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eddiemunsonwoofty · 2 years

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Fix Me - Part Three

Summary: You reach out to the local "freak"/drug dealer for some kind of escape after your mom dies. Turns out he's the escape you needed.

Caution: drug use, talks of death, sex talk.

📝: not much of a note but I've just been inspired. I hope you've liked parts 1&2 so far.

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"Eddie!" I screamed, "You scared me! And stop calling me princess, Geez!"

"Why? It suits you." He said with a toothy smile. "Suits me?" I questioned. "Look at me, do I look like the princess of the school anymore?" You look down at yourself. You are somewhat disgusted by how you look now, compared to just 7 or 8 months ago.

You had really let yourself go. No semblance of a fashion sense. Your hair a wreck, and you kind of smelled. You pause to think of the last time you showered properly. Like full blown good shower. Not the half ass shower you take when dad yells at you for being like this all week. Those showers are tap in, scrub some shit, tap out.

You come back out of your thoughts, still seeing Eddie up against the tree, staring. "What. Munson?" You shouted. "Haven't you ever seen a depressed person in your life?" Eddie stops gawking at you. His toothy smile turns to a frown. "So is that why you hit me up?" He asked. "Yes, Eddie, I'm sad." I plopped myself back on the bench of the table. Eddie came and sat beside me and put his metal lunch box in between us. "I heard about your mom," he said softly, "I'm really sorry about that, y/n."

"So let's spark this baby!" All of a sudden Eddie flings open his lunch box. Sacks upon sacks of pot lay inside. His enthusiasm definitely snapped me back, but then I just wondered how he could fit all that in there. He dug around in his "drug box" for a few moments only to pull out a joint. "Wait a minute," I said to pause him from lighting that thing, "I thought...you know, you were just gonna sell me some and I'd go off and smoke myself."

"Are you kidding me, princess?" He grinned. "This is our first sale, I gotta know if you like my shit first!" "Plus, if you get high with me you can't bust me!" He exclaimed rocking his head back and forth to taunt me. I laughed as he teased me about it. I hadn't laughed in a long time.

How was he making me laugh? No one else ever could. Was it because we weren't close, so what he said didn't matter? What is going on here? Eddie "the freak" Munson and I were getting along?

"Come on, princess...I mean y/n." He said sarcastically, "Take a couple hits, and you'll be fine." He lit the joint, puffed it a couple times, then passed it my way. "Uh...honestly Eddie," I state the obvious, but I am DEFINITELY embarrassed, "I really don't know what the fuck I'm doing."

"Oh, so your a virgin princess?" Eddie cheesed at me. "Oh my God, Eddie!" I rolled my eyes, but answered him. "Yes, I'm a drug virgin. Now tell me what to do!"

"Uh, well....you just...suck it." He said as his cheeks turned red, realizing what he just said. I ignored what he said, but listened to what he said at the same time. I sucked in...too much! I began to cough uncontrollably. "What the fuck!" I exclaim in between bouts of my coughs. "I forgot to mention, suck...softly..." Eddie bust out in full laughter. He slaps the top of the table. Literally about to hemorrhage from laughter at my expense.

I give him back the joint, "maybe this isn't for me." "No, thats my bad," he says. "I should have went easier on you then just letting you go straight in." He takes the joint, and says "Lean towards me. I'll help you out." He puts the joint to his lips and inhales, and holds it. While still holding in the smoke he says, "Open your mouth."

Huh? Open my mouth? I was so confused, but I did as he said. I leaned in and opened my mouth, a little. He grabbed my chin softly and leaned towards me. I closed my eyes, because what the fuck is going on! I suddenly feel his lips on my lips. Holy shit! Then came the smoke, it filled my mouth and started rolling out of it at the same time. Eddie paused, "breathe in." I did, and he finished. "Hold onto it for a sec or two, princess."

I held the smoke as long as I could, then exhaled. *cough, cough* That time it wasn't so bad. But this guy just planted one on me...didn't he? "Did you just kiss me, munson?" I ask shyly. "Ah, don't flatter yourself, princess, its called a shotgun." He explained, "Its easier to take, huh?" "Um...yeah." I said quietly, I was so embarrassed of how clueless I was.

He hands me the joint back. "Ok, try again, but this time go easy." I did as he said, and it was smoother. We smoked there in silence together after that. The whole thing.

It seemed like no time passed but Eddie suddenly flung that lunch box open again and started searching around. "What are you doing, munson?" I ask. He said, "Well, we've been sitting her for like, an hour, so that shit worked on you." "I'm getting you more." "Uh. I don't think I need anymore. I feel like goo on this picnic table." I state, slowly and in a monotone voice. "Yeah. I know, druggie." He giggled. "This is for tomorrow and the next day, then you can come see me again." He hands me another joint. "Only half a day, doctors orders." He says looking into his lunch box. "How much do i owe you?" "This ones on me. You need it." He starts packing his stuff back in his lunch box. "Let's get you home, princess." He holds out his hand so I can get up. He probably thinks I'm going to collapse to the ground. Honestly, so did I. "I'm okay, Eddie." I slur out. "I can make it home on my own."

