#3. pretend to be sick

[gojosbf]

at my beloved @itafushitrash's request

#gonna pretend this is where both anime and manga ends my weird slice of life jjk beloved <3 #we were so happy once god thinking about it hurts and makes me sick #jjk #megumi fushiguro #nobara kugisaki #yuuji itadori #itadori yuuji #itafushi #jjk gojo #jjk megumi #jjk nobara #jjk itadori #gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #mygifs #fushiguro megumi #satoru gojo #itadori yuji #usergojosbf

[ro5ani]

this is the last ivantill edit i swear but this song is literally my roman empire

#alnst till #alnst ivan #alnst #alien stage #edit #they make me so sick i literally got a cold #gonna pretend they dont exist for the next 3 weeks #IVAAANNNN😭😭😭😭 #ivantill #no more edits im cooking robin art

[captainharlock]

i drew this before they revealed that shulk's hair is actually really long in the dlc but uhhhh i love them (smiles at you with all my teeth)

#shulk #melia #xenoblade chronicles #xenoblade chronicles 3 #this IS ship art btw. sick of pretending its not LOLLL #gio arts

[the-kaleidoscope-sys]

If you're going to be "transRAMCOA", I'm going to demand that you start by paying reparations to all the real survivors out there.

My therapy with a DID and RAMCOA specialist (very hard to find, btw) costs me almost $7000 a year. Let's start there, shall we? That's almost $600 a month. Just on therapy. That I am incredibly lucky to have access to. Most survivors are shit out of luck and have to try to heal without a specialist.

I've lost untold amounts (hundreds of thousands at least) in lost income opportunities because of how disabling being a survivor is. I can't work a regular full time job and will probably never be able to. I've been "working" (read: pimped out by my own parents) since I was a little kid but the skills of a child sex worker aren't exactly transferable to the normie world, y'know?

I get by with a lot of help from some understanding roommates and friends that I'm lucky, VERY lucky, to have. This is to say nothing about the *quality* of that life (not great) beyond what capitalism or money cares about, because of course I'm constantly Experiencing Symptoms. On account of all of the trauma.

I can't even go to the bathroom like a normal person because of how much the constant rape fucked everything up downstairs. There is no fixing this. I will deal with many of the medical and mental complications for the rest of my life and this is just one of them. (Does it still sound like a fun thing to roleplay?)

The first ~20 years of my life were a living hell beyond what most of you can even imagine. My life is also statistically likely to be much shorter than the average person's. What kind of price can I even put on all those lost years? I can't. But you could pay me enough to not have to work for all the years remaining to me. If you want to pay me, say.... $100k a year for the rest of my life so that I can live what little is left to me in peace, then I would be happy to consider you an honorary RAMCOA survivor. I'll even write you a nice little certificate you can frame. I'll give you regular updates on how my therapy is going, so you can (sort of, not really though, you could never understand if you haven't lived it) experience this mAgIcAL hEaLiNg jOuRneY vicariously through me.

Go on, then. You want to be us so bad? Find a REAL survivor, and pay up. Otherwise get the fuck out of my community and stay out. Surviving RAMCOA is not a fun little identity label for you to play around with, it's REAL shit that ruins the lives of REAL people every day. I live with this, EVERY day. It's not a fun little game I can stop when I get tired of playing. This is my LIFE.

So pay up, or fuck off.

#ramcoa #transramcoa tw #tw transramcoa #not posting in your tags because we're better people than you are. <3 you're welcome. #clown on this post and get blocked. I don't want to hear it. #I'm old and I'm tired and. really? I survived all that sick bullshit just to struggle and scrape by? #in a world where people pretend to be someone like us for sick twisted 'fun'? #where is the justice? WHERE IS THE JUSTICE? #alter: rania #mostly

[symbiotic-slime]

for my one lovely mutual who asked, @random-trash-animal

here’s all the venom merch in my room!

we got

art wall

comics wall + painted shoe boxes with comics

venom shrine #1 (some figures from my best friend ever @fist-of-vengeance)

venom shrine #2 featuring crystals

space knight poster!!

venom puzzle

venom bookcase with a peeta mallark pop figure I shittily remade into the hunger era Eddie Brock

venom tsum tsum also from @fist-of-vengeance

and

a sick ass venom crystal skull I got at a local rock and gem show!!

