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jayflrt · 2 years

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HELLO MY NAME IS NANA i opened this ask box to write a LIVE COMMENTARY of me reading strawberry lemonade! here goes nothing

omg SEX DRIVE OF BONOBOS i freaking CACKLED like why is his reference SO SPECIFIC

sunghoon collecting praying mantises is so freaking random and hilarious WHAT

not heeseung just CALMLY OFFERING A SOLUTION wow king

"he was looking like you like you were crazy for refusing" EXACTLY LIKE HOW DOES ONE REFUSE A JAY PARK

HEESEUNG GETTING CONFUSED TOO AHSDHASDHA

"staring at his lips because you were a whore" I DID NOT READ THIS TO GET CALLED OUT

"You sound like a Euphoria character" I DON'T EVEN WATCH EUPHORIA WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY

"you're the star actress here" BYE ACT FOOL ACT FOOL

the louder, bolder is gonna be an inside joke BET

"for real this time" JAY SHUT UP

ughh this was so good? i love the backstory and the build up it kinda reminds me of Easy A where Olive helped a guy by pretending to have sex with him lmao the obnoxious yelling and moaning was theater-quality.

ANYWAY your writing is incredible and as part of the en- writer community (yeah i just made that up) I decided to leave asks for writers after I read their fic to know that they are appreciated. Looking forward to more of your work! by the way I also post my writing on my blog and there are mainly for Heeseung and Jay. stop by sometime!

(cont.) Hiiiii! I was wondering if you got my really long ask filled with reactions to strawberry lemonade??? If you did not I will riot at tumblr because I took time writing it but if you did but haven't answered that's ok! And if you did answer I didn't get a notif TUMBLR EXPLAIN

omg it’s so nice to meet you nana !! 🥰💖 i remember your comment!!! i’m not sure if you’re new to my blog but welcome anyways and LIKE THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO DO THIS 🥹 ALSO OMG IM SORRY I DID GET THE ASK I JUST TOOK A WHILE TO GET TO IT BC MY ASK BOX PILED UP 🤧 i am very very glad that tumblr did Not eat it otherwise i would be sending an unfriendly message to them >;((

HAHAH LOWKEY THE NATURE DOCUMENTARY PART WAS SELF INSPIRED(??) my friend even pointed it out when she read the fic and was like “isn’t this u” LMAODJFJ and pls i don’t know what possessed me to make sunghoon a praying mantis collector but i think what’s worse is that he never made an appearance in the fic so he couldn’t even defend or redeem himself <3 justice 4 sunghoon 🤧 HAHHA HEESEUNG WAS JUST TIRED HE WANTED THEM TO STFU but he ended up being wingman of the year !! 🤩 NOO THE WHORE LINE I AM ESCORTING MYSELF TO HELL FOR THAT also the euphoria joke ,, i literally stole that from my own smau 😭 but the smau isn’t out yet ….. so when it’s out i’m gonna be technically stealing it from myself Again 🤨

omg I LITERALLY WATCHED EASY A A FEW MONTHS AGO I DIDNT EVEN MAKE THE CONNECTION but omg you’re so right i remember that scene 😭😭 it was so funny HHAHA even tho the guy was actually putting in effort 😤 jay was giving NOTHING

but thank you so much love that means the world !! 🥰💗 and that’s amazing that you’re doing that! leaving authors feedback or commentary is something that’s so so special and lets them know that they’re making an impact with their stories ♡ thank you for sending such a sweet message and i hope you’re having a wonderful day/night 🌷🌷

#💌 : love notes #forjongseong #fic: strawberry lemonade #💘💞💗💖💘💝💕💖💗

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sungbeam · 11 months

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I’M BACKKKK only to see Changmin??? Smth fishy is going awn 🤨🤨/j

No but omg you took the words out of my mouth THE OBJECTIFICATION OF MYSELF AND MY OWN INSECURITIES HAS ME LOOKING AT MYSELF WITH A PROVERBIAL CAMERA AT NEAR ALL TIMES WITH DIFFERENT CAMERA ANGLES TOO AS IF I WAS PLAYING FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDY’S WITH MYSELF MOVING FROM ANGLE TO ANGLE EINFITNUND

Also omg what do you feel abt the new album?? I love Delicious with my whole being 😭 BUT LIP SYNC AND DOOR HAVE A HOLD ON MY SANITY LIKE PHEW I HAVE LISTENED TO THEM AN UNHEALTHY AMOUNT OF TIMES ESP CAUSE THE VOCALS IN DOOR GO CRAZYYYYYYYY Sunwoo esp omg lord have mercy on my soul-

AND JACOB’S COVER OF CEILINGS- REAHHHHHHHHH 👹👹👹👹 I actually astral projected (esp since I was thinking of basing my first fic off of it for a bit now 😳)

