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Green Eyes | H.S

First post. Please be gentle

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You sat that watching your best friend flirt with his ex girlfriend, Kendall! She was absolutely gorgeous, perfect for him! Tall, skinny, beautiful, a super model … the kind of girl he usually dates. She got him. She understood the fame and fans that followed him. She understood how difficult it is to be in a relationship when you’re a superstar!

After his recent breakup, he needed his friends. And you were there for him. One call and you were on the next flight to Guadalajara, Mexico.

You danced at the concert, laughed at his jokes, hung out after concerts and cried together over your exes while eating your favourite ice cream- mint choco chip !

But… there were certain things you could not give him! You could, I mean , of course…. But for him, you were his BEST FRIEND.

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Can I buy you a drink?

A voice from behind broke your chain of thought.

You turn around to see a very handsome man smiling back at you.

I would like that, thank you!

What would you like to drink?

A Vodka and watermelon punch, please

After he asked the bartender to get you your drink he pulled the bar stool and sat next to you.

I’m Luke! Nice to meet you.

I’m Y/N. Nice to meet you too.

You look incredible Y/N… you look beautiful… what’s a pretty girl like you doing sitting alone at a bar?

To be honest you did look pretty tonight. You wore a black dress that accentuated all your curves.

I am here with my friends. But they’re all busy with their boyfriends and girlfriends….

Thank you, sir! He said to the bartender as he brought my drink. Here you go mi lady. Your Vodka and watermelon punch. You took a sip and turned around to glance over your friends… they were all busy dancing and making out….

Although, you did notice a pair of green eyes glaring at me. He looked so handsome tonight, you could cry!!!!

You waved and smiled at your bestie. He just clenched his jaw tight and fake smiled at you.

Hello!!! Earth to Y/N

Sorry sorry!! I’m here.

You talked. Luke was nice. Handsome and his blue eyes were beautiful, not like the green ones you were mesmerised by, but yes beautiful. As time passed you knew you were drunk because you dragged Luke to the dance floor as soon as Cinema started playing! You moved your hips to the sexy tune, bare foot, lost in yourself. You could see Luke checking you out. He bit his lower lip and pulled you closer grabbing your hips.

Foreheads pressed together, you realised that Luke’s lips were really close to yours. He nudged your head to the side, brought his lips near your ear and whispered, Do you wanna go some place quiet, baby?

“Baby you’re cinemaaaaaa”

That raspy voice, the one that is your favourite, brought you out of your trance. You smiled and slightly pushed Luke back.

Sorry! I didn’t mean to lead you on. I don’t do hook ups!

Luke was sweet! He gave you soft little kiss on the cheek, said it wasn’t a problem and that he enjoyed the conversations you two had.

Walking back towards the bar after saying bye to Luke, you notice your bestie sitting there, just staring at you. Did he look angry? Maybe? Why? Who knows.

Hi Haz!

Hmmm

Wassup?

You tell me?

All good, baby!

Baby??? Why did I call him baby? Ohhh my drunk ass!

Who was he?

This guy I met! Why?

Where did he go?

I told him I don’t do hook ups … sooooo he went away!

What was his name?

Luke!

Luke??? It’s a shit name anyway! Luke!!!! He laughed

Please, Harry! He was sweet. What is it to you anyway??? Why aren’t you with Kendall?

Because, I’m here with you now!

Why?

Why?? Can I not?

You stayed quiet.

From your peripheral vision you could see Harry looking at you.

Hey! Look at me

Damn those eyes!

Yea?

Why don’t you date? I mean, it’s been 6 months since you broke up with Michael! Move on, love!

You don’t know how many Vodka and Watermelon Punch were in you now but you knew you fucked up when “Looking for someone like you” blurted out of your mouth

Meeee?? He smirked

Yeah… I mean… yeah… you’re sweet, kind, loveable…

….and hot!

You rolled your eyes, smirked and said… yeah that too. Narcissist!

He laughed and you shyly looked down, your feet suddenly becoming very interesting.

Harry! I can’t. I just can’t kiss someone without feeling anything for them. I can’t sleep with them without knowing them. I don’t get one night stands. I don’t know what’s wrong with me? I know, I’m silly and stupid but…

Hey hey hey… he interrupted you, getting up from his seat, both his arms on your shoulder, a frown on his face! Don’t ever say that. YOU are not stupid. You are perfect and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Alright? I find this quality very endearing. It’s cute. He smiled and kissed your forehead. I’ll look for guy like me for you, he teased.

You smiled and said, That right there, is not possible. You’re the best.

Both of you laughed and then he stopped, looked straight into your eyes, and teasingly asked, do you want to be with me?

Always!

Who said that? Damn you vodka

He sat there looking at you emotionless. Eyes flicking between your hooded ones.

Can I have two beers please? Bottle!

He thanked the bartender and asked you take your stuff.

You silently stumbled over to the booth where your friends sat, said bye and quietly followed Harry back to his car.

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Guilt. Fear. Confusion.

That’s all you felt as you sat in the car watching out your window as Harry drove silently.

