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✰ How did you decide your muse’s skills and talents? Do they relate to their occupation in some way?

MUNSTROUS — accepting!

ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ, ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀ 12 ʏᴇᴀʀ ᴏʟᴅ ᴏʙsᴇssᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ sᴏᴜʟs ᴏғ ᴀɴɢsᴛʏ ᴛᴇᴇɴ ʙᴏʏs ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀɪɴsᴛʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs . . .

and that was about it at the start hhhgsdkl. he was originally a (jobless 17yo) werewolf cause I liked em better than vampires and since I also liked making my own lore even back then he made absolutely no sense, like at one point his saliva stopped blood from clotting so if he bit someone they were a little extra screwed. no reason behind it, just though it was cool!!! as a person he didn’t have many things he liked to do since he was Angery and Bad but at some point he was kinda into photography? also no reason behind it. sounds fake :/ his first job was as an assassin with my friend’s character Gwyn, cause he was soooo good at killing ppl, and after she died he got picked up by an organization (also by my friend) that nearly drove him to lose his mind before he finally made his way to Pallas Athena

anyway I changed up his backstory multiple times over the years so he’s not even a werewolf anymore and also independent of rp, and back in the day he picked up a lot of miscellaneous Science Shit from his parents that he doesn’t like to think about. the fact that he’s a biological and inter-dimensional anomaly is kinda what attracted Babelon’s attention (and I’m actually about to revisit those years and figure some more shit out huhuhu…) but he wasn’t an employee to them, just a commodity. however in Pallas Athena, Athene does like to make sure that it’s the right person for the right job, so the jobs that Isayah gets tend to appeal to his abilities

#【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details #ivakir #((thank you so much!! #it's nice being on the blog again :') even if I don't do much ahskldhsd))

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TAGGED BY :  @isoscelesnightmare thank you !

1ST RULE:  tag 9 muses you would like to know better: @xjelani, @fxlsemoon, @frailock (Sakura or both if you want!), @ivakir, @desertfragments (Red), @wildtenacity (Cora), @onewiththeglow, @bestvictim

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true for your muse.

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others friends with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well (yes u can isayah stfu)

I can play an instrument (he did, once)

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory (certain times/memories are,,,,,,,,damaged hfdmksdhd)

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute

I have beaten at least two people in arm-wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship  

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close to my school

My parents are still together (iN DEATH— inappropriate ?)

I have at least one sibling

I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CD’s

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have break-danced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

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It is genuinely hazardous to call Isayah a dog to his face. As humorous as it might sound, there’s some pretty hefty PTSD surrounding that specific insult for him, and regardless of whether it’s said jokingly or not, from a stranger or a friend, he will never react well. 

If a stranger were to say it, they would immediately receive the full force of his contempt. Unless they were antagonizing him beforehand he will usually give some sort of threatening warning before breaking things (primarily jaws), but spontaneous violence is far from unheard of in regard to this particular man. Should he be unsuccessful in ditching them or unable to vacate the premise and the stranger continues to antagonize him with the insult, Isayah may even attempt to kill them. 

As for his friends? They know better. 

(If any new friends he somehow manages to make, unaware of his past, playfully compare him to a dog, he will inform them very seriously to never say that again. If they really want to be his friend, they won’t.)

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rolls up my sleeves  it is Time,,,,

y’all ready for a confession? here it is: my PETTIEST pet peeve when it comes to Isayah is...........people assuming that he smells like a dog HDDHGKLSHDGD. I DON’T BLAME U, HE LITERALLY CAN TURN INTO A WOLF and i never bring it up because it’s just That Petty, but he hasn’t taken that form in a long ass time and coincidentally Isayah ALSO hates being compared to a dog on any level (for different and very valid reasons), and I figured since I already made a detail post on it, why not do smth nice for him and expand a bit more on it

