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[ FIVE CONFESSIONS ] send for five times the receiver almost says ‘i love you’ and the one time they do. — Stella and G'raha, or Mako and T'sori

1. It was a difficult choice, but G'raha knew in his heart that it was the right one. He would put the tower into a deep slumber, with himself inside. The survivors of the fourth Umbral Calamity wished for it to become a beacon of hope. Asking anyone to give up their freedom and remain inside the tower was a monumental request, but it was necessary. Meeting her changed everything for G'raha, and now he had regrets that he didn't anticipate before. Stella Caelum the warrior of light. His inspiration and so much more.

The connection that they had to both the tower and each other went beyond this era. Although he had promised to see her again, choosing to do this would ultimately separate them. How long would it be until G'raha saw her again, if ever? Is there even a possibility that the tower will awaken in the near future? The Miqo'te suddenly felt a tightness in his chest as he felt how much she had changed in his life in such a short period of time.

Her smile illuminated any room, the way they shared countless nights gathered around the campfire. Just talking. It didn’t matter what the topic was about, he simply enjoyed listening to Stella. The way her voice sounded incredibly angelic. It made the scholar recall how he almost mistook the Au Ra for a goddess.

G'raha admits he lacked an understanding of love, mostly in terms of experiencing a deep emotional bond with another individual. Yes, he may have had a slight crush on his childhood friend years ago, but at the time, he didn't think much of it. He was only a child back then. With Stella, she turned his entire world upside down. He experienced emotions that no one had ever been able to evoke in him before. The way his heart would skip a beat at the sight of her. It truly was maddening how much one woman consumed his thoughts.

He met her that night at the oasis, which Stella had discovered near the camp their first day here. It would be the last time he would probably see her, so G’raha sung a ballad. One that he had written specifically for her. There was so much more the Miqo’te wanted to say to her. To speak those three words that appeared delicate but carried so much significance.

‘I love you…’

However, he couldn't bear to do that to her - listening to her cries as the doors closed. It was enough to shatter his heart and soul. Slowly G’raha raised his hand to shield his eyes, tears streaming down his face. This situation was not fair at all. He longed to be able to join her. To journey to new worlds together. An adventure unlike any they had ever seen. But most of all, he wanted to speak his feelings.. lay everything bare. She was his world. That was the truth.

2. Lying to Stella and pretending that G'raha didn't exist in this realm was truly unbearable, especially considering that he was the very man she had asked about so many times. He was aware that it was wrong to appear indifferent, but he wondered how the plan to save her could succeed if she knew the truth. No. He was well aware how things would go if the Au Ra knew who he truly was beneath the hood.

It was painful to witness as the light gradually consumed her from within. He spent countless nights staying awake, watching over her from his tower. Watching as she tossed and turned, unable to even pull her close. To finally whispered the words that he had kept hidden in his heart for centuries.

His fingers tightened around his staff as he recalled the day he had woken from his slumber. He longed to find his beloved warrior of light more than anything else. However, upon learning of her death at the hands of Black Rose. His world was completely shattered. G'raha had lost Stella before she even became aware of his feelings. He felt a deep ache as he stood near her grave. The memorial was a beautiful tribute to the woman who had made significant contributions to the world, but it failed to fully capture her essence.

He fell to his knees, tears streaming down his face, his fingers delicately tracing the engraved name. He was heartbroken because his beloved Star had disappeared, and his mind was consumed with thoughts of her beautiful smile. After that day, he made the decision to find any way possible to prevent this future from happening. G'raha was willing to pay the price, even if it took centuries. Stella will not meet the same fate as Mako. He would not allow the woman he loves to fade from this world.

“You love her don’t you?” Lyna spoke as she entered the room. The exarch smiled slightly as he reached up to trace Stella's image reflected in the mirror with his fingers. He had spent countless nights lying awake, haunted by the memory of her.

“If I were to say yes now, it would cause me to hesitate. She is someone that the world cannot afford to lose.”

If only they knew she was his world—that the Exarch couldn’t afford to lose her again. The mere thought of her possibly fading from this world again shattered him. It shocked the Exarch to his very soul, and without a doubt, the advisor knew that it would undoubtedly be his downfall this time.

