#❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas}

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//also i wanna be the smallest amount of !!! about some ideas real quick so i wanna share one other thing i've been taking notes on with the new profiles i wrote for the carrd

anyway yeah all my muses here have parents with actual names. feels like a small thing. and did i have to do that? no. no i didn't. i really didn't. but i've wanted for a while to develop these characters' parents, and that starts with giving them names.

does any of this matter? probably not. but i think this is a fun thing to consider for their characters and establishing more of where they each come from, even if a majority of these characters' parents are dead or otherwise not in their lives.

also goes without saying but a lot of my thoughts here are speculation or based on limited evidence in canon, since many of these characters' family backgrounds are just not explained, especially not in any significant detail.

anyway thoughts under the cut

spencer's parents: john and hannah middleton

i've actually had the idea in mind for like a year now that spencer's mom's name was hannah. if you know why.... keep your mouth shut. (kidding)

spencer's parents are dead. he killed them both in retaliation after years of abuse and neglect stemming from their genuine fear of their son's mental illness. basically everyone in town knows he did it, but there's very little chance of him being prosecuted for it. not because anyone thinks it was justified, though--more because, though everyone *knows* he did it, there isn't enough *concrete* evidence.

tony's parents: alejandro caballero and inés torres

so i've talked a little about tony's parents publicly, but not in a lot of detail. the main thing i wanna point out here is that neither of his parents' surnames are vargas. because i'm going all in on "antonio vargas is a fake name." vargas is the surname i gave him but yeah it's all fake babeyyy!!!!

forget if i've said anywhere publicly yet, but tony's legal name is oscar caballero torres! or as he'd mostly be referred to in the U.S., oscar torres. (not sure on exactly *what* specific national heritage his family has, but in at least most spanish cultures, people traditionally have two surnames, one associated with each parent, though in the U.S. for example they tend to go by their matronym. so yeah legally he'd be oscar torres.)

(the only reason i'm giving each of his parents one surname each here is simplicity, but their names would also follow this tradition.)

anyway, tony's father alejandro died when he was a young teenager, but his momma is very important to him and a major figure in his life.

jack's parents: charlotte townsend and william evans

so i mentioned earlier this year that i think it's very possible that jack's surname, townsend, isn't his *original* surname. and i've decided to just commit to that.

my original idea was that jack adopted the name townsend from one of his foster parents, possibly his first, as a way of symbolizing him leaving behind his old name and past and basically just. restarting his identity (which is also how him being trans flew mostly under the radar with his neighbors). i ended up dropping that, though, and instead i think townsend is his mom's maiden name.

jack's mom, charlotte, walked out on him and his dad when he was *very* young, and before that she wasn't super present in his life. i don't think she was actively abusive towards him like his dad was, but i also think she wasn't exactly mother of the year. (idk, i go back and forth on how sympathetic to her i am.)

ANYWAY i have a lot more thoughts on jack's parents that are best saved for another post, but basically. jack's mother left her shitty abusive husband and young child behind and started a new life, and jack took her maiden name as he grew when he started a new one as well. i doubt it was intentional on his part, and honestly i think it came down to an issue in the paperwork when he was entered into foster care.

jerry's parents: daphne and matthias pascal

so this is where i am nervously ignoring canon and just kinda doing what i want with the references to jerry's family while picking and choosing what i want from those references.

jerry's parents are a pair of old money types who settled in delaware, and who are definitely *not* happy with the fact that one of their children ran off to join a cult and hasn't spoken to them in well over a decade. his parents cared less about who he was as a person and more about what he could do to further their legacies and reputations. the cult honestly probably started in part as rebellion against them.

in present day, jerry's parents don't know where he is, and he's happy with that. occasionally, the private investigators they hire to try and find him get close to figuring him out, but he's gotten good at evading them.

rosa's parents: elisa vasquez and lorenzo rivera

again, tying in with what i mentioned about spanish surnames under tony's section, rosa's full legal name would be rosa rivera vasquez. ditto for her parents having more surnames, though i'm sticking just to the ones they would've passed down to rosa.

anyway, rosa has two loving parents who genuinely care about her and are active parts of her life, though she has been making a rather significant effort to be more independent and not rely on them as much as she did when she was younger. (ignoring the fact that she *is* still very young.)

