#I FINALLY WROTE HIS VOICELINES AND CHATS. FINALLY

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hayden's voicelines + lesson chats!

IT'S HIS TIME EVERYONE. it's our silly little cult member's time!! i'm so sorry, my son, i was supposed to finish working on your voicelines and chats much earlier, but.. the masquerade event happened. yeah.

also, @scarabiaa, your son is here! hayden and onyx are finally interacting!

[ hayden's voicelines ]

if you choose to hold his hand (tutorial):

"hey, are you okay? you must be so scared, all of this is new to you, after all.. just take some deep breaths, you're gonna be fine."

level up:

"hehe, thanks for helping me with this. i don't know what i'd do if it wasn't for you."

"wow, you're much smarter than i thought- ahem, i meant that i already knew you're smart, but i didn't expect you to be such a genius!"

"oh, you don't have to help me, actually, i can- i see, so you're still gonna try to help me." *sighs* "thank you, i guess.."

level up max:

"i thought i can do just fine without your help, but.. it looks like i was wrong, haha. thank you for supporting me all this time, it really means a lot to me."

episode level up:

"i don't get it, why do you want to know more about me? like, do you need something from me? a favor, maybe? "you want to get to know my real self"?.. i don't get what you mean by that."

limit break:

"no, this won't be enough. i still need to try harder and work more, so that they can notice me.. who are "they"? oh, sorry, i was just thinking out loud, don't mind me."

groovy:

*laughs in an evil way* "now, it's time for me to show you what i'm actually capable of! prefect-san, i hope you're watching!"

lesson lines (before lesson):

"what subjects i'm good at? hm, i'm actually good at most of them, really. so i can help you with anything you want! except p.e, haha.."

"what's your favorite subject, prefect-san? you want to learn more about this world, don't you? oh, i have an idea, what if i answer all of your questions and you tell me about your world in exchange?"

"don't you think you're taking a bit too much time? we're gonna be late if you don't make a choice, you know. and i most definitely don't want to be late, that would be bad for my reputation."

lesson start:

"you can ask me anything you want, prefect-san!"

lesson end:

"finally, it's over. i just can't bring myself to love this school.."

battle start:

"i don't really like fighting, but it looks like you're too stupid to have a proper chat with you."

battle win:

"if only there was someone out there who could have helped you."

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[ hayden's lesson chats ]

[ the tale of a two-faced prince ]

".. you really want to know more about my family?"

"i have no idea why you're so interested, but i guess i could tell you something."

"so, i don't remember if i told you this before, but i actually have twelve older brothers-"

"your reaction is understandable, but please, don't interrupt me like this. that's how people always react when i mention my brothers, though.."

"my oldest brothers are already married and some of them even have kids.. to be honest, i feel like i'll never be as good as them. it's quite hard to impress your parents when you're the youngest child, especially when you have so many siblings."

"it was also hard for me when i was younger, i always felt left out and.. i even thought that i didn't belong, haha.."

"however, thankfully, i managed to find a role model who had the same problems as me. he went through the exact same thing, he even had twelve older brothers as well!"

"when i read about him, i felt like his story was written for me. it just felt so.. personal, like someone created his character to help me feel understood and less lonely."

"but he wasn't "created" by anyone! he was real! he actually existed, there once was a person who faced the same struggles, acted and thought just like me, like-"

"like i was "based on him" in some way."

"..."

"oh, sorry, that probably sounded weird. haha, i was supposed to tell you more about my family, but i ended up talking about my childhood idol."

"but he really does mean a lot to me."

[ why do you care about me so much? ]

"okay, i think i'm done with this task." *sighs* "i feel so tired for some reason.."

"wait, you heard that? oh, um.. please don't worry about me. yes, i'm tired, but i'm still doing fine."

"i think you needed help with your homework as well? let me see.."

"huh? what's this?"

"what do you mean, we can take a break? i'm sorry, prefect-san, but we have to-"

".. you asked trey-san to help you bake cookies for me?"

"t-thank you, but i don't think we can take a break right now. i doubt that you will have the energy to do your homework later."

"you're more worried about me than your homework? really, you shouldn't say things like that."

"we can eat these later, after we're done-"

".. okay, that was scary, prefect-san."

"fine, fine, we'll take a break, but only if we eat these cookies together. you have to try them as well, you worked so hard after all!"

"and may i ask, why you baked them? why would you want to do something like this for me?"

"BECAUSE I'M CUTE??"

"i-i will never understand how your logic works, prefect-san. i thought that you'd have a deeper reason for that.."

[ what kind of a person am i? ]

"what is it, prefect-san? why are you staring at me like this?"

".. you can't understand my personality? what do you mean?"

"ah, it's because i tend to act differently around other people? but isn't it natural to act that way?"

"you also act differently around other people, prefect-san. when you're with people you like, you can't stop smiling, you keep making jokes and you may even try to flirt with them."

"but when you're with people you dislike, you're much more rude and you don't care about them at all. and you can even be.. kinda mean, honestly." *laughs*

"hm? it's not the same as my behavior?"

"ah, i think i get it. you don't understand why i would act like someone who's more playful and extroverted when i'm with people like cater-kun and kalim-kun, but then i act like someone who's more quiet with people like leona-san and jamil-san?"

"well, you see, prefect-san, if i want to make friends in this school, i need to know what kind of people these students would never hang out with."

"i don't want to annoy them, especially people like sebek-san, leona-san or floyd-kun, so i need to be careful and i try to act like their perfect friend would."

"you do the same thing when you want to make someone like you, right?"

"you want to know what my true personality is like?"

"hehe, all of those personalities can still be considered my true self. i just show a different side of myself to every person i meet."

"i still can't figure you out though.."

"oh, it's nothing. i just want you to know that i'm not lying or "being fake". and yes, i'm showing my true self to you as well."

"how is this personality different from my other ones?"

"well.." *laughs* "i guess i can be a bit softer with you sometimes."

[ if only this guy wasn't my boss.. ]

azul: "thank you for agreeing to help out after classes, hayden-senpai."

azul: "you really didn't have to work at mostro lounge, but you still said yes.. you truly are a perfect octavinelle student."

hayden: "ahaha, now, don't say things like that, azul-san."

hayden: "though i have to say that i'm honored to be in a dorm like octavinelle. and i'm glad we have such a responsible dorm leader as you, azul-san."

azul: "i'm the one who should be honored to be in the same dorm as you. i wonder why you're not our dorm leader, haha."

azul: "though my grades are still better than yours.."

hayden: "i heard that, azul-san."

azul: "y-you did?"

hayden: "and i don't disagree with you. i still have to work harder if i want to be a better student."

hayden: "and i doubt that i would ever be a good dorm leader." *laughs*

hayden: *thinking* "it's not like i even want to become a dorm leader."

azul: "now, i'll be waiting for you. come to the mostro lounge when you're ready."

hayden: "okay! i have some things to do, but i'll try to come as soon as i can."

hayden: "..."

hayden: *thinking* "i think i have to go and break something. maybe that would help me calm down."

hayden: *thinking* "i hate this guy so much! i agreed to work with him and those twins only because i knew that would make him like me more!"

hayden: *thinking* "okay, hayden, breathe. you're doing this for your mission."

hayden: *thinking* "that's what your family would want you to do."

