#-drawing lunar with all their internals exposed is first drawing kinda boring oversimplified wires and components.

[starheirxero]

i NEED to get weirded about tsams. i need to draw it with more weirdly religious themes. i need to draw it with more grief. i need to draw it with more wires and machinery. i need to incite the feeling of bright angels and the unfathomable divine. i need to incite the feeling of sand between your fingers and a heavy weight in your heart. i need to incite the feeling of fragility and looking at something you're not truly supposed to see. i NEED TO GET WEIRDER ABOUT THIS SHOW!!!!!

#xero says things #ITS SO HARD TO DO BC I'M A PERFECTIONIST BUT I NEED TO DO IT REGARDLESS #I NEED TO BE LESS SCARED OF BEING WEIRD 'BADLY' SO I CAN EVOLVE INTO THE KIND OF WEIRD I STRIVE TO BE #the path to drawing a tarot card-esque picture of lord eclipse wrapped around a praying (and crying) sunvant is first drawing weird shapes- #-and bad anatomy. the path to drawing solar missing his sun is first drawing awkward poses and slightly off expressions. the path to- #-drawing lunar with all their internals exposed is first drawing kinda boring oversimplified wires and components. #i WILL learn and i WILL get weirder. amen