i won't pretend they've never had conflict, but for the most part their relationship is healthy and strong. her parents love her and she loves them.

amelia's parents: celeste o'brien and james ambrose

amelia was raised by a single mother, which is where a lot of her drive to be a strong woman and handle everything herself comes from. i originally considered the idea that her father was mostly absent from her life, but i've decided to scrap that idea. she knows her father and has spoken with him, and he has made an effort to be part of her life. he didn't walk out intentionally, and he's been trying to make it up to her.

buuuut she's not particularly impressed with him. she doesn't want to give him a chance, so for the most part she's just. not going to. she has a relationship with him and it's mostly cordial, but she doesn't really get along with him. her relationship with her mother is similarly tense, but they're definitely closer than she is with her dad.

she is, however, *very* close with her aunt natasha. natasha was there for amelia when no one else really was when she was a kid, and she never forgot that. hell, half the reason she moved to this shitty little town in georgia was to be there for her aunt.

sabine's parents: amanda and joseph lemoyne

yeah, i finally named the gas station owners. about time! i could only deal with calling them pops and mamaw for so long.

sabine's parents were a pair of right-wing doomsday preppers who neglected their daughter severely in favor of preparing for an apocalypse and other conspiracy theorist bullshit. they did their part to prepare sabine as well, but for the most part, they tended to just... have her take care of the home while they dealt with everything else, very rarely giving her the support she needed. generally, the lemoyne's had a reputation in town for being very strange but well-meaning, though, and very few people raised a fuss about anything they said or did.

(and yeah, the fact that the lemoyne's were right in some respects about some of what they were paranoid conspiracy buffs about doesn't take away from their rancid-ass beliefs or their treatment of sabine.)

#you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons} #❝ i'm the only full time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ she's a tough as a brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #❝ i wonder what she who must not be named is doing right now ❞ {sabine lemoyne} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal} #//jesus so many tags. anyway. #//this is long but here we go #abuse cw #cults cw #ask to tag

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@chaieyestea said: Weird question, but are any of your muses ticklish?

//hmmmmm.... alright, y'know, this isn't something i'd thought about before, but i think. some of them?

jack i imagine may be a little ticklish, but not to a super significant degree. probably mainly around his neck, if anything.

jerry isn't ticklish at all but pretends that he is because he thinks it's funny. if you try to tickle him he'll go along with it and then turn the tables on you the second you let your guard down. merciless.

rosa is very ticklish in general, and she giggles very cutely if you manage to catch her off guard and tickle her a bit.

amelia is a little less ticklish than rosa, but she definitely still can be at times.

spencer isn't ticklish--he may have been at some point, but being killed and resurrected has dulled a lot of sensation he experiences, so he isn't anymore.

aaaand tony i feel is a bit ticklish, but not like. *super* ticklish. just a little bit. just enough that if you catch him off guard you can get him to laugh.

sabine wasn't ticklish at all but *would* absolutely elbow you on reflex if you tried to tickle her.

#you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #chaieyestea #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons} #❝ i'm the only full time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ i wonder what she who must not be named is doing right now ❞ {sabine lemoyne} #❝ she's a tough as a brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal} #//jesus fucking christ wow thats a lot of tags- anyway

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@triggerbigger said: List three things that could motivate Tony to kill.

//oooooh yes yes yessss tony is a good one to ask for this. so, out of my muses here, tony is probably second only to spencer in terms of how likely he is to kill someone. however, tony isn't a senseless murderer slaughtering everyone around him.

for the most part, he's very practical in his approach to violence, deciding based on the severity of the situation at hand how much is needed, if any. he doesn't go in guns blazing at every opportunity, but he doesn't hesitate if he needs to kill a bitch.

with that in mind, three things that could motivate tony to kill:

self-preservation.

especially post-agency, this is a *huge* one. tony is, at heart, kind of a selfish character. he looks out for himself above all else and approaches every situation with a need to find the best outcome for himself. this includes deciding if someone needs to die.

basically yeah if tony feels threatened enough he'll jump straight to murder. he likes to pride himself on not being a fucking idiot about it, but post-agency tony is always on the lookout for potential threats and a bit... enthusiastic in responding to them sometimes.

following orders.

