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the-soldicr · 4 years

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@ninetyscnds said here:

“I-I — I don’t kn-know what you mean–”

Rosa was gone, had left in the dead of night and Luke was left in the motel room with nothing but the ghosting presence of her in the room. She must have left in a hurry, because some of her clothes was still here, and now some guy was in the motel room having scared Luke awake. As the room was looked through, the guy clearly angry, Luke huddled in the corner, eyes darting over to the table full of their supplies and tools laid out. Was that what he meant?

“Sh-she’s not here, man,” he tried, fear rendering him stiff as a board. With jagged motions, he slowly tried to reach his hand over to grab the rest of their H, trying to hide it from view in case the intruder wanted to steal it.

“-n-not here, I-I-I don’t know where she went, okay? Can’t h-help you- j-just, leave me alone-”

James didn’t want to believe it.

He’d go through Hell and back a million times over. He’d let himself be BAIT, GLADLY submit himself in time and time again as a prisoner of war beneath his the enemy’s raised weapons if it would mean n e v e r having to enter that dim, grimy motel room in a broken attempt to d r a g his baby sister back from the depths of WHATEVER HELL she had found herself living in these days. IT WAS H I S FUCKING FAULT, all the pain she felt. He knew that.

But... she wasn’t fucking there. They’d been certain, so C E R T A I N that was where the youngest of the Hauleys could be found. They had tracked down aliases, credit cards, following the little breadcrumbs the little runaway had accidentally dropped through the years all alone, hospitals that had marked her name down before she could dash from there, too. Jails that kept her OVERNIGHT. Always on the run. Like father, like daughter. ( Not that any of them were stupid enough to say that to her face. )

You’ve gotta find her, James. You have to make sure she’s still doing OK on her own. And he’d MEANT to. He’d P R O M I S E D them all that he’d get her and bring her back safe. She’d been FOUND.

Only, the LAST THING the soldier had expected to find cornered in the room he’d FORCED HIMSELF INTO was the sad and lowly drug user guarding his stash all alone, caught like a deer in headlights. It seemed their little Rosa was doing so much worse than ANY of them had previously thought.

James stopped, shoulders hunched. He shook his head vehemently in denial, taken aback by the state of the cheapest room the broke addicts could afford, at Luke’s words. She was too fucking smart for this kind of thing. It wasn’t her. It couldn’t have been HER. A case of a mistaken identity.

Dad had FUCKED UP. He just had to have. There was no way that it was his little sister this petrified c r i m i n a l was rambling on about. Rosa had wanted to be an actress growing up, obsessed with plastic jewels and fashion, walking around in Mom’s clunky heels as a little girl. She’d NEVER find herself in here. Not in A MILLION YEARS, let alone in the five since he’d seen her last.

“ I don’t - ” He started, exasperated as he shined his FLASHLIGHT at her frightened lover. There was NO DENYING the status of addiction in squinted red eyes and chapped lips beneath the strength of the lumens. Hollowed out eyes stick out THAT MUCH MORE. “ It’s--- Rosa Hauley, you- y o u don’t know her, do you? ” James BEGGED, his voice s h a k i n g . He didn’t want to believe it. SHE WAS TOO GOOD FOR T H I S , FOR H I M . “I swear to FUCKING GOD she BETTER NOT be who you’re talking about.”

ANGER flared up behind brown eyes--- but the longer he stood there in front of him with his flashlight raised, the longer his accusatory words HUNG IN THE AIR, he knew it was useless. Shoulders dropped, confidence STRIPPED off of him. The room was under her alias. She was only fifteen when she chose the streets over the rather empty Hauley house.

“ Please... Just... come on, man, just tell me you’re NOT talking about my little fuckin’ sister... ”

#ninetyscnds #( whoops didnt mean to make this as angsty as it became )#( just a whole lot of unexpected ouch )#( the fam has no clue what rosa's been doing all these years )#( they've seen some shit via paper trails but had no idea it was this bad )#( and like - james feels so guilty for mom he cant help but feel like subsequent shit for rosa )#( i'm lowkey excited. )#( also i apologize for how bad his characterization may be i made him up at 14ish bc of a canon chara i adored so im tryin to salvage him )#( lmaooo )#( he hasn't been touched since like 2012 other than by mentioning he exists so im doin my best )#threads.#( tbh just a guilty daddy's boy who does what he's told and tries to keep the family at least on speaking terms )#( PERPETUALLY STRESSED )#( dealing with thomas is a full time fucking job )#( james: ANGERY but actually just s a d. )#( hope its ok )

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ao3feed-whamilton · 7 years

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20 Hamilton Angst Drabbles

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by Godlic_Bread

i got bored okay get fucked

uhm in order breaking up, cheating congratulations breaking up breaking up for the sake of america one liners and angery john suicide/the Duel ((two separate things but with the same prompt)) aLEXANDERRRRRRRRRRR, canon era but really short and through eliza's eyes cheating, breaking up abuse, arguing angry john, arguing, proposal #1 the apocalypse, murder arguing chronic illness s t o r i e s thunderstorms murder, domestic abuse breaking up, implied suicide breaking up