[ please, teach me how to cosplay! ]

hayden: "merrill-san, i need your help with something."

merrill: "oh, really? if someone like you is asking for help, then it should be something serious."

hayden: "y-yeah, it is serious, haha.."

hayden: "you see, i accidentally broke my phone and-"

merrill: "oh, sorry, i'm an ignihyde student, but i'm actually not that good with technology."

merrill: "i just know a lot about social media, that's all."

hayden: "i'm not asking you to fix it. i actually need austin-san's help."

merrill: "then why are you-"

merrill: ".. oh, i get it now. austin-chan would never help anyone just because they asked him."

hayden: "yes, i know that well."

hayden: "and i have an idea how to make him help me, but if i'm going to do that.."

hayden: "i will need to discuss something with you."

merrill: "tell me about that idea of yours then."

hayden: ".. this is gonna be embarrassing."

hayden: "please, teach me how to cosplay, merrill-san!"

merrill: "..."

merrill: *laughs*

hayden: "this is serious, merrill-san! i know that austin-san likes anime, magical girls and all that stuff, so i thought that maybe i can try and cosplay one of his favorite characters.."

merrill: "no, actually, this is a very good plan. it will definitely work if you do it right."

merrill: "i'm just trying to imagine you do cosplay and.." *laughs*

hayden: "merrill-san, please, can we talk about my cosplay already??"

hayden: *thinking* "at least he doesn't know that i broke my phone while trying to take a picture of a butterfly.."

hayden: *thinking* "he wouldn't stop laughing if he knew."

[ you're just really important to me, that's all! ]

hayden: "onyx-sama!!~"

onyx: *SCREAMS*

onyx: "uh, h-hi, hayden.."

hayden: "how are you doing today, onyx-sama? do you need help with anything?"

onyx: "i'm fine, thank you, you don't have to worry about me, haha.."

hayden: "but you're so important to me, onyx-sama! you have no idea who you were based on, but i know who you really are! i have no choice, but to worship-"

onyx: "b-based? based on what?"

hayden: "never mind. forget about that part."

hayden: "so, are you sure you don't need any help at all? i can help you with anything you want! your homework, your friends, your relationships.."

onyx: ".. relationships?"

hayden: "sure, i can be your matchmaker, if you want!"

hayden: "now, who should i match you up with.."

onyx: "actually, i already have someone i like-"

hayden: "who should be that lucky person who will be worthy of your love? hmm.. i feel like no one here deserves your love, onyx-sama."

onyx: "HUH??"

hayden: "n-not because you don't deserve to be loved at all!! it's just.. you're so great, i don't think anyone in this school would be a good partner for you."

onyx: "oh.. you don't understand, i actually like someone a lot and i thought you could-"

hayden: "no, onyx-sama, even i don't deserve to be loved by someone like you! but i promise, i will find a perfect significant other for you!"

hayden: "now, where should we start?"

onyx: *thinking* "he won't listen to me.. you know, he keeps saying that he worships me and all, but it's kinda funny that even though he's my fan, he refuses to listen to anything i say."

[ i'm glad we can still talk like this ]

hayden: "angel? what are you doing here?"

angel: "hayden-chan!! ＼(≧▽≦)／ "

angel: "oh, don't worry, i don't think nrc students have noticed that i'm here. <(￣︶￣)>"

hayden: "you shouldn't visit me like this. you know that nrc and rsa students' relationship is.. not that good."

angel: "hey! i don't care about that stupid school rivalry! <(￣ ﹌ ￣)> i want to talk to my friend and hang out with him even if we're from different schools!"

hayden: "um.. thank you, i guess. i missed you a lot too."

angel: "!! did you just say that you missed me?? (⊙_⊙)"

angel: "aww, hayden-chan!! (´,,•ω•,,)♡ i love you so much!"

hayden: "uh.. m-me too.."

hayden: *thinking* "they really are just like prefect-san."

angel: "so, how was your day? tell me all about it! ( ´ ▽ ` )"

angel: "and i will tell you about my day too! (つ≧▽≦)つ you won't believe what bunny-chan said today!"

hayden: "oh, yeah, how is blythe doing? i hope she's not too tired."

angel: "hm? why would she be tired? (•ิ_•ิ)? you know she loves being the vice dorm leader!"

hayden: "she sure does.."

hayden: *thinking* "i'm surprised that they still don't know that bunny actually hates her dorm."

hayden: *thinking* "and ashley is not even dumb or anything like that, they're actually very smart."

hayden: *thinking* "well.. i'm still glad that i can spend time with them like this. ashley and blythe are my only friends after all."

#I FINALLY WROTE HIS VOICELINES AND CHATS. FINALLY #the chameleon with a god complex: hayden #idia's e boy servant: merrill #a strange but loving dorm leader: angel #friends' ocs!

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Streamer!Scaramouche [2]

thanks for all the support in the first part! i wrote a second part where scaramouche plays genshin + the reader comes in (i tried to make it as gender neutral as possible, so let me know if there’s something off!). you’re a close friend of scaramouche and also a voice actor!

i had been planning this since i wrote the first part, but because i was busy and uninspired i couldn’t finish it. but here it is and it’s actually pretty long (over 5k words...)! i hope you guys will like this!! obviously he’s a little nicer than he is in game but,,, for the sake of the plot + it being a modern au, it had to be done sjnfdskjf

He was selected to play the beta for genshin because of his popularity and tbh he really wanted to play it

The game hadn’t really caught his eye all that much when he first heard about it but he saw how everyone online went crazy over it (plus other streamers who also were selected to play it in early access kept talking about it) and he became more curious to know what it would be like and if it’d live to everyone’s expectations

However he couldn’t really play it until it was officially released because he had a very busy schedule, and when he saw other streams of people playing it he was,,, lowkey jealous because it did look fun

When it was finally released and the game finished downloading and installing, he went live right away

And since so many people were looking forward to seeing him play plus the game was getting so popular so fast, that stream of when he first played hit his biggest milestone of live viewers ever