SO. I said “unless he has shifted recently” but didn’t give a very good definition of that sjdklghsbsd. by recently I mean within a few days, although it also depends on how long he stayed as a wolf. The last time he shifted was The Mountains, which...was two years ago AHSDHLGK. Isayah’s NOT a werewolf, his body is genuinely (an extremely altered) human and the ghost that tried to possess him doesn’t smell like anything. also unless someone is with him AS he shifts back into a human or a few minutes afterwards, a normal human nose probably wouldn’t be able to smell anything unless, again, he’s spent an extended time as a wolf

now when he DOES smell like a wolf, u gotta remember that he doesn’t live as wolf, he doesn’t act like a wolf. he lives in the city and acts like a human in the shape of a wolf who has wolfish instincts but isn’t at all controlled by them. as such, while it’s definitely a canine scent, it’s much wilder than a dog, no funky yeast smell and much muskier, gives u a very Feral vibe hdhklhgsd. it’s also not going to be anywhere near as strong as a normal wolf’s scent bc on average he only spends a fraction of time as a wolf compared to human and he also doesn’t roll in gross carrion shit sjdsjgklhsdf. AGAIN, I DON’T BLAME PPL FOR CALLIN IT DOG SMELL cause fr who’s gonna say “oh u smell like a wolf” when there are dogs everywhere & everyone know what they smell like, but just so now there’s specifics out there of what he smells like when applicable afjdsslk

i’m also gonna get into why he hates being compared to a dog but i’ll make a new post for that bc it’s Serious and not me bein a petty ass HDHKSLGH

#【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details #【❂】тʜᴇʀᴇ ɪѕ ɴᴏ ɢᴏᴅ ❛hush #((I'M SORRY IF THIS SOUNDS SALTY it's seriously the most itty bitty petty thing like #i have NEVER said anything about it EVER to ANYONE so ofc nobody would know #AND LIKE IT IS A LOGICAL ASSUMPTION TO MAKE AND I NEVER PUT THE EFFORT(TM) INTO CORRECTING IT IN REGARDS TO MY GUY #but after 8 years here's the Effort((tm) and i wanna cry sjdsdkglshdfs #I DON'T WANNA LIKE.........AGNXHXGSD I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ANYONE FEEL BAD??? or like i'm upset or anyth?????? #IDK I'M JUST FULL OF FEAR #g od i'm a wreck the only salty thing abt me is my tears dsmlkbahldghsf #anyway now i'm gonna go write some trauma meta on isayah to escape my brain ghdsklghs))

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what shape does your pain take?

You have chains, keeping you linked to something you’d rather leave behind. Maybe this is a bad family, traumatic event, toxic relationship… But something’s keeping you trapped there, and you don’t know how to escape it *but refuse to. You can turn the chain around, to help you instead of trap you… Can’t you?

*as edited by me :3c

TAGGED BY :  @onewiththeglow (thank you!!) TAGGING :  @xjelani, @fxlsemoon, @isoscelesnightmare, @wildtenacity (edit I meant Cora I’m sorryy;;;;), @thequeenofbeasts (whoever you’d like!), anyone who wants !!

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★ Seven of Pentacles - what tests your character’s patience more than anything?

PICK A CARD — accepting!

people. just people in general, whether they’re doing things that annoy him or simply have a personality type that annoys him. I started listing things that people could do to test his patience, but it ended up getting WAY too lengthy and ramble-y and really, it can just be summed up as he has a very low tolerance for anyone outside of his squad hdkglsh

#【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details #ivakir #((thank you so much for always giving me the chance to ramble about my guy !!))

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XI. Justice - has your character ever knowingly wronged someone?

PICK A CARD — accepting!

insert stock photo of me, laughing with my salad only ALL THE GOD DAMN TIME,

alright, I’ll be serious. he was a good kid and…extremely sheltered, let’s say, up until he was 14 so…the very first time he knowingly wronged someone? physically he was 15 when he first made the actual the decision to Fight someone. the first time he emotionally wronged someone? probably also 15, when he met [REDACTED BECAUSE SPOILERS]

or at least, those were the first worst times. after that, though? he really just went downhill from there hdsklgh and now his mentality is sort of “well if I haven’t killed them it’s not that bad” and it’s terrible. the only people he loves in the world are his squad and he wrongs them too, even if it’s just in little ways that they overlook because it’s just Isayah being Isayah, he still does it?? listen he is terrible and I hate him,

#【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details #ivakir #((i feel like there should be more to this #but there's not haksld;hgs that's all this is it he's just horrible))

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Because he was living in the form of a wolf for almost the entire duration of the two years he spent in the mountains, Isayah’s human body didn’t change much—or at all, really. He still aged (or whatever it is that he does), but his hair didn’t grow, mop head or facial.

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13. How do they greet the world — what is their typical attitude towards life? How does it differ in different circumstances, or towards different subjects? Why do they take these attitudes, and why do they change? How do these tend to be expressed?