Crystal's finger delicately traced the curves of Stella's reflection, as tears began to cascade down the sides of the exarch's face. He deeply regretted his decision to sleep with the tower. When he had chosen not to reveal everything in his heart to Stella.The Exarch wanted to be with the person he loved so much. The centuries had not dimmed that wish, either. His body began to sway slowly, and he had a feeling that he might slump into the wall. However, Lyna was already by his side, providing support.

3. For centuries, the Exarch had dedicated himself to prioritizing the needs of the people in the Crystarium. While also attempting to find a way to prevent the timeline in which Stella died. This involved hiding the truth from the Au Ra, which was not something he enjoyed, but it was required. Knowing his identity would only cloud her judgment if she were to realize exactly who he was to her. The pink haired woman would also not hesitate to fiercely oppose his plan, and that was something he couldn't handle.

The day was filled with sunshine, and everyone was occupied with their respective tasks. In order to clear his head, the Exarch made the decision to take one of his daily walks around the city. He used to do it frequently in the past, but as time went on, it became increasingly challenging for him to even leave the tower. Seeing him out and about did brighten the faces of the citizens, though. They considered the Exarch their leader, although he never claimed the title. Lyna had even given him a lecture once, advising him that the best course of action would be to go outside and get some fresh air.

Typically, the Exarch would stroll through the entire city, but today was an exception. As he turned, he heard the sound of Stella's laughter echoing through the air. He observed the cherished warrior of light, bending down, while a child delicately placed a flower crown on her head. The sight alone caused his heart to flutter slightly. Furthermore, the fact that the flowers were lilies didn't help the situation either, as the Exarch had come to associate their fragrance with Stella. It made surpassing his emotions that much harder.

"Exarch, I had an inkling that you would soon take on your routine daily walk. "Stella spoke," her voice resonated within his heart like a captivating melody. He was slightly surprised that she had noticed such a minor detail, but then again, she was his star. The woman didn't let even a tiny thing escape her notice. It was one of the reasons, it made concealing his plan that much more difficult. The Au Ra picked up on so much. Even the first moment she had arrived, the question she asked first was about him or well, G'raha Tia. The man he once was..a long time ago.

"My friend, tis good to see you awake. I had meant to stop by and check on how you were feeling."

Last night, Stella retired to her chambers shortly after the scions had returned to the Crystarium. The weariness on the face of the Warrior of Light was unmistakable, not to mention the pain she felt from absorbing the light of the defeated light warden yet one more thing the Exarch felt responsible for, the woman he loved was suffering because of him.

The Exarch had little time to gather his thoughts, as a group of children kindly guided him to where they were sitting. The child leaned forward and delicately placed a beautiful flower crown on top of his hood. As the Exarch sat down next to Stella, a warm feeling enveloped his heart. Just being this close to her caused his chest to skip a beat.

"They mentioned receiving assistance from the pixies making these. A gift for the kind Exarch." Stella smiled as she reached up to straighten the crown resting on top of his hood. The Exarch froze upon realizing how close Stella was. The fragrance of lilies filled the air, while the woman smiled.

It would be an effortless endeavor to gently lean in and delicately press his lips against hers, yet such an act appeared to be driven by a sense of self-indulgence. In the end, her heart shall forever be enchanted by G'raha Tia. The man he had once been a long time ago, yet that time had passed.

With a gentle touch, his hand, as pure as crystal, caressed Stella's cheek, delicately tucking away a few stray strands of her luscious hair behind her ear. In a fleeting instant, he could have sworn that a rosy hue graced the face of the valiant Warrior, yet perhaps it was merely the yearning desires of his heart playing tricks on his sight. How could her heart possibly be filled with love for him at this very moment? The tower's enchantment forever altered his body and left him transformed. However, the mere sight of her now ignited a whirlwind of emotions within him. The gentle caress of sunlight upon her cherry blossom colored hair, the alluring curves of her lips as they formed into a captivating smile, winning the hearts of those around her. It was enough to make his touch linger delicately against the softness of her cheek.

