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iloveyou-writers · 9 months
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hi, ive been writing for 3 years in the same fandom since i was an early teen (16 now almost 17) and there's times i just feel like its the end of an era when i hit a roadblock and maybe im just being dramatic
i just need advice for working on multiple projects at once im juggling my current WIP, one i really wanna do, an idea thats floating around my brain that literallY WONT leave me alone and just begs me to plot out the entire thing and interrupt like all of the other WIPs and then my old WIP that i stopped for my old old WIP that i stopped for my current WIP
im sorry if none of this makes sense
its just a chain of events
first WIP - i write some of it
new idea comes along/ i still need to finish this PAUSE new wip
new wip again pausing work i still need to finish wip
writing another fic on the side for when after i finish that one so im not ending on a clean slate but also hate starting out pausing and starting agan bc i magically feel like my writing will feel different/ i'll level up and acquire new skills and i'll feel the urge to rewrite it
and then another kind of passion project thing that kinda came out of no where that my brain is begging me to plot out when i JUST started a side WIP for the one im almost done with and planning a sequel for that... while wanting to go back to my orginal first WIP but its just getting left behind in this race of which WIP grabs my attention
its like i wanna write all of them at the same time but for the life of me i CANT devise a system where all of them get equal attention
but my real question is how to deal with writing multiple works at a time or deciding which ones to write first
tysm if you answer this
all the love, louiscarrotsxoxo
Honestly, as someone who consistently has at least 6-10 WIPs I'm working on at a time, I feel this so much xD there are days I get over 5 ideas that I get passionate about.
So what I do personally is I just go with what is pulling me the most. Go with what I'm feeling the most passion toward at the moment. The only issue is that I'm a person that frequently loses fire if I don't work on something or talk about it often enough.
One way I'd recommend to combat this would be to talk about a WIP you're not working on with someone (or post about it on your blog) while you work on the other WIP(s). That can keep your fire burning while you're working on something else.
Otherwise, you can always have multiple docs open at once (depending on how you write) and just work on multiple literally at the same time. It's hard to really give advice on this, because it just depends on how your brain works and I'm neurodivergent so what works for me won't necessarily work for everyone.
Good luck and sorry for the slow reply! Thank you for being so patient.
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emperorzsmile · 4 years
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SiriNoel Fanfiction;; Sick
((hdbvhd this is my first fan fiction I’m posting on here so please bear with me!!))
summary: Sirius is sick and Noel wants to make him feel better!!
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Being sick is honestly an irritating thing for many. You cant smell, constantly having a headache, feel like your going to pass out, tired absoulutely all day, angered very easily than before, it's terrible!
Well, sadly the one and only Sirius Gibson, is dealing with that currently. He's sick. The already short tempered male, is sick.
The purple headed male has currently locked himself in his Lover, Noel Levine's room. Even though he was told to isolate himself into his own room, he proceeded to refuse the order. Sirius isn't the type of person to instantly obey an order, especially when the order is to be away from his significant other.
So, Sirius is in Noel's comfortable blue bed, snuggling close to the star and moon pillows they bought each other for Valentines day. Sirius craved attention, considering Noel has been away from his significant for 2 hours.
Why is the blonde away from his significant? He's trying to made soup.
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"Noel, turn the stove OFF please!" Claire and Ashe begged, attempting to pry Noel from burning the kitchen.
"I-It is! I swear! I turned it off!" Noel panicked, grabbing the hot bowl of soup and bringing it to the counter, hissing at the instant burn touching his palms in a mere second.
"Noel! Are you okay? Are you hurt?" Ashe hurries over to Noel, looking closely at Noel's burned palms. "Yes I'm alright! The bowl was meerely too hot, I'm ok!" Noel spoke through hisses of pain, holding his hands to his chest as they trembled softly.
"Whew, thank the stars! I'll finish up the soup, Miss Claire, can you tend to Noel's wounds?" Ashe asks, putting on kitchen mittens and grabbed the bowl of soup, taking over and finishing up the rest for Noel.
Despite his absolute terrible cooking, Noel did a very well job with the soup, and actually not burning the kitchen down! Ashe was impressed.
"His wounds aren't terrible, just mere burns, they'll heal up in no time!" Claire spoke, wrapping Noel's palms with bandages, before getting up to clean up the small mess in the kitchen. Ashe nodded, and looked at Noel’s slightly worried face, frowning abit.
"Noel, I know very well your worried for Sirius, but he'll be okay! You haven't slept or taken a rest ever since he became sick, let us do the rest.." Ashe begged, grabbing a rectangulaur plate and but the bowl of soup, a small cup of honey tea, and napkins on the plate, putting it on the kitchen table and softly puttng a hand on Noel's shoulder, worried for the blonde.
"I will be alright, honest, Ashe. I do apprciate your concerns, but I must make sure Sirius is alright." Noel said in his soft voice, before getting up and grabbing the plate and excusing himself upstairs to his room.
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"Siruis? Starlight? I'm coming in." Noel spoke outside the door, skillfully opening the door without dropping Sirius' meal. When he locked eyes with his purple haired lover, his eager smile saddened when noticing how pale Sirius looks.
"Oh stars, Darling, look at you..." Noel spoke softly, closing the door and walking over to the bed, puttng the food on the beside table and holding Sirius' face in his hands, looking at his now visible freckles that splattered all over Sirius' face. "You, your so pale, are you cold? Hot? Did the cold get worse?" Noel frantically asked, earning a weak cough and chuckle.
"Silly, I'm-" Sirius cuts himself off with a cough, frightening Noel. "Ah ah, I'm perfecly okay, it was just a cough." Sirius quickly reassured his worried significant, earning a pout. "Are you s-sure..?" Noel asked, holding his lover's hand and intertwining their fingers. "Oh, yes of course, dear. Please try not worry so much about this, it's just a mere cold." Sirius reassured once more. Noel sighed softly and nodded his head.
