#And I'm happy for him but also very sad

[sf9]

goodbye (for now) idol!Rowoon you'll always be part of sepgu and SF9 will always be 9 💖 thinking about how Rowoon's acting career helped bring new Fantasies to the world and how SF9 grew thanks to all the members in their own way - actor!Rowoon you are famous but idol!Rowoon will always have a special place in my heart :(

#sf9 #Like I have SO MANY thoughts and emotions #And I'm happy for him but also very sad #But ..... this was not extremely unexpected #anyway I have been very removed from the kpop scene thanks to life but I had to log on and say this #Group fantasy hug we deserve it 💖 #Ily rowoon Kim seokwoo thanks for being the best tol gentle sepgu member ever #anyway anyway when will military era be over so we can have a good full sf9 cb #I miss my fave sensational talented dorks #this sounds very happy and positive but I'll need a few days to process and be sad angry resigned accepted etc #Added the (for now) because there's always a possibility he'll return he's halting activities not leaving #But that's essentially the same for now so yeah

[malama-art]

liko and roy

#pokemon #liko #roy #art #fanart #my art #i have A LOT of feelings about this #first off in a way i'm glad we're getting new protags bc i feel like ash has done everything but also #seeing ash go is makes me really sad #he has been with me since i was a kid and now he's going away... #i'm glad they ended things while they were good ig #i'm not MEGA sad bc there's over 20 years of content with him but still #i hope at least that ash still somehow will be in the new anime #i think it would be really fun if he was all grown up #ANYWAY sorry for all the rambling #i'm very sad and happy

[thebigolbee]

hello i am here to say two things

i want marlow as a companion so badly please let us know if you make a mod i'd cry/pos

Please tell me anything about your ocs one of my favourite things is hearing about people's ocs or what they're interested in. just rant at me like you've got a red string conspiracy board if you'd like

1. Ahhh you are just the sweetest! Sorry it took me a bit to reply, I really appreciate your words!

2. Thanks so much for giving me an opportunity to share things about Richie. I’m don’t know the best way to put OC lore out there so these kinds of asks help a lot! More to read below :)c

A fact about Richie is that he tried isolating himself in the Glowing Sea before his long trek out to the Mojave Desert. He had just cut all ties in the Commonwealth and heard the earth-shattering news that Mr. House was still alive. He thought the tough conditions in the Sea might calm him down and set him straight, but it turns out manifesting about the man who doomed you in a twisted hellscape isn't very healthy. His time spent there only turned his heartbroken anger into a full blown revenge quest. Surely killing an old flame would make him feel better...right?

The fact of the matter is, even if he hadn’t passed the point of no return in the Sea itself, it would have happened somewhere else eventually. His steady decline was inevitable because he is just... so hard on himself, refusing to accept any kind of help or prolonged companionship. Under his confident exterior, the guilt and grief is eating him alive, and sadly all this self-destruction leeches out onto his friendships and lovers as well.

The sorrows of a man who needs to feel love to be okay, but snuffs it out before it can grow...

#fallout #fallout new vegas #fallout 4 #glowing sea #fallout oc #dick marlow #fallout ghouls #my art #asks #thank u so much for the thought-provoking question!! #I really gotta stop pairing meme images with sad text jkcdsbdcbs #I can't help it... he's equally as memeable as he is tragic #but I'm happy to get little bits and pieces of him out there #and I'm also happy with how this little doodle turned out hehe #me? drawing a background? unheard of #I sometimes forget he has like... zero lore posts on my blog LOL #Phewf... I'll get there... #thank u again tho this was very fun

[tales-of-magic-and-chaos]

The probability of Loki having a gigantic crush on Stephen upon meeting him is 100%.

#thinking about a mortal magic-less reincarnated Loki having a gigantic crush on the weird but extremely hot man who keep stalking him #in this AU Loki's life ended because of extreme despair and self-hatred... #but the universe/stones said nope #so he got reincarnated as a young mortal living in NYC with their three cats: hela fenrir and jörmungand #ofc when he get noticed by the avengers they are immediately alarmed #ensue angst #and some whump #because thor is way too used to manhandling his mischievous brother. except that loki isn't a god anymore.... #so anyway. i'm in a very sad loki mood. #but I also want him to be happy if he gets reincarnated. #in any case. #Stephen is totally oblivious and way too focused at trying to decide what to do with this new loki #full sorcerer supreme mode #but tony does notice that loki gets extremely flustered when he's around his boyfriend #he's like “yeah I can relate” #strangefrost #frostironstrange #fuck i forgot to say the most important #of course Loki is totally amnesic #too tired to go back and correct my grammar mistakes

[sysig]

Haha, this Winterkov stuff is fun- where did all these other feelings come from (Patreon)

#Doodles #And to think it's still all Winter's fault lol #I would not be feeling even a fraction of what I'm feeling if not for still being Very about him even with Petrigrof so at the forefront #He inspired a lot! How rude lol #He can't be blamed for All of it of course - the Petrigrof dynamic is extremely cute discounting him entirely lol #Throwing it into relief against Winterkov makes for some very interesting thoughts tho lol #The dynamics are different! As expected when substituting one character for another lol #But even the Winterkov dynamic can be looked at through a Petrigrof lense - of how much Simon was shaped by Betty #Of how much of him is human - how much is effected by Magic/Madness/Sadness - how they slot together and grow into themselves! #It's all interesting! They're very interesting! And in love! And cute! #Big love always gets me real bad haha ♪ I just love love - especially so when it's got some meat to it hehe #Betty and Simon are/were very good for each other and it's extremely sad that they never got to grow together into marriage et al #And/but they were also very flawed people! That would've come up at some point in their relationship even if they were overall happy #And what Simon has brought with him through the gift that Betty gave him I just jdklsafhdsf #I do really love them they have such good chemistry and fun motivations and what they end up doing in relation to each other! #Fun to dissect #Adventure Time #Simon Petrikov #Betty Grof #Petrigrof

[throttlegainwell]

I'm mostly into Jonathan for all the stuff going on in that head of his and how intriguing I find his responses to everything (and how sympathetic I am to the particulars of his situation), but I won't lie to you, I do really dig the floppy hair. Sometimes I see a GIF go by and get distracted just watching the hair flop in a loop for a minute. How so floppy?

#a solid 50% of jonathan's brain power is taken up with never-ending risk/reward analyses and social computations #to decide how to proceed at any given moment #i mean everyone does that but not like jonathan byers #'but what about social scripts?' you say and i hear you and respect you #but look at this boy and tell me he's not also always deciding whether to bother deploying the script or just not engage at all #jonathan has developed some very sad but understandable habits from living in Hawkins but he seems to do okay socially in Lenora #though maybe that was more of a confidence issue once he was self-medicating his anxiety i dunno #i can see why it wouldn't be worth the effort in Hawkins #also i dig him vaguely disheveled tbh #obviously it's not happening for good reasons so i'm happy with him all cleaned up too #but there's a special place in my heart for the jonathan who just kind of looks like he slept in his clothes & walked through drizzly rain

[lord-squiggletits]

I must admit I'm getting this horrible image in my head of Tarn as that type of creepy guy who donates way too much money to a streamer and then absolutely loses it when he hears they're not single.

That's probably accurate lol. Although unlike (seemingly) most people in this fandom, I blame Megatron more for turning Tarn into that kind of obsessed freak than I do Tarn for being a freak. I mean, my view is basically "you reap what you sow/the monster you created turned around and bit you" so I don't really have sympathy for Megatron with regards to Tarn showing up and ruining his life lol. I actually really like the DJD coming in MTMTE as basically the living embodiment of karma and Megatron's comeuppance about not being able to run away from/ignore his past.

Like blah blah "no matter how sad your backstory is you're still responsible for your own actions" but also Megatron is literally 100% the reason Tarn is Like That, and Megatron also used parasocial manipulation, propaganda, and his grandiose personality to manipulate the Decepticons into worshipping/following him without question. So like. It's fiction, I don't have to be all "well they're all problematic" I can just be like "lol, lmao even" and point and laugh as Megatron gets fucked up by Tarn and the DJD because he can't talk his way out of this problem.

