#➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[starwhispcrs]

i Miss y’all >:( !!

just a small life/class update but i’m about a month’s worth of classwork away from my first externship at the rate i’m getting through it , and then i believe the externship itself should last around 6-8 weeks ? and then i have another 2 semester’s worth of classes to get through before my 2nd externship which is even Longer than the first , i think at least 10 weeks !

basically , i still have about 6 months , at Least , of classwork to get through . i originally wanted to make a Small return sometime this month or next month but i really want to get through all of my classwork and stuff and just be Done with it , at least , before thinking about returning to rp in any official capacity .

i still would need to sit for the VTNE to become an RVT/CVT/LVT but at least i won’t feel any sort of guilt for being online and not doing classwork , which is something i always struggled with , and a Major reason i lost muse so often this past year .

tl;dr classwork will be completed hopefully by next summer/fall , and then i’ll think about returning here ! but i miss y’all and hope everyone is well !

#➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜ #waow i still remember my ooc tag lmao #anyway yeah ! #i am on disc a Little bit more at least #but officially returning here will come later !

[etastra]

wcvensouls

          one of the things that made their little trio them was exactly the fact that they would all indulge and encourage each other no matter what – even when it was something silly or something they probably shouldn’t. it was just how they worked and minako loved that very much. they would surely tell sehyun all about the record they broke the moment he arrived at their apartment, as they had also always been eager to share every little thing about their lives with each other. hearing the command, the blonde was quick to adjust her posture, glancing at hyunjun and giving him a thumbs up as if asking for his approval on the new position.

     forefinger meets thumb in the universal OK signal, head bobbing in a little nod and approval wrapped ‘round voice: “perfect, babe.” and, because hyunjun likes a challenge and is feeling lucky, he takes a half step back from where mina’s positioned. he is most definitely tempting fate by making it more difficult for himself, but he’s already doing significantly better than his previous record and he can only go upwards from here, right ? “alright, mouth open and stay still, let’s bring it home.” the streamer waits one, two, three beats after the order before he’s tossing the m&m at her, breath held.

#wcvensouls #➤ ʰʸᵘᶰʲᵘᶰ ᵗʰʳᵉᵃᵈ┊ ❛ a missing piece in the puzzle of life ❜ #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[etastra-moved]

open to: anyone !!

     lilting melodies reverberate off of the empty dome, echoing in an overlay of pleasant cacophonies that tilts corners of lips into a smile ; hand is outstretched and body is bent in a bow, formality coloring features an unfamiliar shade of seriousness that not even characteristic quirk of a smile can smooth completely away. quiet hum rests in base of throat, fading into silence only to jump back into a crescendo to complement the background music fluttering through air. “shall we dance among the stars ?”

#➤ ᵒᵖᵉᶰ ┊ ❛ look skyward and into infinity ❜ #➤ ᵃᵒʸᵘᶰ ᵗʰʳᵉᵃᵈ ┊ ❛ ragged thread ; unraveled world ❜ #idk what this is ?? #guess aoyun wants to be soft #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[starwhispcrs]

@deardal !!

“ you seem kind of .. off today . ” a not quite cautious prelude , injected into the quiet that had filled the space between them only moments prior . silence is always welcome when it is comfortable and familiar , but there had been something else tinging the quiet , and it had settled under chunyu’s skin in a discomfort that they had to scrub away . head lolls , then , to seek out soojin’s gaze , a little smile hooked at the corners of lips in something like reassurance , “ everything alright ? ”

#deardal #➤ ᶜʰᵘᶰʸᵘ ᵗʰʳᵉᵃᵈ ┊ ❛ sit down ; open a vein ; let stars flow ❜ #➤ ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ ᵒᶰᵉ ┊ ❛ adrift in a maddening world ❜ #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[starwhispcrs]

happy fucken new year !!!! meant to post this earlier but went out instead ! anyway to 2022:

#i wanted to write smth more In Depth n showing how thankful i am to everyone #but i lowkey wanna sleep some more b/c i didnt fall asleep til around 4am :') #so have this b99 meme :') #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜ #Love yall !!!!

[starwhispcrs]

[multi-muse meme questions] 5, 12, 15, 19, 23, and 26!!

