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ask-sketch-and-pals · 4 months
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onisionquotes · 6 years
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The Call/This Is Cray/etc
mirror of video Hi there, yeah, hi it's me. How you doin'? Hah. So, I gotta talk about the elephant in the room, the elephant you don't know is in the room, but I wanna talk about that elephant. You guys know I like sharing my personal life with you. I LOVE SHARING ITS SO FUN! It's kind of like I gossip but I dont really like gossiping about other people, I moreso enjoy gossiping about myself. So with that being said. I wanna talk about something that happened recently. First of all, my spouse manages my business emails. Laineybot [GROAN]. So after six years or uh, seven years… six sev six sev… seven years. I had somebody record videos with me a long time ago, over six years ago. And they're obviously enjoying being in the video, I mean they volunteered to be in the videos. And you know down the line that person and I, because we were dating and stuff, well I decided to end things with them and they went home to Canada. And then I decided to get back with them, for like the ninetieth[?] time and they were taking money from me so they could survive in Canada for a while, and they picked that money up that I sent to them on a regular basis with their "guy friend". But later on, one of my fans informed me that that "guy friend" who they were regularly picking up money in the car of at the money tree or whatevers in Canada. That person had actually gotten them pregnant while they were dating me and taking money from me. I, of course, fell apart and walked 6 miles to Dennys. And in that Dennys, I uh, there's nothing really that happened at Dennys I just fell apart more. I walked home, six miles or whatever, and eventually a person named Taylor my spouse put me back together. So I used to work with somebody in videos a long time ago and then they got pregnant with someone elses baby and recently I've been uploading those videos that I did with that person so long ago because even though they did that to me, even though they took my money and we were dating and then they got pregnant with someones baby. Like even though there's all that really like not-so-great feeling there, I still enjoy the art. You know, the work we did together. It's very… nice. It's wonderful really. That person was really very funny and I can see that, despite… having gone through those things with them. But I got an email, or Lainey got an email, because Lainey manages the business. And I can't show it to you, because the last time I showed you guys and email, I got in a lot of trouble on youtube. I don't know why I got in trouble, but I did. So I can't like, show screencaps anymore I just have to like, repeat them. Oh! But I will post this to the corteria[?] on onision.org/forums which only like six people have access too. It's a hidden forum within the forum. It's pretty cool. But I will post this screenshot there. Anyway, it says: "To whom it may concern, you are being advised that any and all material containing imagery, sound or likeness of that persons name is to be immediately removed from any public sites." NO. The answer is NO. Okay. You can't do that. When somebody volunteers to be in a video you can't just say "you know what, I revoke it" NO. The agreement was you are giving me property. It is mine now. There was never any talk of anything outside that. Just because it is years later and you no longer feel like "oh I love these things" you still did them, and you still volunteered yourself to be in those videos. To revoke the right for me distributing content that I made, with you as a volunteer, that is totally bonkers. If that person from over six years ago, wants to go and try take everything that's mine just because it slightly involves them, uh well, then I say you give me back the thousands of dollars that you took from me. You give me back the money I sent you when you were with that other guy, uh, you give me back all the money I spent on plane tickets for you, you give me back all the money I spent on outfits and food and housing et cetera. I think we're about… $50,000 by now? You give me back all that, and yes I will take them down. But here's the thing. I am not even really making any money off of most those videos. Reality check. And I am keeping those comedy sketches up because they're awesome and I love those comedy sketches. And I'm not going to just throw away all that wonderful stuff, because somebody who got pregnant with another persons baby while dating me, no longer enjoys the sketches as much as I do. Anyway, they say "You have not been given any rights to publish these." Yes. I was. They were in them! They were literally… UGH. Ok guys, so when you voluntarily collaborate with someone, when you play out characters in a video. Like lets say I got in a banana costume and I was featured in a DanIsNotOnFire video, or I was in a uh smosh video or I was in any of your favourite youtuber video ok? If I was in like a banana costume dancing around in the background, could you imagine just because I didnt like them anymore that I went and sent them a letter saying "you must remove all this immediately!" It just.. to me… it seems…. there's