ANYWAYS skip forward to further into the game

when it comes to the gacha,,,

we’ve established that this boy is loaded. he won’t hesitate to throw some big amounts of money at the game to get every single character and weapon he wants and get their constellations to the max

i feel like he’d make little bets (and it works as a way to thank the chat for the support) like “if i get (insert newest character) in the first 50 pulls, i will gift 50 subs”

he’d be SOOOOOOO LUCKY it’d make everyone who doesn’t play think that it must be very easy to get the 5 stars or that the drop rate must be very high,,,

so in the end he’d have to gift the subs and it’d be funny to see the chat go absolutely crazy because everyone is commenting at the same time trying to see if they got lucky too and got the sub

but the chat goes so fast that they can’t even see their own comment after they send it sNDJGDJSK 

he’d end up turning subs mode on for a while because it goes crazy

and that’s when he’d see people going “I GOT THE SUB-” all excited and he can’t help but chuckle and congratulate them for being one of the lucky ones

probably another game he can use to play with some subs once in a while! they could play co-op and when he’s a very high level he’d go to the worlds of some of his subs with lower level to help them with whatever they need

SO, LITTLE SKIP HERE

this is where i want the reader to slide into the picture

you’d be a voice actor, and also you have been a friend of his for a very long time

he met you even before he started streaming and you were always so supportive of him, as he was of every and each of your dreams

in fact, he would have invited you over more than once to stream with him

people don’t say anything bc they’re afraid of scaramouche banning them (it’s happened before) + they understand it can be disrespectful... but…

some people lowkey ship you two a little bit,,,,,, you didn’t hear it from me. scaramouche don’t ban me----

so one day he’s making another livestream playing genshin (sponsored by mihoyo to promote the newest update and event) and they’re going to release a new character 

AND he has told everyone that you are the voice actor of the new character, who will be introduced in the event and is also getting their own banner

so everyone is very curious of what they’ll be like, if scaramouche will try to get them (obviously he will, he has every single character…. the amount of money he has put into the game…. just thinking of it gives me the heebie-jeebies) 

could he even,,, main them,,,,

spoiler: he won’t because he’ll stay honest till the end (and no hard feelings) but there are other characters that he has built up to the max just like them and still work better with the way he plays but he’ll still find a chance to use them often

he didn’t know anything of what the character you voiced would be like because you wanted to keep it a surprise and he knew his audience would enjoy seeing his first reactions

I think the character you voice in the game would have the role that Scaramouche has in the actual game, and their design would be fairly similar (maybe similar color palette) to the design fans made for him as a genshin character (the one i mentioned that he uses for popup notifs of subscriptions and all!)

needless to say he’d absolutely love their personality and the charisma you showed in their lines

of course when he finally gets them he shows everything about them including all their voice lines and he compliments y/n’s voice acting… that was the first time people suspected that....

mayhaps… scaramouche….

has feelings for you....

it’s in the soft gaze in his eyes,,, the gentle smile on his lips,,, his soft voice when saying “I think this one is my favorite line of theirs”

and just how BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL his laugh sounds when someone comments he should invite you and ask you to do that voiceline live for him and everyone else

he’d jokingly reach for his phone and be like “should i call them? i could” 

(but he wouldn’t because he doesn’t want to disturb you, you may be busy, considering you still hadn’t replied to the messages he sent to you before he started the stream a few hours ago)

if anyone dares be mean to you saying you got the chance to voice act for genshin just bc of scaramouche

or implies that he did something to get you there he’ll get quite mad even tho he won’t speak up about it (he might if enough people say it) 

people can see something shift in his gaze,,,, and he bans them permanently right away

it’d be kinda funny when he does those “reading unban requests” streams and he goes past immediately rejecting people who said those kind of stuff, not even reading the apologies JSNKJFNDSJKGNSDK

some people say he’s too strict about it but literally his stream his rules. people who don’t like him should just not watch him

and people who like him should NOT speak badly about you or doubt your talent and effort, which is what brought you that opportunity in the first place

one day he’d be streaming playing the game, he had been using your character and gathering materials to get their last ascension

and at one point he’d grab his phone and look at the screen for a second before putting it back down and saying he had planned something else for tonight besides playing genshin for a while

then, the doorbell would ring (before he could even close the game-) and it’d be heard from his setup room so people in the chat heard it and they’re all like???

it’s definitely not takeout because scaramouche never orders takeout when he’s on his own, he usually cooks for himself and just orders it when he’s with friends and they all feel like eating something different

actually, offtopic, but i have a feeling he’d be very responsible when it comes to food and like he’d cook himself proper meals all perfectly balanced and all- he could afford having someone cook for him but his house = his privacy and personal space so he’d rather do it himself

it’s like, past 10pm, so no way it would be a package or mail at that time

and then he says “we have a visitor tonight”

and then the chat goes crazy saying “CHILDE” “HARBINGERS” but mostly “Y/N!??!?/PLEASE LET IT BE Y/N”

AND IT WAS YOU!!!!

and omg you brought takeout--------

it had been a while since they had seen you in scaramouche’s stream and you didn’t have your own channel (even though there were many people who encouraged you to open one)

SO everyone was very excited

i feel like scaramouche wouldn’t be the biggest fan of eating on camera so you guys would put the food away so that you can eat it later on your own without an audience

and you two would just spend a while talking to the chat, watching videos

AND reviewing fanart and fanmade content together!! it’d be so cute especially fanarts of the two of you together, little animatics or comics of funny clips or memes from his streams of you two,,,

someone made a little felt plushie of the genshin character you voiced and the way you COOED because it was SO cute

only those who were truly paying attention were able to notice the soft smile on scaramouche’s lips and the way he looked at you as you gushed over how cute the little plushie is and how talented the person who made it is!!

also you’d tell him you saw signora make a stream where she talked to some of her fans on discord individually to give them advice on their life/problems (nothing too serious) and it was very funny and you wanted to do that with him someday

and he’s like “that… could be a huge mess. people could say some crazy stuff” and you’re like “NO but i talked to her about it and she said she got her mods to talk to them first and approve them before they moved them up to the channel where she was to talk to her”

and he’s like “still…….. what if people lie and then when they get to talk to us they say something-”

and you’re like “BOY!!!! DO YOU NOT TRUST YOUR FANS *GASP*” and everyone in the chat is also going “GASP” “HE DOESN’T TRUST US…” “IS THIS YOUR IDOL…..?” “SAY SORRY” (all good fun, obviously he’d love to talk to everyone if he could make sure there won’t be anything disrespectful said)