@lagda // multimuse questions !!

5. do any of your muses want children? yes ! most notably jiwon, minjun, and chunyu ! with the exception of insu and daeho, the others will also eventually want children once in a long-term relationship.

12. which two of your muses would make the best couple? mmmm probably jiwon & chunyu ! taking in their current personalities & status awareness. jiwon is a very caring, kind guy, very empathetic, understanding, etc. and i think he’d pair rather well with chunyu in different regards - understanding chunyu’s relationship with his parents, connecting and bonding over their mutual love of humanity and its flaws & perfections. and in turn, chunyu is very grounding in a way that jiwon lowkey really needs.

15. which of your muses would make the best social media influencer? oh youngsoo, hands down ! mainly because he’s the type to want to be a household name, and knows he’s excellent at artwork enough to gain fame through that means. but he would never become an influencer - if he’s getting famous, it’s through solely his hard work and painting

19. which muse is the most ‘street smart’? insu ! that boy was left to his own devices from day one, basically, and he’s learned fast how to navigate the world on his own, especially given his job and tendencies. immediately after would be daeho, but his street smarts comes solely from his job of thievery.

23. which muse have you written for the longest amount of time? i created the 13 at the same time because i just fell in love w/ svt and had to use them as fcs. but taking into account all the other muses i still write as, across the handful of blogs i have, i think the one i’ve written as the longest, if only by a few months or weeks, would be an earth witch by the name of parker !

26. do you have a new muse you’re thinking of adding but haven’t yet? if so - tell us a bit about them. to this blog, nope. the 13 are a set number of muses b/c of their entire concept and story and stuff! for my other multi, yes and no? like, no new muses b/c i don’t have any set ideas or names or anything yet, i just really wanna add muses lmao. but also yes new muses b/c i watched shang chi and uh,,,,, might have already picked up a canon from there b/c simu liu my beloved ://// and yes new muses 2.0 b/c i still love alice in borderland and my boi karube, and as soon as i can find nice hq screencaps or screencap netflix, hes next

#lagda #➤ ᵐᵘᶰ ᵃᶰˢʷᵉʳ ┊ ❛ i’ve got all the answers ; except not really ❜ #thank u for these !!!! #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[starwhispcrs]

🤪🪀🦋👑🍮 [ for jiwon! ]

@lagda // headcanons !!

🤪 what is your muse’s sense of humour like? are they known for being joking, or serious? jiwon's sense of humor is very casual & friendly ; he likes making people feel comfortable around him, or in social gatherings, and he's definitely the type of guy to crack dumb jokes if he knows it'll get a laugh or two or five. but he doesn't have an overtly joking personality, nor a serious one - he knows when the situation allows for joking or when it calls for seriousness. he’s also malleable - jiwon adjusts how he acts depending on how close he is with someone. someone close, a friend or a lover, will see his joking, goofy side more. someone a bit distant, a superior or stranger, will see his more serious side.

🪀 what was your muse’s childhood like? how did their upbringing affect them? jiwon had a very loving, warm childhood. parents were supportive in whatever endeavors he threw himself into, be it something as fleeting as fishing that one summer, or as longterm as his career of sociology. whether it is simply because he had a loving childhood, or because he is the first of his kind and kin and is, naturally & intrinsically caring, he is very much a warm, home-like guy.

🦋 does your muse have any unconventional interests? what are they? making dioramas of historical events. it started as a way to kill time as well as learn more about the past, and those events’ ramifications - and has grown into a small hobby that he really only breaks out when he's bored. they're not grand dioramas whatsoever, only small scale.

👑 how conventionally attractive is your muse? are they confident in their appearance, or are they more insecure? conventionally? maybe not a whole lot. he doesn’t think he’s the most handsome fella in the world, but he’s come a long way from being self-conscious of his appearance as he was when he was a kid. there are still instances where he isn’t as confident in how he looks, still aspects of his physical appearance that he thinks could do with some work or simply be done away with completely, but he’s comfortable in his skin and his overall look.

🍮 is your muse intelligent academically? do they have any other intelligences? jiwon is a smart guy, but he’s no super-genius. he passed all his classes with decent grades, and he’s confident in his own field of research & career to say he’s smart in general. he wouldn’t brag about it, but he’s smart. as for other types of intelligence, the major ones would be interpersonal & existential intelligence. these 100% developed thanks to his field of study, as a sociologist.

