#(me vc when cloud walks in) here comes the most special-est boy ever if you dont clap ill blow this whole building up /ref

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my mental health may be dogshit but the fact i have a partner who sees me the way i am/the gender i am/with all my quirks and accepts this and validates me sure as hell makes the mental health a lot better than itd be otherwise :'3 sorry for 4am cringeposting i am just full of love and also loneliness

ANYWAY GET YOU A PARTNER WHO LOV U FOR WHO U ARE we love that shit it works wonders

#romance #literally it helps me so fucking much #i remember realizin in the past i didnt wanna be w someone who exclusively saw me as girl bc that wasnt what i was. and then i jus. #bein w someone who validates me is rly nice #i hope i can also make them feel seen and validated like. they r my beloved partner no mattr what #if yr reading this my love: yeah i mean it #the One simultaneous pro and con of this is i completely unmask around them and it kills me a lil bit i feel bad #I KNOW ITS JUST MY BRAIN BEING COMFORTABLE W THEM. WHICH IS VERY GOOD. BUT FUUUUCK #i uust hope im not too annoying HGDJSB #i rly need to work on not avoiding stuff over bein 'scared of bothering' them tbh oops #tbf thats probably mutal but. listen. we're like dnd characters. its the trauma. #mutual** #SORRY IF YOU SEE THIS #ummm. yea #BUT YEAH IT MEANS DSOFOFCMEHD F IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME #drinking 'i love my partner' juice right fucking now #(me vc when cloud walks in) here comes the most special-est boy ever if you dont clap ill blow this whole building up /ref #theyre rly like. me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic