#12 yo me also disliked jm bc this was coming after Taylor squared and i was a Jacob black fan

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I really do hate the way I sang along to Dear John at age 12 just thinking the dude was a jerk (and a weirdo). Only to go and relate to every word in that song a few years later

#that song is still sometimes too painful to listen to #it’s too real but I love the triumph in the bridge #I was deadass 19 when I met him - we didn’t start dating till I was 20 but still #12 yo me also disliked jm bc this was coming after Taylor squared and i was a Jacob black fan #dear John #I hate when you get older and actually relate to some of her saddest songs