#FUCK them i hate them both so meowch cant yew tell im despurrately trying to be happy

[smolselfshippingaxcycat]

mgnrhgfhgh we're already halfway thru the month and ive only done one artifght attack..

im owrking on another but oh gosh my fatigue is relentless i want cuddles from netzach 3:

#axcycat meows #fur purrsonal reasons (chronic fatigue and pain) ill be sleeping fur the rest of this month /j #i wish i could do that but like. #got my top surgery consult in a few days.. #i hav to go on a 2hr public transit trip #beclaws my bio parents refuse to help me transitiion in any way #FUCK them i hate them both so meowch cant yew tell im despurrately trying to be happy #if anything i feel happier when i hav 0 commewnication with them #but considering i still live under their roof thats difficult #so instead i shut myself up in my room all day in the hopes that they wont remempurr im here :'3 #ffffuck man my life feels like such a mess #at least w self shipping and stuff i at least feel like i hav some sense of control ofur the fictional scenarios i put myself in #even if the city is a hellscape. this purrace feels like a hellscape too #axcycat screm #i dont even hav to energy the think of what to tag this