"Ha, yeah, okay. I'm gonna take you home." He demands. "You're in no shape over there, ya pot head." Teeth coming straight through that smile again.

We walk out of the woods to the parking lot where he helps me into his old rusty van. "Such a gentleman!" I say sarcastically. He just smiles and shuts the door and walks to the drivers side and gets in. "I live over on rox..." he cuts me off. "I know where you live, don't worry princess, just relax." Seriously. What is with the princess thing. I would've been lying to myself, to say that it wasn't growing on me though. I liked how he said it. It was...kind of hot. Wait a second, how did he know where I lived? I was too high to ask or even think about it more, so I just sat back and enjoyed the ride.

The ride back to my place was silent. As we got closer, I noticed both my brother and father were home. Dad works until six? What fucking time was it? I look at my watch. 5:15. Hmmm, why is dad home? "Can you drop me at the corner, eddie?" I asked still completely high. I couldn't have Steve or dad see me with Munson. They'd lose their shit. "Sure thing." He says and pulls to the corner down from my house. "Thanks for the afternoon, Munson." I smile at him. "Anytime, princess." He winks at me and smiles as I shut the door and watch him pull away. I walk the rest of the way home. As I walk inside I see my dad and Steve standing there both with stern looks on their faces and they're arms crossed.

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, Y/N!" my dad shouts.

"Fuck...!"

#eddie the freak munson #strangerthingsedit #stranger things #eddie munson

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squeiky · 10 months

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Had a dream about shadow the hedgehog and rouge the bat and all we did was solve puzzles and then did customer service in a very elaborate hotdog stand.

It comes to concern that I had tried to sleep again to continue said dream but no avail. It wasn't even fantastical or anything. I was originally on the heroes team, and everyone just sucked ass so then I just joined the dark team and then somehow we managed to do everything at 100 times the speed it was incredible.

I remember walking down an aisle where everyone was stuck on a puzzle and grinning with my sharp tooth, knowing that we beat everyone faster- and I got it done better because I switched to a team I work better in.

Rouge, at some point even found us this cool area in the ceiling (that was still be renovated) for us to chill in as some kind of base- just for us. It was so cool (but we never got to use it.)

It was fun, I had a lot of fun in the dream.

I think afterwards there was the rollercoaster ride that had a creepy carnival theme to it? and the seats for it was so out of wack. (it was literal seats- akin to that of those rise and drop ride chairs)

we had to split up because one of the seats only had 2 chairs, and there were more coming in and we didn't want to wait for 3.

Then things got.. weird.

I'd say while riding down the rollercoaster (by myself) there were some tom and jerry-esc antics, but there were LITERALLY TOM AND JERRY ANTICS. yeah! so tom and jerry were just... there trying to cartoonishly kill each other during and with the ride I was STILL on.

then when I got off the ride- I WAS A CAT! not just any cat. An actual, real life cat. Not only that, but I expected both Shadow and Rouge to be cats as well.

Some really weird logic leaps occurred when I saw this black cat that got shaved on its side (it was so disheveled. even had scars) and I was like "shadow is that you?!? what happened?!" I was so distraught because I was expecting him to be a fully furry not disheveled at all black cat- but here we are. He didn't even say nothing- I though he could only meow ;-;.

then I ask where rouge is (contemplating if shes also a cat or a bat because apparently rouge defies all catification spells?) and I notice a grave stone (can't read it) and a white cat there and then I go into so much denial (I was saying "she must've turned into a bat! thats why she's not here")

and then I look at Shadow (the cat) and he goes "you've been gone for 20 years" and then I was just having the worst cat crisis imaginable. I think I said "20 YEARS?!?" and I just realized that rollercoaster tom and jerry ride must've taken 20 years but it was only a few minutes for me.

Then I realize there are humans where I am (this place looks kind of like a daycare but.., instead of for children its similar to that little backyard where that poky the little puppy in the book would play.) and I ask them about the 20 years thing and how to return everyone back to not cats. I can't remember what they said and I can't recall if the humans even had facial features to begin with.

I believe the humans dismissed my fears and complaints and then I was left alone with Shadow the shaved cat and I think I passed out?

Then I woke up, just casually walking (still trying to mentally process whatever the fuck just happened) when I come across Rouge and Shadow! they're completely fine but now they're doing what is the equivalent of papa's pizzeria working but for hotdogs, hamburgers and lettuce (but they called it a hotdog stand.)

I was scared to interact because i still imagined that I'd be GONE FOR 20 FUCKING YEARS- and I just watched them do some kind of superspeed teamwork shit in customer service (honestly it was intense)

and I got sad because they had to get these 2 extra helpers involved and I thought i got replaced for good ;-;.

(btw i'm 90% sure Rouge might've just handed me a doggybagg (the resturant plastic box thing) that had a bunch of salad in it and told me to eat. So I did and watched them as I casually (and a little guilty) ate salad and one hotdog without a bun.)

but then they eventually left, and I was asked if I could continue being apart of the team and they were like "yeah here's your hat n' aprin" and what not, so they finished up.

