#☆watarusecrets

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it's always good to experience the positives with you f/o and let them be there for you at your best

but it's also good to cry to them, to hug them, to let them protect you. they'll always be there for you, at your best, but also at your worst. they want to be there for you. they are grateful that you trust them in such a way. they value those moments with you, even the sadder ones

#f/o #f/o community #self ship #no I didn't cry and sob to my best friend f/o what are you talking about #☆watarusecrets #☆fromhell

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just lost an irl bestie because I decide to open up about my true emotions and how I felt =_=

this is why I don't do that

at least I can always talk to Wataru #1 Friend For Life because he'd never drop me like a used tissue :)

#vent #ig?? #I'm not upset I'm just...upset #☆watarusecrets

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hihi imagine being in a cuddle pile with all your f/os while munching on your favorite snacks <3

~carrotscorner

OHMYGOSH ILYSM /p

Wait

ALL OF THEM????

YES this is PERFECT but also a complete disaster! Yay!

Cael would be the one grabbing the snacks and stands off to the side because he doesn't want to be involved. My brothers and father would be trying to keep me away from the "troublemakers" (just Rinne), while aforementioned Rinne would be trying his darnest to keep me in his arms. He's like a giant bear <33 And Niki would be trying to feed him some snacks to calm him down, and Wataru would be feeding me snacks (sea salt popcorners, glazed donut holes, and seaweed) because he's completely unbothered. My family would get me back though because they have all of UNDEAD on their side, and I'd be sad to be separated from Rinne. At least I can still cuddle Furina and force Scara to cuddle me! He'd prolly be peeved if I called him Lilith in front of everyone (it's a personal thing). Asmoran would probably get along really well with Wataru, actually! And maybe Rinne, I'd like more of my f/os from different worlds to get along.

I don't want to know where Rook would be. The walls? The vents? The couch? The carpet? All I know is I can feel him watching me, which makes me feel very safe and only a little nervous!

#f/o #f/o community #self ship #tysm!!! #this really made my day #no my entire week #☆rinrin #☆furina #☆cael #☆scara #☆lilith #☆hunted #☆rei #☆ritsu #☆notadopted #☆watarusecrets #☆thegang #☆azzytwin #☆lovelove #☆sweetlove #☆huglove #☆fromhell

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my rei birthday post reminded me of all of the..."great" screenshots I have from the eccentric party night animated mv (also the terribly translated screenshots from road to show but that'll be a different post)

some lovely ones of rei

some of natsume bc <33

the squad doing stuff as a squad

and my beloved best friend wataru being...himself

#f/o #f/o community #self ship #☆rei #☆natsu #☆watarusecrets #☆oshisan #sorry kanata the only eccentric that isn't an f/o #☆wtfazzy

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I don't really like these fusion unit cards because the backgrounds are so plain but oh my GOSH Wataru's facial expression is so cute and sassy for literally no reason like yes you go bestie slay ilysm bestie bae. It's just interesting because he's usually smiling and just looks super happy or sometimes he looks sad or something similar but this face of his just carries so much sass and confidence but not in the typical Wataru-Hibiki-the-happy-go-lucky-eccentric way. Maybe it's because the outfit also gives him a different vibe?? It's definitely not something he'd normally wear but he looks so good in it anyways. I'm cheering for you! This is my favorite facial expression of his hands down (and one of my favorite cards solely because of it).

#f/o #f/o community #self ship #☆watarusecrets #☆fromhell #don't mind me

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whenever I have a chore or something else I don't want to do that I have to do, I just promise Wataru I'll get it done that day because I'd never break a promise to him

works like a charm

#f/o #f/o community #self ship #☆watarusecrets #☆sweetlove

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Decided to shuffle one of my playlists and assign the first few songs to some of my f/os for no reason

Furina (only because I see so many edits of this song with her)

2. Wataru Hibiki

3. Rook

4. Shu Itsuki

#f/o #f/o community #self ship #wowie #☆watarusecrets #☆oshisan #☆rinrin #☆fromhell #Spotify

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if I could have a tumblr status it would be

🪄 crying to wataru rn 🪄

#rb #I always vent my troubles to him #he's a very good friend #☆watarusecrets #☆wtfazzy

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My s/i Lore (Enstars Edition)

I finally made picrews for all of my s/is so yayyyy

Ryu Sakuma (he/it)

Rei and Ritsu Sakuma's brother. He isn't an idol or a producer, he instead helps with various behind the scenes work, such as: costume design, sewing, securing venues, promotions, and last-minute preparations. He mostly works with UNDEAD and Crazy:B, but also does some work with Knights and fine, as well as working once or twice with other units that reach out to him.

