#A SUBSET OF THAT SPECIFIC SPECIAL INTEREST. SO OFC ALL MY ART IDEAS ARE RELATED TO THAT

[ff2-soda-pop]

can my brain stop giving me psmd art ideas when i am not in a position to do art right now-

#school stuff is stressing me out (semester started! do i have classes? no! because everything got done late!! and so im doing everything #last minute and it sucks and i hate it here also) so i dont really. wanna draw. its hard to do art i think when i have a bunch of stressful #stuff going on in the back of my thoughts and also it messes up my Focusing- #BUT ALSO I HAVE THINGS I WANNA DRAW. AND I KEEP GETTING IDEAS #AND THIS ONE SINGLE GAME HAS HAD LIKE A DEATH GRIP ON MY THOUGHTS FOR LIKE A MONTH NOW #BECAUSE. SPECIAL INTEREST FIXATION..... THING. IDK POKEMONS ALREADY A SPECIAL INTEREST & I THINK THIS MIGHT'VE BECOME LIKE. #A SUBSET OF THAT SPECIFIC SPECIAL INTEREST. SO OFC ALL MY ART IDEAS ARE RELATED TO THAT #AND I WANNA DRAW. BUT IM TOO STRESSED TO DRAW. WHICH IS DUMB ACTUALLY- #my brain should just let me draw whenever i want i think