Btw this might be random but for love in unity, do any of them have jobs? 😭 I KNOW THATS A WEIRD THING TO ASK BUT I ALWAYS WONDER HOW PPL MAKE MONEY TO PAY FOR GROCERIES AND STUFF WHEN I’M WATCHING TV SHOWS CAUSE IT’S LIKE, MAN, I NEVER SEE YOU LEAVE CAMPUS, OR YOUR HOUSE SO HOW CAN YOU PAY FOR GROCERIES OR RENT IN THIS ECONOMY 😭

Just a silly question lol and if they don’t have jobs, what job do you think they’d have? 🧐 Personally, I feel like Changmin would work at a Target KEHKFHKE he’s just giving those vibes yk? Chanhee gives off retail vibes fs while Sangyeon is giving home depot OH AND ERIC WOULD BE WORKING AT ONE OF THE HOTDOG STANDS THATS ALWAYS OUTSIDE THEM 💀😭 Canada bros would suit the library methinks, they would def be the type to work with kids in the summer programs or would help tutor 😌 I could also see Kevin working at a pet shop or a barista? 🧐 Haknyeon also gives off barista vibes though especially with his fluffy hair these days 😭🫶

Ok that’s enough for my little ramble this week LOLOL happy to see that you finally embraced your Changmin love 🤭 hope you have an amazing rest of your week! :D

(Also if you have any poetry recs then lmk hehe)

- Always and forever, love, 🌷 anon

he won 😔 i wanted out of the basement 😔 and this was the only compromise 😔 im sorry jacob i repent 😔 for my sins 😔

PLS NOT THE FNAF AHAHAHHAHAH BC SAME 🤡🤡🤡 ME FROM MY PROVERBIAL SECURITY ROOM QATCHING MYSELF AND YELLING DONT GO IN THERE U DUMB BITXH

omg honestly i absolutely love love love lip sync, eyes on me, and door like KWNFKSJDK R U SKIFIEBF KIDDING ME??!))<_] HEY . WHAT ABTNE MEU SANITY. HUH???? MY MIND IS NOT ANTIFRAGILE . it's doing things to me omg like i thought the simpery was bad before, but now 🤡🤣 oh boy 🤣🤡 also LOVE THAT FOR JACOB KING SHIT I LOVE ALL THE COVERS HE GETS TO POST CUZ YESSIR THATS MY HUSBAND 😭😭😭😭😭 (chxngmxn pay attention, u ARE THE SIDE HOE don't hurt me) OMG???? UR FIRST FIC???? HELLO HMU ONCE/IF U DO I'D LOVE TO SUPPORT U SKFJEOFJK unless ur uncomfy or shy tho i totally get it 🤧🤧 !!!

HELP ME 💀💀💀 I FORGOT THAT THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO HAVE JOBS LMFAOOOO the only one who has a canonical job rn out of the boyz is jacob BAHAHAHHAH STOP. CHANGMIN AT TARGET AJZBDIDJFODJF THATS SO FKN FUNNY HELPMEBDKSNFKJD I AM NEVER LETTING THAT GO AND HELLO???? UR RELEGATING SANGYEON TO HOME DEPOT AHAHHAHAHAHAYYA KDNFKSJFJ IM SCREECHING WHE EZING YELLIGN ERIC AT THE HOT DOG STAND I— 💀😭 pls there r tears falling down my cheeks rn this is hilarious. low-key i think kev could make money via freelance photography and being an ✨influencer✨, and maybe get eric to coach little league baseball LMAO sangyeons prob making big boy money, and haknyeon will prob find SOME restaurant to work at tbh (i can't believe i forgot to give them canonical jobs 💀 i m never letting go of target worker changmin pls that is so funny) omg WAIT haknyeon working at the target starbucks in the same target as changmin 💀💀💀 IMAGINE TBZ!TARGET WORKERS ALCMLSMFKDJF IM CRYING

i did not embrace my love for him 😔😭🤧 I AM BEING HELD HOSTAGE, GASLIT GATEKEPT AND GIRLBOSSED BY A SQUIRRWL A TREE RAT A PLANT RODENT—

ANYWAYS HOPE UR WELL 🌷!! 💖 loved seeing u in my inbox as always :') mWAH

#sungbeam strikes again #🌷 anon #tbz </3 #need a tag for this chonky series lol

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ry0chann · 2 years

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i (want to) hate you

pairing // Chuuya Nakahara x fem!reader

genre // smut

wc. // 2337

warnings // ⚠️ nsfw!! , hate sex, choking, slight knife play, light bondage (technically), vaginal penetration, degradation, creampie

notes // alrighty here’s another impulsively written fic for all you Chuuya lovers. pls don’t yell at me if this is terrible, i don’t normally write for Chuuya 🤧. btw, that scene from season 1 when Dazai and Chuuya meet again is lowkey the entire first half of this except it's you instead of Dazai LMAO

The metal of the handcuffs that bind you to the wall was starting to irritate your skin, the position becoming uncomfortable. There was a kink in your neck and your arms were starting to go numb. You thought you had been careful, thought you took proper precautions to avoid being brought here, and yet somehow you were wrong. You stand there bored out of your mind, retracing your actions and trying to figure out how you managed to get caught.