SO!!!!! you two say you’ll plan to do something like that soon and everyone is very excited, they can already tell it’ll be both super cute and hilarious

before he ends the stream, you two watch some videos together

some are about some upcoming videogames and he talks about them and what he knows and explaining things to you... he is.. so knowledgeable…

the way you look at him as he goes into a little rant about it… cinematic parallels with the way he looked at you before

ONCE AGAIN, people aren’t blind. they notice. but they keep it to themselves bc scary scara (the way i had to resist overusing this one joke with his name-)

so the stream ends and you two walk out of the setup room to go to his living room and eat the takeout you brought while watching something on tv

he apologises because the food is cold now, but you brush it off saying it’s ok, you had missed being on his streams and you two can just heat up the food again

he doesn’t look at you in the eyes as he mutters that you know you can join his streams whenever, and instead just says it as he makes his way to the kitchen to heat the food

you join him in the kitchen soon after and tell him you also bought something for dessert and put it in the fridge already before

and honestly he didn’t know how much he wanted to eat that dessert until it was in his fridge, so he can’t stop himself from sighing and saying “god, i love you”

there’s silence for a second, right as the microwave beeps as it finished heating the food

it feels eternal to him, but you immediately started laughing and said jokingly “of course you do! you’re welcome!” 

he’s happy you took it as a joke because that’s not how he planned to confess (he didn’t plan to confess anytime soon in the first place) but at the same time ?? he’s lowkey offended inside because? you took it as a joke?? is it so unrealistic that you wouldn’t even think that he meant it romantically?

it’s at that moment that he realises that if he didn’t want to confess before, now he does.

he wouldn’t want anyone to know about how he let that slip because he’s sure no one in you two’s friend group even knows he likes you

but you,,, actually,,,,, were actually caught off guard too because scaramouche wasn’t precisely one for words of affection and he showed his care for everyone with his actions

in fact, you had never heard him say those words before but well- it was kinda nice- if only he meant it as you feel it- but he couldn’t, right? who’d confess their feelings so casually while looking at a dessert in the fridge with desire-------

that night, it gets pretty late and to be honest he’s a little too tired to drive you home as he usually would, so he asks if you’d like to sleep over

it wouldn’t be your first time doing so, not even the first time you stayed unplanned, and he had a couple guest rooms that you could use so you accepted

also, staying for longer meant you could keep watching some more of that series with him without worrying about it getting late

or,,,

“actually” you said in a low voice, almost a whisper, since it was getting late and you two had been in complete silence while watching the series “i lowkey still wanted to stream some more”

he scoffs but then lets out a short chuckle, replying in the same volume

“it’s past 2am, who’s going to watch me stream now?”

“i would” have mercy for his poor heart- “but i’d be the streamer too this time so it doesn’t count” 

“what even would we do”

“can we play that co-op game you played with childe? it was so much fun” 

had you not brought it up, he wouldn’t have offered that ever because? if he had recently played it with childe he didn’t want to stream it again and make it feel repetitive for his audience 

(jokes on him because when genshin came out they put up with it being the only thing he streamed for over a week. they’d rewatch any game if it’s you two playing it)

but to be honest, he didn’t really want to stream anymore that day and just wanted to be with you, just you and no one else

he got up from the couch and walked towards the hallway, making you look up to him in confusion for a second, but then started getting excited knowing this meant he was going to let you play it with him

“i don’t really feel like streaming anymore today, but we can still play it. let’s go”

the next day, you two wake up around the same time and make breakfast together

scaramouche i feel is not very talkative in the mornings 

in fact, i feel like he’s just not the most talkative in general. he’s more the type to listen, but it’s different during his streams because he’s doing what he loves and talking about what he loves

and when it comes to you and he talks more it’s because he’s talking to who he loves----

before you’re going to leave and you’re standing at the door about to say goodbye to him, he suddenly speaks up before you can

“do you want to go somewhere tomorrow?”

you raise your eyebrows in curiosity from the sudden request, but then smile at him and nod

“yeah sure! what do you have in min-”

“it’s a date” he said, interrupting you, which was weird enough of him (since he would never interrupt you), but his words were even weirder-

“h-huh?” you felt the heat rising to your cheeks, and scaramouche just repeated his words

on the outside, he looked so casual and just, confident- bUT INSIDE he was actually panicking a little bit 

but just a little bit.

After a moment, you smiled at him again, this time somewhat more shily but also excited for your date!

“I look forward to it”

Just with that, you two knew you had made the first step

You weren’t just friends anymore

You two had hung out on your own many times before, in fact and as it was mentioned before, you two had even slept over at his house or yours many times before

but it had all always been purely platonic, and you guys had never even questioned that aspect of it even after realising you had romantic feelings for each other

he’d spend the rest of the day thinking of what you could do the next day, as if he hadn’t been brainstorming for ideas all night either

i feel like he hasn’t gone in many (if not any--) dates before

solely because he has never been interested in romance plus he had never liked someone or at least, not as much as he liked you

and even when he found out he felt something for you, he just always told himself he was okay with how things were, because he’d never experienced anything beyond friendship and didn’t feel the need to try and maybe ruin the friendship

SO he didn’t have many ideas of what a good date could be

he definitely didn’t want a cliché corny date, but he really didn’t have any idea of what was good enough for a date

(and if for future dates you want something he’d consider a “”cliché corny date”” he’d do it for you and actually enjoy it)

the last thing he wanted was to have to ask you what you could do for your date

1- because he didn’t want to show you any side of him that didn’t look like he always has everything under control and he’s always composed (as if you wouldn’t want to see every side of him, even his most vulnerable sides- you’d have to work on that with him when you two become official)

2- he… kind of wanted to surprise you…..

but it really got to the point where he really didn’t know what you’d like the most (or what he’d like the most too) and what he wanted most over anything else is to not disappoint you in you two’s first date

SO he finally texted you asking if there was anything special you wanted to do (and therefore indirectly admitting he……….. just really wanted to ask you out. so much he did it without thinking of what he’d do if you said yes--)

you didn’t seem to mind, and in fact you were happy he asked for your opinion 

overall, scaramouche was very independent so he wasn’t one to ask others for advice, opinions or anything, much less for help regarding anything

“how long has it been since we last went to the arcade? we could go there! i heard from childe that they added new games!”

and he’s like !?!?!?? THAT…. is…….. the perfect idea

“that actually sounds perfect” he admitted, and the message brought a big smile to your face 

“just don’t get mad at me when you lose at all of them” he sent right after, teasing you, and you couldn’t help but let out a laugh out loud

“the last time i won in your favorite game” you reminded him, and even after he read your message, he took a little bit to reply

