#* mine WELL NOW I'M DONE !!!!!!!!!

[beets]

baby, bi bi bi

#911 #911edit #evan buckley #buddie #this has been in my drafts for months bc i'm the slowest gif maker in the world and bad at finishing things (wanted to get it done before #s7 oops) but it's even more apt now ig even though i've seen like 6 other versions of it out there already. oh well here's mine #(and bonus i got to include those last two gifs so it worked out) #sorry again that the lone star one is such shit quality i literally can't find a hq version of that episode idk what to tell you #there are things missing from this but i just wanna post it before next episode and i need to go to bed i have to work tomorrow bye (bi bi) #beets.gif

[somuchforstardust]

stay here, honey, i don't want to share ❤︎

#well now i'm done <3 #fall out boy #fobedit #falloutboyedit #fobcreators #pete wentz #patrick stump #peterick #mine(2010)

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #david tennant #camille coduri #noel clarke #merry crisis!!! #baby ten in nine's clothes #still sad we didn't get to see old man ten in thirteen's outfit #SIGH #oh well it's almost 2023 guys can you believe it #11 more months until dw is back!!!!!!!!! scream #update on my vivillon quest: i only need ocean now!!! 2 more ocean pins and i'm DONE #tomorrow i get to go pick up these christmas cream puffs i ordered and i am so excited #and i also get to dog sit for my cousin and i'm very excited for that as well

[iraprince]

Hiii, i love your stuff and kinda from a distance really look up at you for, in my perception, being able to express yourself without giving a fuck. Thats sick dude, Im so so afraid, of absolutely everything, its nice to think like i might grow into someone less apologetic of my existence. Nice to see people just being yknow

hey, thank you, this is really really nice. the secret that is probably not a secret is that i am also deeply afraid a lot of the time lmao -- but less than i used to be, and in ways that feel less stifling and self-suffocating, if that makes sense.

like, it used to be "i'm scared that if i express myself the way i want to, everyone will find me obnoxious, so let's just sand those edges down to be safe" -- now my fears are more like "now that i'm expressing myself in a way that feels natural and real, i'm afraid that it's all stupid/vapid/not worthwhile or meaningful" (<- specifically abt my art) or "i'm happy that i talk and act the way i want to now, but what if it makes me impossible to befriend," etc etc etc. which still feels bad and puts me in a funk a lot of the time but at least it's a fear that comes After/in reaction to doing stuff, rather than a fear that STOPS me from doing stuff, you know? like, it's evolved into a kind of fear that's less in my way.

anyway. i believe you'll experience something like this, because wanting to grow is the first step of growing. the fact that u hope or wish for something different means you're already on your way. to fewer fucks!! or at least distributing the fucks u give in a way that serves u better

#stuff like accepting that i'm reserved and i'm not very accessible via messages. #or that my online tone isn't very bubbly and it's weird and uncomfortable to force it. #i stop letting fears about that shape my behavior ('i'll look mean or snotty so let's force markers of Friendliness to avoid that!!') - #- and instead act the way i want to and then trade it in for new fears that come After the action. #also a good reminder to give urself is that if ur fear is abt how other ppl perceive u (as 90% of mine is personally) #u really... can't actually control that. and being very very anxious abt it all the time is usually ur brain throwing a tantrum abt not-- #--having that control. bc it is understandably very scary that u don't have that control #as much as it sucks + is terrifying the truth is the only thing u can do is ask urself 'am i behaving in a way that i'm proud of' #'am i behaving in a way that's in alignment w my values + what i think is important' #bc if the answer to that is yes and somebody hates u or is deeply offended by ur existence anyway. well. literally not ur problem #but obv being at peace w that is way way easier said than done + requires tons of practice and will take. probably. years. which is fine #i am stuck with myself. i can either contort myself forever trying to be someone everyone will like and find totally nonthreatening and- #inoffensive and in the process exhaust myself totally and never feel safe or natural myself. OR #i can say okay. so i am a kind of prickly guy with stern and drab speech patterns and close to no social energy. and i think i can still be #-sexy and fun this way. and it is up to other ppl to figure out if they can agree w me on that #ANYWAY enough rambling for now. just another one of those things i think abt a lot so i have a lot of ready-made sentences abt it in mind

[catchyhuh]

If you'd be willing to share: Thoughts on Fujiko x Lupin?

