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certainpoetryartisan · 3 years

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Love Holiday: Raan and Liza

Alaska was cold, but not so cold that it would breakaway the warmth which engulfed my heart. The warmth of unrequited love, the sacred intimacy I shared with the nincompoop whose muscular arms were wrapped around me......his face on my shoulder as I heard him snore softly while i watched the beautiful snow shine in moonlight.

“Babe why you still up?” Raan asked sleepily..

I giggled to myself and wrapped his arms rather forcefully around my body. He felt Safe......he felt home.

“Lizza?”

“Gosh Raan what?”

all of the sudden, he jolted up and somehow he was on top of me and smirking, proud of his little victory. then he leaned closer...his eyes full of love...he kissed my forehead.

“Now Lizza tell me whats going in that brain of yours”

“what if I dont tell you?” I challenged him.

He looked at me with his eyes narrowed which felt like forever. After some time he cocked up his brow and smirked down on me. then he got up and started dancing around.....without music.

“Raan its 3 AM in the morning....what the hell?”

“Ah Lizz I know it. you are thinking how could you get this lucky” his finger gestering to himself.

“You are an idiot” i said...laughing.

“Yet you love me” and with that he jumped onto the bed...tickling my dear life out of me.

“Raan stooooooooooop” i finally managed to say between taking breaths and laughing.

“then tell me whats going on in your mind” Raan pleaded. Still in a position which screamed that if I didnt tell him....I would end up Dying; tickled by her boyfriend. How would the news paper headline look like?

* a woman from Iceland dies of being tickled by death by her boyfriend; Police Departments have dived deep in investigation*

“LIZZIEEEEEEEEEEEE* Raan screamed in whispers....bringing me back to reality......our reality......

I exhaled.......tears fighting to break out from their cages......my heart swelling with ecstasy my soul yearning for this nincompoop’s warm embrace.

“Raan.....so many years.... so many trials and tribulations....so many times...so many people tried breaking us......i doubted you...we fought...we screamed.....yet you stayed .....so that we could be us. so that we could get that “us” working....Raan thank you.....Raan you were there for me when i was heartbroken Raa-” By this time Tears had broken free, they were no longer prisoners of my eyes...but who freed them were my emotions and those crazy neuro hormones and oxytocin which literally in every milli-liter of them had Raan’s essence embedded in them.......and i couldnt speak anymore. My irrational sentiments had taken full control over me.

Raan looked at me....dumbfounded....eyes all round and big with surprise........as if...as if he had been knocked out of this world.....his shoulders slumped.....his forehead...full of wrinkles.....like all those times when he was trying focus hard on something.

And now.....all of the sudden he regained his composure....like....as if he had broken out of some kind of trance......he straightened himself up...sat beside me and helped me get up.

“Lizza go wash your face. You know I hate it when you cry. you know that right?” Raan told me sternly as he held my arm and helping me get up.....without meeting my eyes.

when he was sure that I would not fall or lose my balance...he left my arm and walked towards the bathroom, opened the bathroom door and gestured me to get inside. I looked at him.....with concern.....he always looked me in my eyes...but not this time. Why?

I went inside the bathroom and locked it from inside. i was shocked. shocked at Raan’s indifferent behavior. What was wrong with Raan? My Raan? I cried some more. all my emotions...which i always kept bottled up inside....just came out.....why? I had never allowed myself to be this weak...then why today? on this holiday?

i couldnt be this weak. i had to be strong...for Raan, for my family....for Juni, for lina....arent they my world? my friends and my family?

I got up and went to wash my face up....i quickly washed my face and splashed more water on my eyes....I had always hated how my eyes had stung after I cried.

after what seemed like eternity.... I finally had the courage to open the door and go out. With my waves jumping around my face (Juni litreally forced me too and Lina gladly did them) I got out of the bathroom. Inhaling a long breath and exhaling.....I finally closed the bathroom door behind me and forced a smile on my face. i was always so good at masking my true self.

“Raan?”

no answer

I called him again.

he must have gone out to the bar of hotel to relax. I thought to myself.

I need fresh air to relax too. i told to myself. I looked at the balcony of our hotel room. Grabbing a warm sweater....his jacket......and throwing it on my shoulders...i slid the door and stepped onto the balcony and took a long a deep breath.

“Maybe my aunt is right... I do need yoga to calm myself down....I will enroll in a good yoga and meditation classes as soon as I go back home” I said to myself out loud.

But I slowly calmed myself down as breeze hit my face and made my hair fly. I liked the breeze.....coz I was like breeze. Always going with the flow and taking where the destiny would take me...and yes...enjoying it and appreciating it.....ofcourse.

