i owe everyone a smol collection and commentary to wips/scraps i did before, during and after the fime i went into ur average cliche hollywood cringe emo phase
^^ THIS. oh my god, where do i even start about this.
MY GOSH this was like, the last thing i did b4 i fully succumbed to burn out as a whole LMAO
i made this becoz i got inspired by marc brunet doing yoneyama mai’s style vid that passed by my feed as i scrolled through hoards wanting even a single dose of motivation to prevent what i knew was an upcoming artblock.
and y’know me, i HEART yoneyama sm. so seeing that was my absolutely yumyum cup of tea—temporarily 😭
u see, EVERYTHING WAS GOING SO WELL⁉️ until i reached my limit at (unsurprisingly) hair shading.
needless to say, this was scrapped becaz—sure, the idea was overall wonderful—but the way i did the blue moon weed flower and the lighting was just NOT it for me at all. nuh uh (i essentially went through a major sob story era after this BUT i convinced myself it was just a phase—and guess what? IT WAS!! showed myself i own me n i do me 🗣️ WHOS THE ALPHA⁉️😈)
(..i aint ever physically, mentally, emotionally nor spiritually recovering from typing that.^)
^basically, after struggling to find myself for a while, i soon fortunately managed to get back to it in the slightest!;) andddd so, recently, i alas decided to do something just for me.
no more frieren fridays(+apothecary dairies) were honestly hella extra upsetting when it happened during an existential crisis moment. but hey, i got to finally draw some characs i rlly love!
these are some 30 min warmups to both challenge and to have fun myself considering its been quite some time since ive picked up my pencil and done smth worth my while.
personally content with this. moreover, it genuinely helped a lot for me to start drawing stuff again;)
^now a quick sketch i did with a palette that was somewhat out of my comfort zone.
if you’d notice, i usually use pastel colors when i do things—which i realized as i reminisced my journey and the friends we made along the wa-
in short this was a lil tryout i didto NOT do’at 💪
nothing much to say here other than that this is my forgotten genshin oc whom is now practically a test dummy for me to use whenever i have to experiment colors bcuz she doesn’t have an official one (yet…jk thats never happening sux to be her 😂🤣)
^notbing much I've got to complain about here
it's literally just a mulihaohao art style study
with ri as stelle lmao
i merely got too lazy to get it done
will prob finish....ext year-
..last but DEFO the least, a hu tao with miku fit sketch i ditched
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IM PROBAABLY BEING SO ANNOYING RIGHT NOE BUT ID ONT CARE LOOK AT HIM. Wretched thing.
DONT WORRY YOURE NOT BEING ANNOYING I REALLY LIKE GETING ASKS hes kind of cute here yhe way he skitters backwards😭😭😭STOP. stop.Sorru
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yesterday I went to a record store, found Procol Harum's first album, freaked out, i was sad because in the end I didn't have the money to buy it, it was too expensive. total frustration HShHSKHHHksJHHKK 😢(laughing to keep from crying)
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there is no reason it needs to be 100° at 8:30 pm.
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"even if my threads get torn apart, would you still love me in such a tattered state?"
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now why would you break my heart like that anon genuine question SJAY GAVE URTHE ROGJT GRRRR I WILL LITERALLY OBLITERATE U
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Ok, tumblr. Enough is enough!
Fix the message stuff
Allow me to find the fanfics I found by accident that were all smutty 2-3+ years ago
And the most recent- GIVE ME BACK MY JONGHYUN GIF!! It took me so long to not only find one of him that I liked, but also that would fit and look nice and then figure out how to get it to work on my profile. And I know like half the time my stuff disappears but come on now!!
I can’t have Jonghyun, I can’t even wish to someday meet him so let me have my GIF back.
NOW WOULD BE A WONDERFUL TIME DUMMIES!!!!
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