not better word than bonkerschnitzel. Tha-thats literally… its beyond bonkers. It's bonkerschnitzel to just - because you feel like it. To pretend you were never ever totally cool with being in a video and totally gave permission does not like "I JUST FILMED SOMEONE SLEEPING" it's not how it went. They say they expect to receive proof that everything is gone within five days, and it's like dude, come on. Wha? This just makes me think why do I work with anyone ever? Why do I have anyone in my videos ever? If down the line they are just gonna cause an issue. I just want to make awesome funny videos, and if I can't make an awesome funny video with someone without them worrying that later on they'll be like "I dont want this video out there anymore" its like ugh you're ruining everything!! Anyway they say if I don't comply with their demands it's going to result in a cause of action. I dont know what that means. It says I should govern myself accordingly. Again, question mark. Anyway, its cute that they think they can just pretend permission was never given to something even though it is beyond obvious that permission was given for something. But in no rational world does this hold merit. In fact I have my phone here, lets see if we can call call this guy (G = Greg, M = Manager) G: Hi I got an email that says I need to remove videos with an artist of yours. M: Yeah G: Yeah M: Greg? G: Yeah. M: This is her manager. Uh, hi Greg. G: Permission to use those videos is beyond obvious. M: uh, what is it written? Can you send me a document where she signed off to agree to do that? G: Are you saying I had a gun to her head? M: No I'm not saying I had a gun to her head, I'm asking for the agreement. Can you send it to me? Then we're good to go. G: Yeah, well to prove in any court that someone was unwillingly participating in a video I would be amazed to see that happen. M: Yeah well if you give me your address we can get to court if that's required. I'm asking you, one professional to another, uh, these videos are six years old to remove those videos completely from your site and to have some human decency to get that - G: You realise these are comedy sketches right? And when you volunteer to be in a comedy video sketch and its beyond obvious that someone is willingly volunteering in the sketch does that seem, uh, wait Ok lets be real and honest real quick ok? It's obvious she's voluntarily in the videos. It's obvious. Like there's no situation in which you say "oh that person wasnt willingly in a video?" cause they are. It's obvious! M: Oh.. ok I'm not interested in a debate - G: That's because the debate doesnt work in your favor. it's so obvious like do you understand that if somebody is doing something that they're either willingly doing it or they're not willingly doing it which means someone's holding them at ransom or something. M: okay well again - G: You know you're wrong is my point? M: Whether I'm wrong or right is not relevant to this discussion G: It's totally important. M: What I'm asking you to do is to simply take those videos down. If you wanna send me your information, if you want to escalate this, I am more than happy to escalate this to a court and lets see what they say. G: Oh my god, so you know for a fact that this person is willingly in those videos, yet you're gonna escalate this to a court because you're so dishonest? it's so obvious that somebody is in the videos willingly and you know this. Yet you're gonna try and take legal action against somebody despite the fact you are so obviously wrong? M: Greg, let me tell you something G: Just be a real human, just be a real person dude. You know they were willingly in those videos. M: So do me a favor and send me your contact information - G: you're trying to avoid the real conversation because you know you're wrong M: I'm not having this conversation because it's not a conversation I want to have G: because you're wrong. you are so wrong. you know they are voluntarily in that video. why would they be in costume? why would they be in costume? why would they be in costume, acting, playing a character unless they were voluntarily in the video? And they were compensated! They were compensated! M: if you're going to do all the talking, this is going to be a one way conversation. G: because your only response is "Send me your address" thats just creepy. M: No, I'm not asking for your address, send me your attorneys address and I'm happy to escalate this if you want too. G: why would I waste money proving on that someone was who was obviously in a video was obviously in a video voluntary? M: then simply take the videos down they're volunt- G: WHY WOULD I DO THAT WHEN I OWN THESE? Ok I paid this actor through housing, through food etc M: How much did you pay her, I'm sorry? G: Housing, food, et cetera, plane tickets, everything. M: Do you have a contract? G: Do I have proof that the person was voluntarily in the video you fucking idiot? M: No do you have a contract? G: YOU ARE A FUCKING IDIOT DUDE. THEY WERE OBVIOUSLY VOLUNTARY BECAUSE THEY'RE IN A COSTUME, THEY'RE PLAYING A ROLE. THERE'S NO GUN TO THEIR HEAD HOW FUCKING STUPID DO YOU HAVE TO BE? M: actually there was a gun in that video if i recall G: OH MY GOD YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT ITS OBVIOUSLY A FAKE GUN. Are you actually saying