(he needed a second to put the pieces of his pride together SJNFKJDS)

“don’t get used to it, it won’t happen again”

“we will see about that” the more you two joked like this, the more excited you got thinking about tomorrow

scaramouche was sure now that it’d be a great first date that you’d both remember forever

the next day, it was almost the time for the date and scaramouche was going to pick you up at your house

i feel like scaramouche would be very fashionable and even in his style he doesn’t try to hide that he’s loaded…

not that he cares about buying cheap clothes, literally he’d say if he likes it and it’s good (aka it’s not cheap because it’s made of something that won’t make it last longer than 3 weeks) he’ll get it

but it just so happens that many times… the clothes he likes most are from famous brands…

AND THIS DAY!!!!!! he’s putting together one of his favorite outfits because it’s a special day

it almost hurts me just how nonchalant he’d look on the outside, making it a little hard to know exactly just how much this date meant to him (because as i said he’s not one to be very vocal about his feelings or even his thoughts)

BUT i trust that you… since you know him well…. can see past all that and you know that this is not just anything casual to him. this is special.

STILL!!!! he’d try his best to not let the blush rise to his cheeks and show, as well as to not let his voice shake when he complimented that you looked very good

ANYWAYS i think i think Scaramouche wouldn’t be one for big pda

the most he’d do where anyone can see is hold your hand or put his arm around your waist

WHICH IS WHY he’d try to be all smooth (and he would manage) reaching for your hand and lacing his fingers with yours

he wouldn’t make eye contact because then he’s sure it’ll show on his face that he’s getting somewhat flustered, but he’d still ask if you’re okay with it, to which you said yes

the area where the arcade was is always somewhat crowded so when you two were getting there, scaramouche would tighten the grip on your hand a little bit to make sure you wouldn’t let go and you’d be pulled apart by people trying to walk past however they can

you know that if you two got serious about your relationship, he would want to be the first person to share the news with his fans

BUT since he was so popular now, you two lived in a pretty big city and now were at a popular area (+ scaramouche wouldn’t be the type to try and hide his identity because he’s never had people make a fuss when they recognise him)

you were a little worried someone would see you two and maybe take a picture and post it online and it’d go viral before he can admit it himself

because of that, you end up throwing back to him the question he had asked when he held your hand 

“are you sure this is okay?”

your question confused him because he didn’t know what you mean, so he finally looked you in the eyes and waited for you to explain further

“it’s just- what if somebody sees us and recognises you?”

he looked away from you and back at where he was going, taking a few seconds to answer before he just shrugged

“i don’t care”

you softly let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding as you waited for him to say something, and almost missed the way he whispered

“as long as it doesn’t affect you”

for someone who seemed and actually tried to seem to self-sufficient, who appreciated his friends but was also okay on his own because he was absolutely comfortable with himself, he was actually…

more selfless than people would ever know, especially when it came to you

you two would have SO much fun in the arcade, trying every single game many times

this time though, scaramouche won in his favorite game so he lived up to his words

you two won so many tickets you literally didn’t even know what to do with them once you got the couple prizes you were interested in

you bumped into a couple fans of his, so you talked for a while

once again, you were met with suggestions of opening your own streaming channel, and even scaramouche said “i’ve told them that many times too, but they always say they think their streams won’t be fun enough”

and the fans are like “NO!! literally everyone thinks you’re super nice and fun!! of course you don’t have to if you don’t want to, but we’d love it!!”

one of the fans (exaggerating a little as a joke) said “i’ll be your number 1 fan i swear” and the three of you laughed, except scaramouche who just scoffed and smirked 

“i am ALREADY their number one fan. but good try” <- scaramouche in his head. say it outloud u coward.

but at the same time it was a joke scaramouche chill pretty much everyone knows you’re their number one fan……. even though you think you’re so smooth………. they just don’t say anything 

they were very nice and fun to talk to and you knew scaramouche and you didn’t really want anything else from the prizes, so you offered you two’s tickets to them

“we don’t really need these anymore so maybe you’ll have more use for them!!”

they got SO excited, the way their eyes lit up :( scaramouche is convinced you’re an angel but he’s also very happy to see how joyful his fans got because those were more than enough for the prize they really wanted-

so after that cute little interaction and having used up your energy for competition, you two leave and think of buying some ice cream or a milkshake or something to end the date nicely and to enjoy while you walk back home

the arcade was not exactly very close to where you two lived (it was far from your house, but even farther from his-) so he asked if you were okay with walking back or if you two should get an uber or something, to which you said you were okay

walking back with him meant!! a little more time you could spend with him

and he was happy you said that because he was feeling the same way and still didn’t want the day to end

we’ll see more about the kind of things he likes and dislikes if he’s released as a playing character BUT FOR NOW i really get this vibe that he’d LOVE boba tea

i even think he’d?? enjoy tea in general??? classy boy…

SO you two would end up going to get some boba 

it was very touching how, when reading the flavors they had that day, he suddenly and casually went “oh, they have your favorite” and you looked at the one he was pointing at and !!! indeed it was your favorite!!!!!!!

he remembers this kind of details very well

you take the chance to talk some more as you’re walking home

scaramouche asks about your job with voice acting and you tell him that you actually have been recording some new lines for your genshin character lately because in the next update there’ll be an event involving them

he’s looking forward to it but he teases you a little asking if it’s okay for you to spoil him with such information

but it’s okay because it’s not like he’d tell anyone, especially knowing it could get you in trouble

when he drops you off at your house, he has a hard time saying goodbye

literally you’re standing at your door and he’s in front of you, a couple steps away, looking away from you

you don’t say goodbye either, mainly because you know scaramouche is working the courage to say something, and you can also sort of guess what he wants to say

you think of saying it first, but then think that it would make scaramouche proud to be honest about his feelings and confess first

“i’ve liked you for a long time”

you can’t help the smile that makes its way onto your face, unconsciously reaching a hand up to slightly cover it

“i feel the same way” you replied to him in a soft voice

he took a deep breath and exhaled it softly, finally lifting up his gaze and making eye contact with you

it was already dark outside, so you couldn’t appreciate the faint rosy blush on his cheeks well

“can i kiss you?”

your eyes widened for a second, not expecting him to ask and if anything, thinking he’d just step forward and do it

so you were a little embarrassed and caught off-guard to reply properly, so you just nodded and put your hand down as he took the last couple steps and his face was right in front of yours

he’d cup your cheek in one of his hands, feeling the warmth of your skin

you closed your eyes, and he looked at you for a second longer before he finally leaned in and closed the short distance that separated your lips

at that moment you both knew that you had been missing on so much more when you two just settled and were content with your friendship

but!! that was about to change now, so it was all worth it

after that, scaramouche would make clear that this would be the first day of your relationship!! and even if he didn’t say it with words, you could just feel his happiness!!