#lagda #➤ ᵐᵘᶰ ᵃᶰˢʷᵉʳ ┊ ❛ i’ve got all the answers ; except not really ❜ #➤ ʲᶤʷᵒᶰ ᶠᵃᶜᵗˢ ┊ ❛ been spat out by supernovas ; spat out near and far ❜ #thank u for sending this !!! #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[starwhispcrs]

“ you’re shivering. here, take my jacket. ” / noah

@wcvensouls // simping softness !!

     for once, junseo knows exactly what the name of the emotion that is currently filling his lungs with lightning and thorns and inky blackness is, just as he knows he’d rather be anywhere but here. he knows the name and he knows the cause, and he hates every single inch of it, the way it coats his throat in tar, the way it silences his already stumbling tongue. he’s never known silence in noah’s presence, yet words cling to lungs and threaten to choke him every time he tries giving them life. when was the last time he was this lost in his head, eyes unseeing and uncertainties threatening to overwhelm everything else ?

     alcohol has always been the solution to such worries, burning trails of fire down his throat and settling nauseatingly heavy in stomach, but now he doesn’t know whether he wants the painstaking headache of sobriety in the morning, or to knock back one too many shots until he’s out cold to sleep a dreamless sleep. shoulders twitch in a shiver, even between the bodies pressed on either side of his in the booth ; fingers tap an anxious rhythm against rim of empty glass, and junseo is trying to catch someone’s eye, to ask for one, two, five more drinks. he knows the emotion choking his words, and he knows he is a fool.

     shoulders flinch underneath the weight of the jacket, the brush of lips to ear in a whisper so intimate it hurts, even as hands lift to cling to the lapels, to tug it that much closer. he turns, before noah can lean out of his space once more, to brush a kiss wherever he can reach. what a stubborn, desperate, foolish boy that he is, a little bit in love and deathly afraid that he’s nothing more than a passing fad for noah ; that this will end, and he will be left heartbroken. foolish boy, indeed.

#wcvensouls #➤ ʲᵘᶰˢᵉᵒ ᵃᶰˢʷᵉʳ ┊ ❛ and still insists he sees the ghosts ❜ #➤ ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ ᵒᶰᵉ ┊ ❛ adrift in a maddening world ❜ #oho mayhaps before theyre Official #n junseo is constantly wondering what he is to noah uwu #which :/ wow why'd junseo make this one sad too #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[starwhispcrs]

open to: anyone !! plot: musings about mortality, and death, and trying desperately to hide the fact that insu is afraid of thunderstorms all while sitting out in one. what’s the point, you ask ? who knows, maybe insu will get hit and it’ll be a story to tell.

     his chest aches and his shoulders are shivering ; fear is an ugly, delicate, stubborn thing, a weed that has taken hold in lungs and that has spread outward like pestilence. dark eyes do not flicker away from from jagged streaks cutting across an ink black sky, even as tension jumps in gut and nails dig harsher into thighs. fear is ugly but he is as stubborn as such fear, uncaring of the cold water drenching his clothes, uncaring of the crackle of electricity and drone of thunder, uncaring even as too casual musing tumbles off pursed lips: “what do you think being struck by lightning feels like ?” a morbid curiosity, as he cannot fathom feeling something like that, as he can only wonder if being struck would not kickstart his broken nerves and light them up in pain so brilliant and bright it’d be too much.

     it’s almost funny, that insu is frozen in fear from the display of awe and might dancing across the sky ; he has no reason to fear lightning, and thunder, and storms raging, lashing harsh against shuttered windows. why would he, when pain is muted and everything is separated from him by a layer of plexiglass. but it wouldn’t take a genius to see he is forcing himself to remain perched precariously on the edge of the fire escape, legs limp where they swing below him and fingers of free hand fiddling with plastic lighter ( anxious tic, a belying tic, a weakness in minute action ). “must hurt like a sonuvabitch, right ? ‘less you fuckin’ die, but i guess that probably hurts too.”