My head was buried deep in my thoughts when I felt something very soft and velvety on my hair and face. I picked one of those many small delicate things which was sitting on my nose and scrutinized it. It was a rose petal. I turned around and more rose petals hit my face gently.....Raan looked at me and gave a little peck on my lips. I was in a trance......trying to figure out what he was doing.....and then...it happened.......

He bent on one knee and took out the red box and opened it.......it had the most beautiful ring....in it....Hold..on.....what?

“Raan dont tell me its the same ring I had marveled when we where in turkey!”

I stared at the nincompoop who was bending down...in front of me biting his lips to conceal his smirk.

he looked at me with that mischievous look in his eyes.......

“Raan.....”

“ I knew you were the woman I saw my future with....”

“Raan.....you waited to propose for 3 years?” it was more of a confused question to me than to him.

“ I saw how much u loved the ring....so i bought it...I thought i should propose you....but.....i couldnt find the right time for it...till this night.....”

“Babe...”

“Lizzie...will you marry me?”

“IS THAT EVEN A QUESTION?” I screamed on him as I jumped at him to hug him...but he lost the balance and we fell.

“HO HO HO love......i am taking that as a Yes.” He said as he slipped the ring in my finger....while we still were on the floor.

we stayed on the floor, me in his arms admiring the ring....my engagement ring while he just played with my hair.

“you know what Raan?”

“mmhmmmm?”

“You are a Gadha”

“And where did you learn that from LIza?”

“Someone taught me that years ago”

“And who exactly is that idiot?”

“choose your words wisely Raan”

“Tell me already?”

“ Juni”

“oh no....I-.....hey love......lets not mention this in front of her?”

i immediately rolled out of his arms and cocked my eyebrow and imitated his smirk......

“And exactly why should I hide things from my bestie?”

“dude.......she scars me ...please....”

I smirked at him. “Lets call this a night”

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loucifieri · 6 years

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To Hell and Back (v3 HPA AU)

[Part 1]

It’s a bigger hot mess than the previous one lol

04/21/18 09:21PM

ShirogaNYEH: welcome back! previously, Akamatsu-san creates a group chat, Ouma-kun uses it to stir some shit and in the end, a subtle confession was made!

starlord: shirogane what the heck weve been chatting continuously

Maki Roll: yeah what are you even going on about

ShirogaNYEH: but it's not the same case with the audience

starlord: what audience??

Lord Panta: can we go back to my moment

chaotic lesbean: no go away

Lord Panta: ANYWAY

Lord Panta: is it true Saihara-chan??

Lord Panta: do you find me irresistible?

The Only Hope For Me Is You: I wouldn't use that adjective but yeah

The Only Hope For Me Is You: you're hard to ignore

Lord Panta: !!!!!!

The Only Hope For Me Is You: since you constantly demand attention

The Only Hope For Me Is You: You're like an annoying itch that just won't go away

starlord: ooooh SHOT DOWN

Treblemaker: Damn Shuichi-kun, didn't think you would be a harsh heartbreaker

Do You Believe In Magic: lol rip........

Maki Roll: good job saihara

Lord Panta: I

Lord Panta: …

Lord Panta: that's hot

dumb blonde slut: haha the purple twink is obviously a bottom

Lord Panta: bitch it takes one to know one :)

dumb blonde slut: eek n-no im not

starlord: he didnt even deny it

Robot Rights Activist: I backlogged and I seem to recall you express dissatisfaction over your assigned nickname, Iruma-san

Robot Rights Activist: Why haven't you changed it yet?

Lord Panta: coz she actually likes it, duh

dumb blonde slut: piss off cockichi

dumb blonde slut: awww kibs ur concerned!! i always knew u were in love with me

Robot Rights Activist: I do not.

Treblemaker: yeouch

starlord: so many crushed hearts tonite

Lord Panta: EAT SHIT AND DIE DUMB BLONDE SLUT

Treblemaker: Hey! No attacking!

Imma meme: you literally attacked me moments ago smh

Kork: This is a mess.

dumb blonde slut: dont get ur panties in a twist, idiot virgins

dumb blonde slut: the great iruma miu is too gorgeous 2 be affected by this shit

dumb blonde slut: im hella gay anyway

chaotic lesbean: you go Iruma-san!!

Robot Rights Activist: Still, I apologize if I came across as rude in any way! It was not my intention.

dumb blonde slut: dont beat urself too much over it kibs

Treblemaker: Aww Iruma-san really has a soft spot for Idabashi-kun

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Uh, Kaede-san, I assume you have your headphones on because I've been knocking on your door for awhile now and you haven't shifted from your position to indicate that you will answer the door.