wasn't sure what to call this so this is perhaps a bit bland, but basically. tony is used to following orders from his superiors without questioning them, in large part because it's been drilled into his head for years that questioning orders gets him killed. when his superiors say jump, tony asks how high.

and so when his superiors need a person or entity dead, tony takes the shot.

post-agency, this one doesn't really apply as much, as tony goes from an obedient dog following orders to a desperate rogue doing what he has to to survive.

the supernatural.

tony spent years learning to hunt and kill supernatural beings. it's very hard to just let go of that programming, so he's much more likely to kill on sight when it comes to supernatural threats. this also applies to supernatural beings that aren't active threats, like kieffer.

tony doesn't necessarily go out of his way to kill every supernatural being he sees, but also like.... if one of them causes a problem he's a lot more likely to resort to murder than he is with a person.

with a human tony might hesitate before slitting their throat. with, like, a werewolf, he won't hesitate nearly as much.

#you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #triggerbigger #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #//for some reason it's a lil entertaining to me that you sent this from the onceler #//[insert tonyler joke here] #//having tony thoughts...... it's 3 am though so i will report back

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bold what applies to your muse

antonio vargas

aries: bonfires, competitiveness, hand veins, loud laughs, messy hair, sneaking out at 2am, abandoned beaches, stray dogs, candle lights, body language, creaking floorboards, ouija boards, having no regrets, karaoke nights out

taurus: house plants, oversized sweaters, soft hands, fuzzy socks, visiting big cities, snoozing your alarm clock, the colour yellow, vanilla scented candles, aloe vera, fruit smoothies, baking cookies, the mom friend, loves the ukulele

gemini: femme fatale movies, in love with female villains, sharp eyeliner, quick-witted, does things out of spite, do no harm but take no shit, in love with dogs, probably cries during sad movies but won’t admit it, easily excited, ripped jeans

cancer: mermaids, easily infatuated by love, smelling flowers, picnics in open fields, gets sad when thinking about the past, impressed easily, daydreaming in class, plucking fresh fruit, loves skirts and fashion, would die for their friends

leo: confident in what they do, kill them with kindness, high ponytails, probably wants to visit paris once, not afraid to tell the truth, in love with cute animals, the one to lift others up, good at teamwork, the warm feeling of summer, dragons

virgo: pastel markers, the smell of lavender, has a welcoming vibe around them, actually organized, scrunchies, neat notes, loves going to museums, probably into photography, neutral colours, handwritten letters, stardust

libra: soft blankets, cuddling the ones you love, always standing up for your friends, hopeless romantic, can be very distant, can be a little dramatic, pretty hair, dresses nicely, tries to be popular on social media, optimistic, humorous

scorpio: cottages in the woods, in love with greek mythology, vintage t-shirts, really emotional but doesn’t want anyone to know, determined, moonlight, pretty handwriting, into the retro aesthetic, rainy days, doesn’t judge people, cats

sagittarius: always ready for an adventure, street smart, wants to travel the world someday, doesn’t easily trust people, alcohol, paintbrushes, can’t sit still, untied shoelaces, tangled up earphones, blasting music at midnight, eye-gazing

capricorn: cold aura, coffee is what keeps them going, probably haven’t slept in two days, actually a big softie, high-waisted jeans, cute pet videos, small apartments, has too many notebooks, often goes to the library, writing essays

aquarius: loves to paint and do any kind of art, wants to live at the seaside, knows a lot of random facts, shares food, messy notes, bullshits an entire essay, graffiti, has their own distinct style, wants to live their life like they want to

pisces: old teddy bears, unsent love letters, mom-jeans, loves to sing, feels at home by the ocean, writes poetry, hard worker, always up for deep conversations, probably did the stupid thing, open curtains, a soft breeze

stolen from @rejectshumanity

tagging: steal it! <3

#we should never play charades together {dash games} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #//tony i love u....

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Gonna be The Worst™ and answer all of these questions for all six muses here <3 But since this got so long I will put it under a cut

1. what does your muse smell like?

Jack - Jack probably usually smells a lot like the gas station (a strange mix of honeysuckle and ammonia), considering how much time he spends there. Aside from that, he probably smells like his shampoo--he uses a pretty cheap, generic shampoo, one that doesn’t have any particularly exciting or interesting scent.