#➤ ᵒᵖᵉᶰ ┊ ❛ look skyward and into infinity ❜ #idk what this is but it makes me vaguely sad #which is always a mood with insu #➤ ᶤᶰˢᵘ ᵗʰʳᵉᵃᵈ ┊ ❛ drowning in a place where the night can not escape ❜ #➤ ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ ᵒᶰᵉ ┊ ❛ adrift in a maddening world ❜ #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[starwhispcrs]

“When did you realize you were in love with me?” / brooke n hyunjun uwu ..

@svnnysidevp // late nights !!

     the question shouldn’t have caught him off guard as it does now. but there’s something about brooke, about the way she chooses her words, the way her words are drenched in emotion, the way he has seen her stripped back and has actually seen her - something about her in her distracting everything renders him silent for a moment, pensive thoughtfulness crossing features and drawing ‘brows into a knit. it’s perhaps one of the few questions he does not readily have an answer to, as hyunjun has never thought twice about love ; love is a concept, a thing people experience, a thing he may be lucky enough to experience with the right person.

     love is right here, this woman in his arms and the pressing night around them.

     but hyunjun is most certainly no poet, words a difficult thing to speak when colorful thoughts don’t quite match up. articulation is a skill he does not own, but the night is soft and brooke is warm in his embrace ; she makes it easy to let head loll back, to let words fall quiet and unassuming and nostalgic, reminiscing on a first that only she is privy to. “when you were playing with my little cousins, i think. it kinda surprised me, ya know ? not because i think you’re terrible with kids but i guess because you fit so well with my family. my family’s normal but it just made more sense, ya know, watching you with them.”

     self-consciousness is a nonexistent thing when around brooke but he cannot help the overwhelming awareness of her gaze on him, of the quiet around them, of the comfort and ease with which he spoke. it takes hyunjun a breath to sweep away such feelings, carefully tucking them into corner of heart for later, before his head lolls back and he’s catching her bright gaze. he gives a tiny grin, small at the edges but no less fond. “i dunno, kinda cheesy, right ?”

#svnnysidevp #➤ ʰʸᵘᶰʲᵘᶰ ᵃᶰˢʷᵉʳ ┊ ❛ i am there beyond the reach of reality ❜ #➤ ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ ᵒᶰᵉ ┊ ❛ adrift in a maddening world ❜ #hyunjun seeing her playing with his little cousins and absently thinking he wants her as family !!!!!! #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜

[etastra]

“I wish I could save this forever.” hansol @ hyunjun uwu

@tiltedsun // late nights !!

     soft music floats through the quiet around them, a barely there background hum meant to simply fill in the spaces between them, playlist carefully crafted and chosen thanks to the array of soft hues flittering through mind’s eye. it’s as close to perfect as hyunjun would dare name a thing, a contentment spreading through lungs and veins and suffusing body in warmth. it’s been quiet for a while now, soft songs and softer breaths filling ears and chasing away the permanent static bleeding into everything.

     he’s warm, and happy, and undeniably tired from the long day behind him, but he refuses to drop off into unconsciousness just yet ; he wants a moment longer, wants to commit to memory the way hansol fits against his side, the sound of his breath mingling together with the soft lilting of the song in the background, melding into a soft glow in mind’s eye. he thinks the other has long since dropped off into sleep, so when soft words reach ears, he startles brief and short ; eyes blink open and head tips to seek out his boyfriend’s gaze, unable to find it with the way they’re tangled up together.

     it doesn’t matter ; warmth flutters behind his ribcage and settles comfortably in heart, and hand lifts to card absently through soft strands, equal parts an answer and an acknowledgement. contentment makes everything cotton heavy, body weighed down into the mattress and thoughts too sluggish to form something coherent, and fitting of such a comment. but he summons the energy to turn head, to brush lips along the nearest patch of skin, a whisper soft affection and an agreement all in one.

     it’s perfect, the closest thing to perfect he knows, the only perfect thing he wants to keep.

#tiltedsun #➤ ʰʸᵘᶰʲᵘᶰ ᵃᶰˢʷᵉʳ┊ ❛ i am there beyond the reach of reality ❜ #➤ ᵠᵘᵉᵘᵉ ┊ ❛ should be adulting ; probably sleeping ❜