THE MEANING OF LIFE — how long has this been in my drafts!!

technically already answered a long time ago here, but I will never pass up an opportunity to info dump about Isayah

13. How do they greet the world — what is their typical attitude towards life? How does it differ in different circumstances, or towards different subjects? Why do they take these attitudes, and why do they change? How do these tend to be expressed?

Honestly, Isayah is so conflicted in this. As a child he loved people, loved the world, loved life—obviously, this changed with time and now he seemingly hates everything, himself most of all. And yet despite that, he has friends, people he loves and wants to protect. There are moments (what he would probably call weaknesses, what he usually ends up regretting) where a ghost of this caring extends to others, too. There are certain triggers for it, mostly with people who remind him of his friends (especially all the dead ones) or women (since most of his friends have been women), but sometimes it just strikes randomly.

Still, in the end Isayah is tired of caring. He’s tired of life, tired of everything, but he keeps going anyway because that is the worst punishment he can put upon himself: even if his world falls apart, even if it’s by his own hands, he will never get to rest. It’s a twisted view from a twisted man, and a result of all the hardships he’s been through.

Because of all this Isayah may seem like a very contrary person, largely apathetic in general with seemingly random switches from caring to cold. 

#【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details #ivakir #((IT WASN'T EVEN IN MY INBOX IT WAS IN MY DRAFTS WHY AM I LIKE THIS #but thank you for sending these in!! it always makes me smile))

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For the questions - "1. How do they move and carry themselves? Pace, rhythm, gestures, energy?" -- "16. Do they dream? What are those dreams like?" & "28. What are they likely to do if they have the opportunity, resources, and time to accomplish it? Why?" ! Sorry if these are hard to answer !

THE MEANING OF LIFE— accepting!

NOT AT ALL THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THESE THEY’RE SO BEAUTIFUL also confession time i’ve reblogged this before and have answered 1 here but i’m a slut for this meme so i’m gonna answer it again 

1. How do they move and carry themselves? Pace, rhythm, gestures, energy?

He moves like a predator, such casual confidence because he draws more blood than he sheds, will shed enough blood for the both of you because he is not afraid to go for the throat; He carries himself like prey, ever alert, paranoid, ready to put his back to a corner and fight for his life, for so much more than that. (There is no escape. Onward.)He moves at his own pace, struggles tooth and nail to resist the current that threatens to drag him under, sometimes, because he refuses to be moved by anything other than his own will. His rhythm is a heartbeat, endless, unceasing—in the heat of a moment it becomes a race against the world, himself, the confines of his own rigid self-control. (There is no escape. Onward.)Gestures are subtle things, hedged and trimmed to present an impassible wall through which he allows only the smallest slips of information. He does not open himself to connection, does not desire anything of the sort. (There is no escape. Onward.)Energy comes and goes, strings drawing slack to a restless tune, the swell and swallow of a distant storm. At times he is less a man than a riot, chaos tearing at his flesh from the inside; at times he is less a man than a hollow sky, a vessel in which there is nothing but echoes, black and bleak. (There is no escape. Onward.)

16. Do they dream? What are those dreams like?

get ready for some real incoherent nonsense y’all,

He dreams of fire; can’t remember if it was real but it must have been, at some point, in some form, because what wasn’t? What wasn’t done to him in the name of (love and safety and humanity and promises from his own lips) in the name of science, God, he remembers now—He’ll never know how many tools were used to flay him bare, exposed, never know how many needles or what was in them but they are there, in his veins fire and ice and IN HIS VEINS AND pain and then nothing—Nothing but pain when there’s anything at all (slowly anything there could be is being taken from him, things he wouldn’t even think of or miss until they’re gone and there’s no coming back)—And faster now, sand through his fingers, water, blood in his hands and bleeding away and he is losing everything, losing them one by one and two by two and who is left? Who is left?(He is still here and it burns him, bleeds him, drowns him with how alive he is INHISVEINSINHISLUNGSINHISHEADINHISCHESTOHGODGETOUTGETOUT he is left)alone

He wakes in a sweat he cannot feel, eyes stinging and darkHe does not remember falling asleepHe doesn’t remember

He dreams of water. It is never-ending and he chokes and chokes, never-dying.

He dreams of an empty, echoing house. There is no one there no matter how he looks, vacancy a looming hunger the longer he searches for nothing. He waits for it to strike but it only gets farther and farther away. There is no one there. There is no one.

He dreams he is a wolf, more so that he has been in years. There is a child laughing. He is a wolf. There is a child. He is a wolf. 