you're going to try and prove in court that they are actually held at gunpoint to do a video? You are so fucking stupid. You are a fraud. You are a fucking fraud. M: Greg, if you continue to disparage me, this conversation is over. G: you are not a real human. you're not a real human. you can't have a conversation M: Right, and the only person who has been talking is you. G: Actually you've been talking too Mr Technical. -CALL END- Alright, so that guy is a jerk [LAUGH] I have to make that whole phone call private, only patrons are going to hear it, it might not even be on there for long … patron only thing? I cant believe this. I just [exhales air] This guy, I'm on the phone with this guy. and he's literally saying this person wasn't voluntarily in there if i dont have a contract with them when they're obviously voluntarily in the video. they're in costume, they're acting out a character. Like this is the world we live in were someone who is obviously participating in something and someone is gonna be like "Well technically I'm taking this to court" ANYWAY. So I really really dont like that fella. In fact lets call him back. [VOICEMAIL] Aww he didnt answer. Darn it, anyway. So, feel free to let me know what you think in the comments. Should someone be able to revoke permission to be in a video because down the line they are no longer happy about the fact that they were in comedy sketches forever ago? Should people do that? Ugh I'm so frustrated. This is the differenc between honest, saying yeah, I volunteered to be in this video all that time ago so I can't take away that rights or anything like that, and someone who is like in the most not honest way possible, lash out at this person from so many years ago by taking away something that isn't even mine. I just can't believe that question. Is it in writing? As to whether or not that person was voluntarily in that video. Because are you not human? Can you not see with your eyes that that person is literally in costume, in character right there totally willing. Like what do they think happened? I'd like for them to explain a situation where that person wasn't voluntarily there. Like any proof whatsoever. That that person wasn't voluntarily there. if you look at comedy sketch after comedy sketch after comedy sketch, they are there, recording in different costumes and I have all the behind the scenes footage too! So I can literally prove all the conversations that we had, there was nothing except them volunteering to be there. In fact I have footage of that person asking to continue recording a video even though I had stopped recording with them, because I knew I could play the character better than they could in that scene. And they were like "no no no I wanna continue". It's one thing to have something in writing, but to have someones voice and face on film saying they want to be on video? You lost.
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pinkuboa · 6 years
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i didnt expect a cool rpgm blog to unironically/uncritically reblog from someone whos url is basically 'i hate gays' about them justifying pretending to be trans but uh… here we are
The post this anon was talking about is this one right here. I’ll answer this here and any further questions or reblogs will be taken to my personal at @detective-columbo.  
Well, first, let me thank you for thinking my blog is cool!  I’m glad you’ve enjoyed it for the most part aside from this post.  I haven’t been doing much as of late but hopefully I can start scheduling myself to answer more questions on the blog.
Secondly, I don’t know what you’re trying to accomplish with your tone, as you’re addressing me passive aggressively.  I understand that you’re hurt by the fact that I reblogged that post, but I don’t know what you want from me.  Have you already unfollowed my blog?  Is this a break up message letting me know what I’ve done wrong and you just getting your anger out as well as what I did wrong before you leave?  
Are you still here and want me to know what I did was uncool, and stated in a passive aggressive manner because you were too hurt to state it in a normal “I disagree with you and I’m upset that you did this because of X & Y” way?  You could of just said “I like your blog, but what you rebloged was wrong and I disagree on it” instead.  I’ve always been open towards discussion here on pinkuboa.  All I can think of is that you were so hurt by me reblogging a post you didn’t agree with that you had to passive aggressively state your grievances rather than starting a dialogue with me.  I hope if you still follow me in the future you don’t fear stating your mind with me freely without skirting around the issue.  Nobody likes getting passive aggressive messages, as they bog down communication rather than get the issue at hand out in the open.  It’s a fuzzy way to share your feelings and thoughts on things, just stating them is better.  Please don’t do that again.
It seems like you’re too hurt to listen to me in this situation (and I get that), but I’ll tell you why I reblogged that post.
I reblogged it because I think people shouldn’t pretend to be something they aren’t on the net just to escape hate, and people shouldn’t hate people who ship something as long as it’s not pedophila or anything like that.  