WILLING? I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR A MEDICAL EXCUSE TO DO SO now you want thoughts or you want thoughts because i’m passionate about these bitches and their dynamic.

but first thing's first look at this :)

for starters, i’m a firm believer that fujiko does love him. it’s just that, like i’ve said before, she doesn’t express it normally? people love the “aloof cool guy who’s only sort of soft with his love interest” trope all the time and she’s just the girl version of that!! i’m sick of people insisting they want mean girlfriends and then blanching when they see lupin blushing over a woman being sarcastic with him. get it together guys!!

the reality is that if you really look at their relationship throughout the series, lupin is rarely, if ever, actually upset by her frequent betrayal. it’s not… totally manipulation if you know it's coming and seem to expect it every time. clearly, lupin has a particular fondness for people who understand he’s somehow a genius AND stupid as hell and get giddy over expensive rocks. and speaking of jesus christ give jigen a break lupy he’s gonna burst a blood vessel if he finds out you gave fujiko the third insanely valuable cursed artifact of the month. what do you MEAN it’s possessed you. AGAIN??

fujiko just. is weird about things. you know? she just gets silly with it. it makes sense: if you've used affection as nothing more than a tool for most of your life, you'd show sincere love differently. if fujiko didn’t really love lupin, why would she come back to him? why would she turn to him, SINCERELY turn to him, when she could get help from any other pitiful little man trailing her heels? oh god mamo remember mamo? fujiko gave up immortality bc he couldn’t come along with her. she gave up living in her prime forever all because it wouldn’t be the same without her weird little boyfriend. amour!

i can refute any claim a Hater makes. any and all. “fujiko is selfish” points you to the other characters “lupin only likes her for her looks” well it’s obviously a factor i mean look at her. but when doing dirty work for other hot babes has threatened his life even barely he taps out and calls out the woman like "wtf i couldve died" and yet he continues to fawn over fujiko, ESPECIALLY when she does some cool murder shit. he met fujiko’s ancestor in that elusiveness of the fog special or w/e it was called and specifically said “she even has her toughness heart emoji" or some shit! “fujiko is materialistic” points you to the other characters “fujiko wasn’t bothered by the thought of lupin dying in alcatraz connection” neither was goemon they know he fakes this shit all the time. and in fact when they really DID think lupin was dead in missed by a dollar it took fujiko a whole second to break out of her shock that lupin was alive and she immediately laughed and hugged him so tight he almost lost his grip on the steering wheel! “lupin’s just stupid when it comes to her” points you to the other ch

i keep saying i’m gonna make a compilation of all the times they actually express love as the average joe gets it but. not today. nay

#get behind me fujiko mine i'll protect you from people who don't understand how sick as hell you are #nobody asked but i uh. actually also joked about making a similar luzeni comp. this blog is now taking clip suggestions #lupin iii #lupin the third #lupin #fujiko #fujilup #damn this using tags for their intended purpose of organization is kinda fuckin with me OOH WAIT #asks #okay now we're done! sorry for going off i'm insane about her. well them both really but #lupinions

[lycoris-artcorner]

I'll forever be frustrated about Skids plotline

(demonstrated through MTMTE and Lost Light panels)

Nautica became that someone for Skids, Amica Endurae who saw him for his kindness, she changed him for better

Then Lost Light basically applied that Nautica betrayed Skids and pointed out that she acted out of character

And it's all while we could have had completely adequate satisfying ending for his story arc (in MTMTE notebooks)

I'm sorry I can't take that anymore all stuff that happened was completely unnecessary to begin with ughhh WHY

