. they don't know what the fuck they're doing and just think about blowing their load. you need someone who puts your pleasure over their own, and i guarantee you'll be cumming so, so much. it's not you, i promise."

upon hesring the certainty in his voice, you basically beg konoha to fuck you right, telling him how badly you wakt him to stuff you full of his cum and have you cum around his fat cock for hours. and even though he does feel guilty, he still does it because your happiness is what he cares about the most

so as he rams his fat cock into your tight little pussy, pushing you towards your nth high of the night, he doesn't think of sll the possible consequences, he just lets another drop of his spit fall into your mouth before he praises you for taking him so well <33

#⛓.bodyguard!kono #spit tw #✉️.kyov’s spice

[glorifiedbones]

i literslly hate you do much i hate hesring your goice and your laugh and the words you choose over others. i hate how everyone in the fsmily just ignored what you did to me. all the harm you cause me and inflicted on me. i hate how u went to court mandated therapy did your time and now its just back to normal. ntohing changed. you didnt change. ur still the disgust groos vile person before and im still stuck here desling with it and i cant escape. its always the same with you. nothing changes. nothing will ever fhange. i hate you i ahye you i hate you i hate you i hate you. i hate having to pretend. inhave to smile and sit in the same room with you and be okay and pretend like i dont want to rip my skull out and scoop my eyes out everytime you look at me or breathe nesr me. i hate that the way you used to look at me is still ingrained into my brain and on my skin. i hate that i feel like an object. o hate that everyone views my mental heslth that wss worsened because of this as some flippant unimportant undeserved emotions. i ahev every right to be angry. i haev every right to be disgusted. i have every rgoht to want to never be nesr him ahain but its between that or being ostracized by my entire fsmily. and ritht now i need them more than they need me. and i hate that the most. i hate that im dependent on all of you. i hate that so much becaiee it feelings like im drowning like i wont ever escape like the plastic around my throat is getting tighter and tigher and the grip you all hold over me wont ever let go. i hate that you all say if you dont like it just get out as if i havent been working towards that for yesrs and when i wss getting close you stripped that all away from me. i dont have anyone anymore. i dont have my family in the way that i need and should have. i dont have my friends anymore. i dont have my job or money or future snymore. you took away my future yesrs ago and i was finally starting to rebuild it again and you took it all away and i want to scream. i want to rip my skin off and run away. i want to slit my throat bevause even if i got away ill still be like this. this feeling… wont wver just go away. it doesnt matter how many pills i take or all the therapists and psychiatrists and doctors i see this will always be my normal now and i hate it i haye it i hate it i hate it ihate and i dont want to be here anymore i dont want to breathe andni dont see the point either nothings enjoyable anymore i dont want to do anything but die and i dont know how to be this thing that im not and i dont know how to live with myself and i hate what youve done to me

you were supposed to protect me and be there the most for me but in the end you just ruined me and destroyed my life and blamed me for speaking up and you blame me for you having to face the consequences of your actions and the worst part of it all is i was willing to be silent. i wasnt going to go to any authorities and i didnt tell the family and i just told one person who i thought was a friend and now it feels like my life is over. i guess its more over than it has begun if we’re honest with ourselves. how can one live a life when theres nothing to sustain it when theres nothing worth living for if i cant even find the joy in the most simplest or extravagant things. theres nothing that stands out to me and theres nothing that makes me want to laugh out loud and nothing that makes me want to scream at then top of my lungs and theres nothing that i look at that makes me think life is worth it after all. in fact everything i look at just makes me tired. im exhausted. im so over everything. i just want to be done.

[loyal--knight]

January 16th

And here i am, so excited to see you. So happy you got off work early. Its been 3 days, the longest we have been apart, and all i want to do is see and hesr your voice. You thought u would get off at 9,but u worked hard and got out at 6.

"The universe really wants us to be together"

You text me "gotta pick up and book from a friend at Starbucks"

I think "shouldnt take too long. But man, now i gotta wait alittle longer"

two hours pass

I text him "hey are u coming?"

"Catching up with a friend"

And i realize that although i really missed u. You thought this Starbucks encounter was worth spending your time on instead of seeing me. Now i wait here in my room at 9:27pm and we both know my bed time is 10:00pm...but i always stay up for you...FOR YOU. And now i stay here waiting for my glorified encounter of hanging out with u from 6pm to 10pm, to go to the gym and hang out and be together at last. But that wasnt the case. And u text me ur coming from youre 30 min commute to me at 8:40. And i think "only an hour? I wanted to relax for a long time and catch up and miss you more and more and be happy youre finally with me"..but i guess this wasnt the case for the universe today. I played myself. I know u got me hot chocolate but...that doesnt heal the emotional wound u left me tonight. All i wanted was to see you and cuddle and just not miss you....its 9:32....less than half an hour. Tonight..and from here on, im done doing things for you. Not until you make me feel as special as i try so hard to do for you. I cant belive it...first its Its Only 3 Days Apart...youre right...and tonight, i bet its, We Will See Each Other Tomorrow.

But what about today? What about coming to hang out for a couple hours and making me feel better after being gone so long? Why dont u miss me like i miss you? Why werent u excited to see me after work so much that u would rush to my place.