The sound of heavy footsteps snap you out of your thoughts, their sound gradually getting louder as a shadowed figure appears on the wall. You lift your head, staring at the staircase you face as the figure walks out of the dark.

Your lips curl into a smug grin. "Ah, come to rescue me, Chuuya?"

The ginger rolls his eyes with a scoff as he enters the space, "Like hell I'd ever do that." He takes a few steps closer until he's directly in front of you. "How stupid do you have to be to get yourself captured in the first place?"

In an exaggerated manner, your eyes widen and you gasp. "Are you worried about me Chuuya? How sweet..."

He furrows his brows, giving you a look of disgust. "I couldn't care less about your well-being, don't be ridiculous."

"Hm, sounds like you care a little bit, since you bothered asking in the first place." That sly smirk was still plastered across your face and you still carried a teasing tone to your voice.

"You really piss me off." he grits through his teeth, to which you retort "You didn't deny it."

Irritated, Chuuya grabs your neck, your faces now inches apart. His leather-covered fingertips push into your skin, a grip so strong it should hurt, but it didn't. He mumbles something about how you were getting on his nerves, and you chuckle, finding amusement in seeing him ticked off.

"Calm down Nakahara, you're getting me excited." you tease.

"Shut up. You do realize I could kill you at any moment, right? Don't test me."

Despite his words, you didn't believe him. If Chuuya actually wanted you dead, he would've killed you a long time ago. Maybe provoking him wasn't in your best interest, but that was all you really wanted to do.

"Oh yeah, I bet you wanna kill me soo bad, don't you? How about you grow some balls and do it?" You tilt your head in question, still sporting that smirk that you knew he hated.

In an emotional outburst, he pulls his knife from under his coat, pressing the sharp edge of the blade right below your jaw. The action takes you by surprise, your heart immediately speeding up and your eyes growing big. Your body tenses under him, trying not to make any sudden movements, god forbid the knife pierces your skin. He lets out a soft chuckle, appreciating how quickly you fixed your attitude.

"Wanna say that again, sweetheart?"

His hand was still firmly wrapped around your neck, and the weapon he had at your throat was slowly starting to creep up under your jaw, stopping right below your chin.

"You look frightened... Are you scared, y/n?"

Your breaths had become labored, quickening at feeling him drag the cold blade across your skin. Chuuya presses it to your cheek, letting the warmth of your skin absorb its opposing temperature. He could tell he was flustering you, you couldn't have made it any more obvious. Your eyes were glued to his, face burning up from how close he was. Your noses were inches apart, his breath brushing against your lips as he spoke.

"You seem to be at a loss for words. Poor baby is afraid of knives, is she?"

Chuuya backs away, releasing his hold on your neck and taking the weapon off your face. "Ha, you're too easy."

He leaves you standing there in your shackles, feeling shaken up by the near death experience. You watch as he walks away from you, experiencing more than one emotion as you try to process what just happened.

"You're a real pain in my ass, you know that?" he exclaims.

You sigh, contemplating your next words knowing they'd set him off, but saying them anyway. "It would've been an honor to be killed by you, Chuuya."

He stops in his tracks, an angry aura now radiating off of him. Faster than you could comprehend, he sharply turns around, throwing his knife towards your head without a second thought. Fortunately for you, you react before it could hit you, the blade ending up wedged between the bricks inches from your cheek. Chuuya ends up in front of you once more, the space that separates the two of you not being large enough to let anything else in.

"Every word that comes out of your mouth makes me wanna ruin you." he whispers. And as if he weren't already infuriated with you, you antagonize him for what would be the last time today.

"Ruin me then."

Chuuya's hand roughly grabs your jaw and his lips crash onto yours. It was surprisingly eager, and passionate, as if he had been holding back for who knows how long. Forgetting that you were restrained, you tug on the cuffs that you're trapped in, trying to cup his face and not being able to. You mumble his name, and he chuckles against your lips before pulling away momentarily.

"You didn't think I was gonna let you go, did you?" Chuuya grabs the knife from the wall, tapping it lightly on your cheek in a condescending manner. "How cute..."

You groan irritably, and he muffles the noise by kissing you again. The adrenaline pumping through your blood had your brain on overdrive. You didn't think that pissing him off would lead to his tongue down your throat, but for whatever reason, you weren't complaining. Chuuya's never been someone you despised, though if anyone asked, you'd say the opposite. He, on the other hand, has always made it very clear that he wasn't fond of you, yet his actions were contradicting all of that.