#squiggle answers #i'm not mad at you or thinking you're saying anything #i'm just very fond of dying of the light and i enjoy megatron suffering #i love how dying of the light is like megatron's personal torment nexus of getting trapped by his bad decisions #but also getting other people dragged down with him by accident #and then he's so fucking pathetic that he can't even compromise his 'pacifism' to save those people he dragged down #and then he lashes out in anger and becomes violent and hateful again and slaughters the whole DJD #i love that shit. love when megatron is fucked up and dysfunctional #i'm not saying i wanted him to become WORSE and like die a horrible fate per se #i'm just saying that i disagree with most of the fandom when they're like aww let this old man rest and tarn should fuck off he's a loser #i'm like nah. put megatron in the blender. don't let him just suddenly decide to be a pacifist and then that's it. make him fuck up #ough sorry it's just. i like megatron getting better but i also like him staying bad lol #like i want him to get redeemed but i also still want him to be fucked up and full of anger and hatred. if that makes sense #but yeah. not to be a tarn defender or anything but like #sometimes the fandom seems like it listened too much to the part where megatron was like #'i was happy i was at peace and you ruined everything' #meanwhile i'm sitting there like: yeah they ruined it. and so what. it's your fault. you don't get to be peaceful and happy #when you still have mistakes that you need to address and do something about instead of running away #muah. muah. muah. love dying of the light #i wanted to rip megatron apart from being so pathetic but i was also like. awww sad old man #mostly i wanted to rip him apart tho lol

[boxwinebaddie]

omg, so re: a sad sweet anon in my box who was worried that i divorced the boys forever; they're FINE, baby!!!! i promise </3333 it was just a really bad, fucked up month and they're Fine after that (unless i create some other problems, but for now i will spare you)

BUT THEY ARE FINE, MY LOVE!!! SWEARSIES!!!!

i promise you that that on the night jerseykyle gets in that nasty bar fight defending ravenstan's honor (in his absence) against a band of idiot incel transphobes and shows up on their old apartment door step all broken and bloodied before he gets reluctantly tended to and patched up by punk rock nurse ravenstan via several hello kitty bandids...at the end of that exchange, they get back together. c':

kyle also says i love you. <3333

it's kind of a lot for me to speed run entire scenes because they take so long, but just for you, petal, i'm gonna try and get you the sparknotes on the ravesey reunion asap. and please know that as emotional compensation, in lieu of the jersey can't say i love you ask that i was never able to finish/threw into other answers...

i will instead be writing you...

the jersey CAN say i love you ask!!!!! eeee!!!

it's very cute; i'm excited about it.

tldr; ravesey is fine, i'm sorry for scaring you. :'c i promise!!!! i am a hurt comfort writer even though no one believes me!!!! i'm just so much better at the hurt part than the comfort, but i'll comfort you!!

so please hold darlings, and rest easy knowing that.

-mean nasty evil sea witch neen

#nina speaks #oh my god i promise i didnt permanently break them up #i kno its hard to tell bc of all the hurt but IF I HURT THE BOYS ILLL ALWAYS FIX THEM THERES ALWAYS A HAPPY ENDING #like i will never leave them broken or sad or miserable #i know i ended pep like that bc i couldnt finish writing it but it ends very happy and the boys start dating i promise #i am going to start spoiling it to you via voice message soon #i'm sorry for hurting them so often i just like...i am not good at fluff im a crazy dramatic bisexual girlie its too mundane for me #i need action and drama and hell like thats where i like to live which i'm so sorry if yall are sick to death of me #its just the most fun for me to write im sorry ill fix em #also ravenstans hair post them back together is pink bc the red slowly starts washing out and he looks SOOOO CUTE #I LOVE YOU PINK HAIR RAVEN LITERALLY SO CUTE JERSEY CALLED HIM PEPTO ABYSMAL BUT #HES BEING A HATER HE THINKS ITS CUTE #kuromi emo boy king #but guys guys guys i would never leave the boys broken i would neve rleave you with no hope never ever EVER #there is always a light at the end of the tunnel for as much as you hurt i will always heal you im sorry ily ily ily #i got asked to post the drama post makeout mv fight dialogue but i dont want to stress yall out anymore so ill wait #idk why this genuinely created concern for me but i want yall to know that i am like not torturing the boys endlessly and write hurt/comfor #its just hard to task manage all my asks and...anyways ill try to answer some nice asks so we can breathe easy

[tarnussy]

After almost a full year of playing ER every day, it is so funny to watch back some of my old videos on how I attempted bosses for the first time. Well, I only recorded Godrick and Morgott, but regardless. It's fun to see how I ran at Godrick full speed with my lil crystal sword (which carried my ass for the first half of the game, I love that sword) but he just gently slapped me with wind and one-tapped me. Good times.