#This is canon for me now #Not to mention such ending to Skids arc would be positive message to send #Killing Skids off don't make any sense especially the way it was done #What Rached couldn't stop him from moving? I'm sorry that's stupid #And what Nautica forgetting him gave? Nothing just sad for the sake of sad bullshit #How it was handled eats me alive it doesn't make damn sense #Literally all was needed is to comfort Skids cause none of what happened was his fault and boom all well #incoherent thoughts #mtmte #lost light #tf mtmte #mtmte skids #mtmte nautica #transformers #transformers mtmte #more than meets the eye #And don't get me started on pointless death of Nightbeat #Cuz that's another beef of mine #I didn't even finish reading Lost Light #idw skids #Skids #idw nautica #Nautica #tf skids #tf nautica #idw transformers #Mtmte notebooks #james roberts #maccadams #jro

[sirtadcooper]

Twenty-five icons of the Twelfth Doctor (Doctor Who).

250 x 250px.

Please like/reblog if you use or save them, thank you! :)

Want another colour? Just ask.

My other Doctor Who icons are tagged with #dw icons.

My old icons are available via my icons page and icons tag.

Icons under the cut:

+bonus:

#doctor who #dwedit #doctorwhoedit #twelfth doctor #twelfthdoctoredit #twice upon a time #peter capaldi #petercapaldiedit #moffatedit #iconsnetwork #dw icons #doctor who icons #*mine #*icons #another nostalgic twelve era thing from me i promise i will make something new one day haha #i was rewatching and was hit once again by all of my twelve emotions #i love this shot as he's saying hate is always foolish and love is always wise and it was my icon for a while in 2018 #i thought it would be interesting to have a second go at it considering all i have learned since #it's definitely an improvement but then again i think this shot is impossible to colour very well haha i like a challenge but #i've been fiddling with sliders for days now and i really just need to move on so i'm posting him he's done! see you again in 2030 i guess

[ardentlytess]

WISH ME LUCK - OFFICIAL TEASER — dir. poy pannares ruchirananta; coming 2023

#wish me luck #wish me luck the series #fiat patchata #na naphat #bl drama #thai bl #lextag #mjtag #userbillkin #usersarawatine #userlotad #userpharawee #tuseralexa #to watch #mine #i was already super super excited for this one because i've loved everything na & fiat have done so far #& now tonnam is in it as well???? #fuck yeah omg i don't even know how i'm going to be able to wait until 2023 for this

[rosenfey]

honestly I think the one good thing to take away from this is the realisation that I don't need to prove my love for a thing™ for it to be real. I don't need to post abt a character that I love for it to seem like my enjoyment of them is valid and I don't need to post abt my ships in order to seem like I am committed to them. my love for things is simply there and there is no competition, for the love I feel is mine and the way I tackle character dynamics is also truly unique because I am also the only me the world has. basically I don't need to seek validation for liking things by actively posting abt them and making content for them because something like that can't be measured by the amount of posts. when you truly love something it's something that comes from your heart and not the online presence you create, that's just separate. I am no less of a fan because I don't engage with ppl or don't post actively. the love is in there and I don't need to prove myself to anyone for it to be real and meaningful

#ambie.txt #I'm so done comparing myself to everyone. I am worth it on my own. I don't need to compete with anyone #my love for things is mine and it's different from anyone else's because we are all different also #and the way we enjoy things is unique to who we are as people #there is no competition if you truly love yourself and that's something I wanna try and do #I got a panic attack yesterday during the stream because I felt this pressure I need to liveblog it like everyone else #so that I prove that I love this game and gale. I know it's silly but it made me so miserable #seeing everyone post abt it I felt I need to do so as well. and then I broke down and couldn't watch it at all #so I'm gonna catch up now on my own pace. because I know my worth and I don't need to prove myself to anyone #love is love and it doesn't need open declarations online for it to be real #I will not exaggerate when I say gale saved my life because I was seriously considering ending it. and that's enough for me. #I'm going to focus on the love within me from now on

[kickassfu]

what if?

and i mean what if

i just got my ass out of the chair

got dressed

put the clothes out to dry outside

and did something?

what if?

huh?

what if

#why does this seem like a poem? LOL #and i need to got to my 'sister's' place to take care of her dog after lunch #because she has to go to work and the dog is a ball full of anxiety and can't be alone for too long #so i should try to get something done around the house before i go #and the longer i take to put the clothes outside the more i'm wasting time and then the clothes won't dry properly #why am i like this #why aren't the meds a fix all #why can't i just do things #why must i hate myself like this lol #i'm just bitching dont worry #i'm going to get my ass up right now #ig i just needed to say it to do it #i'm breathing i'm doing it #cool #mine #ig i'll tag it as one of my poems hahaha #might as well make something out of nothing #my poems

[lunetual]

pov: u are at a fansign for yoo kihyun. he smiles. your heart skips a beat. this is fine. you are fine. (you are not fine.)

#yoo kihyun #kihyun #monsta x #mx7net #monstaxedit #mx #do you all ever think about the time you HAD the chance to spend 200 dollars for like a guaranteed 45 second fancall w yoo kihyun #and you didn't bc you were like. that's 200 dollars for 45 seconds that's preposterous. #but now you sit and reflect and think about how much money you've spent under the pretense of 'well i didn't spend 200 that one time' #and realize you might as well have done it because you may have had 200 fewer dollars BUT you could have seen kihyun like this #anyway !! #im fine i don't pay my idols to talk to me i'm normal !!! #she says as universe autodraws money for pms ;ALDJSFL;KAJ </3 #mine: gif #mx.meg #usermowah #usergyukai #marieblr #wabisarah #marekwan #cheytermelon #wings if you read those tags. DON'T make fun of me #:SOB:

[arsonist-chicken]

hehehe fourth day in a row I've slept until 5pm because I fucked up my sleep rhythm staying up until 7am but probably more likely because of the ✨curses✨, but at least today I finally saw some sunlight again by walking to the store to still make it before they close. this is fine.

#the curses are mental illness aka depression or whatever idk man just give me some energy to be able to live my everyday life #i mean i thought i was getting sick on tuesday evening so i already planned to not go to uni on wednesday #also because i hadn't done a presentation but i really thought i was getting sick too #and it's been downhill from then #the last two nights i said to myself at lik 6am i'll sleep four hours now until 10 so i have the day to work and then can actually sleep #normal again but either i didn't hear my alarm or i turned it off and woke up again when it was still light outside #but close enough to already the sun setting that i was not gonna get any sun #the psychologist who did my adhd exam said i could start treatment with her but i'm a little wary of that #since my insurance still hasn't let me know if they'd partly cover that or if she's not in that system. idk how it works. #and also she's a psychologist not a psychotherapist #and no offense to my friend but i saw my friend studying psychology and becoming a psychologist after she finished her degree #and I don't think she'd be educated at all to actually offer therapy #she just does evaluations and such now but no therapy #and damn if I'm going to spend my emergency money on therapy because well it's not covered here then i at least want it to actually work #and actually be therapy. like working on the adhd and depression; not just an adhd coaching #that would have helped when i was in school or just starting uni but by now i definitely also need therapy for the depression that evolved #from all the issues. also maybe just brain chemistry idk. #mine

[mchiti]

I just got my result of last week exam and I got 30 ...... (italian university grading system uses this 30 point scale that goes from 18 to 30 btw) so yeah.........it went good..................................