The hand that held his knife moves to your hips, cutting off the button of your jeans. His lips part from yours and and his eyes land on yours, a subtle smirk appearing on his face. Your lips were red and swollen, complementing the color of your cheeks. He tucks away his knife, and his hands move to your waist, fingers dipping into your pants and tugging them off so they pool at your ankles.

You watch as delicately removes his gloves, taking his time simply because he can sense how eager you are. His hands grab your waist, their heat sending a chill up your spine. They were so warm, practically causing you to melt under his touch. His fingers slip into the waistband of your panties, sliding them off agonizingly slow. Your gaze follows his every move, watching him pull your panties down your legs. He was moving so slow all of a sudden, taking your bottoms off before unbuttoning his own.

You stand there half-naked, impatiently waiting for him to make a move.

"Gonna show me how much you hate me, or what?" you murmur, to which he replies with a whispered "shut up."

It didn't matter how upset he might've been with you, or how much you made his blood boil, the tent in his briefs said otherwise. Chuuya tugs his boxers off and grabs your legs, wrapping them around his body. Your arms still hung from the wall, preventing you from knocking off that hat of his to run your fingers through his hair.

A hand creeps between your thighs, slender fingers sliding through your folds and a low hum coming from Chuuya in response to how wet you already were.

"So fucking desperate." he tsks, shaking his head as he rubs circles into your clit.

You moan softly, biting your lip in attempts to not make any more noise that implies you're enjoying it- though your flustered expression was very telling.

"You kissed me first." you whimper.

He furrows his brows, grabbing his knife from his coat pocket and resting it under your jaw. "Shut the hell up."

Your heart was beating so fast, stomach being flooded with butterflies from having his fingers press on that swollen nub of yours. The hand he had on your sex wraps around his length, which was rock solid and begging to be touched. Chuuya aligns himself with your entrance, the angry red tip pushing into your cunt. He hisses at feeling your warmth envelop him, still holding that blade to your neck just to keep you from squirming.

A breathy moan comes from the both of you once he's filled you to the brim. Those bright blue eyes of his glimmer with desire, his cheeks wearing a light blush. He starts to buck his hips, leaning close to your face as he picks up speed.

"Don't be loud, or I swear I'll use this knife for what it's made for."

_____

An unprecedented event. That's how one would describe the current affair. Chuuya roughly thrusts into you, the weapon he once held now wedged into the brick wall once more. Both his hands were on your waist, his strong hold threatening to bruise you. The coat he normally wears had slipped off his shoulders from the force of his movements, and you'd constantly pull on your restraints from the pleasure you felt.

Your moans were as quiet as they could be, which wasn't very quiet at all. The way he'd pound into your needy cunt made it impossible to keep your mouth shut. Shockingly, he actually made noise; moaning and whining from how good he felt. You knew he was pissed off though, infuriated from how euphoric it was to have your gumminess squeeze his cock.

"Aah shit- Feels good doesn't it, Chuuya?" you choke out through a moan.

"F-fuck you." His thrusts get harder, causing your back to roughly rub against the bricks. "Lotta nerve coming from someone moaning like a slut."

His hand grips your neck, keeping your head locked in place against the wall as he picks up speed again. His fingers press into your skin, nearly stripping you of breath from how strong his hold was.

"This how you express hate, huh? Fucking me all desperate like this." Your words come out in a near stammer, your moans causing you to trip over them.

Chuuya groans, throwing his head back and tightening his grasp on your throat.

"God you piss me off. You're so. Fucking. Annoying." Every word is enunciated, coming out with each hard thrust.

You choke out a moan, not being able to control the sounds you make. The position didn't allow him to move the way he wanted, yet he managed to hit your sweet spot perfectly. Repeatedly, he rams into you with a force that made your eyes roll to the back of your head and got you to cry out in pleasure.

"You're enjoying it too, aren't you sweetheart?" he says matter-of-a-factly. "Pathetic. Fucking pathetic."

Every retort he'd give you made you want to retaliate against his hypocrisy, but at this point, you couldn't. Your walls would get so tight, sucking him in and convulsing around his cock which would twitch inside you. The feel of it all had your head spinning, almost making you forget your own name because of how dumbfounded he had you. The look of pure bliss you wore fueled his ego, bringing him closer to his climax every time you'd moan his name.

Your head was fuzzy and your thoughts were in shambles. It pissed you off that he suddenly had all the control, somehow dumbing you down to nothing but a moaning, drooling mess for him. He wasn't doing much better than you, though; His hand was starting to slip off your neck from the sweat that had built up, and his thrusts had become sloppy, their pace growing unsteady from how close he was to finishing.

Chuuya curses under his breath, then mumbles something about how he was gonna cum. You provoke him, telling him to finish and that you wanted to feel it. Your words drive him absolutely crazy, his dick jerking deep inside you just from hearing your voice. You try to hold back, stupidly attempting to prevent yourself from cumming, but you're unsuccessful. You practically yelp, moaning his name as you cum around his length.

