#And then I'm fucking terrified when she comes downstairs bc she's always sheltered in her room and usually complains about how messy it is.

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My mom goes "what are you doing awake it's so late!" Seeming to fail to remember she was just fucking screaming for my name for the past ten minutes and complaining how nobody ever answers

#I'm pissed and disappointed :o/ #Why tf can't she do things herself like yeah I know she's by herself and working but Istg #On another note why is everyone's parents all healthy and happy and mine is tired and sick all the fucking time. #I swear I take care of her more than she takes care of us #But then I feel bad about that bc she's all hardworking and pays the bills and buys food and what not. #And then I'm fucking terrified when she comes downstairs bc she's always sheltered in her room and usually complains about how messy it is. #When I was like 7 Everytime I heard movement from upstairs I would panic and start cleaning. #Maybe the reason why I like my sister more is bc she was more present and supportive of me. #Sorry for the rant I'm just really upset rn I'll be better soon #I-use-my-words-to-express-myself #tw vent #Why do I feel like I'm always serving everyone all the time wherever I am.