#the autism wins every time I step into any collectibles store #this is what happens when you have adult money without the adult bills #and also what happens when I have access to a credit card and eBay #I *will* spend stupid amounts of money on a singular comic book and no one can stop me #also yes this was partially an opportunity to show off my collection of venom trinkets :3 #sam’s ramblings #room tour #the venom skull is also sick because I can pretend I’m hamlet with it #I have not read hamlet #I just think it’s a funny thing to do

[scionshtola]

new casual glam (ft. tiny shtola)

#or y'shorty as some call her #anyway i tried to make it look like a dress kind of...so pretend that it is <3 #i got sick of the other one bc i looked at it too much lol #oc: corisande ymir #ffxiv #gpose #maybe needs different boots but im obsessed with these so they stay

[kusakabeslemonsoda]

Me after seeing this art of Sajou…

#doukyuusei #sajou rihito #kusakabe #kusakabe x sajou #kusakabe hikaru #同級生 #he’s so FINE #PLEASEEEE PLEASE PLEASE #I’m so sick #sick and twisted #guys I’m sorry I haven’t posted I’m in college #let’s not talk about the fact that I’m in college #pretend that last tag didn’t exist #love <3 #love you all

[madebycoffee]

hmng ever since i sat down to eat breakfast i've had a very familiar soreness in the back of my throat creeping in ;__;

#madebycoffee speaks #i haven't been sick in like..... 3 years???? #i feel like i got a common cold sometime post 2020 but i can't remember exactly #if not then the last time i was sick was dec. 2019 with the flu #my allergies have been a bitch and a half to me tho this last week or two so lets pretend it's that ;__;

[running-in-the-dark]

oh my god. I'm watching The Librarians season 4 episode 6. and I. don't. like it.

#Jenkins! what the fuck! don't do that! I don't like it #my boy 😭 #maybe I'll just. pretend nothing after like. early season 3 exists. that sounds like a good plan to me #I mean hey at least Flynn seems to be gone finally?? but still #ugh rude #just. let them run around having fun adventures man. none of that sad shit! I'm already sad! #and now Jenkins is SICK in the next episode?? NO. he is immortal. I am just going to pretend that he still is. #okay does he get hurt? does he die? if he dies someone has to tell me because I cannot watch that. 😭 #the librarians

[bumblingbabooshka]

The Doctor turning into women and having romantic dalliances with men is every kind of queer...to me.

#EMH (pretending to be B'Elanna after having just SPRINTED down the hall): You wouldn't shoot a pregnant woman would you ??;; #Tuvok: (in the most 'give it up' tone possible) ...Come with Me doctor =_= #Tuvok gets docked points for falling for the ol' 'cough cough im sick' excuse but gains them all back by getting suspicious and starting #an investigation all on his own in the background <3 #Also Janeway being held captive and being just kinda pissed about the whole situation...yeah #HEHEHE I like this episode it's funny but also the stakes are high #Janeway sort of smirking and doing the 'come here' motion when that alien man was like 'do you know how to fix this?' - her swag..... #Janeway (captive and stressed beyond belief about the warp core): Yeah I have time to serve dom vibes #Tuvok - Chakotay - Janeway: Each having uniquely bad days #(Worst Security disaster ever - Got put in a morgue for hours - Held captive and threatened with death: + Voyager stranded) #I know Chakotay was unconscious for the morgue thing but still #Chakotay: -opens his eyes to see Tuvok standing there- #(they share a look like 'yeah it's some LIFE THREATENING scooby doo bullshit again') #Hey Chakotay maybe next time don't tell the imposter that you know they're an imposter right to their face <3 #Just some tactical strategy for next time <3 <- I love him I'm just being a bitch HEHEHE it was funny to me #Doctor: Hey I know we're in the middle of a serious thing here but like. Why don't we. You know. Hang out??? #Janeway: -sharp intake of breathe- ......ohhhh I don't really...DO hanging out. #YAY NAR~!!!!! GET HIS ASS~!!! #Nar I hope you live a simple but fulfilling life as a junk dealer or whatever it is you were talking about god bless <3 #Doctor: Now that I might die I have some last requests v_v Captain...throw my diary away. DO NOT. READ IT. Tuvok...I told Neelix about that #rash you got on your ass. We laughed about it for weeks. Sorry. #and then I smile and giggle and ass 'ass rash' to the Tuvok lore #SNRKEHEHE DAMN. HE GOT HARRY TOO??? #'Sorry I said you sucked absolute shit at playing the saxophone. I should have phrased it more delicately...damn it. It all becomes so clea #when you face the end.' (Harry: You said w hat????) SEVEN-!! #Seven: Stay over there computer boy =_= #SNRKEHEHEHHEHHAHAHAH #Janeway:....Is he...? / B'Elanna: NO. I've got him =_= I just deleted all that spam. He's FINE. #livetweeting