He bucks his hips sloppily, groaning when he finally finished. You feel his hot seed spill into your fucked-out cunt as he slows his thrusts, riding out his orgasm. Chuuya lets go of your neck as he pulls out, grabbing your jaw instead and kissing you roughly. You whimper into his mouth, still trying to catch your breath but not doing a very good job.

He had you feeling like an object; You stand there with your arms bound to the wall, while his cum drips down your thighs and he kisses you hungrily. Eventually, he pulls away, leaving you breathless and feeling dizzy. You both breath heavily as you awkwardly stare at one another. His eyes skim over your body as he quickly redresses himself, drinking in how submissive and vulnerable you looked.

"Help me get dressed, would ya?" you huff, nodding to the cuffs you still wear as indication that you were incapable of doing it yourself

Chuuya sighs, irritably leaning down and helping you get dressed. He keeps his voice at a low volume, that familiar twinge of annoyance to it as he speaks.

"Don't expect shit from me after this, alright? This never happened."

He gives you one last glare before throwing his coat over his shoulder, turning his back towards you and beginning to walk away.

"I look forward to seeing you again Chuuya~" you call out, giggling softly knowing he'd be thinking about you.

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bluexiao · 3 years

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@k3k0na hello! i can’t tag you but i hope you don’t mind if i send it like this since it’s too long + i couldn’t add the pics instead bc it reached 9+ screenshots🤧 i tried to recreate your fonts but i’m sorry if i couldn’t do a few parts🤧🤧 anyway this is such great angst tho i love the plot and how you really thought about the reactions of the elements on the reader! thanks so much for entrusting me with this!

guys pls read it if you like angst:)

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The two had went out at it near every day for at least an hour minimum. Childe decided to neglect the thought that the impact it would put on (name)’s body, saying they weren’t as used to it as Childe. He had always thought that they’d be okay since they had no scars or wounds whatsoever.

But now, Childe and (name) were at the midst of the battle, he was using his FL and (name) was, well, ‘beating’ him on their own. Childe was at his final phase of Foul Legacy, saying the fight had gone quicker then expected. He forced an attack that created distance, hitting (name) backwards. Tartaglia laughed and said “Who’s the cocky one now?” He had expected some sort of snarky reply back but he didn’t hear it. He heard silence and occasional soft breathing. He opened his eyes to see (name) laying on the floor, not moving, or if they were, they were just barely moving.

He walked up to them. “(name)…?” Tartaglia crouched down and disabled his FL. “Come on (name), don’t pull another sick joke like this again!” He said, slowly growing more and more impatient. He figured out what happened, what they had done for his pleasure of fighting. “(Name).” He said in a unrecognizable, low tone, “What’s it that you’re hiding? With your power.”

Their eyes slowly looked at him, blurrily noticing the tears and fear in his eyes. They did a little motion as Tartaglia looked around the room. There was blood everywhere. The room was littered in blood. They were littered in blood.

He was littered in blood.

He suspected that it wasn’t just from today, but had they been hiding it for awhile. “(name)…” He looked back at them to realize he had their blood. Anger rose in him, “(Name)! You promised you wouldn’t do that! You wouldn’t hide it!” He yelled, voice full of anger, worry, and fear.

Anger that they hid it.

Worry that they’d die.

Fear that he had killed them.

Tears fell as he grabbed (name) quickly and cradled them into his arms. He stood up and ran. That’s all he could do. He them to be healed. There had to be a way. There had to be.

“(Name) please… don’t leave me..” He said occasionally, usually with a croaking voice of pain.

Their response was always an “I’m Sorry”.

Childe finally made it to the pharmacy.(or hospital idk what they call it) They quickly took (Name) out of his hands no matter how much he had protested. He sat there.

5 minutes went by.

15 minutes went by.

30 minutes went by,

as he had grown all the more scared and impatient.

35.

40.

55.

60.

75.

90.

The doctors came out, Childe instantaneously standing up and walking over. “Are they okay?” He asked quickly. However, they just took him to the back where (name) was; sitting there silently, quietly.

They showed him wound marks that had sparked of electro and hydro stuck in their blood. They explained that the hydro outweighed their blood and the electro had basically slowly killed them off to begin with. “There’s… nothing you can do..? I’ll pay you however much mora you need!” He cried. The doctors shook their head, “There’s nothing we can do. We apologize.” They left the room. He put his head on their stomach, which had no heart beat. Not heart beat he loved falling asleep to at least. It was a silent heart beat. They were dead. He had killed them. He had killed the only person that loved Childe for Ajax. Tears fell from his eyes, he couldn’t believe it.

No.

This isn’t true.

This is just a sick joke.

They can’t be dead, why would they lie?

“Haha! You think you’re so funny, don’t you (name)?” He laughed and stood up.

The doctors outside sympathized.

“Damn it (name)! Come out already! This isn’t funny!” He said, tears threatening to come out again. Childe doesn’t remember when he cried so much, whether it was when he fell into the abyss, or at some dumb joke his s/o made.