Jerry - Jerry smells like mostly like smoke, considering he’s made no effort to give up his smoking habit. He also, weirdly enough, smells distinctly like bubblegum, though he claims he doesn’t wear any perfumes or colognes. According to him, that’s his natural scent.

Rosa - Rosa absolutely smells sweet! She loves to wear perfume (not too much, though)--her favorite scent is vanilla. Aside from that, she smells a bit like the gas station, though in general she smells more pleasant than some of her coworkers.

Amelia - Amelia smells a bit like coconut, though she also has the smell of gunpowder on her much of the time. She isn’t really one to wear perfume most of the time, but she will occasionally--she prefers earthier smells rather than more flowery ones.

Tony - Tony, like the others who spend a lot of time at the gas station, smells a bit like it, but he smells much more like the cologne he wears. He doesn’t wear a lot of it, but he wears some. Generally, he prefers scents like sandalwood and other woodsy smells.

Spencer - Spencer probably smells pretty nice much of the time. He invests in his appearance and cares about his image, and so he does wear cologne sometimes. However, wearing too much is distracting, so he goes without. Spencer usually prefers citrusy smells, if anything. More notable, though, is the fact that Spencer always has the smell of death clinging to him, even if it isn’t always super noticeable.

2. what do your muse’s hands feel like?

Jack - Jack’s hands are small and bony, with some small callouses developed over the years. The skin isn’t very soft, but it also isn’t super rough or dry--it’s definitely somewhere in-between. Depending on the ‘verse, he’s also missing his left pinkie finger, with rough scar tissue where it once was.

Jerry - Jerry has warm, strong hands with long fingers and thick, hard callouses. Aside from the callouses, though, his hands are INCREDIBLY soft. He takes his skincare routine seriously. Aside from that, Jerry also has a deceptively strong grip, and if you go in for a handshake he will commit.

Rosa - Rosa has the softest hands of the group, unsurprisingly. Her hands are also very warm and, like Jack’s, rather small. She has a skincare routine that she sticks to and keeps her hands clean and manicured to the best of her ability. Also, her hands are very warm.

Amelia - Amelia’s hands are usually pretty cold to the touch, and though she doesn’t have a strict routine she keeps up, they’re still not particularly rough or dry. Similarly to Tony, Amelia has a strong grip, though her strength isn’t as obvious at first glance.

Tony - Tony’s hands are warm and broad, with prominent veins on the back. He does have some callouses, but they’re not super prominent, and while his hands aren’t necessarily soft they’re also not unpleasant to touch. He has a strong grip, too.

Spencer - Spencer’s hands are always cold, always dry, and his skin is always just on this side of unpleasant to the touch. He has hard, rough callouses from years of hard work, and though he cares about his appearance, he doesn’t waste time trying to keep his skin soft. Holding Spencer’s hand wouldn’t be a very pleasant experience.

3. what does your muse usually eat in a day?

Jack - Very little. Jack is the type to often forget to eat if he’s not reminded, and at most he will occasionally snack on some of the foods at the gas station. It’s incredibly rare that Jack sits down to eat a full meal. In the main ‘verse, he’s getting better about this, but it’s still certainly a process.

Jerry - Jerry, like Jack, doesn’t usually eat much in a day. However, he is much better about taking care of himself, and when he can he tries to make sure that Jack is eating, too. He likes to cook his own food, and he can make some pretty creative dishes. How good are they? Well.

Rosa - Rosa usually tries to keep her meals relatively light, though she does have a big sweet tooth. Unlike Jack and Jerry, Rosa is much better at taking care of herself and eating three meals a day when she can.

Amelia - Usually, Amelia eats breakfast and dinner and that’s it. She may eat something light as well during her lunch break, but for the most part she doesn’t have the time. She’s a busy lady, after all!

Tony - Similarly to Amelia, Tony doesn’t usually eat a full three meals a day. However, he does make an effort to take care of himself when he can, and he much prefers home-cooked meals to going out. And he’s actually a good cook, so you know he’s doing well for himself.

Spencer - So this question really made me ask myself, “Does Spencer eat??” The answer to that is yes, of course, but I think he’s similar to Jack in that he eats very little and often forgets to. However, he does eat better food than just whatever’s at the gas station, so he has that going for him.

