#And on top of that like. Hq was the first series I ever bought OFFICIAL merch of

[undyinglantern]

kuroken you will always be special to me

#It’s so strange how nonexistent hq is in my life now #Bc as a kid volleyball had always been the only sport I cared about #Like I actively had a disinterest in every other sport vs would get super excited at the opportunity to play volleyball #And then early on in high school it was like what there’s this series ABOUT volleyball #And like shipping was a big thing in the community for this series even back then #So I was always the odd one out going into it because of my predisposition of already liking volleyball #But anyways back when kinning was a big thing around here I even contemplated being kenma kin #Because of the being alone and reserved not really speaking with other despite his clear passion for video games which he can never talk ab #About* with anybody #And just being like man I wish I could have a kuro to reach out for me #But anyways even outside of those 2 specifically there was also how insane oikawa never reaching his dream WRECKED me #I was so broken I made a whole essay post about it even though oik wasn’t my fave his passion was still fascinating to study ykno #And on top of that like. Hq was the first series I ever bought OFFICIAL merch of #I bought a couple fanmerch keychains before but like with hq I bought official ones which are more expensive by default ykno #But also a towel and some plushies and even a mug and actual clothes (a plaid button up shirt) which was hella overpriced #And now it’s like. Well. Hq sure was a big thing for a time of my life. Not this part of my life though. #It just feels so distant and detached idk it’s just strange I have no lingering attachments unlike other series you’ll see me bring up from #Time to time on here (tg and se mainly) and it makes me wonder why I don’t have that same attachment here