"I beg your pardon if this appears out of line… but you, Stella, possess an exquisite beauty," murmured the Exarch, allowing his facade to momentarily crumble. Hopefully that wouldn't reveal anything, as he hadn't uttered her name since she graced this place with her presence.

"You should marry" whispered a child, causing the Exarch's heart to skip a beat. A blush adorned his cheeks as he pondered the idea of intertwining his life with Stella's. Not due to any aversion, but rather because it had occurred so frequently in his dreams. Referring to her as his beloved wife…that would surpass any fantasy he had ever dared to envision.

"I..."

In that very moment, his heart yearned to declare his deepest emotions, yet the Exarch was unable to do so. His plan was on the verge of reaching fruition. If he were to indulge in that single, fleeting moment with her, it would shatter Stella's heart when he inevitably went away. He simply couldn't bear to inflict such pain upon her heart, not again. Not even if his longing to be reunited with her burned within him for countless lifespans.

Just say it G'raha...tell Stella you love her.

4. G'raha glanced at the clock, realizing that it had been days since Stella had embarked on her most recent adventure. Although a significant part of the mage desired to accompany her, he had too many obligations to attend to in his current location. He pouted when he saw the large amount of paperwork that had accumulated while he was away. If he could just wave his hand and make all of this finished, then maybe he could've gone with her.

His ears gently drooped, as the scholar gracefully reclined in his seat. Pausing for a moment, his gaze gracefully drifted towards a captivating photograph of Stella and himself, tenderly nestled upon the desk. It was but a mere moment after their triumphant return. In that enchanting moment, she stood before him, her delicate arms tenderly embracing his strong frame from the side, as the Au Ra leaned in, her lips gently caressing the side of his face.

"I have yet to utter those three words…" G'raha murmured, gently shutting the tome that had enraptured his attention. Indeed, it was abundantly clear that the two harbored profound sentiments for one another. Even the other Scions had playfully taunted them about it. There were no obstacles left to hinder their path, so why had he not yet whispered those three enchanting words? The ones he had longed to utter for countless ages to his beloved Stella. Perchance, in the depths of his soul, he sensed that she was deserving of a love more exquisite than what he could offer. In the depths of his heart, he remained burdened by the weight of his past actions, for he had forsaken her once before. Not by his own choosing, but regardless it had still brought the warrior of light pain. To add to the anguish, he felt guilty for the pain she had suffered on the first behalf.

She possessed a beauty that surpassed all comparisons. The mere sound of her laughter had the power to brighten an entire room. She was adored by many, but the mere thought of someone else capturing the love of his life was unbearable. It stirred a painful ache in the depths of his stomach.

With a gentle touch, the fiery-haired mage delved into his pocket, his eyes fixated upon a mysterious ebony case. One fateful day, he would summon the courage to pose that monumental question, baring his heart and soul. But not until he mustered the bravery to extend his hand towards her, and utter those tender words. He had no fear of being turned away, for she had demonstrated her boundless affection for him.

She was the only thing, he yearned not to relinquish…never again. For countless eternities, the sight of her resting place tore his heart asunder. The manner in which his dearest was whisked away from this realm. In truth, G'raha's heart trembled at the mere thought of losing Stella once more. To be forsaken and endeavor to forge ahead, but was it possible for him? No…deep down inside, a fragment of his being was aware that if such a moment were to transpire again…that his heart would cease to beat. She completed the very essence of his being. Stella was his entire world, that had never changed.

G'raha's ears perked up, attuned to the subtle sounds of the world around him. The creaking of the front door caught his attention, and his anticipation grew. He had been eagerly awaiting Stella's return, hoping to catch a glimpse of her radiant presence. However, his heart skipped a beat as his eyes fell upon a different sight altogether. There, standing before him, were the esteemed Scions, their presence commanding and their expressions grave. In the arms of the valiant Thancred, Stella appeared, her once vibrant countenance now marred by a trail of crimson. The sight sent a chill down G'raha's spine, freezing his very core.

Adorning her delicate frame were an array of vivid bruises, each a testament to the trials she had endured. A bandage, carefully encircling her forehead, served as a visible reminder of the battle scars she carried. The weighty tome slipped from his grasp, tumbling to the ground with a resounding thud, as G'raha hurriedly made his way to Stella's side. The remaining scion healers gently guided her to the plush sofa, their hands steady and their expressions filled with determination. They began infusing her body with magic, trying anything to heal the wounds she had suffered.