In his dreams, she introduces herself. That is how he knows it is a dream, only a dream, but the knowledge does not make it better. Nothing makes it better.

He dreams rarely of a golden ocean, burning. He is yelling, screaming or calling for someone he isn’t sure, but he does not stop. Cannot. He is becoming the roar.

He dreams he is on the table. Sometimes they are all on tables, sometimes some of them are already dead. Sometimes she is there, smiling sadly—always smiling, never on the table.

He dreams she doesn’t die. He dreams she will not, no matter how he tries.

He dreams he wakes up. He dreams he wakes up. He dreams he wakes up. He wakes up. He dreams.

28. What are they likely to do if they have the opportunity, resources, and time to accomplish it? Why?

Utterly dismantle and destroy the organization he was formerly a part of. It is the source of so much trauma in his life, which he already had plenty of and really did NOT need any more (call out @ me). Isayah isn’t a fan of irrationality in the least, but that place drives any and all scraps of rationality or morality from him. Like, get ready for some brutality, because—He would first hunt down every single member and benefactor, behead and dismember them, gather the pieces in the compound and burn it to the ground, gather every smudge of ash, weld all of it into a lidless metal box, sink that box to the deepest depths of the oceans and move as far away from the ocean as physically possible, and then as soon at inter-planetary travel became an option, move himself and all of his loved ones as far away from Earth as they could get. And then he might find some way to vaporize Earth, just for good measure. Maybe launch it into the sun.

#isoscelesnightmare #((listen to this I actually wrote those dream sequences a couple months ago while I was sitting in a Barnes & Noble's Starbucks and #at the time it was just self-indulgent ''time to pick Isayah's brain because the guy will never get a break'' #BUT THEN YOU GAVE ME THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY TO PUT THEM ON HIS BLOG BLESS U TYSM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA)) #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details #【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered

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♛ : If your muse were a ruler, how would they use their power?

PSYCHOLOGY — accepting!

hhhhhhhhhh terribly. Isayah has only enough caring for his squad, and maybe the odd bystander on a good day. but let’s say his ruling country qualifies as his squad, and he doesn’t use his power to appoint someone else ruler: in that case, he’s definitely the super overprotective ruler who some people worship as a savior and others curse as a tyrant, and he doesn’t care either way as long as his people are safe. he probably executes a lot of people and only spares some thanks to the council of his closest friends

#ivakir #((thank you for this!! #honestly he'd probably end up getting poisoned or something and then there'd be a civil war and his country would fall to ruin gjglkd #unless Malachi took over as ruler then it might be okay #I'm thinking about this too much next thing i know I'll be making a kingdom au;;;;)) #【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details

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Mirrors: What is your muse’s least favorite thing about their appearance? Ghosts: Has your muse ever seen something they couldn’t explain?

CAN YOU FEEL THE CHILL — accepting !

What is your muse’s least favorite thing about their appearance?

Apathy™

gmmbl;khdg no honestly isayah just doesn’t care about himself enough to have that kinna opinion

Has your muse ever seen something they couldn’t explain?

yyyyes? I mean. Isayah himself is already something he can’t explain LMAO, but aside from that the first time he saw Noël he didn’t know what was going on, and Bis?? what in God’s name, literally. also his cat, Rosie? anti-magic. yeah. that’s a thing. not to mention the being he got her from. AND SUNNY, DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON SUNNY,

and that’s just his squad, his current job and the one before that are uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh too much

#starbrosforever #((thank u for sending these!! sorry about the crappy answers hbmblkdhf #tho Rosie is a fun fact i love Rosie)) #【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details

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42. What are their goals? What would they sacrifice anything for? What is their secret ambition?

DEVIL’S IN THE DETAILS — accepting !

his goal to end all goals is to keep his loved ones safe, and for that, he would sacrifice anything—even the loved ones themselves. it’s a sick and twisted logic and only the last, most desperate effort, but he’d do it. he’s done it before.

as for his secret ambition…maybe to die but, well, he hates himself too much to let that happen :’)))

#ivakir #((thank you !! #I know we haven't talked at all but I really really love Iva and I'm so glad I can follow her blog she's amazing #and I'm so flattered that you followed this guy?? so thank you again!)) #【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details

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9, 10, 12, and 13!

DEVIL’S IN THE DETAILS — accepting !

