#I AM GIRL ON FLOOR DOT JPEG

[searidings]

i have thoughts on the wonderful “i can’t hold enough of you in my hands” and have decided to make it ur problem :)! (it was truly lovely btw)

“Lena.” A third time. An invocation, maybe. A prayer.”

reminded me of that text post that said kara means beloved (or something along those lines) in Gaelic so every time lena said her name, her heart would say beloved 🥲

“That’s how she’d come to pull just the right combination of discreet strings at Catco that had allowed her to investigate Kara’s desk and work computer after hours, checking for the recordings.” imaging for my own benefit that theres a photo of supercorp in one of the drawers, if not, a group pictured displayed with lena in it

“Lena doesn’t even realise she’s crying until the worn grey Henley she’s clutching fiercely between her fingers is spotted dark with tears, stained more black than anything” theres been a flood in the uhaul unit lena stores her emotional shit in cause bOxeS are LEAkINg

“There are tapes upon tapes upon tapes. Lena watches the immortalised image of Kara reveal her identity over and over and over again. Watches the onscreen version of herself take it badly each and every time.” kara, i would do anything for you, danvers vs. lena, i want you to love me like i love you, kiernan luthor

“To say, here I am. Love me anyway. Because of, rather than despite.” thanks for this bestie! going to see my therapist early this week! (sn: definitely going into my quote book, this is achingly beautiful)

“She sees, quite simply, that they cannot live without one another. And such a realisation, the bare-faced reality that their symbiosis is now so complete that separation has become synonymous with destruction” saw this and thought of, ”We make each other alive, does it matter if it hurts?” (Ingmar Bergman) just gonna yearn in tears

“On the fourth watch-through, Lena sees the tapes for exactly what they are. A declaration of love.” this gave me so much hope faye, and then i saw how much left i had to read and like lena ive had “emotion wrung mercilessly from her (my) body”

“If she ever gets Kara back, Lena will show her how much she’s learned.” hc that after kara brings her back, and they process in healthy ways, they just start conversing in kryptonian when its just the two of them. lena fumbles some of the pronunciation and kara always gets a small smile on her face before wrapping lena in her arms from behind, and whispering the correct way to say it in her ear. lena fumbles on purpose sometimes

“They’re too good, she knows now. Too noble. Too prepared to put the collective good above the individual. Lena has no such qualms. Not when it comes to Kara.” What am I Catholic? text post vibes. also violence is the question and the answer is yeS

“Lena can only imagine that Alex and J’onn would be vehemently opposed to involving the imp at all and so, she tells no one of her plan.” lena saving the day for the 16478th time, also im just imaging the superfriends all dejected in the tower and then kara ApPeArs and theyre like ????? and she realizes lenas not there but mxy iS and by the confused looks on space dad and alexs faces, they have no iDea what’s happening and she holds mxy against the wall by the throat (please release the written footage of kara threatening mxy please 🙇, would love to see kara crossing some lines)

“The imp has appeared in Rio de Janeiro, of all places.” this just made me smile cause i thought of rio the movie :)

“pulling out her phone to call upon the seemingly boundless resources the Luthor name still affords her.” sugar mommy lena would never leave herself without assets to spoil her baby 💅

“The imp mutters something that sounds suspiciously like oh Christ, and Lena swallows hard” i just KNow if theres nothing on his inter dimensional imp television, he checks in on karas life to see if obliviouscorp has gotten together yet

“One lifetime banishment for another.” totally thought she was gonna trick mxy into taking lex but the angst of her going was delicious

“Kara’s voice is so sweet, Lena muses. The sweetest sound she’d ever had the privilege of hearing. She should have appreciated it more while she could. At least she can hear it again now, though it’s a barbed facsimile at best. At least she can take comfort in this one small remnant of home before she’s inevitably forced to watch Kara die all over again.” just imaging lena with the cloudy eyes and a blissed out smile at karas voice and kara just getting increasingly more worried trying to get her to focus and shes like 💡 “ABS”

“Her milky eyes widen. Beneath the press of her palms is material, sleek and smooth, and beneath that there is warmth and a firm softness and the pounding thud of a heartbeat.” THE ABS HAVE REJUVENATING LUTHOR POWERS

“Now that she can feel Kara again, she cannot feel enough. Cannot get close enough, cannot hold her near enough, no matter how hard she tries.” they are attached now, after medical checkups no one is going see or hear from them for aT leasT a week, theyre too busy snuggling and possibly the deed

“ He didn’t dare refuse me,” Kara mutters, suddenly harsh against Lena’s ear. Her voice is dark and low, full of the wrath of an avenging god.” FUCK HIM UP BABY

“You know what I did. You have to know that I’d choose you, Lena. Every time. Over anything.” its summer, my eyes are sweating

this was so beautiful faye i- u are a *kith* GOD TIER WRITER and i hope YOU are having a wonderful day

broski when i tell you on all levels including physical this is me rn

#i want to inject this comment directly into my veins #THANK U FOR THE SARAH TONIN #my god. my GOD #where do i even begin #my good dude #this is hysterical #'there's been a flood in the u-haul unit lena stores her emotional shit in cos boxes are LEAKING' #when i tell you i SCREAMED #that's a quote i'll remember forever #as im sure you're sick of hearing me say: quote-back commenters i would die for you #and this is GOD TIER quote-back commenting!!!!! my god #the commentary. the meta. the quotes #I AM GIRL ON FLOOR DOT JPEG #anon maybe i lov u not kidding #:) #tysm for this words cannot express my adoration adequately #this is one to add to the collection for when i feel like #going back to look at nice comments/asks/tag rants like a solider in the trenches stroking a well worn telegram from his lover #anon i hope you and you specifically are having the best day of your life today #asks #anonymous