"Stella!" G'raha exclaimed, his voice filled with anguish, tears streaming down his cheeks like a gentle rain. With a desperate longing, his outstretched mage hand yearned to touch hers, as if seeking solace in their connection.

Do not forsake me, my star, for I cannot bear the pain of living without you.

5.With a gentle exhale, G'raha cast his gaze upon his reflection in the mirror. Today, he had summoned the courage to invite Stella on a romantic rendezvous to the enchanting city of Kugane. The sight of the land had eluded his gaze until now, and a deep longing stirred within him as he pondered the profound affection the Au Ra held for the enchanting festivities Kugane would have each year.

G'raha wasted no time in making himself, thus he swiftly arrived at the beautiful bridge where Stella had suggested they rendezvous. Fortunately, it proved to be an easy task to find, lest G'raha feared he would have become entangled in the labyrinth of confusion.

As he cast his gaze upon his watch, the mage could feel his heart flutter with anticipation, for he knew that in but a few fleeting moments, Stella would grace him with her presence. In a tender gesture, he paused, his heart captivated by the allure of cherry blossoms. With a gentle touch, he acquired a stunning pair of cherry blossom hairpieces, one for each of them. It was a splendid occasion, a festival dedicated to the enchanting bloom of the flower, and also a joyous celebration. Stella's birthday.

Stella's heart danced with delight, as she took a little more time than expected to prepare herself. But the mere notion that G'raha had carefully orchestrated this special day for them filled her with anticipation. Her heart was filled with affection, particularly given how occupied G'raha had been with own duties once returning to the source.

Their night began with a graceful dance, where the two found themselves surrounded by couples, their presence only intensifying the emotions the two shared. G'raha pulled Stella into his embrace, their foreheads gently touching, as their eyes locked in a loving gaze, observing each other's moves. Their hearts beat in perfect harmony, their souls intertwined in a dance of love.

G'raha's heart skipped a beat, his senses heightened as his ears delicately twitched and danced. With a gentle touch, his hand gracefully caressed Stella's hip, drawing her nearer until their bodies were intimately pressed together.

"My dearest, you are truly a vision of exquisite beauty."

G'raha's chest rose and fell, as he mustered the courage to reveal the depths of his heart. With a gentle inclination, he pressed his lips against Stella's delicate hand, his touch sending a shiver down her spine. Then, he gracefully guided her away from the enchanting dance floor, leading her to a hidden nook where they could be alone together. Surrounded by a delicate embrace of cherry blossom trees, it offered a breathtaking vista of the sun gracefully descending beyond the horizon.

"Stella…our journey has been filled with countless trials, yet you have graciously pardoned me for my transgressions…for an eternity, I battled to overcome the torment I inflicted upon you. The moonlit evenings you spent shedding tears, my love…while I concealed the truth from your tender heart. You never harbored any disdain towards me for that, my love. It is abundantly clear, but ever since that fateful day our paths intertwined, my heart has been captivated by your essence. I have adored you with the entirety of my being, pouring out my love from the depths of my soul. The time we spent apart, my love, inflicted a pain upon my heart that surpassed all other sorrows." whispered G'raha, as he leaned in and press his lips to hers again.

"I love you...I love you so much." he muttered over and over again, as he kissed every freckle across her face. Their hands intertwined, as the sun set behind them, with cherry blossom petals floating around the two. It truly was worth it. All of it.

#— ❛❛ //Final Fantasy XIV¦I will tell you a tale. A tale of a world on the brink.・「 Main Verse」#— ❛❛ // G'RAHA TIA ¦ Your love will be the compass of my heart ・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & G'RAHA TIA ¦DYNAMIC・「The vicious cycle was over The moment you smiled at me」#ooc: These got a little long but I enjoyed writing these small little drabbles..the prompt fits them so well too #If you ever want to do one of these for a future thread we could too one day. I know a few we already have but yeah here is some soft dear #I might do one of these for Mako and Tsori too because it fits them too #I uh just have a lot of feels for these two ;w;#tw:long post

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oathofpromises · 9 months

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My heart found solace in your radiant sun.Through the tapestry of existence,entwined,Destiny's threads weaving our souls as one.