so!! after that, because of work you two got a little busy the next couple months so dates weren’t very frequent 

or at least, they weren’t dates like the one you first had

but still whenever you two were free he’d go over to your house, or you’d come over to his to play, stream together, or literally just spend time together doing anything

he wouldn’t let people know you two had started dating straight away (if anything, only his other streamer friends -aka you two’s friends in common- knew)

but the day he said it, he wanted you to be there

SO one day you two were streaming and you were currently reacting to one fanart of you two together

so he looked at you and you made eye contact and it was like you two spoke with your eyes like

“do we tell them now”

“let’s tell them.”

so scaramouche would clear his throat and without closing the fanart, he’d say he has something he wanted to announce

everyone was excited thinking it’d be some new project, maybe involving you

maybe some merch??? and the fanarts had reminded him of it???????

BUT THEN he straightforwardly said

“y/n and i are dating”

and everyone goes aBSOLUTELY CRAZY

amidst the chaos, you two catch a comment saying “will you unban the people who shipped you two” and you laugh

and you look at each other like “did you read that one?” “yeah”

and scaramouche is like “yeah, i guess i will have to unban some people”

and when some get unbanned they’re like “fREEDOM!!!!”

and jokingly they’re all like “APOLOGISE!!!!!!!! SAY SORRY!!!” so he just laughs and you join them being like “!!! apologise!!! you banned them for it and!! look at you now!!”

so he ends up trying to hold in another laugh as he mutters a halfassed ‘sorry’ and everyone starts commenting claps and hearts and celebrating that he apologised. now justice has been made.

the rest of that stream suddenly feels livelier and brighter!! you two are laughing a lot and so is everyone in the chat!! 

and also the new genshin event would’ve already just been released that same day so you can talk about some of your experiences with recording or what you thought of it

and scaramouche would let you play it yourself!! (he still hadn’t played it) and it was also the first time you played genshin live!! you’d show people the characters you have and everything and tell them some anecdotes

people would be SHOCKED because you!? don’t have the character you voiced!? D:

and you’re like “yeah… i pulled for them and used up all my primogems and… didn’t get them”

and your banner is back because of the event, so scaramouche won’t let this slide!!!!!!!!!! YOU WILL GET YOUR CHARACTER.

your luck is terrible compared to his so at one point you’ll literally feel bad for how much he’s spending for you to get it

but he doesn’t mind at all and everyone is having fun so!!

and once you finally get them you’re sO HAPPY and everyone in the chat is celebrating

and you think it’s over but scaramouche is like ???? what are you doing?? open the wish page again. you’re going to get them c6.

and you’re like oh my gOD PLEASE NO DON’T SPEND MORE MONEY ON ME FOR THIS

but he won’t listen and he’ll do it

so!!! he’ll always do his best to be the best boyfriend he can be for you!! so you better give him your heart!!!!

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𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝, 𝐡𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐭

FINALLY i'm writing about these boys overblotting! i wanted to make this post look similar to the first one, i included game osts that i chose as their overblot themes, i added song lyrics that fit them, but i also wrote post-overblot info for them!

as for my other ocs, i think i might write about angel and bunny's overblot in the future, but that's not something i want to focus on right now. I SHOULD FINISH WORKING ON VOICELINES AND LESSON CHATS HSDJSKSKLS

warnings for roland's overblot: yandere themes, mentions of a toxic relationship and eye injury

warnings for hayden's overblot: mentions of abusive family

warnings for riley's overblot: allen is just being a bad cousin. that's it.

roland's overblot

"her face was fucked up and my hands were bloody, we were in the playground, things were getting muddy, the teacher broke us up after i broke her, and my one true love called me "a monster"" - class fight by melanie martinez

(timeline info: this happened back when roland was a first-year, two years before twst's current plot starts happening. he was a nrc student back then)

roland doesn't like to talk about his past and for a good reason. roland always was a bit.. violent. he had a terrible personality: he was rude, aggressive, he didn't care about other people's opinions.. or did he? roland was always a troublemaker, teachers hated him and his classmates feared him. and then one day, he got accepted into nrc, which made him feel even better about himself, his talent got recognized by such a famous school! he will make his family proud! and of course, he got sorted into diasomnia, a perfect dorm for a powerful fae like roland. roland didn't care about making friends, but he did get attached to some of his dormmates. one of them was lilia, for some reason he kept trying to talk to roland and get him to open up. lilia believed that there was more to roland than meets the eye and he wanted to know the reason why roland keeps acting this way. roland's ex-girlfriend also was in the same dorm as him, she was a very sweet and kind girl, who genuinely wanted to know more about roland, perhaps she believed that she can "fix him". roland thought that she was interesting, not only because she wanted to become closer with him, but also because she was even more smart and talented than some of the dorm members and she was just a human. and yes, roland knows that it sounds cliche, but he really did start to fall in love with her. he liked spending time with her, listening to her talk and explain her interests to him. wow, this girl really likes gardening, huh? she wants to start a gardening club too.. roland says that it would be great, she smiles and says: "i'm glad you agree with me".

but sadly, love couldn't fix roland. it couldn't save him.

love made him worse.

roland started dating that girl. it was fun at first, but then roland started becoming more possessive, he didn't want her to talk to anyone but him. he just couldn't let her do that, what if she realizes that she actually doesn't like him that much? he wouldn't be surprised if that happened, there's no way such a sweet girl could fall in love with a guy like him.. wait, that sounds like he has a low self-esteem or something. his self-esteem is okay, it's great! it's just.. roland doesn't understand why she chose him. what did she see in roland? you know what, he doesn't care about it anymore, he doesn't need to know why she loves him, he just wants her to never leave him. he doesn't need to know the reason anymore.

roland started using his unique magic way too often, so that no one could see his girlfriend, hear her voice or touch her except him. his girlfriend wanted to talk to him about it, but she was too afraid. she loves him, she really does, if she mentions roland being too possessive, he will probably think that she hates him.. and then lilia notices that something is wrong. she tells him everything, she explains how roland's unique magic works, she says that she's very lucky to be talking with lilia right now, because roland could find her at any moment and use his magic again.

after that, lilia is the one having a talk with roland. he asks why roland is doing this and why roland treats his girlfriend like this. roland simply says that she knew what kind of person he is, so it's her fault for falling in love with someone like him. he wants to end this conversation and leave, but then he suddenly hears lilia say that he's disappointed in roland. lilia hoped that there really was more to him, that roland is actually a good guy, he's just misunderstood. lilia thought that if he starts dating this girl, roland will become a better person, but.. he was wrong. roland is just a scared, weak and pathetic guy who treats his girlfriend like his property, there's nothing more to him. lilia leaves and roland doesn't notice a smirk on his face. lilia knows that he pushed all the right buttons. roland should really start thinking about his behavior more..

wait, what do you mean, roland got into a fight with his girlfriend because he was mad at her for telling lilia the truth about their relationship? WAIT, HE ALSO GOT AN EYE INJURY FROM HER?

and of course, all of this leads to roland overblotting. he used his unique magic way too many times and he's definitely not feeling so good mentally.