I didn't have much to do (they were almost done) and Rouge just told me to look at the tabs to see what order to do- and I saw this strange looking one with a long list of foods. I ask about it and Shadow comes over and he looks at it and is like "we're done" and then Rouge and Shadow highfive up in the air like they had just won the greatest award and I'm all sad because I wanted to do that and feel the award-ness to! (I believe this might've been another mini-game esc thing. For awhile I really just thought the game ended and they got jobs at.... whatever that was.)

so I apologize for not completely ditching them at some point and they're like "nah it's cool" and then I cried cause they were the best and then my dream ended and I didn't want it to end.

so now I'm writing this because I had experienced something so visceral and desire so badly. I didn't want to stop dreaming about all the fun games and puzzles and shit. Lucid dreams surely are a treat. plus, I love winning.

#dream shit again #literally woke up and wrote this #nobody @ me ever again when it comes to my dreams #because I literally cannot prove it. It is a fucking dream #either way yeah shadow and rouge were fun #shadow the hedgehog appeared multiple times in my dreams- but its nice to see Rouge and Shadow together for once!#Was hoping to see Omega #but I guess I filled in that role

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starsistertarot · 2 years

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Hey I saw your account on the explore page and I love the content!! Can you do a request about the GOM, Kuroko, Kagami, Takao being with a s/o that serves in the military and what branch the s/o serves in? I hope this isn’t too much and I totes understand if you don’t answer my request. Have a good day! <3

Thank you so much my lovely, it means a lot when someone enjoys my simp posts ❤

And a headsup to anyone who stumbles across this: I am not familiar with the military (at all), so you can read these with any branch of your choice really lmao-

WARNING: Aomine, Kise and Akashi have more upsetting headcanons- I don't know if that's triggering for someone, but I'd rather be safe than sorry, so avoid them if you're not in the mindset for angst ♡

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Headcanons on how the GOM, Kuroko, Kagami and Takao deals with a S/O that serves in the military.

(Written as if this was S/Os choice. Whether it is obligatory or voluntary, they still wanted to enlist)

Kagami

When you told him that you got accepted, he felt conflicted. He was happy for you, but he was also kind of bummed out.

He'd word-vomit on how much he's going to miss you. He feels awkward about it afterwards, but it's honestly so cute-

So the day before you left, he couldn't sleep. He'd stare at the ceiling all night. But after that, he'd go from a light sleeper to normal again.

He would hug you as if it was the last time he'll ever see you. SO *TIGHT*. The hug would literally make you feel butterflies by how much love is embracing you right now.

Hed be quite distracted the first weeks, as he keeps thinking about your well-being a lot. Examples: Oh I hope they make lots of friends/I hope the food tastes good/I hope they get enough sleep---

Eventually he's normal Kagami again. He is proud and happy for you. He just *knows* that you'd wait for him/allow him to follow his dreams too.

If you had to go off on a dangerous mission, he'd be worried sick about you but also "my s/o is gonna kick everyone's ass"-----

No but seriously he would be pretty worried, but he just knows you're going to be okay.

Kuroko

"That's great, Y/N. I'm so happy for you" *pats your head with a soft smile* OK but he would genuinely be so happy for you, if this is something you've been wanting-

He would be sad to see you go, but he finds your happiness to be more important than his selfish wants and needs.

The night before was fine, the day after you leave will be chaotic. He would lay awake thinking about you and how you're going to adapt- (cute)

His hug will only get stronger the more he realise it will be the last time he hugs you for a while. He'd send you off with a *proud smile but teary eyed*

He is honestly fine the entire time you're gone, once you finally give him an update on your first week there, he'd relax (He'd be more concerned if you hated it though).

I can see his friends comment on how it's weird how calm he is;;; But as said, once he knows you're okay- He has nothing to worry about since he is extremely proud of you.

If you were going off on a dangerous mission, his inner panic button will be *smashed* and he'd physically shake. His friends would have to calm him down, and he honestly needs time to digest-

He'd eventually calm down a bit, but he would be uncharacteristically nervous for a while until he knows you're safe again.

Aomine

OK no but why would the first thing this grumpy bitch says to you is a spicy comment on how hot you'd look in a military uniform-

It's a mix of "thats cool" and him being grumpy that you're leaving him.

If you sleep in bed together, he would definitely notice his personal bodypillow is gone. (He's grumpy because he can't force you into involuntary nap times anymore)

His goodbye hug would honestly be him hugging you *so tight* while pretending to be lowkey about it, and then tear up in the car on his way home. (My boy-) He secretly doesn't want you to worry about him yk-

He is fine the first couple of days, but progressively becomes more of a mess as time goes on.

I think the long-term loneliness is going to fuck him up a bit because of his depression- Just because he's gotten used to being around someone a lot.

