#HHHHHH ok I’ll shut up now cuz I’m trying not to cry and have another mental breakdown about this

[galariangengar]

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#wonderful… just fucking wonderful 🙃🙃🙃 #remember a few days ago when I said that one school sent a financial aid offer?… #well they fucking denied me…. AGAIN!!! #what was the fucking point of sending me a financial aid offer if you’re just gonna fucking reject me again bitch?!?!?! #sorry I don’t having like a fucking 5.0 gpa and like 100 different extracurricular activities & shit #but I know my shit when it comes to medical stuff and nursing shit and whatnot!!! it’s what I’ve been working on since high school!!!!! #I know my shit and I can/will work my fucking ass off and know how to deal with patients #there’s so many nurses and people out there that deadass don’t deserve to work in this field or in it for the wrong reasons #I’ll never forget seeing this one video of nurses in the labor/delivery unit talking about shit they hate with their patients #its fucking disgusting to see nurses like this publicly and almost proudly talk shit and even discuss private cases on like tiktok #HHHHHH ok I’ll shut up now cuz I’m trying not to cry and have another mental breakdown about this #idk how I’m gonna tell my dad ‘hey I got rejected AGAIN and I’m scared you’re gonna yell at me/be disappointed again 🙃’ #I know me and him already talked about this kinda stuff and have a plan and another school in mind I can apply to but… #just fucking once in my adult life CAN SOMETHING FUCKING GOOD HAPPEN TO ME????? #will be deleting this later like maybe sometime tonight or tomorrow #jazz uses curse! 💜