As a child, Ryu was always sheltered, both literally and metaphorically. He spent most of his days in his room and spoke very little to others, even his family. Even now, he does not speak much to others, though when he does speak, he does so in a very polite tone. He is not quick to anger or disappointment or joy.

Ryu does have a bit of an attitude, however, and carries himself with a certain air of arrogance, yet he is also humble and subservient. He loves to dress in fancy gothic / lolita-esque clothes, and he often crossdresses. He owns many beautiful dresses, skirts, corsets, and stockings. Because of this, he is often mistaken for a girl, which he doesn't mind but will usually correct anyways.

He lives with Rinne and Niki in their apartment now. There's only two beds because there isn't adequate space for three, so Ryu usually sleeps with Rinne, or he takes Rinne's bed and makes him sleep on the couch or in Niki's bed. Niki does most of the housework and Ryu is the one who goes shopping when they need to stock up. Rinne doesn't really help out around the house, but he makes up for it by gambling his money away! Neither of them mind because they love him.

It was actually Rinne and Ryu who got together first. Before then, Niki was in a weird gray area of being Rinne's non-romantic non-platonic malewife. After Rinne got a boyfriend, Rinne admitted his feelings for Niki and they officially got together.

Ryu's relationship with his brothers is loving, but distant. He doesn't speak much with them, but he enjoys their company. Rei and Ritsu's strain on their own relationship has deeply affected Ryu's relationships with them. He doesn't want to choose sides, so over time, he has distanced himself from them the same way they did from each other. He secretly longs to spend time with them like they used to, but he has accepted what their relationship is.

He gets along well enough with the other members of Crazy:B because of his relationship with Rinne. Kohaku didn't like him at first, but as time has gone on, they've come to mutually tolerate each other. HiMERU doesn't show much interest in Ryu, but HiMERU is always friendly towards Ryu. In turn, Ryu developed something of a crush on HiMERU. He gets awkward and shy when speaking with HiMERU, and this seems to amuse HiMERU to an extent.

Despite his weakening relationship with Rei, he has a good relationship with the members of UNDEAD. They like being around Ryu, and he hangs out with them a lot.

Wataru is Ryu's best friend, trusted companion, and confidante. Should anything happen, Wataru is always the first to know. He has shared all of his secrets with him and calls upon him for help when he's in a cinch and can't turn to anyone else. Wataru is the only person who he allows himself to be completely vulnerable around and does not worry about judgment from.

Ryu has always had a fascination with Valkyrie as a unit, and this fascination turned into a crush on Valkyrie's leader, Shu Itsuki. He liked to watch Shu Itsuki from afar and write down things in a special journal about him, everything from gushing to observations to simple thoughts about him. Shu Itsuki knows Ryu watches him and sometimes follows him around, and Ryu knows he knows. Shu Itsuki doesn't really mind. They never interact with each other.

A more recent crush of his is Tori, who also happens to be the person Ritsu has been pursuing. Ritsu and Tori aren't in a relationship yet, but it's only a matter of time. Ryu isn't bothered by this, as he has Rinne, and he knows he would never end up in a relationship with his beloved Tori. So he's content with Ritsu dating Tori and him watching and supporting his brother.

Besides those he's close to and cares about, Ryu doesn't interact with others unless it is on a professional level (or when Rei tries to push him to be more social). He is quick to compare himself with his brothers and feel inferior, hence why he did not pursue an idol career.

#s/i #f/o #f/o community #s/i community #☆rinrin #☆rinandwife #☆oshisan #☆merumeru #☆himechan #☆rei #☆ritsu #☆watarusecrets #☆thegang #☆loredrop #☆lovelove #☆sweetlove #☆huglove

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Thank you Wataru, and of course I want to join you <33

#f/o #f/o community #f/o christmas #self ship #☆sweetlove #☆watarusecrets #☆celebrate