#HAS CHANGED. DESPITE US rightfully complaining for A YEAR about the horrible conditions.

[meezer]

spending this much time and effort and energy working towards a career path I really do not like or want or will ever go into is really taking the wind out of my sails not gonna lie. and making me hate the humanities 😍

#I hate teaching with every fiber of my being #I like translation but that's a dead-end field if nobody cares about the languages that you know (and nobody cares about romanian) #also any good translation job would probably require me to live in brussels. I do not want to live in brussels. you see my problem here #I used to like reading but then I stopped because video games is more fun #then I started reading a little more (just poetry but it's a start) and then I majored in literature and now I can't stand reading #absolutely fucking hate it #there must be THOUSANDS. of students who study in the same building as me. and yet. the bathrooms are insanely small. no bathroom has more #than 3 stalls. oftentimes you will spend your whole 10 minute break waiting in line for the bathroom. not to mention the fact that #the bathrooms never have basic fucking neccesities like toilet paper or soap. #I must've built up a reputation as a pissboy and a freak because ever since uni started I've basically been taking jabs at #the bathroom situation in conversations with T. she knows too and she hates it because she also uses the student bathrooms. AND YET. NOTHIN #HAS CHANGED. DESPITE US rightfully complaining for A YEAR about the horrible conditions. #man I'm just really angry. that this is how I spend my time. it's a waste of time the time will pass anyway yes #but it seems like an especially horrible way for the time to pass #it's like oh I could spend the next 30 minutes in this empty room looking at the wall #or I could spend it giving myself electric shocks for fun and stimulation #and I was essentially forced into giving myself the electric shocks cause other people think it would be good for my future. whatever man