[lizzyverydizzyyo]

Astarion and Fenris are like peak stoic facade-wearing traumatized whumpee designs and I love that for them

#whump #whumpee #whump scenario #baldur's gate 3 #dragon age 2 #bg3 #astarion is literally slightly modified carbon copy of fenris and i am very happy about that #pls game devs make more of these stoic/pretending traumatized whumpees having some sick ass trauma reveal scenes #we need more #whump community #video games

[villalunae]

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

#personal #SAW A POST. LOST MY MIND #''nothing changed u mistook a man for a butch and were attracted to them so really youre just small minded and should be okay with that #attraction bc clearly you hate yourself <3'' #This Is The Lesbophobia We Are Talking About When You Guys Pretend We Cant Have Boundaries #like ohhh ishould just love a man instead <3 i should change my sexuality for you <3 i should just fuck guys huh <3 #how fucking dismissive of our experiences. how deeply sick and disgusting of you. i hope ur an adult so i wont feel bad ripping ur hair out #like how dare you! how dare you tell me NOTHING changed. how dare you look me in the eye and tell me that its the same #its not! its not. sorry some people are comfortable with labels that assert boundaries xoxo to you but im a lesbian bc i like women. not bc #i have an aesthetic attraction to a person. if i see a butch i think oh! a butch! a fellow lesbian! and am attracted #turns out to be a guy? oh! not a butch! not a fellow lesbian! nevermind :) and omg i am so normal for that <333 #like god. GOD. what a fucking piece of shit to tell lesbians we should just Let ourselves be attracted to men bc we secretly do anyway #top ten reasons i hate associating with ppl who flout no labels like it works for you im glad but you keep shoving that down my throat #and im going to commit vehicular manslaughter #i have boundaries for a reason! i am attracted to women! i dont like men! WHAT IS SO HARD TO GET THROUGH YOUR HEAD #stop TELLING every lesbian theyre secretly bi but theyre repressing and too attached to the label i will FUCKING kill you #ANYWAY. IGNORE ME LMFAO

[victimized-martyr]

Ok, for the ask thing, hope this isn’t too much, 24, 11, 13. If you feel like answering, thanks! You have fun posts/thoughts about SP

24 and 13 are answered :)

11. Is there a popular character you like that the fandom doesn't? Why?

I know that the younger (more active) fans dislike Cartman, and tend to exclude him in works. But idk if that alone makes him unpopular? He's definitely the most controversial. Against my better judgement, I do indeed, like Cartman.

He's not a character you're supposed to love. He reflects the biases and the bigotry we're all capable of, and like most sociopaths in media, he's extravagant, loves to entertain, and is charming. His saving grace is that he's only a little boy, an animated one at that, and that degree of separation to his many many crimes makes it easy for us to laugh at him. That's another thing about Cartman-- he's genuinely funny. Trey Parker puts his all into even the most offensive jokes and he finds a way to tailor them to a character's personality. I can't believe it, but I love singing "too many minorities" and "safe space" to myself while working... it's so catchy.

I used to despise Cartman and found him one note (this was watching bits of season 4 and 6. I was bareelly getting into sp. It wasn't until I saw scott tenorman that I sat down to reevaluate him) but after seeing the episodes dedicated to highlighting just how messed up he is under the surface, what drove him to act the way he does, and the few snippets we see that he's truly capable of change (and it's shocking that according to trey, it doesn't take a lot to turn Cartman around.)

