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[ruiduscreated]

❝ they underestimated me. so they paid the price. ❞ from Vex’ahlia

meme i lost somewhere

without the voices in her head, imogen was left alone with her own thoughts. she'd almost forgotten how they were; deceiving, tormenting, like her own mother's manipulation was bleeding into her mind. it was what had her so distracted when the other woman spoke to her. vex'ahlia had earned her respect, not unlike the other people they'd met along their travels. she was being shown around the estate; the rest of her party was listening intently to the stories being shared, but she found it hard to shake herself out of her own head.

that's when she realized that vex'ahlia was looking right at her, coming up on the end of a story, while the rest of her party was occupied elsewhere. how far in her head had she been? embarrassed, she felt warmth in her cheeks rush in like a rolling storm. she didn't want to come off as rude, of course, but it was hard to be in her head when she was pulled in so many different directions.

it was no excuse, though. if she wanted to fight it (did she?) she had to be present in this world. "it sounds like you've seen and experienced a lot more than i have," she replied, her accent thick as ever. she mentally shook the fog from her mind, focusing instead on the woman in front of her, on the home they'd been graciously allowed to stay in for now. her head turned, glancing around, taking in the room they were in, the books lining the shelves. "it really is a beautiful place. sorry we're so... distracted these days."

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[ruiduscreated]

❝ perish the thought. every word i said was nothing less than true. ❞

baldur's gate 3 sentence starters / accepting.

imogen's eyes closed, allowing the familiar, musical voice to drift into her ears, easing any anxieties that she hadn't even realized was there. she was so so exhausted, her bones aching like nothing else, mind still reeling; when's the last time she slept properly? laudna was close, close enough that she was all imogen saw when she opened her eyes again, those familiar features full of care and concern. laudna, beautiful laudna -- who fought evil incarnate every day, right inside her mind, yet still had the energy to expel to make sure those around her were okay. to reassure imogen, even when she was being an idiot.

"i know," she replied, her tone as exhausted as she felt, squeezing laudna's hands that were held in her own. oh how she wished she could show laudna how much she truly helped her fears; how the mere thought of her was enough to calm her nerves, how the moon could disappear and she wouldn't notice as long as laudna was still around. how, even if she did on occasion need reassurance, she still felt like she could fight ruidus itself if laudna believed in her. she wished she could give her the universe, she wished she wasn't so broken. "i know, laudna, i'm sorry. i just... it's just been a lot. i get anxious sometimes." she bit her lip, glancing down at their hands, feeling her stomach turn. she probably just needed sleep. she definitely just needed sleep. "i believe you, i do. thank you."

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[ruiduscreated]

❝ i know somewhere quiet. somewhere intimate. somewhere we can…indulge in each other. ❞ (fearne. is she serious? who knows)

baldur's gate 3 sentence starters / accepting

at first, the words didn't fully register in imogen's mind; there were far too many voices in there, static noise in the background, pulling at her mind like strings vying for her attention. she still recalled the way it stung many years ago, before she had any semblance of control (young, she was so young), the way it felt like her head was exploding. she blinked; once, twice, forcing her mind to close enough to drift back into focus, back to the conversation at hand.

that was when fearne's words registered in her mind, and she felt a new sensation overtake her as blood rushed to her cheeks, a dull pink flushing onto her features as she was visibly caught off guard. "oh," she said, the gears in her brain shifting as she then moved into the next stage of acknowledgement. "oh." she glanced at fearne, who was known to flirt with everything and everyone, but not usually like that. "i mean... really?"

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[ruiduscreated]

❝ there’s an air about you. something alien. ❞ - mal .

baldur's gate 3 sentence starters / accepting.

it was not the first time she'd heard that, always in different contexts; although it was easy to assume that the comment was most likely due to the overstretching purple lightning scars that expand even under her clothes, almost up to her chest. to her, it felt almost like a direct call to her inevitable fate, one she wasn't sure she could avoid. fuck fate, she hated it.

at least the circlet on her forehead prevented her from being overwhelmed with the voices around her. "i'm not sure if that's a compliment or not," she replied, her southern accent thick as she tried to conceal her nervousness. gods, she truly did not need another battle right now with someone seeking to use her in some way. she just wanted to be normal, just for a little while. "but thank you."

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[ruiduscreated]

tags - (i will forget some for sure)

🔴🌙  *  /   photos   /   pretending to be myself.

🔴🌙  *  /   threads   /   watch the world from the sidelines.

🔴🌙  *  /  meta   /   never feel too good in crowds with folks around.

🔴🌙  *  /   inbox   /     broken glass saw the blood run from my veins.

🔴🌙  *  /   ooc   /     taylor swift lyric bot.

🔴🌙  *  /   self promo   /     its hard for me to go home to be so lonely.

🔴🌙  *  /   promos   /     never split the party.

🔴🌙  *  /   memes   /     you could call me lady or you could call me something else like that.

🔴🌙  *  /   wishlist   /     violent delights.

🔴🌙  *  /   headcanons   /     lullabies dont comfort me.

🔴🌙   *  /   wishlist   /       everyone else is just noise.

🔴🌙  *  /   powers   /     all this running around. i cant fight it much longer.

🔴🌙 *  /   abilities   /     i feel the chemicals kicking in.

🔴🌙 *  /   isms   /     sad cowboy lesbian music.

🔴🌙 *  /   aesthetics   /     know its for the better.

🔴🌙 *  /   crack   /     lesbian request denied.

verses -

🔴🌙  *  /   verse   /   main. 

ships -

🔴🌙  *  /   imogen & laudna   /   no grave can hold my body down ill crawl home to her

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