If you were going on a dangerous mission, I'd feel he'd be a mix of seeing red and being extremely worried/sad and kind of takes his aggression out on others by being even *grumpier* than usual (my poor baby)

Honestly I believe he'd be a bit of a mess, until he knows you're okay.

Kise

I know Kise tends to be the hyper peacock, (with a darker personality ofc) but in my *personal headcanon* ... which this is; he would strip that part of him completely. He'd look at you with that sad smile, because he secretly hoped you wouldn't get accepted.

And no, it's not because he's a bad boyfriend. He knows that you can either be completely fine or you could risk a lot or even everything. And he knows thats selfish of him, but he cares too much to care if he is-

He'd struggle to sleep the day before and many days after. He just can't stop worrying about you.

His goodbye-hug would involve a lot of tears. He'd hug you till the last possible second and continues to cry as he feels your warmth turn cold.

Would be a mess the first weeks. His *peacock spark* is kind of dead, and he'd stare off into space a lot.

Would eventually get better as time went on, especially if he knows you're doing fine and enjoy it. Still misses you a lot though ♡

If you were going on a dangerous mission, he wouldn't regret his original feelings about how he wanted them to reject you. He doesn't care at that point if you'd get mad at him for even thinking that very thought. He just wants you to be safe *with him*.

Is honestly extremely upset and kinda mad for an unknown amount of time time, even after you make it back. He wishes that he could go back in time and never let you enlist in the first place.

Midorima

Great, the tsundere- No but in all honesty I think he's fine with it. He won't stop you or be grumpy about it but he won't express how he really feels on the situation either. *BUT DEEP DOWN HE ACTUALLY CARES AND LOVES YOU WOW*

He is genuinely proud of you for being able to enlist, and he doesn't want to diminish the situation with his feelings on the situation. (Aka he's going to miss you a lot 🤧)

I have an inkling that he will be a light sleeper for a few weeks, because in theory he's hoping that you'll be okay in a new environment (not that he's willing to admit that but okay)

His goodbye hug would be kind of awkward- It's like the realisation kicks in and his mind is mentally processing everything that's going on. And when he snaps back, you're already gone.

Overall, he'd be fine. He sees this as something you have to/want to do, and wouldn't want to be the one to stop you.

But he sometimes catches himself trying to talk to you only to realise you're not there.

If you were going on a dangerous mission however, he'd act more *annoyed and emotionally constipated* because he is constantly worried about you.

Relies on your horoscope to be good every day for him to be able to relax just a little.

Akashi

Akashi in my mind has abandonment issues- So I don't see this going very well. After all, this isn't a vacation or a business trip.

I do feel he might get a bit heated and have a *calm heated argument* on the situation. It doesn't really matter to him how much you want/need to do this, he's got tunnel vision.

A lot of nights where he is staring at the ceiling. Like a lot.

I don't know if he's petty enough to not hug you goodbye or gives you that *butterfly in your stomach* hug. (I guess it depends on how well the discussion went- If he's mad at you then lmao no. If he snapped out of his tunnel vision then yeah)

But no I think he'd spiral down into hell the first weeks. Where he feels like what happened to his mother is going to happen to you too. He will pretend to be fine on the outside, but his mind is a tornado.

He gets calmer, as time goes on. He tries to latch on to any false sense of security that you're going to be just fine.

But that gets thrown out the window if you're doing something dangerous though. His tornado is stronger than ever, and I'm convinced he'd try and do everything in his *Akashi powers* to get you out of that situation.

Overall, he'd be scared every day for previously mentioned reasons, that what happened to his mom will happen to you.

Murasakibara

*headpat*, very proud of you. Honestly he would be kind of impressed. Since in his lazy nature, anything that is active must be really impressive---

He might be a bit of a sulky baby because he won't get to see you whenever he wants, but he will be fine as long as you reassure him it's temporary.

His sleep is mostly undisturbed because I don't.. see him as an overthinker.

His hug would be snuggly and cute though, he'd see you off with a soft smile and a "Good luck" and a headpat- because you're so damn cute-

I don't think he fully understands the severity being in the military- It's either going to be peaceful or it might end up being dangerous- But he's not really worried.

Would be pretty much unbothered the entire time, mostly sulky because he misses your cuddles and your occasional cafe dates though.

If you were going on a dangerous mission ... He might have a similar reaction to Kagami? Like "I'm not worried because my S/O is a tough cookie", I think panicked reactions are saved for *actual emergencies*.

Overall, he'd be the most unbothered out of them, as he doesn't allow the situation eat at his concious. "They'll be back soon enough" mentality.

Takao (My first love 🥸🤌)

Okay but I think he would react two ways; Externally he would celebrate with you, full on party party with confetti- but internally he'd be a bit upset about the fact you're leaving him

He would be so honest about how he felt, because he needs you to know that: even if it hurts him to see you go, he is happy that you're doing something you want.

He'd probably toss and turn the very first night's, but the more accustomed he is, the better he sleeps.

