Tried to listen to some podcasts on attachment styles for Shadow Work Reasons™️ and wow in two different podcasts the episodes on avoidant attachment have been people with an anxious attachment style trauma dumping about how their avoidant exes couldn't just change their entire style of communication to cater to the anxious person who had never done anything wrong ever and also the avoidant person probably kicked a puppy or something idk. One of them also had an episode about anxious avoidant attachment where it became laughably clear that this way of relating to the world was deserving of compassion because the person was anxious and just couldn't help their widdle selves when the avoidance struck. And all this coming from people who seem to deal with stuff like this for a living. What the everloving fuck.
SCREAMING TO THE H E A V E N S RIGHT NOW...OH MY GOD I FINALLY FINISHED- THIS TOOK ALL DAY LOOK AT FUMI AND ROHAN IMCRYING I ADORE THEM SO FREAKIN MUCH OHMYGOD THEY ARE SO PRESCIOUS AND IN LOVE DYING AND SOBBING ON THE FLOOR!?!!??!?! PLEASE I ADORE THEM SO MUCH IT’S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I’VE SERIOUSLY DRAWN THEM ALSO OFC THERE IS A BAJILLION VERSIONS AAAAA <3!!!
SO SORRY FOR THE LONG POST TEEHHEEE DIES ON THE FLOOR!!!! Nah but fr..They are so special to me, and I cannot believe I have had them for 5/6 YEARS?!?!?!?!?!? MY GOD....Literally Fumi means so much to me and Rohan is just my ultimate comfort character, it's silly but he saved my life through some really rough times..And errmm oh yeah duhhh we're married (reAL)..Anyways enjoy the doofuses
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I CAN SEE THE MOON THROUGH THE BLINDS ON THE WINDOW AND IT'S PISSING ME OFF THAT I CAN'T JUST RUN OUTSIDE AND STARE AT THEM BECAUSE IT'S 12:59 AM AUNSJWNSJWUWHEYEGSGE UGHHHHH
bro i fucking hate online job applications because why am i sitting here agonising over putting the right words down for two whole ass hours only for you to undo my process and force log me out because i'm being "idle" for too long!!!!!!!! it was so GOOD, i'll never get that BACK
the autism got me pacing around my room like a caged animal thinking about a bunch of big sweaty dudes in a questionably made barely updated FPS from 2009
omg all this vader content has got my artist brain quaking…… i haven’t really drawn him much (im better at pre lava anakin lol) but i just love him sm 🫠
BRO????????????????????????
HOW DARE YOU FREAKING HIDE THIS LEVEL OF TALENT FROM US FOR SO LONG HOLY SHIT /LH
THE WAY YOU DRAW HIM??? OH MY GOD THE NOISE I MADE WHEN I SAW THIS IN MY INBOX HOLY FUCKING SHIT BARK BARK BARK BARK WOOF WOOF THOSE MUSCLESSS HELP ME LORDDDDDDDDDDD HES SO FUCKING HOT IN YOUR STYLE YOURE SO GOOD AT DRAWING???? JESUS CHRIST ABOVE IM SEEING STARS PLS GIVE ME STRENGTH
TYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSM FOR SHARING BECAUSE HOLY HELL IS IT HOT IN HERE OR IS IT JUST LORD VADER??????????
i have been inspired to post things on social media that may be viewed as cringe to some
below the cut is my persona 4 Junes Security guard made in Gacha club
this is my dearest son Ryo Shiba in Gacha form I made him before i actually started writing the thing. it's a pipeline you understand; i make a character for a silly joke in gacha and then next thing you know i have a whole ass lore or story about them. It happened for my Persona 5 fnaf crossover too.
This is his shadow hypothetically. i could talk about him for a long while. i am not going to do that but if any of the 3 people who see this would like to know about Shadow Shiba™ let me know i WILL tell you. Junes Security Guard is Not to go in the TV in the main fanfic, and even if he were i would not be worrying about it for a long while (i havent even gotten to the yukiko arc yet skull emoji). He's normal Inaba resident i cant make him not normal that woudl ruin the premise of the whole thjng.
Guess Fucking What, i also put him in persona 5 and gave him a metaverse outfit (work in progress), because this fucking creature in my brain wants to invade the entire persona franchise. I stg hes gonna end up somehow in persona 3 once I finish it. i named my protagonist in persona 1 after him, hes going every persona game. Also, outfit remind you of anyone? wwhat does he think a rebel looks like hmm??