#And my meds are classified as almost-drugs and I don't like taking them

[lil-gae-disaster]

My aunt when my disability is disabling me in not a stereotypical way: 😧😠 "Why don't you just [thing I'm limited in because disability]! I also have [disability] and I don't struggle with this at all! You're just a lazy child!"

#help #She claims she has adhd too #But won't accept that my executive dysfunction is way stronger than hers #And that my adhd is not just I can't focus #I can focus for a short time #but it's exhausting #And draining #fuckin adhd #adhd #actually adhd #adhd problems #neurodivergent #neurodivergency #adhd things #I can sit still #But my brain can't and that's what's distracting me #And my meds are classified as almost-drugs and I don't like taking them #But I currently still depend on them because of german school system #And anyway they're just making my brain quieter #Which also impacts my thinking ability

[donnnoir]

Hey, as someone with severe schizophrenia who spent two whole years of my life thinking I was being tortured by the Illuminati, Satan, and so on, I have to tell you that what you're experiencing is an illness. I avoided meds because I didn't think I was sick until I was in so much pain I asked my own mom to shoot me. You don't have to live in constant fear and pain. Please seek help - Invega saved my life.

Hahaha... first allow me say, I hope you are doing well.  If so I am glad for you.  Secondly; your unfortunate mental illness does NOT in any way define the experiences of others.  So, according to your ill mind’s perceptions my being shot twice in my left leg and as I was attempting to exfiltrate from the area and being run-over by an F-350.  Which resulted in my being hospitalized for almost a week and spending 30 days in a recovery facility till I could walk without the need of a walker.  All that is just a fabrication of my mind.  Hmmmmm, seems you are a gifted psychic as well, my schizophrenic friend.  I have been shot, stabbed, in explosions, on fire, burnt by chemicals and acids, beaten almost to death, run-over several times, drugged and subject to the protocols of the New Phoenix Program just to name a few things I have experienced and been subjected to by various groups or elements, many associated to or with the Shadow Government.  Yeah, I know you will want to say that that statement in and of itself is demonstrative of your point.  If so, I suppose you would have said the same to all the victims the Government tested LSD on back in the day, or the Tuskegee Syphilis Experiment victims, or the those children - now adults who were tortured under MK Ultra, or the thousands many still have not been informed of the Radiation Experiment done on them, or the Thalidomide Children that were murdered in experiments during the Cold War even unto the present, this list of victims is near endless.  What would you and your schizophrenic mind tell all these Very Real Historical Victims, cause guess what; many were locked in institutions and drugged out of their minds for decades.  Till the Truth came out, and the Government says, “Oooops Sorry”!  Wholly inadequate, and criminal beyond belief.  So I guess, someone like yourself, who obviously is mentally ill and subject to delusions and hallucinations can explain all that away because of you sickness.  I have no desire to be rude or cruel to the handicapped or mentally deficient.  However, I do NOT suffer fools lightly either.  Why don’t you read some of my other posts, and do the research to find out the facts of the matter to each.  I include all the ancillary information to help those that may doubt what I say.  Not that being right in one area makes me correct and Truthful in another, because believe me I am very well aware of how “crazy” most everything I discuss sounds; and I haven’t even gotten to the really fantastic and surreal stuff.  Made all the more so since I am discussing very obscure and much of it still classified material and events; nonetheless I am giving a True and Factual account.  Like why did Nixon go to China, a historical event that even Kissinger in his recent book admits the actual purpose is still classified.  And NOT that it is any of your business; but I have undergone several psychological evaluations and have PASSED each and everyone of them.  A consequence of the “Barney Fifes” in the world doing what they have been told to do.  The FACT that you have a mental illness; Does NOT change my histories and realities.  Unlike you, who still lives at Mommy’s, I have Lived a very full Life.  I am use to small minds judging me and calling me a lair for telling the Truth.  I wish you well, and hope you have had a Merry Christmas and that your New Year is prosperous.   Please keep taking your medication, though if you think you KNOW anything about me or the TRUTH of the matter.  I think you need to adjust your dosing, or add some additional psychotropics to your cocktail.  Hahahaha...  cause I sincerely wish you the best. 

I encourage anyone and everyone who reads any of my essays/posts to correspond or ask questions.  Even you, all I ask is that instead of trying to waste mine and your time with trying to impugn my mental state or assassinate my character, try to focus on the facts or elements within the content I post.  The reason I have invested the effort to answer your sad statement is so that should others in similar fashion presume to do so in the future I can reference my response to your’s.  Not that anyone bothers to read anymore, LMFAO.

P.S.  For my part I don’t Live in Fear, just so we are clear on that point.  Since your Mommy did NOT teach you; a brave man dies only once.  A coward dies a thousand times a day.  Any concern I have is for others especially the innocent and weakest members of our society.  And the Pain, mostly physical is from actual encounters as the one I mentioned above.  Please don’t project your issues of Fear and Pain onto me.

Donn