#BUT I NEVER NOTICE IT BECAUSE I SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON MY PUTER

[brooklynisher]

Little personal rant/vent thing that I’m hiding because I know people feel bad when people they like feel bad and I don’t wanna accidentally make anyone feel bad for me without warning aaaa

WHAT DO YOU MEAN MY SOCIAL ANXIETY IS SO BAD THAT I CAN’T RECORD MYSELF DOING THE PRESENTATION AS COMPENSATION FOR ACTUALLY PRESENTING

WHAT DO YOU MEAN I NEED COMPENSATION FOR MY COMPENSATION

#every year #I am presented with a new thing I suddenly lost the ability of doing #LIKE SURE I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH SEVERE SOCIAL ANXIETY BUT THIS IS A LITTLE OBNOXIOUS ATP #then again I’m not in therapy #I’m not taking any medication #i’m just sorta letting it get worse #BUT I NEVER NOTICE IT BECAUSE I SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON MY PUTER #Those silly robots #distracting me so hard that I didn’t even realize things were getting worse 😭😭 #rant #vent #I’m on my period yall excuse me if I’m a little more negative than usual #my stuff #here’s to the crushing realization that coping ≠ improving #I mean I improved in other ways #but I think that’s different