There is a certain beauty about not knowing what you do in a game, you can only do that once.

#I remember fighting Margit was just either me watching Rogier die or Rogier watching me die 40 times while spamrolling #I'm sad I didn't record that it would have been a free cringe compilation #also struggling with Rennala's 1st phase bc I didn't know you only need to kill the boys with the halo around them and not every single one #I am very happy however that I didn't defeat Godrick #while every other demigod is dead #he is just chilling in Stormveil so I can just go in there to fool around fighting him whenever I want to

[guntapon]

oh my god i love msp so much. oh my god oh my god oh my god

#talking to myself* #my school president #my school president lb #i am OVERWHELMED by how much i love this show actually #i don't even know what to say #the way it balances depth of emotion and absurdity is brilliant and aspirational #i feel giddy and stupid and happy and also sad and also excited and also frustrated but mostly i just FEEL #AHHHHH #also gun has quickly and ruthlessly taken the 'favorite character of the year' title #of both this year and the last #i adore him so very very much #you know when a character just clicks with you? yeah. Yeah #ok this is a pointless incoherent post lol i'm going to go gif now #actually i might come back to ramble to myself later. we'll see

[wildflowercryptid]

drayton's back on the shit list.

#i finished the epilogue it was very cute #it was nice getting to see kieran bond with the crater crew it made me so happy #kinda sad that carmine wasn't really present but hey we'll get to see them interact more in the clubroom #anyways i got kieran's dialogue with drayton and it made me mad #all i can imagine is florian fucking deathgripping drayton's shoulder and telling him to stop being a dick #( drayton would probably still call kieran ''ex-champ'' in mjv despite winning the watch w/ florian >>> #bc kieran does end up stepping down from his champion position after everything that happened ) #actually wait i have a goofy comic idea for this i'll need to draw it after i lay down #edit : oh also the new music fucking slapped that's exactly the kind of pokemon music i'm into #mj.txt #sv dlc spoilers #sv dlc epilogue spoilers

[rose-ramblings]

you'll never guess what I've been playing lately

#goldic's drawings #vegito #dragon ball dokkan battle #good news everyone! I found a shading brush that I'm happy with! #i'll finish that other thing I keep mentioning eventually I swear I've only got 3 characters left to do on it #but uhhhhh y e a h I've been playing Dokkan for like a week and a half now (blame the content creators for making it look really fun) #I understand absolutely nothing other than 'it's a big number go brr type of game' #but it also gets me to use some strategy in my team building and fighting which I am very much enjoying so far #i didn't get Mr. Yosha himself or melty Zamasu (much to my personal sadness) but I did get a copy of Power-Awakening Piccolo #and enough of that PHY Zamasu with the tea set to rainbow him (and waaaay too many of a certain SR SSJ Goku that can awaken into SSG) #and a copy of that new Mai I guess (I'm not entirely sure how to use her properly in battle yet but I'll figure it out) #I've been calling that PHY Zamasu I mentioned 'Tea Time Zamasu' btw (mostly cuz of the tea set in his art) #oh yeah speaking of Tea Time Zamasu that man's been carrying my team in terms of eating hits like a champ so #definitely gonna be using him a lot; especially since *gestures to blog theme* he's one of my favorite villains in dragon ball #I haven't Dokkan Awakened the Piccolo at all yet (he's just a max level UR rn) but he's been pretty damn useful in taking hits himself #first unit I made an LR (besides the free one) was a Zamasu that turned into an LR Goku Black (F2P STR I think; he's my support unit rn) #I've also already collected all of Bardock's F2P crew and mostly maxed them out because I'm totally normal about it hehe #bardock's crew best crew I don't make the rules #goldic rambles #this is transparent because I couldn't figure out a decent background to give it

[thebirdandhersong]

Here is the Fittes fic, by the way :) five chapters out of thirteen(ish) complete so far! As you can tell, I have been keeping myself busy post-finals lol

Summary:

Reflections on the Fittes crew over the years through the eyes of their supervisor, as he looks back on the fleeting moments they shared and the life he's living now. Events follow Kipps post-promotion to post-Empty Grave, as the past catches up with him and he has to reevaluate who he is and what his place in the world is, now that the ground beneath his feet is falling away.