4. does your muse have a good singing voice?

Jack - Nope, and he doesn’t particularly care either way. Jack isn’t one to sing regardless, though he may try humming to himself now and then.

Jerry - No, and that’s something he’s proud of. He will sing along to music at the top of his lungs, and he doesn’t care that he can’t carry a tune or that his voice is always incredibly off-key. He’s having fun and that’s all that matters.

Rosa - Kinda? I think Rosa doesn’t think her singing voice is any good, but it’s not like it’s outstandingly bad or anything. It’s also not like... incredibly amazing or anything. I’d say it’s pretty average--she can carry a tune decently and it sounds nice.

Amelia - Yes!! It’s not something she particularly likes to advertise, but she has a very nice singing voice and often sings to herself when she’s alone. 

Tony - Yes! Though he’s more inclined towards playing music than singing it, he has a pretty decent singing voice and it’s something he’s very aware of. Do I think sometimes about him serenading someone? You can’t prove anything (I do).

Spencer - Not really--before his first death, he probably had a pretty average singing voice, but now it’s kind of terrible and that is something he’s painfully aware of. Is he a bit insecure about it? Perhaps!

5. does your muse have any bad habits or nervous tics?

Jack - I’ve talked pretty extensively about Jack’s bad habits and nervous tics, so I won’t go on and on about those. I will say, though, that he really has a bad habit of skin picking and biting his nails when he’s anxious, which is part of why he paints them. He’s less likely to bite them when they’re painted.

Jerry - Jerry doesn’t really have any nervous tics, but I’d definitely say his smoking is a bad habit. It’s not one he’s looking to kick, either. In general, Jerry has a bit of an addictive personality and develops bad habits very easily.

Rosa - When Rosa is feeling REALLY nervous, she messes with her hair and clothes a lot. She is very much a fidgeter, and her clothes are frequently a little messy as a result. Another thing is that Rosa tends to reach out to others when she’s nervous, grabbing their arms, hands, etc.

Amelia - Amelia doesn’t have much in the way of obvious bad habits or nervous tics, as she’s spent a long time perfecting her poker face and ability to stay calm under duress. However, she does have a bad habit of biting her lip, especially when stressed.

Tony - Tony tends to tap his fingers against nearby surfaces when he’s nervous, which doesn’t happen often. He’s usually only ever nervous if he doesn’t feel like he’s in complete control of a situation or otherwise at a disadvantage.

Spencer - Spencer would gladly insist that he doesn’t have any nervous tics, which is true for the most part! Because Spencer’s worst habit is that when he feels threatened he almost always immediately jumps to violence to take care of the problem.

6. what does your muse usually look like / wear?

Jack - Jack usually looks exhausted and a bit disheveled. The regulars at the gas station are used to that, though, so it’s never really worth commenting. When not wearing his work clothes, he tends towards baggy hoodies and jeans. However, when going somewhere nice or trying to impress someone, he WILL dress up and try to look a bit nicer.

Jerry - Jerry loves to dress in outrageous or, for lack of a better word, loud clothing. He loves to stand out and wears just whatever he thinks is fun. Does he look ridiculous? Yes. Yes he does. But he’s having a good time.

Rosa - Rosa usually looks nice and cute--she invests quite a bit in her appearance and loves dressing in shades of pink and yellow. Not to say she’s vain or anything, but she likes to look cute. Outside of her work clothes, Rosa most likes to wear sundresses (especially ones with pockets).

Amelia - Above all else, when on the job, Amelia wants to look professional. She already faces a lot of discrimination from the locals for her gender and skin color, and she knows to be taken seriously she has to appear as well-put together as she possibly can. As a result, she very rarely dresses down, even when off the clock.

Tony - Tony usually prefers to dress pretty casually, but he still wears nice clothes when he can. He isn’t really one for wearing a suit and tie casually, but he’ll wear a nice button-up and slacks. In general, his biggest concern is to dress for comfort and practicality while still making a good impression.

Spencer - Spencer usually tries to dress nice and does enjoy a good suit, but in his line of work, it’s not worth it to wear something super fine that will very likely be ruined almost immediately. Most of the time, he just dresses in all black, sometimes in tactical gear, and tries to appear as intimidating as possible.