"YOU! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME? NO, ACTUALLY, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? i did everything i could to protect you, i just wanted you to be safe, you know how messed up some nrc students can be! and it looks like you might be one of those messed up ones. how could you hurt your dear boyfriend who loved you so much?? i listened to you ramble about your precious flowers, i even helped you take care of them, i supported you, i protected you from those who made fun of you AND THIS IS WHAT I GET? what should i do, what should i do.. oh, i know! i will make you regret falling in love with me and breaking my heart like this."

post-overblot info: roland ends up getting expelled from nrc for his behavior (let's just assume that nrc rules were more strict back then) and his family decides to send him to rsa, hoping that this way he will change and learn to be a better person. roland really does feel guilty for what he had done and he's okay with his girlfriend not forgiving him. lilia gives him a rose-shaped eyepatch as a "farewell gift" and roland is thankful to him. roland starts attending rsa, he gets sorted into apelcenois/wisbene/snow white dorm (credits to taruchi and aurora for the names!) and he starts feeling even worse because of how rsa students treat him. they don't trust him, they prefer to ignore him and they spread rumors about his past. however, it also motivates him to become more kind and caring and when he's a third-year, he decides to start a gardening club, just like his ex-girlfriend wanted to.. even though it's rsa and not nrc, haha.

hayden's overblot

"every time that i try to speak, it feels so calculated, if i say what i really mean, it's like you see me naked, not a word until i was three, the doctors were elated, thank god there was nothing wrong and everything's fine" - i need control by will jay

(timeline info: this would happen after allen's overblot and before riley's overblot)

just like his boyfriend allen, hayden has lots of issues. he comes from a family that worships less famous villains and they call them "the other seven". so yeah, his family is basically a cult. hayden always felt a connection between him and hans, who was one of the villains that this family admired. hayden always found him relatable, he even thought that they were way too similar and it can't be a coincidence. no one in this family was treated well, hayden's parents argued all the time, all children were regularly "punished" and their needs were ignored, often leaving them without food. however, hayden was definitely the "least favorite" family member. he was too weak, too soft, he was a coward who cried too often. his older brothers were treated much better and they were simply better people in general, they were smart, strong, good-looking and they had a lot of friends, some of them even got married and left the family (though it doesn't mean that they weren't under their influence anymore). it also doesn't help that all family members except hayden could hear "mysterious voices" in their heads and they were sure that these voices belonged to "the other seven". but hayden didn't have that ability. he couldn't hear any voices at all, so other family members decided that hayden doesn't deserve to talk to "the other seven" and those villains don't want to talk to him. hayden felt lost, he had no one to ask for help.

until he met angel and bunny.

angel and bunny were his only childhood friends and they understood him well. one day he told them everything about his family, which scared them a lot and they promised him that one day it will get better. however, angel also got a great idea for a coping mechanism that could help hayden get through this. they told hayden that he's actually much better than all of his family members and him not having an ability to hear voices actually means that he's much closer with the other seven than his family, they don't even need to talk to him, he already knows what they want! oh, hayden also thinks that he's similar to hans? well, what if he IS connected to hans? what if he's connected to one of the villains his family worships? how cool would that be? he just needs to make his family believe him, he needs to get proof and they will pay for everything they've done to him. but for now, hayden just needs to remember that he's more strong and he's more powerful than he thinks.

.. let's just say that angel's idea really did help hayden get through this, but it also turned him into a very, VERY bad person.

hayden's family decided to send him to nrc even though all of his brothers were homeschooled. they had two reasons for this: 1) they wanted to send someone to nrc so that he could make nrc students and staff forget about the great seven and 2) they were simply tired of hayden and they hated him so much that they couldn't let him stay. hayden got popular really fast, he knew what each student needs and he was able to give them that. he could be a good friend, a study partner, a loving boyfriend, he could be anything! okay barbie kin but even though he has so many friends now, hayden still doesn't feel anything. that's because hayden is only manipulating them, he's trying to be nice to them, he wants to use their trust so that it will be easier to make them worship the other sev- you know what, he actually doesn't want to make these students worship the other seven anymore. he's tired of doing everything his family wants.

he wants these students to worship him and only him.

that's what he deserves, right? angel told him that he deserves it and they encouraged his behavior! so he's not doing anything bad, he just wants people to be nice to him, that's all!.. huh.. he wants people to be nice to him? does it mean that he simply wants to be loved and respected and worship doesn't have to do anything with it?

no, no, that's not right. hayden deserves more than love and respect, he wants these people to bow down before him. that's what he deserves.

so, hayden is a third-year now. most students know him well and they trust him, so it shouldn't be hard to make his plan a reality. he manipulates all the dorm leaders, he becomes friends with all of them (even though leona is still suspicious of him) and he starts slowly convincing them that they're actually.. not that great. he starts breaking their already fragile self-esteems, he repeatedly tells them just how worthless and useless they really are and he even has proof. he also starts turning the dorm members against their leaders and he's really good at it. this guy even manages to manipulate some of the staff members! and of course, he starts dating allen, who looks and acts a lot like the princess of arendelle and hayden thinks that allen must be connected to anna in some way. and if he is, then hayden must use him too, that's what hans did with anna, right?

however, there's this small obstacle on this way and that obstacle is riley glacier, a freshman from savanaclaw. he's very understanding, very supportive and he doesn't try to become hayden's friend, he simply listens to him and says what he really thinks and.. hayden likes it. hayden likes to spend time with him. hehe, it would be nice if hayden had a little brother like riley..

but.. all good things must end one day. so there he is, surrounded by nrc students who feel angry, betrayed and simply lost. they ask what hayden wants and why is he doing all of this.

so, he gives them the answer.