Words: 1939, Chapters: 11/21, Language: English

Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: oh boy - Character, Alexander Hamilton, John Laurens, Elizabeth Schuyler-Hamilton, Philip Hamilton, Angelica Hamilton, Angelica Sxhuyler-Church, Thomas Jefferson, James Madison, Aaron Burr, George Washington, James Reynolds, Maria Lewis-Reynolds, Gilbert du Mortier Marquis de Lafayette, james monroe is mentioned once, alexander's second, the doctor/medic, Others(TM), "Allie", "lexi", Hercules Mulligan, The Prince of the South(TM), The Princess of the East(TM), Henry Laurens like oncwe, once - Character, a hufflepuff scarf, james madison's parents, a man who gets punched, "Jacky", Alexander The Wanderer(TM)

Relationships: oh boy - Relationship, Alexander Hamilton/Thomas Jefferson, Alexander Hamilton/Angelica Schuyler-Church, Alexander Hamilton/Elizabeth Schuyler-Hamilton, Alexander Hamilton/George Washington, Alexander Hamilton/John Laurens, Alexander Hamilton/Gilbert du Mortier Marquis de Lafayette, Alexander Hamilton/Gilbert du Mortier Marquis de Lafayette/John Laurens - implied, Aaron Burr & Alexander Hamilton, Alexander Hamilton/Aaron Burr, Thomas Jefferson/James Madison, Thomas Jefferson/Maria Reynolds, Maria Reynolds/Elizabeth Schuyler-Hamilton, im probably missing some

Additional Tags: you will regret reading these tags i promise you, im high on pain medicine as i write them, so tw, Suicide, Murder, implied suicide, implied disappearances, D E A T H, Crying, there are a disappointing lack of chairs in this story, and surprisingly not a single panic attack, wait fuck nvm, anyways lets do this in order of the drabble, Not-Boyfriends, "loves just a chemical reaction" and youre still fucking leaving him because of james, Responsiveness, ALEXANDER HAMILTON THE FUCKING HOUSEWIFE, d i s a p p e a r, t h e r e y n o l d s p a m p h l e t, Congratulations, "fuck james monroe", once again de a th, angry liza, Modern times, Canon Times, WHOMST, not the word whomst, Sadly, Laptops, bad relationships, you dfont locve, Love, dammit, weird endings on some not on others i wrote this in three days oh fucking k, "my boy", a m e r i c a, breaking up, for the sake of, a mer i ca, a lot of crying, its mainly just alex tho, get rekt, weird format, story telling, not story telling, One Liners, whomst the fuck know, s, another panic attack jfc, neither of them go into detail tho dw, oh he slit his wrists forgot that lmao, cuTTING IS IN THIS BACKK AWAY, The Duel, an inappropiate use of "Talk less smile more:, joking as you die, Wine, secret time skips, the fact that alexander hamilton hated his daughters, blatant favoritism, he just though theyd all be hoes cause theyd look like eliza and act like himself, no joke, "a whore", james is mad okay, Arguments, Abuse, a lot of domestic absue, i lied theres actually just two cases of it, joke with a bitchy boyfriend get hit, a l l i e, l e x i, t o m m y, j a c k y, no baby girl though i succeed, A Proposal, Apocalypse, a not-hufflepuff scarf, black and yellow black an yellow black and, having to murder your lover, cuddling their dead body, it sounds bad but its just sad, aaron stfu, thomas stfu, john stfu, three fucking times, Diabetes, Heart Disease, College, Foster Care, insulin, Rich - Freeform, sTORY TELLING BUT I CANT FUCKING DO ITALICS, i write about john, Anthony Ramos - Freeform, BOTH, and pippa, i love them, and so does alex, flashbacks in the middle of a story ajfbsdkfbaa, gay pride parades, the interent, Internet, a dood gets smacked, price john of the south, princess eliza of the east, alexander the goddamn wanderer, hercules mulligan the tailor, henry laurens the punkass bitch king of the south, letters in 2009, letters in medieval times, pi p is smol boy, happy endings to a life you didnt get, Two Proposals, OHO THREE PROPOSALS IN ONE FIC, two weeks and our fireplace, two months and his castle, w a r, Copy Machines, MIA - Freeform, being drafted, ONE LAST N I G H T, elizabeth the wanderer must not know, he doesnt have a last name so now its "elizabeth the wanderer" or "alexander the prince", but then he fucks off so, thomas jefferson and alexander hamilton, thomas and alex, hamilton and jefferson, three different people, set schedules, "no its only 3:15 were not friends again back tf off or imma slit your throat", "its four pm can i have a hug now" "yeah", Thunderstorms, d a r l i n ', Police Brutality, in my home, GET SHOT BOY, he dies like 15/20 times, john ya bitch, #FuckJohn2k17, reynolds pmaphlety, but elixa, wsas iwht maria, alex is bitter but like "go be fucking happy i need to sort myself out", wheew those tages, Tags, Damnit, some of these are short as hell and others and long as fuck

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#ao3feed #fanfic #whamilton #hamilton #alexander hamilton #george washington

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ao3feed-lams · 7 years

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20 Hamilton Angst Drabbles

read it on AO3 at http://ift.tt/2x7xaTz

by Godlic_Bread

i got bored okay get fucked

Words: , Chapters: 1/21, Language: English

Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

read it on AO3 at http://ift.tt/2x7xaTz

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #Hamilton #lams

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ao3feed-hamilton · 7 years

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by Godlic_Bread

i got bored okay get fucked

Words: , Chapters: 1/21, Language: English

Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

from AO3 works tagged 'Hamilton - Miranda' http://ift.tt/2x7xaTz

#IFTTT #ao3feed #Hamilton #fanfic

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