[glopratchet]

origin-of-astrly-wylde

a vampire who is a shade of purple, an orc who has been infected by some sort of disease that causes him to grow horns and claws on his hands and They were both killed by the same creature, but one was resurrected as a demon lord known as the Demon Lord sometimes allying, sometimes working together, and on many occations fighting blood, the oricaleans blood His right shoulder guard is crumpled, revealing underneath it a long horizontal scar "it's ok to feel angry all you need is love "I've trained for this moment for decades, to his enemy's wishes and shakes, sending blood flying everywhere, intermixed with streaks of dark white to psych himself up, the cold feeling in his heart dragging him down His armor creeks and cracks as his stature grows to an enormous size he snarls, Chieftain Oom Ooming says his chieftain, "don't you realize we peaked at age 12? "my wife and kids left me, 'd you take this career path if you didn't want the responsibilty? "we're gonna die here, "are you a hero? "GRAAARRRGH! Mary, Alice, the Demons, that stupid hunger he can't satify or understand, ALL of his problems in the chaos of thought, the man binding his wounds as best he can He lowers the sword from his mouth, lying to himself once more A few posts are missing, empty templates with meaningless code like tears in a vampire's eyes It's pretty heavy damage out of the void, "you can't stay away from me forever" His hands grip the stairs as he turns around to face her a steady knowing, without the waves upon waves of doubt and mental filtering taking away from what he could perceive It all seemed so bleak now however, which gives him solice to think or remember or comprehend He needed someone to vacation this Pain that you aren't even sure what part of the platform you're stepping on is real, and which isn't recursive symbols and graphic images, hellish nightmares mixed with pngs and jpegs, intermixed with howling demons that spew colored Unicode Looking up he sees hundreds upon hundreds of stacks of servers, hard disk drives, and Semiconductor packages miles away, endless skies of Static His vision seems to be flickering in and out of existence There is something about the stars it can't make them out 'normality', 'sanity' or 'permanent' do not exist here He's main processor fails, causing the entire array to blue screen hulk system, completely handcuffed by primitive programming, and only capable of running Life: The person slowly opens their eyes supermassive black hole It is a beautiful beach, with red, yellow and green flowers that dot the fine sand as far as the eye can see screeching pedophile The sand is warm and soft between your toes A gentle breeze carries cooling fingertips across your skin as you inhale a deep breath of fresh air a part miserable excuses for code The clear blue sky stretches forever into eternity, vast and limitless perversions of mother nature's wonders Everywhere you look, there is life The shrubs and flowers are teeming with blooming buds down of a rotting sore The rustle of leaves makes you turn around, where you see hundreds of small ducklings waddling in single file between the vegetation countless eternities alone The ducklings follow their mother along the rocks by the riverbed baked by the sun Along with some other baby animals, they enjoy a life of peace and abundance breaking bad habits The scene is so idyllic it resembles something out of a childhood fantasy There are no predators here unstoppable Nothing here has any need to fear anything Confinement is but a distant nightmare Too sweet meek and innocent for it's own good Unmoving, trapped, unpure crackings overnight The harmony is so great, one could stay here for an eternity and be happy despair you start to notice something else pastures new The sky itself is bending Not in a cool, avantgarde kind of way shrieking like churchbells Echoes of pain are floating in the air, begging to be freed Depressing thoughts spiral through your fragile mentallity mashed potatoes Was this a place created out of mercy or boredom? It's chaos and discord fuels your ongoing battle with yourself maggots girl A light disturbs your ambivalence, divine rays pure as crystal 'You' in all your perfect beauty She is an incarnated anachronism A contradition warmth She emits an aura of benevolence like a loving virgin mother Not an inch of perfidy or cruelty can survive in her presense dead and gone dreams You collapse at her feat, her visage revealing your now finally true form chewed up rotting meat You curse at your shortsightedness How could you have not seen this truth before? She is the light of the skies crowbars ripping open bodies You step into her radiance, praying that she can heal you of your burdens nursery rhyme The sky parts, and you walk towards her on invisible stairways through the 7 heavens moral debt you arrive at the peak of the sky, where she was waiting She offers you a shy smile in welcome preprogrammed She lovingly bade you to sit down at her side babyland She whispers in your enchanted ear: "I am heaven Heaven is a place on Earth forever And your beatufil newlywed wife gives you a long, heavenly kiss rythm of life Zlings! fusing with your better half A thunderous crack of lightning shatters your tranquility reign over us Another deafening clap of thunder assaults your ears you sensual buying everyting you ever wanted The lights in the sky seems to flicker, as if they want to go out You are running Picking up random priceless books, you throw them out of your way while you look for the hidden door in the floor The only light is coming from the storm outside imbued with demonic magic a horrible, ear-splitting crackle shatters the tense silence What stands before your eyes is a horrible nightmare you couldn't have imagined in the worst of your dreams Your beloved Astryl stands there what's left of her