ShirogaNYEH: truly a detective,,,

Treblemaker: oh shit sorry!!

chaotic lesbean: AND WHAT IS A DEGENERATE LIKE YOU DOING IN THE FEMALE AREA OF THE DORM THIS LATE AT NIGHT

Treblemaker: It's fine Chabashira-san!! Shuichi-kun usually comes over so we can gossip or whatever

chaotic lesbean: WHAT??? USUALLY??????

Maki Roll: wow Saihara, you managed to sneak past chabashira several times already, im impressed

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Thank you Harukawa-san! I feel validated.

Lord Panta: is there really NOTHING going on between you two

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Kaede-san is my bestfriend??

Treblemaker: Yeah, why does that bother you so much Ouma-kun?

Kork: He likely feels envious of your relationship.

Lord Panta: lol no

starlord: sure jan

Lord Panta: quick question what are yall sexual orientations

imma meme: im fabulously gay

chaotic lesbean: isn't it obvious

dumb blonde slut: dont have 2 repeat myself

Do You Believe In Magic: ace...... sexual attraction is tiring.........

ShirogaNYEH: same!!

Kork: as am I.

Treblemaker: Actually, I'm Bi but I tend to prefer girls

starlord: well since were being honest ok im bi too

Maki Roll: same

Gokuhara Gonta: Gonta loves all!! And Hoshi-kun says he's Ace!

Treblemaker: Gonta-kun, it's getting really late. You and Hoshi-kun should start heading back here.

Gokuhara Gonta: Of course, Akamatsu-san!

Imma meme: spoken like another mom

Treblemaker: >:(

Robot Rights Activist: My attraction is not affected by one's sexual orientation

bitch I am the WAY: Angie is pan!~

The Only Hope For Me Is You: I'm gay

Lord Panta: YES!!!!

Maki Roll: wow he was not subtle AT ALL

Treblemaker: What about you @Mother Knows Best?

imma meme: why do you want to know (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)

Treblemaker: It wouldn't be fair to leave out someone from a question addressed to everyone!

Treblemaker: also, another word amami and im bashing your head with a shot put ball

ShirogaNYEH: go get em Akamatsu-san!

imma meme: im having war flashbacks

Mother Knows Best: Thank you for your consideration, Akamatsu-san. Apologies for not replying the soonest as I had to attend to some last minute errands. To answer your query, my preference is of the same sex.

Lord Panta: okay cool thank you for your input everyone!!!

Maki Roll: you only wanted to know one person's tho

dumb blonde slut: how about bull balls what do u think his orientation is

starlord: are you referring to great gozu??

dumb blonde slut: yea dumbass

dumb blonde slut: oh fuck those huge man tits,,,

dumb blonde slut: annsd heds a wretslerr he g ets all sewaTYyna d

chaotic lesbean: OK TENKO HAS HEARD ENOUGH

Maki Roll: Iruma shut the fuck up

bitch I am the WAY: Angie hears moaning again and it is very disturbing~~

Treblemaker: To think our rooms are billed as soundproof...

The Only Hope For Me Is You: I am effectively traumatized tonight.

ShirogaNYEH: we need to take this up with the headmaster!!

imma meme: uhhh its kinda weird to explain how we discovered the walls arent entirely soundproof

imma meme: “our classmate was masturbating too loudly to thoughts about our homeroom teacher's man boobs”

Kork: Let us not prolong this discussion. Can someone take care of that horrid excuse of a human being.

bitch I am the WAY: oh, she has stopped

bitch I am the WAY: Ah, Angie hears loud noises of struggle

bitch I am the WAY: then some shuffling outside the hallway

bitch I am the WAY: it is dead quiet now

chaotic lesbean: what just happened

chaotic lesbean: Tenko was terrified to peek outside

Treblemaker: Harukawa-san we talked about this

Maki Roll: what? I didn't kill her

Hoshi Ryoma: yo

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Hello Hoshi-kun

Hoshi Ryoma: just got back in the dorm with gokuhara

Hoshi Ryoma: he want back to his room but

Hoshi Ryoma: im still in the lounge room rn

Hoshi Ryoma: im seein tojo with a gagged and immobile iruma wrapped in a blanket being dragged across the room to the front door

Hoshi Ryoma: tojo just dumped her out

Lord Panta: NISHISHISHI PUNISHMENT TIME

chaotic lesbean: :O

imma meme: what an ICON

Treblemaker: woah thats hot

bitch I am the WAY: she is doing Atua's work~~

Mother Knows Best: I was merely disposing of the trash.

Do You Believe In Magic: …..tnx mom........

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Best mom!

starlord: shouldn't that include ouma tho

Lord Panta: suck my dick spaceman

Robot Rights Activist: Language!