It was quiet. The silence was deafening.

No, he couldn’t have killed them. Why would he kill his lover out of all people? Guilt hit him like truck-kun. He fell to the ground and held his head, softly murmuring and repeating no over… and over… and over.

Tartaglia stayed at the pharmacy for the most amount of time he could, before the doctors sent him home to get rest. He did, eventually, get back home to sit on his bed with an empty stare.

One of the Fatui Members came in and dropped off a letter.

He looked at it with a sour, pained expression.

“Dear ajax,

we been so excited for you and (name) to come visit us soon!

Teucer hasn’t been able to keep his mouth shut about how cute you two were, genuinely it’s kinda making me jealous..

Anyways, how are you guys doing? Anything fun? :)

Also momma wants to know how soon you two are planning to come over!

Sincerely,

Tonia”

“Oh..” His eyes dulled. “(name)…” He somehow managed to muttered out. He still had all of her belongings since they basically lived together. “Why won’t you come back… I mean you Snheznyan pinky promised me. The ice’ll burn off you’re tongue so you won’t lie anymore..” He clenched his fists, “You swore to never lie.. yet you swore to always come back to me safely….”

“You lied, and I am the one to blame.”

He grabbed clothing that smelt like (name) and laid down, holding it close to his face to keep the smell from escaping. “Why did you leave? We haven’t even gone to see Teucer yet, he loved you… I loved you…” He covered his face with the shirt, water that escaped from his eyes overlapping on the soon-forgotten scent.

Tartaglia woke up the next morning, later than usual. He didn’t want to do anything. He wanted to die. All he wanted was to be with (Name), is the world truly that cruel?

He got met with many Fatui Agents wondering where he is, only for them to leave disappointed that their master sent them off. He didn’t move the whole day, he got fed by Cicin Mages who tried, and failed, to burst his mood. Childe even lost his will to fight. He did get up later and go to at least get out of the house due to Zhongli’s request (because he will have order).

“Childe!” Traveller sparked, walking over to Childe, who looked miserable.

“Do you want to go spar!?” Lumine had asked with gleams in her eyes. Childe only spared a harsh glance to Traveller, one of high made her worry and fear something had happened. The twin stood by him asking various questions, “Did you get demoted?” “Or did you lose a battle to someone else?” “Hmmmm, did you kill someone?”

He paused, turning to Lumine whose face instantly got changed to one of terror. She knew she hit the spot. She looked around, now realizing (name) wasn’t with him. She connected the dots.

‘oh. he killed her..’

Lumine thought. Lumine knew of (name)’s power, they had joking fought a lot which ended with minor cuts, one that only need a bandage. Once Lumine snapped out of her thoughts, Childe was gone. “Oh my god..” She breathed out, quickly running off to the pharmacy.

“Where’s (name)?” She quickly asked, Lumine didn’t believe it. (name) was invincible! Even Lumine couldn’t beat them! The doctor turned around, “(name)? We had fostered them here yesterday, is there any importance with their corpse?”

So they really did die. Lumine fell off her tippy toes in defeat. Anger holstered within her. Childe killed (name) yet still believes to say he hold endearment for them?! She stomped off, leaving the doctor in a completely oblivious daze.

“Childe! Fight me!” She said, pointing her finger to point to him right through the crowd. He looked back and realized the anger in her eyes. ‘So she knows.’ He thought.

He hoped he would get back to normal with fighting, but oh how he was wrong.

The whole fight was one sided, Childe finally being on the defensive. Lumine knocked him back and put her sword to his throat, making him look up expectingly at her. He wouldn’t be mad if she had killed him, it’s completely reasonable. (name) was an apple to Lumine’s apple pie. “Why did you kill them?” Venom laced in her voice.

“They lied.”

“Don’t blame them!” She hissed.

“She hid how much she was hurt. She hid she was bleeding and slowly dying by things I did.” He croaked, tears slowly going down his face. Lumine knew he meant that they “hid” it with her powers.

“..why would they-“

“To please me! And my will to constantly fight!” He cried, sitting against the wall, Lumine sat in front of him, the sword still tight in her hand.

“So she did it for your sake…” Lumine muttered, having so many thoughts that blamed Childe. She knew he felt guilty enough, no matter how much she wanted to sat it, she refrained.

“The golden house… where we fought… was cover and scattered in blood. They had blood.. all over them. I had their blood on me…” He admitted.

Lumine clenched her fist but dropped the sword she holsted. She hesitated before wrapping her hands around him as they both shared a sorrow.

A sorrow only meant for you.

I don’t like how this turned out but it’s like 1am and i’m tired.

#🗳#childe x reader #genshin x reader #genshin angst #📨

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ggukkiedae · 3 years

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i miss seri :( seri fluff w txt pls :(

i miss seri too :(( i’m really slow when it comes to writing her aksjdhfb but we’ll get there 🤧✊🏻 but anyway, here’s some fluff!