9. Do animals like them? Do they get on well with animals?

in general, yes! it’s not anything as magical as “he can talk to animals,” although he reads their body language very thoroughly; he simply knows how to act in order to not frighten them as well as how to handle them respectfully. still, animals could be intimidated by his size or, if he’s recently shifted back and forth from a wolf, his scent (nowadays that’s a very rare occurrence, though). 

he’s also just…willing to put the time into it? for example, his second dog Job is extremely skittish, so when Malachi first brought him home, he was terrified of Isayah. but Isayah was patient and would spend an hour at a time sitting on the floor with treats, talking quietly to him and letting Job move at his own pace. now? Isayah’s usually the first thing Job hides behind hdhkslgsd

10. Do they like children? Do children like them? Do they have or want any children? What would they be like as a parent? Or as a godparent / babysitter / ect?

hmmm. he doesn’t dislike children, but…well, he doesn’t particularly like them, either. he just doesn’t really know what to do with them?? and never has he ever planned on or been interested in having children. ever. still, in that au @xjelani and I have going on, he’s a decent…if very odd…parent, and he loves his kid a lot and raises him to the best of his ability. as a godparent he’d probably be like “what the fuck were you thinking” ghbblkhsdf and who in this green and glorious world is entrusting their child to Isayah’s babysitting

12. What is their favourite food?

he doesn’t have a specific favorite, just give him some meat, like a steak with…. mashed potatoes and grilled asparagus or something hhglkdshg (actually that’s what I want, but he’d eat it too)

13. What is their least favourite food?

as above, if you asked him this he wouldn’t be able to think of anything on the spot, but he’s not really a fan of candy or other sugary stuff. the chances of him voluntarily eating something really spicy are pretty nonexistent, but again, it’s not as strong as him “disliking” it, he just…doesn’t particularly like it hdjglk

#missfrtune #((aaaaaaaaaaaa thank u for this!! #i love talking about him WAY too much considering that he's apathetic about most things but??? i still lov..........)) #【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details

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3 & 4

DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES— accepting!

3. When was the last time your muse cried for someone else’s sake?

i………..guess it depends on how you define crying for someone else’s sake?? the last time he cried was definitely before his little vacation to the mountains. he cried for Nina because she deserved so much better and yet he failed her, and he cried for Noël because he loved her and she was always going to die but in the end she died for something as meaningless as that, and he cried for Alenna because she was his sun and he was weak and there could never have been a second chance because he is weak

however, you could argue that any and all of those instances had selfish emotions in them, so like………..yeah hdsdlhgkhsdl take from it what you will

4. Are there any ethical/moral lines your muse will not cross?

I THOUGHT REAL HARD ON THIS. i’m still thinkin real hard on this dsjlkdsfsmdg. and ultimately,,,,, all of Isayah’s reservations have breaking points, methinks. if certain lines are crossed by others, then Isayah tends to cross lines in response. in general life, yeah, there are things he won’t do, but once shit hits the fan nothing is ever really 100% guaranteed. like I really want to say that he would never torture a child?? but then again i haven’t thought on it too much????? anyway, the only thing I can say for sure is that Isayah would never kill himself, tho idk if that counts as an ethical/moral line and it also depends on how you define “killing” so really what am i saying,

#xjelani #((these answers feel Weak to me but hdshlkgsjdf i'm so tired but i didt want to leave it sit in the inbox #and it all jus complicated anyway and isayah's a fuckin mess what the hell #what am i doign what have i done what am i still doing GJBKLH;SDLKHFS)) #【❂】ʏᴏᴜʀ тʜᴏᴜɢʜтѕ кɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴅᴏɴ’т тʜᴇʏ? ❛answered #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details

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attire meme | Isayah Runer

i literally hate his closet sm djdjjblhdsf tHE JACKET IS FAKE HE ONLY WEARS IT WHEN THERE’S SNOW OUTSIDE SO NOBODY WILL ASK HIM “AREN’T YOU COLD?” MUTED/DARK COLORS ARE THE FANCIEST HIS WARDROBE EVER GETS NO PATTERNS MAYBE A GRADIENT IF UR LUCKY?? AND OFC HE WEARS FUCKIN MAGNUM BOOTS HRHHHGH

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#((Connie is even worse absolutely no color only black he doesn't bother with fake jackets and everything he wears is utility/military #Seth is somewhere in between the two he just gives no shits hbmbmdlhfds)) #【❂】вᴏʀɴ ᴏᴜт ᴏғ ʟᴜск ❛details