#— ❛❛ //Final Fantasy XIV¦I will tell you a tale. A tale of a world on the brink.・「 Main Verse」#— ❛❛ //Final Fantasy XIV ¦ Crystal hearts entwined beyond time and space・「 Exarch and Lady Exarch Verse」#— ❛❛ //Final Fantasy XIV ¦ Beyond Everything I will always chose you my heart・「 Mako and T'sori Verse」#— ❛❛ // G'RAHA TIA ¦ Your love will be the compass of my heart ・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ // LADY EXARCH & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my heart. The brightest Star in my sky」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & G'RAHA TIA ¦DYNAMIC・「The vicious cycle was over The moment you smiled at me」#— ❛❛ // REFLECTIONS IN THE CRYSTAL ¦ Stella Graphics・#I just;; Love them alot..all of these forms of them have loved each other across so much #not free to use #don't repost

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oathofpromises · 9 months

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Your love has touched me deeper, More than you'll ever know,More than merely capturing my heart, You're etched upon my soul.A love that will forever burn, Like an eternal flame,And long after we both are gone, Our love will always remain.

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#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ // REFLECTIONS IN THE CRYSTAL ¦ Stella Graphics・#I wanted get to replies but tonight just been super emotional for me so have a few edits

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oathofpromises · 8 months

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Thank you for fighting for this world. For believing. Fare you well, my love─my inspiration.

#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ // REFLECTIONS IN THE CRYSTAL ¦ Stella Graphics・#*gently places this here and runs*#I AM SORRY FOR THE FEELS #They love each other so much...I love them #This scene is sometimes so hard to color with how bright the light is;; but hopefully you like this gif set dear..

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oathofpromises · 7 months

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How can you even entertain such thoughts!? You owe your life to the Warrior of Light, and you don't get to die unless she says so.

#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ // ALISAIE LEVEILLEUR ¦ With you at our side I know everything is going to be all right・「 diademreigned 」#— ❛❛ // REFLECTIONS IN THE CRYSTAL ¦ Stella Graphics・

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oathofpromises · 10 months

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If I’m to be reborn, even if I can’t remember I’ll find you, I’ll find you

#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM ¦ Standing tall through the dark ・「 Musings」#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // REFLECTIONS IN THE CRYSTAL ¦ Stella Graphics・#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#I made a ship tag for your Graha and Exarch;; hope you like this one

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oathofpromises · 10 months

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How many years have I waited for this moment...For the one possessed of Her blessing. For you.

#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM ¦ Standing tall through the dark ・「 Musings」#— ❛❛ // REFLECTIONS IN THE CRYSTAL ¦ Stella Graphics・#I made this before bed;; just a little soft #kind of connected to a thread we have with them;;

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oathofpromises · 9 months

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starter for; @diademreigned

Stella let out a weary sigh, her body gently pressing against the polished wooden bar. Her gaze fixated on the glass before her, its contents a deep crimson hue, only partially consumed. Typically, the woman abstained from imbibing, save for the occasional indulgence of a single glass on select moments. With a heavy heart, she found herself irresistibly drawn towards her room, seeking solace and respite from the tumultuous events that had unfolded within the Exarch chambers. Alas, the weight of the past weighed heavily upon her weary shoulders, rendering the mere thought of rest a distant and unattainable dream.

Her delicate fingers ascended, their journey culminating in a tender caress upon her lips. In that fleeting moment, a vivid recollection emerged, transporting her back to the ethereal encounter with the Exarch. The memory of their intimate connection, the way their lips intermingled, was etched upon her consciousness, forever imprinted in the depths of her being. His arms enveloped her with an intimate embrace, akin to the tender entwining of lovers. Her emotions were thrown into disarray, torn between her feelings for G'raha and the complex situation she found herself in, standing next to the mysterious Exarch.