The dorm was somewhat silent, and the lights to the common area and kitchen were off. Seri kicked off her shoes in confusion as she walked in. There were usually boys scattered around the house, so why was it so quiet?

Right when she was taking her phone out to call Soobin, she heard a cheer erupt from the bedroom. Her eyebrows furrowed as she walked over to the door. Upon swinging it open, all five boys looked up at her looking like a bunch of deer caught in headlights. Beomgyu slammed the laptop shut.

She raised her eyebrow at them. “Are you guys watching R-rated movies?”

“No!” Kai yelled. “Noona, how could you think that?”

“Let me see,” she tapped her finger on her chin. “Five boys in a dark dorm, their only girl roommate not home, but the moment she opens the door, the laptop is quickly shut and you all look terrified.”

There was a moment of silence where the five boys just exchanged looks with each other before looking back at the girl.

“Okay, I see your point,” Yeonjun coughed awkwardly. “We weren’t watching porn, though.”

Her slow nodding only showed that she didn’t believe them. She flipped on the lights and hopped onto her own bed to remove her makeup. Beomgyu sat next to her and helped her wipe her skin clean.

“Noona doesn’t believe us,” Taehyun sadly shook his head. “Look at her. She thinks we’re corrupt boys.”

“I wouldn’t say corrupt,” she laughed. “Just a little overexcited.”

Beomgyu hit her lips with the cotton pad he had in his hand which made her laugh even more.

“Can’t we just show her what we were watching?” Taehyun asked.

“I don’t know,” Soobin opened the laptop and looked over it to make sure Beomgyu didn’t break it. “Should we?”

“She doesn’t need to know we have these,” Yeonjun pointed out. Kai was quick to agree with him.

Beomgyu rolled his eyes at his members while he internally debated the pros and cons of telling her what was on the screen at that moment. He sighed. It was pretty weird for her not to know.

“Your parents sent me videos of your musicals back when you were in New Zealand,” he told her as soon as he got the last bit of makeup off of her face.

There was a screech from Kai once Beomgyu finished speaking. Seri’s jaw dropped. Yeah, Beomgyu was close to her parents, but she didn’t think they’d send him videos of her pre-Korea self.

“Oh my god,” she groaned. “Middle school me is not it, I swear. I wasn’t even that good at the time!”

“Yes you were,” Taehyun sat up adamantly. “You were amazing back then, and you’re just 5 times better now!”

“This is embarrassing,” she mumbled.

“Well, the truth is out,” Soobin walked to sit by her feet. “Let’s watch your performance as Annie again. I like the New York song.”

“NYC?” Yeonjun supplied.

“Right, NYC.”

Before she knew it, the four other boys joined her and Beomgyu on her bed to watch her younger self play Annie. She couldn’t escape or cover her eyes because Beomgyu and Taehyun were hugging her from either side, and Kai was sitting right on her feet.

She groaned when she saw the familiar red dress appear on the screen.

“Do we really have to watch this with me here?”

“Yes, yes we do,” Soobin told her.

“Leader’s orders,” Yeonjun laughed. “You have no choice, Lily. Or should I say Annie?”

Seri could only facepalm at that.

#seri.request #seri.drabble #txt 6th member #txt female member #txt female addition #seri #yoon seri

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quirrrky · 3 years

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Hi hi rei ! <33 How are you today dear ? (Hope you’re doing well ! ☺️💞) And omg tysm honey ! 🥺💗 Please nooooo — you’re the one who’s way way more beautiful darling !! ♡︎♡︎ For suga’s pic — ahhhh he’s so cute !! I can literally imagine myself sitting on the side of the bed gently ruffling his hair to wake him up — and he’ll prob mumble (whine) something like ‘it’s too earlyyyy come back to bed !’ then proceeded into pulling me back to bed asdfghjkl — I’d have problems of geese out of his arms bahahaha ! Sorry I talk to much again whoops — 🤭 Anyway Imma do you later love <33 Thank you so much again darling !! 🤧💖

Andddd well — I’m here for today’s ask game ! (If I’m not too late ofc — feel free to ignore this if the ask game’s already close or if you don’t wanna do it ! )

Comfort character : sugawara koushi (obviously 😂)

One thing I find is the most annoying : gosh this’s so hard to tell when you’re speaking of someone who’s a literally an angel like sugawara — too bad that being too pretty to handle doesn’t count… (lmao —) Well… I’d say… Hm — wow tbh I kinda have the same reasons as yours, the most annoying thing I find w. suga is prob that he loves to tease me too much and sometimes I’m just not in the mood for them. When I’m upset I usually get v. snappy and yell a lot… which I’ll regret soon after and will go apologize him quickly… *sighs*

For you :

Okay, idk why but I think Kenma Kozume. He knows you, yes — you’re his best friend’s girlfriend, he knows that he shouldn’t have this kind of feelings for you. He loves his best friend… but he can’t help but falls in love with you too… and that just didn’t help — no — making it worse for him to tear his gaze away from the painful sight of you two together… You look so perfect for each other… but yet sometimes he just wonder… why couldn’t it be him instead ?