I’m sorry. You said so quietly.I didn’t mean to.. I don’t know what I said… why I said…

The car stopped outside a park. You got out and looked towards Harry. He held both the beers in his hands and walked towards the entrance to the park. He turned around to see you standing near the car, so he flicked his head towards the park and said , C’mon …

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Silence.

That’s all that you heard. Occasional sounds of you or Harry gulping down the beer. But that’s it. You sat across each other, facing each other, both your backs up against trees.

Since when…

Hmmm?….

Since when have you wanted to be with me?

I don’t remember.

Look Harry. I’m sorry. Forget whatever I said.

There’s is nothing wrong in what you said. You just took me by surprise.

Why?? We flirt all the time

No Y/N! That wasn’t flirting. That was the truth. You meant it.

Does it matter?

It does.

So you’re gonna run away now?

What?

You’re gonna run away now, aren’t ya ?

Why would I do that?

Coz’ you’re a boy. Whenever I have told a guy that I have feelings for them, they run away….

So you do like me?

You say nothing.

Harry sighs, gets up and comes over to sit next to you.

Babe? We talk about everything. We talk all the time. There is nothing you don’t know about me and It hurts to know that I don’t know everything about you.

Tell me what you feel. He rasped in your ear.

You turned to face him, looked straight into the most beautiful eyes. All you wanted was for him to hold you in his green gaze. Sitting in the park I knew that his eyes were a forest of green, paved with a path to forever.

I like you. Always have. Always will. You whispered

Y/N, …

No. Let me please.

Go on, sweetheart!

All the alcohol finally giving you the courage to open up.

12 years ago, when I met for the first time, I never in a million years imagined being friends with you. You were just a 16 old boy travelling with your best mates all set to live your dream. I was just a fan, but you didn’t see me as a fan, but as a friend. All of you did. You, Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn. I was so impressed by how much you all were level headed and grounded. You are my longest celebrity crush you know, you laughed.

He smiled.

But after getting to know you personally 4 years ago, I became a fan of you. YOU. Harry. Just Harry. You’ve always made me feel seen. Beautiful. Important. You’ve always encouraged me. Motivated me. You’ve held me up, instead of pulling me down. I didn’t realise when and how all this turned into something more than friendship.

Maybe when you got together with Olivia. I didn’t understand why I was heartbroken. We weren’t dating. Then why did it feel like someone took a piece of me away from me.

I don’t fit. I don’t fit in your world. I’m not tall and skinny. I’m not a model or a singer or an actor. I have a regular job and I don’t fit in your glamorous world. I know there is nothing that can happen between us. Because I’m not your type.

Harry looked at you with sadness in his eyes. Like you had hurt him. Real bad. He shook his head unable to grasp everything you said.

I can’t believe you feel that way! He finally said

I do! I’m sorry. But I do.

Did I ever make you feel this way? Did I make you feel like you don’t “fit” in my world?

Nooooo. Absolutely not, Harry!

I… I just feel this way. It’s my stupid brain that’s working double time I guess… you tried hard to make a joke but Harry just didn’t smile at all.

There’s a reason I don’t drink , you know?

I ruined your night, didn’t I? You would have been with Kendall, railing her to death

Hmmm hmmm vodka and beer!! Get in Y/N ! Well done

Harry looked at you wide eyed, astonished at your choice of words.

I want to kiss you. I want to kiss you so baaaaaaaaad!!!!!! Harryyyyyyy !!!!

Ohh hooo…. Someone turn this switch off.

Sometimes all I want to do is straddle you and make out with you like horny teenagers. You drive me crazy Haaaaarrry!!!!

Your voice increasing with every word.

Harry looked at you dumbfounded.

Do you feel better telling me all this? Life is too short to not tell someone you like them, babe!

Hmmm. But life is too fucked up to tell someone you love them.

Fuck!!!

As soon as you got up after indirectly confessing you loved your BEST FRIEND, Harry knew you too well to know what you were going to do next.

RUN!!!!

And that is what you did.

You ran. Only to be pulled back by 2 strong arms and engulfed in a tight hug.

Y/N… Harry sighs

I’m sorry Harry!

Shhh…listen to me …

He gently held both your cheeks in his hands and made you look at him. His thumb swiped the tear that left your tired eyes while he kissed your forehead…

You, darling, are my friend, my best friend, my refuge. You don’t fit in my world. But you fit with me. When I need to get away from the fame and drama, I come to you. Alright? You mean so much to me than any of those singers, models or actresses. I love you. Maybe not the way you love me. But I do love you.

Ouch!

I went through a very weird break up Y/N. I just need time.

Oh no! Please I’m not asking for anything Har….

I know. I know you aren’t. But honestly I’m just tired now. I want someone permanent now. And trust me when I say, you are that someone who I would want to be with… but not right now.

As you stared at him in awe, unable to fathom anything that came out of those lips, you realised how close you two were standing.

Harry flicked his eyes from yours to your lips very quickly.

You whispered very very quietly , …..Harry!!!

Gently he brushed your lips with his and whispered back, will you wait for me?

As a tear drop fell between you, you replied…

Always!

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