"Alright, if you say so, Sirius." Noel spoke, relieved that Sirius was alright. "However, your warmth would make me feel much better, Levine." Sirius whispered, drinking the rest of the tea and sipping the soup, humming at the warmth hitting his top lip, his eyes closing.
"The soup is, decent. But delicious. I assume you made it, hm?" Sirius smiled, opening a eye to see Noel's bright red face, clearly flustered at the compliment given.
"Y-yes, I did..! I am f-flattered you like it!" Noe spat out, rubbing his hand through his hair, he then cleared his throat. "A-anyways, if you would like for me to hold you, I'd advice finish as much as you can, but do not rush please!”
"I have to finish this, all of it, so I can cuddle my significant? Absolutely unfair, Levine!" Sirius spoke, clearly unhappy with the order given.
"Gibson."
"Alright, alright.." Sirius sighed, sipping more of the soup slowly so he doesn't cough any of it up. A few minutes of silence, Sirius finshed the soup and put the bowl on the bedside table besides him, looking at Noel.
"I'm done. Come here." Sirius requested, scooting over so Noel can get in the covers with him. The blonde haired boy sighs softly at his boyfriend's sassiness and walked over, getting into the covers, and putting Sirius's head on his chest, making sure both of them are very much comfortable.
"Therree we go.~ Hello, Starlight." Noel smiled, gently grabbing Sirius' chin so he can look at him. Sirius' face brightened and his freckles popped up. "H-hello, Levine.." He muttered, getting closer to the blonde haired boy’s lips, looking at them for a small second and kissed them softly, the taller male kissing back almost instantly, the sweet kiss being nothing but love and passion.
"Did you miss me that much? You could have just used the ring, I would have came." Noel smiled, holding his hand up to show the light yellow moon ring upon his right ring finger.
These rings are not just for show. They are rings that can signifiethe other that they are in need for attenion/love/comfort, etc. With the tap of it, shall signify the other that their lover craves you. Like a mood ring of a sort.
"No, I did not want to bother you over mere craveness of your touch, besides, your not leaving this bed no time soon. Henceforth I can hear your heart and feel your warmth for a very long while-" Sirius says befire cutting himself off once agan with anothe cough, this one more painful than the one before.
"O-oh no, Sirius! S-s-shh shh, breathe.." Noel panicked, patting the back of the purple haired male, Sirius’ coughing turning into small hiccups, and then regular breathing, as his pale hand gripped Noel's shirt.
“There you go, Sirius. Shh..” Noel hummed, petting Sirius’ hair and rubbing his back in small circles, in a attempt to relax the other from his coughing fit. “Feeling a little better..?” Noel asked, earning a nod and warm hands caressing his face. “Yes. Now, can I please take a nap with you, My Love..?” Sirius asked quietly.
“Now what type of significant would I be if I simply disagreed? Of course you may, dear.” Noel spoke in a whisper, humming a soft recognizable song to ease the other. “....This song..it’s familiar..” Sirius mumbled, his eyes being droppy, giving him a hard time to open them. Noel noticed this and kissed Sirius’ half closed eye, earning a small smile.
“It’s So This Is Love, from your favorite book and movie, Cinderella. Last I recall, you love this one because it reminds you of you and me, hm?” Noel answered, rubbing Sirius’ back in circles, making small patterns. “Ah, yes, yes I do remember it! Of course it reminds me of us!” Sirius spoke in a proud voice, seeming as though he felt very proud that Cinderella is his favorite movie and book.
“Hmmm, yes yes my Dear. Now rest, you’ve done a great job today, and I am absolutely so proud of you. You need your rest, do not worry I am right here.” Levine whispered, giving Sirius a chill up his back, but he obeyed very much after, drifting off to a dreamless sleep.
Noel was at ease, hearing the soft breathing from the smaller, although he was not tired, he decided it doesn’t hurt to nap for awhile. Before he did, Levine gently kissed Sirius’ head many many times, before singing softly:
“My heart has wings, mmm
And I can fly
I'll touch every star in the sky
So this is the miracle
That I've been dreaming of
Mmm, mmm
So this is love...”
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telelsie · 6 years
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Not to get emotional on main tonight but. :-).
Before owl i didnt know what esports was. I picked philly as my team because i wanted to improve my zen play and a youtube video i watched told me that boombox was a good zen. I watched their very first game ever when i was sick in bed and had nothing else to do. Despite almost everything else in my life changing, i kept up with owl, 6 months, through the suspensions and roster changes, even for the brief moment when i was a houston fan. It became a constant in my life. i never expected My Team, to make it to the grand finals. My philly fusion. My team of idiots, my team of absolute dumbasses.
I didn't get to see us win. We weren't the ones holding that ugly ass trophy in the end. And a little part of my brain is still processing that. The night before grand finals started i had a thought:
When we played boston, i didn't expect us to win. I kept my hopes low because i didn't want to see us lose after cheering my heart out. When we played nyxl, i didn't make a big deal of it. My thoughts were pretty much “if we win a map ill be happy.” i didn't expect us to beat london either, and although it saved me some emotional energy when we lost, i cant help but feel like i couldve done more. Theres a nagging voice in the back of my brain thats telling me that i shouldve cheered, and if i had, things mightve been different.
I think at some point, you just have to believe, and give it your all, because who knows when youll get the chance again.
I never expected esports to hold such a big place in my life, but looking back on these six months i dont think i coudlve spent them with a better group of people. To all of my friends: thank you so much, you stuck with me though wins and losses, through my outlaws phase, and through my absolute idiocy. I love all of you so much, thank you for the amazing season. go agane. ✌🏼
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