I don’t feel like you read the same post I did.  The entire chain of reblogs was them talking to a few other people about (paraphrasing here) “I was too sympathetic in my initial post, but don’t support the fact that they were pretending to be trans at all and said so in my original post.  I could see where they were coming from as I’ve seen tons and tons of ship hate throughout the years and see that nowadays people aren’t letting others ship what they want unless they fall into a marginalized category and bully the hell out of them if they’re not, which is wrong”.  That is what I got.  That’s it.  
I’m not sure what more critical thinking I could do on it.  Pretending to be trans or an abuse survivor just to ship something is bad.  Bullying others for something as small as “I want these fictional characters to make out with each other” is bad.  There are exceptions (DON’T SHIP ADULTS AND CHILDREN TOGETHER) but for the most part you can ship whatever you want as long as you understand it’s fictional and don’t shove it in other’s faces.  I’m having a hard time making the connection of “pro yaoi fangirls” to “pro hating irl gays” even with what I know about the situation, but yeah.  The OP themselves stated that they’re NB which falls under the trans umbrella in general.
Please don’t pretend to be something you’re not to escape hate from that thing, it hurts others by   Please don’t hate on others for shipping fictional characters, you’re taking it way too seriously if you do.  There are dumb yaoi fans, but they’re not the majority of the population and most just ship things because it’s fun and treat IRL LBGT+ people with respect.  It’s ok.
If you disagree with me on this, that’s fine.  I probably won’t reblog any post like that in the future, I only reblog post on general fandom behavior once in a blue moon.  Next time I do, I’ll reblog a shorter & more eloquently worded post so the message isn’t lost in discourse.  Or you can just unfollow me, that’s always allowed, don’t let me stop you. If you’d like to continue a discussion or wish to say anything else on the subject, please talk to me @detective-columbo.  If you send an anonmoyus message here I’ll screenshot it and post it over at Detective-Columbo as well.  
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sparklball · 7 years
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pokemon green part 28: juice  f rom a wound tree
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ok i'll play engreen after im done reading this book preview on amazon
i wonder if anyone's actually finished engreen?? probably but im gonna pretend im the first
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....he says, after i beat him
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quibble
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MACHO MAN BEATS STICK - WATCH NOW ON GREENTUBE
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oh boy a new friend (to put in a box forever)
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there arent any numbers in engreen's nickname screen so i had to get creative
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why the fuck is it called "wetlo"
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what do i name the wetlo btw
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!!!!!
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fucking incredible だね
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we caught a psyduck too
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holy shit it's a second fart
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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electromagnetic waves from... the constitution
(i named it FHead)
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so i guess "MAKEUP" was hp up? ok
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you mean the legend of sparklball and onetesticl? yeah dude, who hasnt
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I JUST WON YOU STUPID SACK OF SHIT
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i just noticed this recently but there's a little border around the emulator. it's cute
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whoa.... so aside from sparklball there are two others
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sheld's missed hitting this thing like three times in a row get your shit together sheld
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we meet again, ANGRY
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oh no what if he steals my HACTERIOLYSIS
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malum... uh.... marumain????
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hell YEAH wait why is it yellow. did someone piss on electrode too
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oh no
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same
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NO BECAUSE HMS ARE THE FUCKING DEVIL AND IM NEVER USING THEM ON MY MAINS AGAIN
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see, finally one of these assholes can admit it
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left or right
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gcio: any guesses as to what the hell whdra is bru: mewtwo tricky: seadra
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tricky: well fuck you all bru: why are you such a sore loser tricky: i just feel like i'm being cyberbullied even by fate itself
alright i oughta fuck off to bed soon
we didnt get too far in engreen today either but we caught like five pokemon which is good
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ok im gonna get some food and then engreen i guess. even though it's already almost midnight whoops
i have.... ice cream. good thing it's not a yoof night
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......so it's blowing in your face? wouldnt that slow you down
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i still cant believe this thing's fucking mouth. jesus christ
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?????
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same
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why. is there food
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wow check out this birdfucker :////
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ok nevermind it's just a birdkin
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yay
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happy 29th hourversary
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fuck
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it's ok i dont understand much of engreen either
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im 22
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that's more fuckin like it
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umm :/// pokemon didnt have genders in g1? smh fucking casuals
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SIGH
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finally, a place to set all this silverware
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oh... great... just what ive always wanted...
