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#..... i say all this but im abt to spend hours upon hours doing nothint but homework and studying fhdkskdks
magnoliamyrrh
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2 years
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#i feel like i do such a bad job at being disabled lol
#i should be ~overcoming it ~not letting it hold me back ~using it as a learning experience and motivation to fulfill my dreams
#or whatver the fuck
#but nah im just. pissed off about it. depressed about it. feel trapped in a prepetually ill flesh prison
#..... i lost some very important animal instincts when i was too young. the will to live. the fear of death.
#and now. when i look at the amount of effort i will have to put in every day of my life while i likely get worse. just to do things that
#to other people are ×10 times more easy to do and mondane.
#i realize over and over again that i simply do not have enough will to live to put up with it all
#..... even when i dont feel bad mentally.....
#like yea maybe it would be worth it. there is a lot of beauty and wonder and good in the world etc etc whatever
#but a bitch be tired. i do not have the want to live nor the fear of death to wake up every day and make the best of it and endure it and
#put up with it
#im actually in a pretty good mood lmao. but. if i could just drop dead or stop existing right now. i would
#..... i say all this but im abt to spend hours upon hours doing nothint but homework and studying fhdkskdks
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