His hug would be so *emotional*, he's crying, you're crying, but he's also grinning like an idiot because he loves you and he's happy for you-

He would be fine the first weeks, he'd manage to distract himself with different activities and friends

But will slowly start missing you, *like a lot*. He'd start feeling the loneliness lurking in the corner, but he promises himself that he'll be fine.

If you're going on a dangerous mission, he'd probably pace back and forth a lot- Like he can't stand still. He'd take that opportunity to rant about his concerns to his friends, and allow himself to cry when he's alone, instead of bottling up his emotions.

He would worry for your safety, but he also has a feeling in his gut that nothing bad is going to happen. (Bonus; Midorima probably got him hooked on his horoscope show that he'd check in on your luck in times of need-)

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lilyclawthorne · 3 years

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Keeping Up A-fear-ance's Thoughts

I finished writing this shortly after 3 am after watching the new episode like three times because I simply had too much energy about it and I have so many thoughts because I simply live for clawthornes and also I tried to break it up with more photos this time sorry not sorry if it's a lot ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

YOUNG EDA!! let me just say I am quite a fan of opening with a flashback like we've done here and the last episode

"we have never seen a curse like this before" Lilith you had shit luck picking out curses huh

"cut it out if we have to" goddamn Gwen let'a calm the fuck down a bit.

anyways we've only really seen young Eda as a wild and confident and happy little child so I appreciate seeing this side of her with the anxiety and fear she's feeling here. I love seeing what the curse stuff was like for her as a kid

Gwen: I raised a perfectly fine kid

Me: no you didn't look at her she's got anxiety

I'm guessing this is their backyard or just some woods behind their house?? wonder if the portal was placed there by another elder family member.

lmao I can't even begin to imagine what small Eda experiencing the human realm was like for the first time

Gwens giving me "I can't accept that my child is disabled/chronically ill/etc." here. y’know the kinda parent that'll put their kid through hell over something they probably will find a way to learn to live with (which Eda did do)

ok that's it I humbly request to know the story behind the fang now (also the noise she made when she put it in was freaking cute)

new dress! new boots! new dress! new boots!

..yikes that fridge is empty

"calm down the curse acts stronger when you're stressed" Eda do you know who you're talking to here

confirmation losing limbs is in fact a side effect of the curse!! (y'know since Eda originally said it just happens when you get older)

please I love these sisters they're so sweet and make me wanna go 🥺

"suddenly curious about my past" "always. always curious" Luz says exactly what we all think

witchlet?? sweet flea?? she's got pet names for them 🥺 (although idk how much I'd like to be referred to as any kind of flea sorry Lilith)

ok Gwen is very much not close to what I expected and I'm kinda grateful for that

she's more like super caring but still managed to royally fuck up which was my original head canon for clawthorne parents so uh that's cool. but literally, look at their body language, Eda's pissed, Lilith's sad and making herself small. she's clearly messed up with her parenting on both of them along the way.

"who knows what they put in those nasty concoctions?" mama clawthorne would be a fucking anti-vaxxer wouldn't she

ok I side with Eda here more than Luz and Lilith. just because Luz misses her mother, or Lilith hasn’t seen their mom in so long doesn’t mean Eda has to feel all grateful for the presence of Gwen, especially if the woman has caused her a lot of trouble over the years

I feel like the fact that its actually both Lilith and Gwendolyn have spent their whole lives dedicated to trying to find a cure could probably have held some kind of weight on Eda at some point. Even though she shouldn't feel guilty or responsible for that, I still feel like it's gotta suck knowing these people have spent so much time on something you know is likely never gonna happen, all for you.

Lilith 😞 her mother really just didn't pay attention to her all these years

hey if this guy does some next level healing magic then why isn't he more well-known, huh? why’d it take so long to come across him?? Gwen do you know what the fuck you're doing cause I think you don't

Lilith just because you're depressed about your mom doesn't mean you have to bring king down too 😠

SUPER irrelevant but is anyone else just bothered by the way Lilith is holding her spoon?? that doesn't seem like a comfortable way to hold a spoon. also is she left handed??

"knife season came early" EDA WHAT DOES THAT MEAN. is this a boiling isles things or is this a it’s common for people to throw knives at you thing

also I want to be surprised Eda fell for the apple blood signs but I am not 😔

Luz please trust you're gut on this one and not mama clawthorne

ok now I need to know why the fridge was empty but they had 18 cartons of ice cream this is why you guys don't have food you're wasting it all on ice cream.

wow never thought I'd see the day hooty became the voice of reason

also, night market ice cream?? are they implying this ice cream is like, edibles of some sort?? Lilith does seem kinda high here ngl. idk man but at least she wants to stand up for herself so good for her.

PLEASE kings just offering her ice cream while she transforms

"first in a series" Gwen honey oh no. you've been duped. I think we can see where Lilith got her naïveté from huh.

Also, nice snatch Luz 😊

anyways love how this show is basically making fun of moms who refuse to give their kids proper medical treatment or listen to medical professionals here

EXCUSE ME why do we know Gwen's palisman's name before we know Lilith's?????