7. is your muse affectionate? how much? how so?

Jack - He definitely can be, in his own awkward way. Jack isn’t super outwardly affectionate, even to those he’s very close to, but he shows affection in little ways when he can. Oftentimes, the best way Jack knows how to show affection is by just being there for a person or sharing something with them that he doesn’t normally share with others.

Jerry - He definitely is. Jerry is an incredibly affectionate person, and he’s also a very tactile person. While he’s usually good about respecting boundaries when it comes to touch, Jerry is absolutely the type to show affection by ruffling someone’s hair or patting them on the back unexpectedly.

Rosa - Oh, absolutely! Rosa is a very outwardly affectionate person, especially with those she is super close with. She’s a big fan of hugs, and sometimes she’ll even give her friends kisses on the cheek (if they’re comfortable with it, of course).

Amelia - Not outwardly, but she shows affection in her own way. When Amelia is close to someone, she usually shows affection by teasing them. She very rarely calls the people she cares about by their actual names unless it’s a serious situation--instead, she opts for nicknames, some of which very easily come off as a bit... patronizing, to say the least.

Tony - Tony is affectionate deep down, but he’s also a very guarded person most of the time. Becoming close to someone is dangerous, especially for the other person, and it’s best for him to keep his distance. However, when he REALLY cares about someone and lets those guards down, he’s an absolute sweetheart and incredibly affectionate.

Spencer - Spencer is less affectionate and more possessive. When it comes to someone he cares about, showing affection doesn’t really come naturally to him, especially in any quote-unquote ‘traditional’ sense. The way this man shows affection is by ensuring that anybody he considers his stays his.

8. what position does your muse sleep in?

Jack - Jack normally tends to curl up a bit when he sleeps, kinda like a little cat. Considering he grew up with so many foster siblings and had to share the space with them most of the time, he’s very used to trying to take up as little space as possible when he sleeps. This is doubly true when he shares the bed with another person.

Jerry - Jerry sprawls out like a starfish when he sleeps alone, but when he’s sharing a bed with someone he absolutely clings to them and cuddles up. He loves to spoon up against his partners, but he tends to cling a bit TOO tight for comfort. Good luck getting out of his hold.

Rosa - Rosa is also a cuddler, though she doesn’t hold on nearly as tightly as Jerry. She actually can’t sleep if she’s not cuddling something or someone, so her cat Ricky usually sleeps in her bed with her. (Yes I headcanon she has a cat <3)

Amelia - Amelia usually sleeps on her side and a bit stiffly. She doesn’t spread out, but she doesn’t necessarily curl up. When sharing the bed with another person, Amelia isn’t really much of a cuddler much of the time, but she usually sleeps facing them at least. Though she’d never say no to a partner wanting to spoon her.

Tony - Tony, when sleeping alone, tends to sleep on his back or on his side, one hand under his pillow. He usually keeps some kind of weapon under there, and he wants to be able to access it in an emergency. When sharing the bed with another person, though, Tony is also a cuddler. He enjoys being able to kinda curl around whoever he’s sleeping with, holding them close and protecting them.

Spencer - Spencer can sleep standing and with his eyes open. It’s kinda terrifying. That aside, though, when he does sleep he just kinda falls asleep anywhere he needs to and in any position. He doesn’t tend towards any specific position.

9. could you hear your muse in the hallway from another room?

Jack - Not unless he’s very stressed or otherwise emotional! Jack tends to speak kinda quietly, and he very rarely raises his voice. Even when he’s trying to talk a bit louder, he can be hard to hear at times.

Jerry - Nearly always. Jerry is a naturally very loud person, and even when he’s trying to be quiet he has the kind of voice that naturally just carries very well. Unless he’s REALLY trying to be quiet (unlikely), you could almost definitely hear him from another room.

Rosa - Probably not unless she’s very excited. Rosa doesn’t tend to talk very loudly most of the time, and she isn’t really the best at projecting her voice. However, when she gets excited, she tends to talk both faster and louder, so you’d likely be able to hear her then!

Amelia - I’d say so. Amelia doesn’t necessarily talk loudly or anything, but she often uses a commanding tone and speaks just loudly enough to be heard. If she wants to be heard, you will hear her, though she doesn’t scream or yell most of the time. She just knows how to project her voice enough for people to hear her.