#texted my baba he told me: I had no doubts #OKAY WELL I HAD DOUBTS #I DOUBT MYSELF ALL THE TIME #this one nightmare is over now one less yallah let's hang in there until my 2 other exams in june #and this thesis that apparently needs me to be written. ALMOST THERE. #imma celebrate I want to buy the hakim ajax black jersey bc I only have the classic home shirt one. #i saw it from one seller I'm like this has to be mine this has been my dream for the past 4 years #let's see how much they want. anyways done talking

[master-k0hga]

| T A M I R A |

[ Category: The Promised Land ]

| This is Tamira, or Tammy for short before I actually gave her a full on name lmao- She's the partner of the chieftain of the Frostclaw Traders tribe, Takeshi. Tammy runs a Pharmacy with Andy as her assistant (a previous boy I introduced like a while ago); She is very good when it comes to medical diagnostics and even making her own healing and medicinal remedies too! Which are a very recommended source of keeping yourself safe from sickness and injuries in the harshest bone chilling winter of the Glacier Mountains Resort (and just in the cold mountains in general, it can get really ruthless out there!)

... Hoping I'll ever be able to actually draw the landscapes of this land someday cuz poorly putting it into words does it no justice and writing and describing environments is definitely NOT my strong suit whatsoever.. I draw for a fcking reason, words don't bode well for my struggling brain

... Fun fact, she is my second trans female OC that I have.... I'mean it's not rly a fun fact since nobody gives a damn but I love her very much and I really enjoy her design quite a lot here! Ofc like all my other OCs who are part of the Frostclaw, she was also a Yiga roughly during the time BotW first came out.. Still was trans then as she is now but just part of a personal project for me now-

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INFO

Name: Tamira Species: Ice Elf General Personality: Shy, timid, supportive, easy going, hardworking, friendly, empathetic Height: 7ft "2" Relationship Status: In a relationship

Extra Info:

Works and is in charge of the Pharmacy along with anything relating to medical and hospitality within the small town; And her staff mainly consist of not only average healthy lifestyles, but also those who have had history or a rough past of health complications or addictions

She's also a part time therapist and assistant for the leader of the town, who is also her partner; Takeshi. She files and deals with important phone calls and paperwork whilst he is better and more vocal with meetings with other outside leaders and such

She loves to sew in her free time, it soothes her and definitely helps with her stresses of life and her job, which is the burden of carrying everyone's problems and health; Which she believes she has to deal with herself, to which she really doesn't and has been told several times by her protective boyfriend. It's also thanks to Tammy for the productive and comfortable design and advantage the clothing that the Frostclaw wear

Her mother died from an illness when she was young and her father had eventually succumbed to his dementia when he got older, she never got the chance to tell her parents of her coming out as trans years ago. Not caring whether they would've accepted her or not since she would have Takeshi to support her, she personally believes there is now unfinished business with her parents

Enjoys hot baths, however needs to bathe by herself as she is still self conscious about her body

Has gotten angry, like full on angry on a couple of occasions; One time getting mad at her assistant at the Pharmacy she runs (Andy) for being rather discriminatory about one of her then clients at the time, safe to say he kept his mouth shut about judging others and overtime started being influenced by Tammy's empathic nature.. Even though he's still a dick

Is a vegetarian, she used to eat meat from time to time as a kid however became very off put by it one day when she was in her teens after accidentally witnessing someone from the outside walls disrespectfully mutilate a lamb. She has not eaten meat since and has gone for more animal free alternatives to most products like butter, milk and cheese

Her grandparents owned a farm just outside the town that she sometimes manages along with a couple other volunteers; She has at least two of some animals likes pigs, cows, sheep, chickens and goats along with a few other critters that are not known nor exist in our worlds. Her grandparents passed the rights to the farm to her in their will before they died.

Despite not doing it directly to hurt something or someone but in case she is in need of defending herself; She's actually rather skilled with a bow, even going so far as to shoot three arrows at a time. Only times she's ever "used" it however was to ward off potential trespassers or poachers trying to get close to her grandparent's farm; Especially as said farm is now under the protection of the Golden Palace

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I think that's all I have for her right now, I didn't really have all that much for Tammy when I started re-purposing my former Yiga OCs back on DA, I was pretty much starting out on trying to figure out what I wanted to do for them at the time so... Pretty much this is her new purpose now, I think it kinda fits for someone such as her... She's free, but she also has morals that more people definitely need in this world..