"I am a mother who'll do anything for her daughter" you're mom who's suffocating obsession with one daughter has left the other neglected and is currently causing her to turn into a full on beast ya dummy

Eda DOES have a right to be upset. it sucks that her own valid emotions that she should get to feel will cause her while body to betray her.

PLEASE I’M SO GLAD LILITH’S BEAST DESIGN LOOKS LIKE HER AND IS NOT THE THING FROM THE TRAILER THAT IS ACTUALLY IN EDA"S HEAD WHEN SHE’S TRANSFORMED

but also why is she SO massive?? also anyone concerned that this is her first transformation and the light glyph trick wouldn't even work??

Gwen look at what you've done, you've fostered feelings of inferiority in one daughter causing her to feel the need for sibling rivalry that the pure instincts of the raven beast cannot suppress no matter how much their sisterly relationship had improved.

HOW COULD YOUR OTHER DAUGHTER ALSO BEING CURSED BE A PART OF THE PROCESS GWEN??

"after Eda was cursed, I joined the beast keeping coven" woah woah WOAH. you're telling me you only joined because of trying to help Eda. that covens existed, before Eda got cursed, and you very much weren't a part of one. combine that with "some words for belos" she has and do I smell wild witch theory still plausible???

anyways at least mama clawthorne is getting some sense into her head here

Morton c'mon help a girl out, that's some dang good art too what the heck dude

ok fine mama clawthorne to the rescue

no pls not raven beast Lilith crying im crying now

Gwen: I raised a fine and self-sufficient child

Me: no you didn't look at her. she's got, SO MUCH.

GODDAMN THATS SOME POWER. ngl this only adds fuel to the fire in my head that there was some kinda reasoning these sisters were torn apart, that someone felt they'd be too powerful together (and they were probably right)

"I heard you but I couldn't stop myself, I couldn't do anything" may be just because she's not used to the curse but again part of me is concerned that because she couldn't pull herself out of it even a little bit like Eda did that there's something wrong there. but she also could've been stressed beyond reasonably calming herself down too.

ok but this is sweet

NOOO im so sad Lilith's leaving :( I literally cried ok

"you lived here?" fine OKAY king that was hilarious even if im sad about this

"reconnect with dad" excuse me where the fuck has this man been in the middle of all of this. curse shit is going DOWN and he's just chilling at home.

I am curious about people's thoughts regarding the whole Lilith regression thing and the fact that she's literally going to be living with her parents again. I feel like it could help nurture that inner child she's been reverting back to and help her out a LOT. but I could also be concerned about it feeding into the regression and making it worse?? idk and this show probably ain't getting that actually deep into psych anyways

"some day my hair is gonna be big enough to do that too" Luz I cannot wait for the day. also mood, I wish I could do that too.

alright who's holding the fucking pen for hooty we need a volunteer RIGHT NOW so we can remain in contact with Lulu

NOT THE ONLY HUMAN? my bets on the real azura rip never mind she said he

Titan’s Blood?? interesting. If the blood of the titan is around I wonder what that means regarding the titans existence, and how long its been since the titan fell.

AHH BABY LUZ PHOTO

ALSO WHO THE FUCK IS THAT?? They're really gonna spring that on us like this??? Camila's gotta notice somethings wrong right??? Unless any differences she just chalks up to the camp?? oh god :(

well, anyways lumity shippers come get yo juice next weekend

anyways im gonna need to add a NOT canon compliant tag on that one Gwendolyn fic I wrote because it definitely do not comply anymore

#toh #the owl house #owl house #keeping up afearances #keeping up a-fear-ances

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100 Reasons.

This is my first attempt at a Carol x Fem Reader imagine 😅

"I know she has to go off and save the universe and all, but we're in a relationship for God's sake." You stress, Natasha's green eyes washed over with concern as she studies you intently, making a mental note to remove the alcoholic beverage from your hand. "I respect her job but it doesn't mean I have to be happy about it."

The Black Widow's eyes soften and she uses the gap to remove the glass bottle from your hand and set it down on the floor. "I'm sorry Y/N."

"I get I'm being selfish but am I not allowed to? Just like all those other people have issues, so do I, and I sometimes I just want to lay in her arms and tell her about my day or just sit in silence because I enjoy her presence you know?" you glance over at Natasha, noticing the smirk on her face. "What?" You ask, suddenly self conscious. You weren't one to complain but you'd fallen down the pit and just realized.

"Nothing. That was just really... Gay."

You chuckle and push her head away. "Shut up."

Natasha's giggles cease as she looks you over with concerned eyes. "Hey." she makes eye contact, gaining your full attention. "Talk to Carol about it."

"To do what? We're just going to talk and then she's going to go off and save the universe again."

"Maybe." Natasha shrugs. "But at least she'll know how you feel and be more considerate." the red head shrugged before moving her eyes back to the television set.