As her gaze swept across the room, her attention was immediately captivated by the sight of individuals gracefully distributing crystal flowers. Intrigued, she recalled the bartender's earlier explanation which this was a day dedicated to the expression of profound affection, where lovers would tenderly offer these exquisite blooms to their cherished ones. It appeared to be some sort of Crystarium tradition.

'What's the problem, lass? You've been staring at your glass for at least 30 minutes. Isn't there someone special to whom you'd like to offer a crystal flower?' As he poured additional wine into Stella's glass, the bartender inquired.

"Yes, but it's complicated."

Stella's mind wandered back to the rendezvous with the Exarch, where her heart raced like a wild stallion. Against the wall, her delicate frame quivered as his tender touch released her gorgeous locks from their confining ponytail. His handsome visage drew near, his hooded eyes filled with longing, as he tenderly pressed his lips against her delicate shoulder.

'You cannot fathom the extent to which you entice me…the sheer allure that emanates from you,' he murmured, his words hanging in the air as he reluctantly released his grip on her. With a veil of darkness concealing his face, the fleeting moment came to its conclusion. In the midst of their current circumstances, focus was of the utmost importance, however it was undeniable that he reciprocated her affectionate gestures. That what had happened was not a mere figment of her imagination.

As Stella observed the myriad of couples exchanging bouquets of flowers, a pang of longing reverberated within her chest. In the depths of her heart, she grappled with the anguish of separation from the one she held dear. The mere thought of their absence weighed heavily upon her soul, casting a shadow upon her every waking moment. But fate, in its capricious nature, had a peculiar way of weaving intricate threads of desire and attraction.

As the days turned into weeks and the weeks into months, she discovered herself inexplicably drawn towards another. It was a sensation that both bewildered and troubled her, for her heart remained steadfastly loyal to the one she loved. Yet, like a delicate flower swaying in the breeze, her emotions danced to a different tune. Conflicting emotions waged a silent battle within her, tearing at the very fabric of her being. She yearned for the comfort and familiarity of her beloved In the ebb and flow of their relationship, there were moments when he handled her with the utmost tenderness, as if she were the most fragile of porcelain. His touch was gentle, his words soothing, and his presence comforting. But then, without warning or explanation, he would withdraw, creating an invisible barrier between them. It was as if he had built a wall, keeping her at arm's length, leaving her to wonder what had caused this sudden change. The inconsistency of his actions left her feeling perplexed and uncertain.

"I find myself at a loss for words, struggling to articulate the thoughts swirling within me. Uncertainty clouds my perception, for I am unsure if his emotions mirror mine or if this connection we share is but a passing thing. In the depths of my heart, there exists an individual whom I hold dear, a soul whose presence was abruptly snatched away from my grasp, leaving me bereft and yearning for more time together. I am acutely aware that I bear the mantle of the Warrior of darkness. The figure that commands the admiration of all, I find myself presently preoccupied and unable to devote attention to such matters. There is a fiery passion that consumes me in his presence. My heart yearns for the gentle caress of his hand upon my skin…The resonant timbre of his voice lingering vividly in my memory. All that shaped his essence, defining the very core of his being. There exists an abundance of things here that stir within me a recollection of him."

Stella's body went rigid, a shiver coursing through her as she delicately grasped the ethereal crystal flower. Her eyes darted around the surrounding space, searching for any signs of movement or hidden dangers. The Exarch had yet to embark on his customary stroll through the city, leaving a glimmer of hope that she might still intercept him within the confines of the Ocular. With a graceful gesture, she delicately set the gil owed for the drink upon the counter. Her steps, purposeful and determined, carried her towards the towering structure that loomed in the distance.

"Our connection started with this tower, but no matter how far apart we are I still love you, Raha."

Ascending the grand staircase, Stella's delicate fingers cradled the flower, its petals brushing against her beating heart. In the realm of uncertainty, a haunting question lingers: what if the Exarch, were to once again turn her away? The mere thought sends a shiver down her spine. Her hand trembled, suspended in mid-air, hesitating before the threshold of his bedroom door. Uncertainty clouded her thoughts, casting doubt if the other was even inside.

