#And always feeling torn and unseen with mlm and wlw stuff and mens and womens spaces....

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#Rambling #Are you serious Tumblr I described my whole dream and you just wouldn't post it? #So here's my dream #My gender was walkin around in two halves. One girl side one boy side the latter my pov... Probably has to do with worrying how ppl see me #And this dude fell in love with the girl side and I went up to him and said if you really feel like that #You can't just choose a half you want you have to sign up for the whole deal #And he didn't at first because he was worried about being gay but then he figured stuff out and wrote me a poem #A poem!!!!!! 💗 #Wow... I want someone to write me a poem #And part of it went like... You are the day and the night. Which is pretty good for DREAM POETRY #Meaning genderfluidity ish stuff. Like... Having different sides and energies in a balance #I woke up so happy I felt so understood! #It's been on my mind a lot how to explain how my brand of nonbinary feels #And always feeling torn and unseen with mlm and wlw stuff and mens and womens spaces.... #Not really identifying OUTSIDE of it like some Nb peeps do either. Like wishing someone would recognize #Like you don't see androgynous flags around here #But if you can feel fully like either or both? Lmao people wanted me to be a girl so bad and now I gotta be a Transitioned Absolute Boy. #It's not like I'm likely to present very feminine either...... Specifically....... #I only like to feel like a woman if I can be very masculine. And I only started being comfortable being feminine presenting as male #Someone in the trans group said transitioning and feeling more comfortable and confident can help you get in touch with who you really are #And I think that's what's happened #🤔