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SWEET JESUS
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i could totally just bypass all of these trainers on the bridge
im not gonna though--
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uh is that really something praiseworthy. are you an ojousama
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finally, it's trank's time to shine
(....now im kinda hoping he gets knocked out so i can say "I SAID SHINE NOT 死ね")
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BURN NIDER
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this is a bad screenshot but ice beam yay
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surf also
......why the fuck is the water orange. is it raining piss from the 'bove
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is this another birdfucker
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that's great eridan
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throwback thursday: the good ol' days before levitate
[hey, today’s thursday too] [does that make this whole update a throwback]
[no because you took too long to finish it and it’s not thursday anymore fuckass]
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priss just hit level 27 and she's trying to learn fucking growl
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FUCK.
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buddy youre looking in the wrong place
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whoa there pal you need to watch your fucking mouth
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yeah uh maybe try checking, yknow, the moon
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FUCK!!!
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what does this mean. he likes fishing to some extent being unable to control?? so does he like fishing to some extent, but not that much, and cant control his general apathy toward it? or does he like fishing so much that, to some extent, he cant control himself around.... fish....????
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well, whatever. thanks, old fish
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WHAT THE FUCK
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.....that is not an otter
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ぱんぱんぱんぱかぱんpっ-- zubat has eyes???????
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happy 30th hourversary.... how fucking long is it gonna take us to get through this route
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RUDE
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it sure is. youre very observant
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we meet again, snor... wait wasnt it a YADON last time
anyway idk if you guys saw it last night because i posted it at asshole o' clock but here's fucko, maybe
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ok where were we-- 
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right, this guy
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fooooooooo
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oh no we're under at tacke
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..............
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alllllright so murdering that TORTO opened up a new path to vermillion city. hooray
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let's see how our old friend is doing
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same as always, i see
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here i am, back in cummie cave-- i just remembered im gonna need to bring cut for this. fuck
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here i am, back in cummie cave. im getting the old amber FOR REAL this time because ive forgotten to twice already
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in g1 games whenever you want to use hm/field moves you have to do it through the pokemon menu. it's a pain in the ass!
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ah, nothing like breaking and entering
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at last... ive found you
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no, i dont believe we’ve ever met
so he tells us that amber's made of... 
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..."juice" from a "wound tree". gotcha
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sounds... scandalous
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oh my god it's a cat in a labcoat
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holy shit youre right there's a testicle encased in there
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.....so......
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....youre entrusting this "secret amber" to a random child who broke into your office.
like, you trust a complete stranger to carry out your "secret" "investigation" of this chunk of solidified keisk piss with a testicle in it
thanks.... "ankle"??
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redvelvetvenom-blog · 7 years
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the only thing i could be jealous of you for is your is your 10k fake tits
some days it hurts more than others but today it hurts more than anything to write, i dont want to do it/ todays like one of those days where i dont feel like myself. but today is also one of the first days this year that i have woken up and known what day of the week it is. todays also one of the first days i was productive. yeah, i cant believe it. actually i can. i mean look where i am. writing is the only way i can communicate effectively with people... when im talking i feel like im always searching for words or saying to much or not saying how i really feel. i feel like im annoying the person which honestly i dont really care about but in relationships where it matters i usually just isolate myself and ignore them because the thought of being misunderstood which is my reality scares me to death and makes me furious and just give up.  i havent been writing and i feel like my brain is in this disgusting knot i dont recognize. im focused on irrelevant shit like jen and her lies and my nails and bleaching my asshole (actually that one  is important) and making peter not think im 12, and stewart losing