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[rockerfemme]

tw suicide 

#7832138989418918989838932 #437821893489289482983283483 #3284589389438942848948429 #i go on walks and hang out outside and i have a crap ton of hobbies/skills i work on #and ive been going to see friends more often as well #im supposedly doing everything right👍 #and im still fucking miserable and feel hollow and rotten inside !!! great!!! #i want to die so bad im tired of trying ive been trying to so long #and im still trying but it's clearly not looking to be worth it at all #great 👍 #i really wish i could start painting again and make a portfolio to apply for art school #but i wake up every day sluggish and with little energy and motivation or ability to concentrate #im doing so much to get better and its not working im tired... #loool #like if you read if you want