Lord Panta: da hell keeboy it wasnt even that crass

Gokuhara Gonta: Oh no! What has been going on here, friends?

chaotic lesbean: NOTHING! PLEASE CARRY ON WITH YOUR NORMAL NIGHTLY ROUTINE

starlord: hey gonta, buddy, do me a favor and dont backlog

Gokuhara Gonta: Alright, Momota-kun!

ShirogaNYEH: Gonta-kun should not be tainted in any way!!

ShirogaNYEH: we should probably let Iruma-san inside now though

Lord Panta: are you in league with the DEVOL

Maki Roll: not like you're any better

Mother Knows Best: Very well. I suppose she has learned her lesson, at least for this moment.

Imma meme: well this was wild

Treblemaker: Let's not talk about this ever again

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Group chats tend to spiral down into levels of insanity the longer we spend time in it

Kork: Might I suggest a more... family-friendly topic?

Treblemaker: What is it, Shinguji-kun?

Kork: Ghosts in Hope's Peak

starlord: FUCK NO

bitch I am the WAY: hmmm what about nicknames for Gonta and Ryoma!~

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Good idea, Angie-san

Gokuhara Gonta: Oh yes! Gonta is excited on what name friends will gift him!

Imma meme: okay we better not fuck this up then

Lord Panta: allow me~

Maki Roll removed Lord Panta from the chat

starlord: lol sniped again

imma meme: DEADT

chaotic lesbean: noone must ruin this special moment!!

Do You Believe In Magic changed Gokuhara Gonta to Good Noodle

imma meme: yumeno-san is our name-changing cryptid

Good Noodle: Thank you Yumeno-san! Gonta loves this nickname!

ShirogaNYEH: im,,, CRYING

chaotic lesbean: you're doing amazing, sweetie

Do You Believe In Magic changed Hoshi Ryoma to quail egg

ShirogaNYEH: s m o l b e a n

quail egg: NO

imma meme: hoshi-kun can literally punt us to the sun let's not baby him

starlord: not to mention that hes got a deeper voice than the rest of us guys

starlord: its so manly

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Momota-kun, your gay is showing

Treblemaker: Yay! Now everyone's got a nickname.

Treblemaker: We should probably add Ouma-kun back here.

quail egg: respectfully disagree

chaotic lesbean: you are too nice akamatsu-san!!!

ShirogaNYEH: funny how we somehow end up kicking Ouma-kun out the chat then add him later towards the end of the chapter...

starlord: ????

Treblemaker added Lord Panta to the chat.

Do You Believe In Magic changed Lord Panta to notto disu shitto agen

notto disu shitto again: i feel loved

dumb blonde slut: THE GREAT IRUMA MIU IS BACK YA DUMB VIRGINS

Maki Roll: fuck go back

Kork: This is the 10th Circle of Hell.

Mother Knows Best: I would like to inform everyone that the time is now five minutes past eleven in the evening. I believe this is the ideal time for all of us to get some rest as we have a class on Physical Education early morning.

Imma meme: omg I hate PE

notto disu shitto agen: but moooooom

Mother Knows Best: All of you go to sleep or I will not make breakfast for everyone tomorrow.

notto disu shitto agen: okay okay jeez

dumb blonde slut: yes mommy

starlord: aight mom

bitch I am the WAY: Apparently, Angie must postpone here sacrificial ritual tonight~~

ShirogaNYEH: awww I wont binge watch anime tonight then

Do You Believe In Magic: ….....good nyt...................

chaotic lesbean: Sleep well yumeno-chan <3

Do You Believe In Magic: …...........nyeh <3

Good Noodle: Goodnight everyone!

quail egg: night

dumb blonde slut: nyt cocksuckers

The Only Hope For Me Is You: Good night, all!

notto disu shitto agen: hey saihara-chan are you back at your room can i come over :v

The Only Hope For Me Is You: nah I'm sleeping over Kaede-san's tonight

notto disu shitto agen: WHAT

chaotic lesbean: WHAT

Mother Knows Best: Saihara-san, I am afraid I will have to escort you out. Now.

Imma meme: oof

nickname guide notto disu shitto agen: Ouma The Only Hope For Me Is You: Saihara Treblemaker: Akamatsu bitch I am the WAY: Yonaga starlord: momota shirogaNYEH: shirogane Mother Knows Best: tojo imma meme: amami Maki Roll: harukawa Do You Believe In Magic: yumeno chaotic lesbean: chabashira Kork: shinguji Robot Rights Activist: idabashi dumb blonde slut: iruma Good Noodle: gokuhara quail egg: hoshi

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