Tony - Sometimes! Tony tends to talk a bit more quietly, but like Amelia he knows how to project his voice when needed. If he wants to be heard, you’ll hear him--if he doesn’t, though, he knows very well how to be quiet. His natural speaking voice is a bit more on the soft side, though.

Spencer - Spencer talks in a quiet, somewhat raspy voice, almost like a hiss. He can still be loud when he needs to be, but he much prefers to be quiet unless he’s actively trying to intimidate someone. If that’s the case, I’d definitely say you could hear him from another room.

#//you WILL look at my long bullshit headcanons post #//filling this out for everyone was a goddamn mistake #//but it's okay i did it i climbed this whole mountain #❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ i'm the only full-time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #❝ she's a tough-as-a-brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger-finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons} #we should never play charades together {dash games}

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//woe! picrews be upon ye!! [picrew link]

#picrew #//i care them #❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ i'm the only full-time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #❝ she's a tough-as-a-brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger-finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc}

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//i'm sorry i'm so mentally ill but i've been thinking about tony and the onceler and making myself diseased.

anyway. @triggerbigger count your fucking days because i am going to hunt you for sport and you will not enjoy it

#you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #see your face and know i've made it home {tony/onceler} #mun's art #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #triggerbigger #//why would i do a background lol who do you think i am #//anyway! i am fucking unwell! #//on a more serious note i'm definitely gonna have to practice more with drawing the onceler in the future #//translating his design to my style was a fun challenge! #//not wearing his signature coat here because i could not be assed to figure that out lmao. #//so he's a little dressed down #//soon tho.... heheeeeeeeee #//but i'll definitely have to practice more yeah!! #//not pictured: tony having to lie down for five hours after this #//because he threw his back out doing this #//because he forgot that being shot in the spine three times. tends to make it hard to do shit like this

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//i found out lavendertowne has a picrew and i adore her art style, so i immediately made the tftgs crew in it <3 unfortunately, the picrew doesn’t have that many options, so none of them are particularly accurate, but it was still a fun challenge!!

Jack <3

Jerry <3

Rosa <3

Spencer <3

Amelia <3 (the least accurate of them all I’M SO SORRY MA’AM,)

Tony <3 (tony bby i’m so sorry)

aand as a bonus:

Sabine! <3 (you can’t tell me i’m wrong <3)

#//[makes picrews instead of being productive] epic #undescribed images cw #❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ i'm the only full-time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #❝ she's a tough-as-a-brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger-finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc}

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//i'm right btw (blank under the cut)

#you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #❝ she's a tough as a brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ i'm the only full time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal}

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//still thinking about southern accent Jack so anyway headcanons time, accents edition!!

Jack - actively suppresses his accent, but when he's very tired, emotional, or stressed it slips out and it becomes very obvious that he's a Southern Boy

Jerry - Jerry, despite not being from the south, has a stronger southern accent than Jack, though that's because he actively exaggerates it

Rosa - Rosa has a really light accent, and she only really leans into it when she's joking around.

Amelia - Amelia, as she's not from the area and actually is from Brooklyn, has a Brooklyn accent that hasn't faded in the slightest.

Tony - I think Tony has a slight northeastern accent, but it's not particularly strong. He's good at faking a southern accent, though, and he usually does.

Spencer - Spencer absolutely has a strong southern drawl that especially comes out when he's trying to be scary. It's not super obvious most of the time, but it's there, and sometimes he really leans into it.

#❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ i'm the only full-time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #❝ she's a tough-as-a-brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger-finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons}

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//i can’t believe i’ve never made anyone here in the dating sim picrew??

anyway. it’s my tradition. so pov: you are on dates with my muses or being rejected by them.

he’s nervous <3

jerry /would/ be the type to get his date roses on the first date

rosa my fucking beloved

tony isn’t tony without his beard </3

couldn’t find the right style of bun for her so uhhh imagine this is her with her hair down! yeah

couldn’t fit spencer’s full name so he just gets to be spence. 

#//this picrew brings me so much joy #❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ i'm the only full-time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #❝ she's a tough-as-a-brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger-finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc}

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@sunnysidedeviledorscrambled​ said: “📂 for Tony? Thanks!”