interest in me, when im completely apathetic about my future and my physical and mental heath and making friends or having a job. its gross. i am gross. although i am the most attractive i have ever been i am also the most ugly and un put together on the inside as ihave ever been. its funny cause a year ago when i was writing and also dealing with a lot of loss, and going for days without sleep, dealing with my rape (more than one unfortunelty), and completely losing it due to the dope, i was somehow okay because i was writing. its like my own self medication. without writing my thoughts, its like i cant speak or think. and so maybe that sounds stupid but i cant explain how good it feels, as scary as it was to start, to speak again. i was so scared. i wouldnt admit it to myself, i just would ignore it all together. but i was so fucking scared to write, to type to be more specific. i could write in my diary, that would be slow and my hand would hurt and id NEVER be able to catch up to my thoughts. and thats been this whole year. its been a whole year. tina is a bully. i dont like her, but i feel like i cant live without her, and being an ex heroin addict, i feel pretty stupid saying that. but i am not a functional drug addict. some people are. infact, most people on here tumblr, “tumblr tweaker girls” or whatever or hashtag tweaker nation seem like they are doing more than just fine. like it hasnt completely destroyed their life like it has mine. but its funny because i was one. atleast until some dude decided to start blackmailing me because he found my page but he is irrelavant and so is that and not worth my time to talk about. moral of the story: dont bitch if you post videos on tumblr of you smoking meth in your bra. its not private, even if your tumblr is. anyone can figure out how to get the software to download your videos or pictures or whatever. well besides the obvious screenshot. anyways, ive come to the long and painful but unavoidable conclusion that stewart is not worth my time and wasnt since he moved up there. i should have never talked to him after the car incident because as much as i love him and it hurts, that was not fucking acceptable and me doing meth isnt an excuse for him to take it personally and lash out on me or punish me by pretending i dont exist. i just had so much happen and with all of that came low self esteem and with all the lies i was telling it was IMPOSSIBLE for me to feel good about myself. i guess it comes with borderline personality disorder but all that shit is nonsense to me because theyre going to find anything they can wrong with people and slap a name on it and then tell you your not normal. everyones fucked up, i am extremely fucked up and im okay with that. i cant understand it all now, fuck im only 20. up until this year i was ashamed of everything i did and everything that made me who i am, and its so hard to break out of that. in all honesty, i still dont really believe i am beautiful with or without makeup and thats fucking not true but i am insecure. but in the grand scheme of things, life is way to short to feel bad about yourself the way i do. i know that. life is to short to be in a haze trying to forget about everything and going through the motions, as lame as that sounds. ive been doing that and ive been waiting to die subcontiously because the truth is i dont really value my life like i should and i havent learned how to be happy on my own. i am the most materialistic person i know, and that unlike everything else i am not ashamed of because i know that it is so far rooted me that theres no use in denying it or being embarrassed because its not my fault, its the only way i know how to feel better. its always been. but the fact that i constantly feel like i need something to fill this hole is getting ridiculous and so is my shoplifting. i am way to fucking good at it and i have gotten away with it to many times to where its become my biggest addiction. i didnt really even notice it till a few months ago. ive noticed that everyone who does dope has a hustle, well almost everyone. atleast of the people i know. some of them are stupid, others are brilliant but not thought out as well as they could be or excecuted in the right manner, and some are like the expected, selling drugs or your pussy. i kind of am ashamed because my “hustle” is retarded, and i want a job more than anything. unfortunately my social security card has been stolen 3 times already this year and i cant get another one,  i cant even dance. i dont know how it started, but for about a year now, ive just been living off whoever i could, and the bare minimum. bare minimum is a broad term, because somehow i still have a car and a cat and expensive makeup, an iphone 7,hair products and my drug habbit supplied, but i dont know for how long. ok. honestly time. i dont like it anymore than i like the fact that i am a slave to this chemical but i have spent the last year filling my days with going from store to store stealing shit. anything from iphone cases to shoes to greeting cards to lingerie, you get it. ive gone into several stores and filled up my shopping cart and then just walked out. im not bragging.. its pathetic. in fact im sure no one is reading this anyway and im more than okay with that. the point of this page is for me and to be able to keep a record of my thoughts without having to worry about anyone i know reading it and so i can go back and read it, like an online diary. i got the idea from jenna from awkward but im not sure what she used for hers. i used to have one but had to delete my page because of all the drug related pictures and videos i had posted of myself, which unfortunately i can still find on youtube or here if i really try. i am ashamed, but a little less then before i wrote all of this. this is my truth. and my voice and my last little shred of sanity i have to cling onto because its the only way i know how and i dont even feel like i know or trust myself anymore. if you dont want to read this then please dont waste your time, the less followers the more i can make sense of this war inside my mind.. also please no messages trying to help me or anything, its annoying and i dont need your help. thanks, its 9am and im passing the fuck out. goodnight. more for nxt time <3 bbygrlldz
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