Or: There are some things that can never be fixed. But there are some things that just might be still worth gathering up and holding tight, even if it all feels broken glass in your hand at first. This feels like the end because you're young - and it feels like the end because you lost your childhood so young. But not all that is lost is lost forever, and not all hope leads you straight off the precipice. Quill Kipps still has a lot to learn - he still hasn't gotten used to life after staring into the darkness of an open grave. And yet there is still grace, even in this brokenness, even in the things he thinks have been lost forever.

This story covers:

Fittes team dynamics (pre-Ned's death)

Fittes team dynamics (post-Ned's death)

Kipps's history of losing kids and how he processes trauma (or: how he DOESN'T process trauma)

Kipps's relationship with his team and former team members

Kipps's family history and why he became an agent

how non-Talented kids and adults fit in this world and how they respond to it

who protects the children?

the Fittes team and their relationships with their families

child exploitation and manipulation in the corporate agency system and how the kids are forced to grow up really quickly

the making of traditions

how love is shown and expressed in a myriad of ways by different people

leadership, adulthood, what it means to take responsibility of what is your fault and let go of what isn't

breaking and healing of families and friendships

the making of a home

Kipps and Lockwood's history

Kipps and Jessica's history

second chances :)

#it is very kipps centric because well. i'm biased and i am very interested in his character (if THAT wasn't blatantly obvious lol) #but it does involve a lot of the fittes team and the history they share #i have also bestowed upon my beloved kipps the highest honour of author's trauma i can give him: #eldest child syndrome #anyway uh that aside there WILL be a happy ending i promise #i know the fifth chapter ends on a rather sad note but it's going SOMEWHERE i PROMISE #writing adventures #songbird's year of feeling 22 #lockwood and co

[sysig]

Sit literally anywhere else, why are you choosing to suffer (Patreon)

#My art #Adventure Time #Fionna and Cake #Simon Petrikov #That much insulation is only going to go so far Simon! Don't freeze your tuckus for the aesthetic! #I am not so slowly discovering that ice is really fun to colour lol - it's got like a subtle spacey look to it! I'm into it! #Still giving him a bit of his cool palette from the Winter Kingdom #I prefer his warm palette but the blues do look nice on him #He's so anti-ice that he just completely melts any ice furniture upon contact haha #We never see any of the ice objects reverting but I wonder what they might've turned into :0 Ice cubes maybe? #Although this is already just a big ice cube lol #Fun little warmup of his silly face ♥ #I do actually quite appreciate how smiley Simon is throughout :) He's miserable but there are things he still enjoys! #Or puts on a face for <3 #But also the moments where he can let his guard down and be honest - honestly sad or angry or happy 💕 #He's very expressive and I like that very much

[aefensteorrra]

I have the opportunity to spend a month in Michigan this autumn and that should be an easy decision (go! especially before I have more responsibilities) but it’s not

#I mean. the person I'm dating rn is from there and a big thing is us deciding that we want to try to make this work #and given that we're both very sad at the thought of things changing from how they are now we do want to try #but god Michigan is so far away #and in a car dependent country. and I can't drive. and do not want to be dependent on them or their family #but also this is quite the opportunity.. I'd get to see Detroit and Ann Arbor and Chicago and Toronto.. lakes... #it's a whole other continent that I've never been to like of course that would be exciting #but deciding to go feels so. definite. it's a real commitment to this relationship #a relationship which is making me happy but yeah. of course I still miss my ex we were together for more than half a decade #and I'm still just pained by him never working on himself because things could've been okay I think #hmmmm anyway. much to think about.

[loverbang00]

my pulls!!!

#p1harmony #when I tell you I screamed when I saw that intak pc I'm not kidding #I was telling everyone how much I want this specific pc😭😭 #also I'm so glad that I got a polaroid with jongseob because I never pull him #oh and the postcard and the poster were also both with jongseob!! #overall I'm very happy with my pulls!! #the only sad thing is that I didn't pull anything with soul :(