He fascinates me. There hasn't been a villain/ main character quite like him before or since.

#asks #south park #eric cartman #cartman #and he's a deeply complex character too so when I talk about him I feel like I haven't said all there is to say #I could talk about how episodes like Gay Fish show there's a specific line of logic he follows #I could talk about 1% where he can't let himself feel ashamed and let go of his stuffed animals #he has to make himself suffer a story of murder and betrayal orchestrated by his vengeful doll #he has to make it entertaining. a Whole Thing #same with 'losing' liane. he can't whine and beg her to stay. he has to drive up the housing market to insane degrees until they're both #put in danger #he doesn't feel sad that he doesn't have a dad. he pretends to be sick on father's day and makes his dolls say he's awesome and kewl #I could talk about the SA trauma he went thru and how it forms his view on sex and this is told to us thru a funny back n forth by kyman #in tfbw #there's just. WAY too much to talk about with this character #and he's so unpredictable. I have no idea where his character is going next season (two months babyyyyyy) #and it's interesting for a character who acts shameless there's... a LOT of shame boiling inside. Shame that he isn't even aware of #that i'm not sure if he'll ever LET himself be aware of #shame is such an important part of his ch is why I feel he's a 3 but i wont get into ennea (yet) ghjfkdh

[2ndbat]

𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑!

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑(𝐒): many different shades of green, raspberry red/pinks.

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑(𝐒): sweet, sour, salty, savory -- really the only flavor I don't love is spicy.

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂: I like a bit of every genre. My favorite song/artist changes constantly. Right now? Listening to a lot of FNAF music.

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄(𝐒): ah man... well, recently? Spider-Verse, Barbie, FNAF, Little Mermaid Live Action.... I pretty much love all of the older animated Disney movies, lots of older animated DC movies...-- I still need to see the latest Batman before I decide on that one. I love a lot of horror movies too.

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: Timm Verse/DCAU anything, lots of other Animated DC things like Brave and the Bold, Danny Phantom, several older Anime, several Spider-Man series', and many more.

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆: "You Can't Hide" by Ck9c

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: Batman Beyond (rewatching episodes slowly)

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄: Scooby Doo Goes Hollywood (was rewatching with my partners) There's also that recent hbomberguy vid, i think that's long enough to be a movie tbh.

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆: my own drafts, trying to make sure I like what I wrote and doing a tiny bit of proof reading...

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆: various mini-docs on youtube on various subjects

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍: drafts

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Tagging: @rxtroskull @neonwebs @iobartach @knightbat @knightnoir @vitrumbra @the-blackened-dove @ectoplasmiic @question-marked

#dash game ii no day off for heroes #ooc ii amity's horrors #///ty for tagging me!~ #been sick in bed for most of the day QwQ #anyway if I tagged anyone who doesn't wanna do this #dw abt it #and if I didn't tag someone who does wanna do this #pretend I did tag you :3

[poems-of-a-lover]

im so jealous of cis guys. being able to grow up how they want and being confident in themselves and just. im so fuckin jealous. it is so hard. SO hard. to feel comfortable with someone else in a relationship when im not comfortable with myself. i hate it.

#i know this is stupid #im supposed to be proud of being trans and love myself no matter what and be proud of my identity but #fuck man sometimes id just give anything to be cis #like this shit sucks #i dont wanna fuckin do this anymore im tired of it #'nick ur only 18' YEAH I KNOW AND ITS STILL BAD #god im pissed off #i just. i hate that i cant be proud of who i am bc im not someone else. #im losing my mind i think #i wish i was cis so fuckin bad u guys. i wanna have the experiences of growing up as a boy that i missed out on. #i wish i couldve went to school dances in a suit and not had to worry about being stared at #i wish i could dress how i wanted and present myself how i feel comfortable without hearing those goddamn whispers behind my back #im sick and fuckin tired of it #anyway <3 im done <3 im gonna go watch youtube and pretend like i dont exist <3 #vent #dysphoria mention