Yeah yeah yeah — the angst’s coming up. And… asdfghjkl — why does this just inspired me to write something more too ??? I swear I just see my hands twitch as if it’s dying to write something — even when they’re writing this rn ahahahaha ! 🤣 Alright — I’m being crazy, chaotic — whatever, pls just bear with me lmao XD

Ah pls take care & have a nice day or night rei !! I love you babe ! 😘♥️ So so much — I don’t know how could I express my everlasting love for you, nvm I’ll just continue to love you more and more as each days passed ❥❥❥❥

- With love, BamBam 🦢🌙

BAM!!!! OMG 🌸 felt so giddy seeing you in my askbox 😭 waking up next to suga, him pretending to be asleep but just wants for you to ruffle his hair dsfghjkl;dfghjkl;'fghjkl; *keyboard slamming!!!*

and geeeez what a way to make things difficult! throw in the bestfriend! awtsu 🤧 in my quest to gain kenma's approval as kuroo's gf, he fell in love unexpectedly 💔

you! ilysm too! T^T your support is really something I appreciate sincerely 😭 what did I even do??? huhuhu....before we get to this drama let's begin a different one instead, so without further ado

🎱 your 2nd male lead is…

🥈 KITA SHINSUKE he wishes to be the one to care for you, it's just that someone always beats him to doing it first. if time was only in his side, then he could be the one wiping that stray sauce from your cheek

#🎱 ask me #👑 muse.bam 🌸

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vic-chaos · 3 years

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ALRIGHT guys, I rewatched and I’m back to expand on my last post with some extra thoughts….

The more I think abt the ending (especially now that I’ve cycled through the stages of grief and my emotions are settling down lmao) I am more ok with it….. I think with luck, if they handle it well in the next season, that it could even be a necessary step towards mending their relationship, which in reality has been having trouble since assburgers/you’re getting old.

((I have to say some negative things about style for a second, so pls skip rest of this paragraph if that will upset you!!)) Since over the years they’ve all disliked or fallen out with Cartman on and off, and it was established none of them have any issues with Kenny currently, I think the biggest rift is actually between Stan and Kyle, who up until now have almost always been a united front. IMO I think it traces back to Kyle never really apologising for the way he dropped Stan when his depression got really bad in assburgers and seeming to lose interest in him since then, while at the same time still getting annoyed when Stan doesn’t automatically back him up on everything. Since then they’ve been having a bunch of conflicts never get properly resolved…. I don’t think he ever expected that Stan would get fed up with him too though, and he seemed genuinely shocked to hear it each time. But maybe it will be better in the end for it to actually get addressed head on? Like you can’t solve a problem if you don’t acknowledge it’s there and all that,, and its unlikely things would have improved if it was just ignored. The main 4 are all best friends but style were Super Best Friends, so if they’re gonna go back to being close they have a unique problem to solve…

But ok moving on, I think its really cute that Cartman was the one trying the hardest to keep them together (he loves his friends!!! 🤧) and he actually has been trying for a long time too, he was the first person to point out that they were drifting apart in the amazon/bike parade episodes with this scene:

Its funny in a way too because he’s been going through some REALLY good character development recently, and he’s come so far to be able to openly tell his friends he cares about them and wants to fix their friendship, putting other people’s needs before his own, but its all coming at the wrong time jsdmsndsnd….. I’m really like, it took Cartman 30 years to develop the ability to initiate an emotional connection and now its gonna make no difference!!?? The miracle of it alone should be enough to bring them back together LMAO

I am proud of him though 🤧 it’s good… its good. I’m glad to see him showing more genuine empathy and care for others.

I’m just gonna make a little side note to say the kenman in the vaccination special made me yell even more on the second watch jsdjsjdsd they love each other!!!???? 😭 Not just them being assholes doing pranks together at the start, but Cartman was the one Kenny spoke to in private about his concerns, and he was also the one most concerned with Kenny’s feelings and trying the hardest to keep him happy for the rest of the ep too (even if he wasn’t going about it in a great way sjdjsds)

All things considered and also since I am sure they will reunite eventually… I’m curious to see what will happen in the next season and if they’re going to actually explore all of this stuff?? It would be really good to have some character development for Kyle especially since there’s a lot of things he does (the hypocrisy etc.) that I dont think he even realises are bad. But I hope they will realise in the end that they love each other no matter what 🥺

But the fact that we have to wait like 6 months or more now and have to just live with this ending until then, i-

#x #sp spoilers #south park spoilers #me: ''just some extra thoughts''#also me: [makes this even longer than the first post]#im sorry im venting on here so much SDKFSJ

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