"why am i doing this, huh.. well, maybe i'm doing this because i really am better than all of you? look at my grades, look at my reputation, i'm more smart, more talented, more powerful than all of you! i never was your friend OR boyfriend, i was using you all this time! i'm better than all of you and i want to be treated like the greatest nrc student! no, i actually want something more than that. i don't want to be associated with nrc at all. i want you all to treat me like a god, because that's what i deserve."

post-overblot info: wow, hayden, way to make the school hate you! haha did you get the reference yeah, no one wants to do anything with hayden anymore. he almost gets expelled because of how violent he got during his overblot and because of how he used not only students' trust, but also nrc staff's. hayden even says proudly that he's ready to leave this school, because he hated nrc all this time.. but then he has to face the reality. if he leaves this school, he will have to go back to his family. and they won't like the fact that he not only failed to make everyone at nrc worship the great seven, but he also got expelled. and hayden doesn't want to know what they will do to him. surprisingly, riley AND MERRILL (he thinks that him and hayden are quite similar and he also fought against him) protect hayden and ask crowley to let him stay. they tell him everything about his family situation and they say that if hayden goes back to them, he will most likely not make it out alive. crowley thinks about it and agrees to let hayden stay at nrc BECAUSE HE'S SO GRACIOUS and also if hayden hates nrc so much, you can count that as his punishment. hayden ends up leaving the octavinelle dorm because he doesn't want to be associated with the great seven in any way, but now he has to find a place to live. no, he doesn't want to join the ramshackle dorm, he knows they hate him and he doesn't like them as well. merrill lets hayden become his roommate (becoming a temporary ignihyde dorm member in a way until he finds a better shelter. WHAT DID YOU SAY ABOUT NOT WANTING TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH THE GREAT SEVEN, HAYDEN?) and he also makes a new uniform for him, using his old cosplay outfits, so that hayden won't have to wear nrc uniform anymore (it's painful for hayden to look at it). hayden feels much more comfortable in his new unique uniform and his behavior changes greatly: he's openly mean to everyone except merrill and riley. he can finally be himself, he doesn't have to pretend to be a completely different person, he doesn't have to get anyone's trust anymore. hayden is still not sure who he really is and what he likes, but.. maybe his future is more bright than he thinks.

riley's overblot

"oh, i swear my emotions are the enemy, be dead by now if I'd have done what they were telling me, whisper lies, but they sound like half-truths, confusing a sick mind isn't that hard to do" - curse or cure by icon for hire

(timeline info: this happens after both allen and hayden overblotting)

riley is a very strange boy, he knows that well. allen told him that many times before. he never shows his emotions, he's very quiet, he always has a bat with him and he doesn't understand how feelings work. also, he doesn't know ANYTHING about romance. but he's still a lot more popular than allen, people love him, people often send him love letters and confess their feelings to him. but he doesn't feel anything for them, so he rejects them. allen doesn't understand how riley can do that, why he's still not dating anyone when he's so loved??

the thing is that riley is actually full of feelings. he simply represses all of them and doesn't show them. why does he do that? you see, riley had a good reputation since he was a kid. his parents loved him and spoiled him, everyone wanted to be friends with him, some kids even had a crush on him. he was a nice and polite boy, who was good at sports, video games and some other things too, of course they'd love him! but riley actually hated being treated like this. he didn't want to be so popular, he wanted a calm and peaceful life, he didn't want to be anyone's idol. he wants to play in his room, but no, he has to come to this boy's birthday party, because if riley doesn't come, no one will. he wants to go somewhere alone, but no, these kids will follow him, because they think he's so cool. riley also hated the fact that every time he showed some kind of emotion, everyone thought that it was a really big deal. he's happy? everyone is happy for him! he's sad? everyone will go and beat up the person that made him sad! he's angry? everyone is so sorry, they'll understand if riley doesn't forgive them!

this is why riley doesn't like showing his emotions. he doesn't want people react to it like that. he doesn't want people to pay any attention to him. he's fine being alone, really, he likes being alone! he's not his cousin, he doesn't like having so many fans and admirers! if only allen had such a reputation, he really deserves it more..

that's weird, why people hate allen so much even if allen is so normal compared to riley? allen is such a creative and emotional person, riley respects him so much! allen is so smart too, he knows so much about love and romance! but why allen is still single? why allen still doesn't have any friends?

why people are so cruel to allen? they should be cruel to riley instead.

riley deserves it more than allen. riley is weird, he doesn't show any emotions, he can't be a good friend, he can't be a good partner, he will never be able to support others because of him not being able to feel anything. he doesn't remember feeling any emotions lately because he's so used to repressing them and ignoring them.

riley wants people to love allen. forget about him, pay attention to allen instead! just leave him alone, okay? he won't mind, riley likes being alone! he deserves being alone, he's not that special.

but why does everyone still hate allen? wait, ALLEN ACTUALLY OVERBLOTTED BECAUSE OF PEOPLE HATING HIM? that's it, they've crossed the line. riley is here to remind them that he still has his bat. and he's also here to remind them that his unique magic is really powerful, he can make anyone feel any emotion that he's feeling at the moment.

he will make them hate themselves for what they've done to allen. he will make them cry because of what they've done, he will make them feel disgusted with themselves, he will make them feel happy because they have allen in their lives. he's doing all of this for allen, he's such a good cous-

huh?.. why did allen slap him right now?

yes, allen, he knows that he's not normal and he will never be able to become normal. yes, he knows that he's annoying. yes, he knows that he's a bad cousin. yes, he knows that allen hates him.

.. you hate him, allen? after all he has done for you? AFTER ALL OF HIS ATTEMPTS TO PROTECT YOU AND MAKE PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU?

that's it, allen. he's done being a good cousin.

"yes, allen, i'm your emotionless little cousin. i never show my feelings, actually, i'm not sure if i even feel anything. but i know that what i felt for you was a desire to protect you from anything bad. you've already went through a lot, you lost your friend, you had to go through all of this alone. i wanted to support you, i really did, i wanted to become someone that you could depend on. but you've decided to push me away, allen. just like you were pushed away before. i'm sorry, allen, i really am. i'm sorry for not understanding you and being so annoying. i didn't know that you actually like being alone and being hated by everyone!~ now, let me show you how i really feel."

post-overblot info: riley really is done being a good cousin and he prefers to ignore allen and he doesn't hang out with him anymore. he doesn't ruin his dates anymore, he doesn't annoy him with questions about romance, allen is free to do whatever he wants. meanwhile riley slowly learns to express his emotions more freely and he starts to appreciate being popular and surrounded by people who love him and care about him. he still wishes the best for allen, but he also doesn't want to be friends with him anymore. riley has hayden now and he likes him a lot more!

#the gardening club leader: roland thorn #the chameleon with a god complex: hayden #allen's kuudere cousin: riley #idia's e boy servant: merrill #the ultimate simp: allen