The following day, you danced on the balls of your feet as you stood a few feet behind Tony Stark. You couldn't lie and say you weren't excited about Carol coming home, but you'd decided that you were going to talk to her about your feelings, and truth be told, you were scared of how the message would be brought across considering your emotional state. You wanted her to know, but you didn't want to add to her load or come across as too aggressive.

"I can feel the excitement from here Y/L/N." Tony speaks up and you breathe out a chuckle.

"It's not everyday the love of my life returns from space." you shrug before looking upwards, awaiting Carol's arrival. Estimated one minute.

She lived at the compound, but spent most of the time at your place. She'd tried landing there once, but due to the excitement from getting to see you, almost destroyed your residence. So she stuck to landing at the compound. But you didn't mind going all the way over there, it was like picking her up from the airport.

"Yeah yeah, sap." Tony brings you closer by your shoulders just as the two of you catch the light entering the atmosphere. It becomes bigger and brighter and before you know it, a glowing Carol lands in a standing position a few feet away from you with a bright smile on her face.

Tony releases you and offers Carol a smile before bringing her in for a small hug. "Welcome home Danvers."

"Yeah yeah don't get all mushy on me now Stark." Carol rolls her eyes but accepts Tony's hug, letting out a peaceful sigh.

"Nope. Leaving all that for her." He nods his head towards you before leaving, muttering something to Friday.

Your eyes lock with her brown ones and her grin grows impossibly bigger. She launches towards you and pulls you into a tight hug, so strong it lifts you off the ground. You hug her back with the same intensity, drinking her in. Her scent, her feeling. You bring your hand up to her hair and exhale deeply, the moment you've been waiting for finally having arrived.

She pulls back and sets you back on the ground before giving you an award winning smile, tucking some stray hairs behind your ear. "Hey baby. Miss me?"

You sat on Carol's bed, unsure of how to start the conversation, so you picked at the burnt threads of her duvet, waiting for her to come out of the shower.

She finally emerged, rid of all her intergalactic germs with wet hair. She offered you a smile and fell down onto the bed in front of you with a groan. "I could so do with some sleep right now." she muttered into the comforter before pulling her wet hair into a bun.

You forced a smile as she laid across your stomach and closed her eyes. You cherished these moments - the ones where you could hold her close, or even were just together, but the fact that she couldn't spend time with you because she was tired from her mission reignited the fire you had shared with Natasha last night. You tried to convince yourself it wasn't that big of a deal and that you'd have the next few days to spend with the vibrant blonde, but that was just it - what until another mission came up.

"So how was the mission?" you prompted yourself to ask as you thread your fingers through her clean hair.

"Easy." your skin erupted in goosebumps as she spoke against your stomach. "Didn't take as long as I thought it would but on the way back, I came across a planet in crisis so I had to stop there."

"That was... Nice of you." your voice betrayed you and Carol noticed immediately, lifting her head with a deep frown.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, no yeah. I'm fine." you try, but Carol knows better.

"Y/N." She warns and you give in.

"I miss you."

Her gaze softens. "I miss you too baby. But we're together now."

"No." your eyes avoid her confused ones as you try to keep your voice calm. "I miss you all the time Carol."

"Baby?"

You sigh and try to formulate your thoughts in a way to not offend her. She did just return from a mission and was tired but dammit you had feelings too.

"I know you have to save the world and everything and be a superhero but you do kind of have commitments here..." You begin, trying to steer her thoughts in the same direction as yours, but her brows furrow further. "Carol I'm your girlfriend and we're in a relationship... Yet every month you're off on some new planet and I'm here all alone. I get relationships aren't only about being physically affectionate but..."

"I thought you understood." She mumbles, finally catching on. "That I have extra responsibility. You said you were fine with that." she reminds you and you nod.

"I remember." you can't make heads or tails of her expression. "But like I said, I miss you."

"I miss you too, I miss you so much all the time but I do have a job to do." Carol sighs. She was really tired. You could see that and you could also feel the tension beginning to thicken.

"I know you have a job to do." you huff frustrated that the conversation was going in circles.

"So what do you suggest? That I stop?" she asks in disbelief and you close your eyes momentarily, trying to calm yourself.

"No. I'm just asking for a little more time with you every month. I see you for like five days a month." you feel the tears beginning to pool in the corners of your eyes and watch as Carol nods slowly.

"So you want me to abandon all those people who need help and homes just so you can cuddle and make out a little more?" she scoffs and you swallow hard. This is what you wanted to avoid.

"No." your voice starts to betray you, as does your vision. "But you can't act as though the universe is your responsibility alone. You can't fix the whole universe by yourself Carol."

"I can try." she grits out through her teeth before getting up from the bed and straightening her back out. "You know you were all I could think about on the mission. I just wanted to come home and be with you and relax. But you're building barriers."

"No." you shake your head at the blonde as you mirror her position. "You laid the foundation. It's fine for you to be upset about this, I get that I kind of ruined your expectations. But you can't expect me not to have feelings either." you add before grabbing your keys.

"Where are you going?" she asks, watching you with mild concern.