(come get your useless headcanons here!!! [open])

//Tony played guitar when he was younger! He was pretty good at it, too, but he hasn’t played it in so long that he’s forgotten pretty much every song he learned. It’s something he’s wanted to get back into, actually--in the main ‘verse, he’s gotten himself a guitar and, in his free time, has been practicing to get himself reacquainted with it.

#sunnysidedeviledorscrambled #//i'm gonna answer your other ask here in a bit!!! #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons}

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//ok last one of these for the night

#//i'm funny btw <3 #❝ her name is rosa‚ and despite her eager optimism‚ i guess she's pretty cool ❞ {rosa vasquez} #❝ i'm the only full-time employee‚ which means i'm on the clock more often than not ❞ {jack townsend} #❝ i told him i was surprised he was still alive ; he mistook it for a compliment ❞ {jerry pascal} #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #❝ she's a tough-as-a-brick brooklyn transplant with an itchy trigger-finger ❞ {amelia o'brien} #❝ if he was going to kill me‚ i wanted him to think i wasn't afraid ❞ {spencer middleton} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc}

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@modestmuses: Morbid: how do they feel about death? Either their own or others? (for tony :))

Vile OC Character Asks: [link]

//ah yes ahaha Tony <3 My beloved gaslighting bitch <3

So Tony’s views on death in general are very... I guess practical would be the word! He doesn’t view it as a terrible thing to be avoided at all costs, but rather a necessity at times. Tony doesn’t necessarily seek out killing others, but if he has to, he won’t hesitate. I think at some point, he became desensitized to death as a whole, and now he sees it as just another part of his job.

This even applies to his own death! While Tony does have a good sense of self-preservation and isn’t suicidal by any stretch of the imagination, he also won’t hesitate to sacrifice himself if he believes it will get the job done or if he believes there is no other option. Tony doesn’t want to die, but during his time working with his agency, he had to accept that it was a very real possibility and not something he should get too worked up about. His death would be part of the job, as would the deaths of others where needed.

In both of the main ‘verses for this blog (both the actual main ‘verse and the closer to canon ‘verse), Tony no longer works for the agency. His mindset has remained much the same, though now instead of seeing death as a potentially necessary part of his job, he sees it as a potentially necessary part of his own self-preservation. He’s much less willing to accept his own death now, but he still has very few qualms about harming or killing others. He still won’t seek it out, but like. Bitch won’t fucking hesitate if he has to.

He’s also significantly more likely to do this in the closer to canon ‘verse, because there he’s even more focused on his own survival! Wahoo!

#modestmuses #//love this bitch <333 #//very much the kind of person who's willing to do whatever he has to #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons}

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//WAIT ANOTHER ANTONIO THOUGHT

he has a super close and loving relationship with his mom, Ms. Inés Vargas <3 normally, his work at the agency would have required tony to cut off all contact with her, but he secretly kept in touch regardless. his mom is That important to him.

#//i'm so normal about him #//i see an underwritten character. i latch onto him #//i develop him more #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons}

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//tony’s ideal date involves him and his partner cooking dinner together and then having a nice night in watching movies or otherwise just enjoying each other’s presence. in general, tony is very much the kind of guy who would prefer to cook at every opportunity rather than eat out, and in general that’s something he would want to share with anyone he’s seeing.

if they’re not that good of a cook, even better! because then he can show them how and have that bonding experience. in general, tony doesn’t tend to seek out doing anything big or fancy with the guys he’s interested in, because to him the little things matter just as much if not more. not to say he hates big gestures or would always want to stay in, but he’s more interested in having EXPERIENCES with them than anything.

#//i'm thinking about my mans tony if that isn't obvious #//god i would kiss him. i want to kiss him #//the fandom doesn't appreciate him enough so i have to pick up the slack #//i have so many thoughts about tony and romance. don't fucking look at me rn #//yes he's an emotional sadist in bed. yes he loves and cherishes his partner always. both can be true (and are) #❝ seeing tony actually upset was the scariest thing i'd ever seen ❞ {antonio vargas} #you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #as far as jobs go‚ it's not the best‚ but it's not the worst either {headcanons}