Now I just need to finish off her boyfriend Takeshi since his re-design sketch has been sitting collecting dust in my files for literal months.. I think I made him before Tammy as well so like?? Weird tbh??

But he's just his stoic and kinda scary, while also being a very kind self so... Yeah Idk..

. Tamira, Art © Me . DON’T RE-POST .

#MASTER-K0HGA #Ary / Kohga Chronicles #Ary / Kohga OCs and Works #Tammy #Tamira #OC #transfemale #trans #Ice Elf #Frosclaw #Frostclaw Traders #The Promised Land #Original Character #My OC #My Character #My Art #Fandomless #Just realized I don't rly need to use the re-post tags anymore cuz now I'm actually getting to new stuff now or new versions of my OC #drawings that I'm posting on this blog here.. So from here on out even if you recognize an OC of mine somewhat... I'm most likely re-drawin #them anyways cuz some old designs are kinda not good.... Like at all in my opinion so Idk... oh well don't matter #I feel like I'm actually almost close to done when it specifically comes to the Frostclaw tribe #Cuz as I said all of them were Yiga OCs one time before I decided to re-purpose them officially and stuff back on DA.. #But I believe I just have the odd few to get on with then they'll be all done for now til I've completely finish off all my OC refs and stu #Then I can get on with proper like world building. lore and all that sorts afterwards! #Which I'm kinda looking forward to but also dreading at the same time cuz I am not rly good with stuff other than OCs and #Humanoid like designs and characters.... And tbh I'm doing this all by myself. I have no one helping me here so I know it's gonna be like.. #Wonky... In some areas and whatnot... But anyways that's enough from me for tonight- I'm already tired and I just got on my laptop today #.... Not like this won't already be over a week or a month since the last art spam anyways.. And nobody looked at any of it last time...! #So... Yeah... Whatever... Not like I have anybody to speak to anyways so whatever who cares...-

[annieisyourfavourite]

gonna kms for real, i can't have one fucking day where things don't go horribly wrong huh

#lost my wallet!! while on a fucking island for an audition!!! #i went over and over the few places that i went #so now I'm like positive i dropped it at the farmers market #that i stopped at before the audition. and that closed at 2 #my audition wasn't done til 3 #so i have no license no money and i had like $50 in cash in there #at least i was BARELY able to make the 4pm ferry so i can #make it to my 5pm shift at fucking work tonight. for like 5 hours #god. gonna kms for real #put SO much effort into today to make sure everything went right #and i had everything i needed to make both the audition and work #(bc u know. very disabled body and all that) #and the audition went well. i was like oh damn is everything actually gonna work out for annie after all??? #NOPE! OF COURSE NOT! I SHOULD HAVE FUCKING KNOWN!!!!!!!! #mine #anyway. gonna drive 50 mph into a brick wall

[viaetor]

hello everyone! with everything that's been going on, as well as some other irl matters, i'll be taking a break from this blog for a few weeks or so. this is just to recharge my mental energy and look after my mental health, which hasn't been great for the past couple of months if i'm honest. so i want to focus on my friendships, on my research and on my commissions---you know, things that actually do me well! we all need it. please take care of yourselves and look after your needs and safety. i'll see you soon!

#❛ㅤ𓆩✦𓆪ㅤ:ㅤooc﹔ㅤㅤ/ㅤㅤchaos and aether simpery. #i'll still be replying to IMs and discord messages and i'm always down for plotting and whatnot #i'm not dropping anything! i just need a break from this space as of now yk #and i know that i have on my guidelines that i don't participate in callouts. #but since me and my friends have been directly affected by this individual #i think it'd be unethical of me to stay complacent or silent about this #of course please make your own educated opinions on the matter as i've done mine #i just wanna cultivate a safe and cosy space for myself and others #as always; stay hydrated and well-fed and look after yourself ! #with fontaine dropping soon i hope we can all have fun collectively #cheers and many mwahs and best wishes from ur local myrrh! #callout / #negativity /