"I'm going home Carol. So you can rest before your next mission." you nod at her, feeling like it was the right thing to do, before bidding her farewell. "Good luck."

It had been a few days since you'd spoken to Carol, over a week. She wasn't one to apologize, being the hard headed one in the relationship, but you weren't going to apologize either, dismissing your suppressed feelings once again.

Your finger hovered over her contact details before your thumb scrolled downwards and you clicked on Natasha's contact. You put the phone to your ear and waited. After three rings, the assassin's sultry voice filled your ears. "I was just about to call. Movie night?"

"Movie night." you confirm.

"I'm glad you spoke to her about your feelings." Natasha voices her opinion, the movie long forgotten as she notices your blank expression most of the time. "Even if it did cause a rift, she needed to know."

"I thought you were Team Cap." you joke and she chuckles.

"I am. But I'm team Y/N too." she smiles at you sweetly.

"Thats good to know." you return her smile before sighing. "How is she though?" you were burning to know.

"Quiet." Natasha sighs. "Closed off. But she went back out this afternoon, maybe she'll have a revelation."

"I doubt. But thanks." you force a smile as you grow sad. Carol left without saying goodbye. She'd always say goodbye. No matter the situation.

You dropped your keys into the bowl as soon as you locked the door and immediately picked up the door stop. Something didn't feel right.

Not that the doorstop would do anything but it was the closest weapon you had. You held the stop in one hand and used your other to feel for the light switch. As soon as you hit it, light filled the room and your eyes grew wide at your living room being covered in sticky notes.

You put down the doorstop as soon as you noticed Carol's sloppy handwriting and picked a note off of the couch.

31. Your smile.

You frowned in confusion and picked one up off the tv.

52. The way you watch movies with me even though you've seen them a long time ago.

You move into the dining room and pick a blue note off the table.

78. You look amazing wearing my clothes.

You move to go into the kitchen, but there's a note over the light switch. You pick it up and read it.

92. You always let me win in video games I don't understand.

You smile at the memories, still not understanding the context of the situation but when you finally put the light on, you see your kitchen littered with sticky notes. All over the cupboards and fridge. You notice a huge one on the fridge.

A Hundred Reasons Why I Love You.

You smile broadens as you pick up the note directly underneath it.

67. You make me a better person.

You glance down at your hand and place all the collected notes on the counter top before hearing a noise from deeper in the apartment. You immediately pick up the pan and raise it to defend yourself, but lower it when you see Carol's glowing form.

"Easy there." she smirks, coming closer as you set the pan back down. "So I only wrote out one hundred, but there are far more in my head."

"Oh yeah?" relief washes over you as you feel a normal setting descend upon the room. "Like what?"

"Like how you take such good care of me when I come home. You always make sure I'm fed, clean and comfortable even if you have work the next morning." she inches closer. "How you never make fun of me for not understanding modern references like the others and instead explain it to me." she stops glowing and your breath hitches as she looks into your eyes.

"How you aways manage to make any place we're in feel like home." she continues, stopping just short in front of you. "How you suppress your feelings to consider mine." she digs into her jeans pocket to hand you a sticky note.

You take it, not missing the heat from her hands she claimed only happened when you were around. Your eyes watered as you read the note with your eyes.

100. Because you always wait for me.

"Nobody has ever invested this much into me." she admits, bringing a hand up to scratch at her head, her nerves beginning to show. "Nobody has ever spent this much time with me or loved me or cared for me like you do. It was a luxury at first and then I began to take advantage." she looks down at her shoes in disappointment.

Your heart ached. This is exactly what you wanted to avoid. You didn't want to make her feel bad.

"Carol-"

"-And I'm sorry. You're right. We are in a relationship. I love you." she brings her eyes back to yours, causing the thundering in her chest to intensify. "I'm sorry I've been such a dick. And I can understand if you want to break it off with me because no person deserves to be treated like this."

You smile at her before taking the step forward, diminishing the space as you brace your hands on her shoulders. On instinct, she places her hands on your hips. You raise your hands and rest them on her face, moving it slightly to get a good view of her watering eyes. "Hey." you brush a thumb over her cheek. "You're stuck with me." you say in a serious tone.

"Carol I love you so much. I love you enough to wait for you like an idiot at every month." you inform her. "I didn't tell you because I want to end the relationship or cause a fight. I told you because I love you and I miss you and I want to spend more time with you. That's it. But this gesture? Really sweet."

"Right? Took me some time. But I really enjoyed making them." she admits before sighing. "I'm sorry. I promise to take you into consideration more."

"Thank you. Apology accepted." you smile before leaning in and giving her a soft kiss. When you lean back, you see her eyes are still closed with a small smile playing on her lips. "Idiot." you mumble before giving her another kiss. "I thought you had a mission by the way." you frown.

"I did." she says nonchalantly before bringing you in for a proper kiss. "Mission accomplished."

#carol danvers #Carol x reader #Carol/Reader #MCU #FxF #CAPTAIN MARVEL #Captain Marvel x Reader #Captain Marvel/Reader

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