Stella paused, inhaling deeply, her heart pounding in anticipation. She rapped gently on the door, her knuckles barely making a sound against the aged wood. She stood there, her senses heightened, eagerly awaiting the sound of his voice granting her permission to step inside. In the face of adversity, she summoned the courage to confront the inevitable. Regardless of his words, she knew deep within that she had to embrace her reality. In a moment of sheer bravery, she found herself at a crossroads, faced with a decision that would shape the course of her life. This was no ordinary choice; it was a pivotal moment, one that required her to summon every ounce of courage within her. With unwavering determination, she made the bold move of putting it all on the line.

#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ //Final Fantasy XIV¦I will tell you a tale. A tale of a world on the brink.・「 Main Verse」#ooc; places down the soft and feels <3

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Day 6:AU

G'raha froze, gazing up at the lightwarden that the inhabitants of the first had come to call Astrophel...everyone but him. That was the woman he loved, the one he had battled so valiantly to save, yet it was he who had ordered her to begin absorbing the light.

'Stella, I'm sorry.'

His cheeks began to tear up as the light warden suddenly appeared just inches away. She leaned down close to his ear with a grin on her face.

"Raha.I'm no longer that person.The woman you love is gone. Accept it or end me."

#wolgrahaweek2023 #wolgrahaweek #— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM ¦ Blazing Light and Shattered Love・「 LightWarden Stella AU」#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ // MISSION REPORT ¦ QUEUE・

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oathofpromises · 9 months

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Day 2:Date

In the wake of their shared journey, G'raha yearned to whisk Stella away on a romantic escapade through the enchanting city, where they could truly bask in each other's company. Their lips come together in this enchanting moment as the shimmering sky of stars above illuminates the majestic crystal tower. G'raha, with a heart full of love, tenderly whispered a promise into her ear...

'No matter the passage of time, my heart has always belonged to you, my star.'

#wolgrahaweek2023 #wolgrahaweek #— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#I am trying write but enegry is low so have this;; my day 2 for wolgraha week

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❝ You’re shivering. Come here. ❞ — G'raha to Stella

Stella gently closed her eyes, allowing the delicate raindrops to caress her face. It had only been a short while since the final battle with Emet. A part of her being was unable to resist dwelling upon his face as he beseeched her to preserve their memory. Ultimately, the ascian did not embody the qualities of a malevolent individual—at least, not entirely. In his reflection, he truly believed that his chosen course of action would serve as a means to safeguard the well-being of those dear to him. However, Stella, with her own convictions, could not confidently say that she would not chose a similar course of action, especially if it meant keeping those she loved safe.

With a gentle motion, she extended her arm, delicately placing her hand upon her chest. The image of G'raha's face appeared within her mind's eye. Her hand extended towards him, and an agonizing sensation coursed through every fiber of her being. None of that mattered, though, not when he was so close again. It hurt as he stated his willingness to embrace his own demise in order to save her and this world. It was something she would have undertaken had she been in his stead, but this was none other than G'raha, the very same man whom she...

A deep ache reverberated within the dancer's chest, compelling her to lower her hands and seize hold of the chakrams, which lay at rest against her hips. As the rain continued its relentless descent upon her, she found herself swaying her body in response. The warrior had a lot of things she wanted to tell G’raha, but she couldn’t find the words. To permit herself to say those things from the depths of her heart, despite the fact that it didn't seem fair. He had a life in this city, and the last thing she wanted to do was mess that up. Not that she hadn’t felt guilty for the affections they had shared behind closed doors.

A pink aura enveloped her, tears streaming down the sides of her face as she turned. The Au Ra knew that she would probably catch a cold if she continued to stay outside like this for too long, but her body was reluctant to move. The emotions she had been suppressing since her arrival here were gradually beginning to break through the barrier she had constructed. He always had such a way of doing that, long before he even became the Exarch.

Upon their arrival at the Crytarium after the fight, G'raha was promptly escorted to the medical ward. It was unclear what Emet had subjected the other to, but witnessing the bleeding forehead stirred anger within the dancer's heart. She twirled around, her tears blending with the rain and her clothes becoming drenched, yet she remained indifferent. She found peace in the graceful expression of her emotions through her dance moves. The rain was hiding the tears that hadn’t stopped falling since the moment those tower doors were sealed shut.

"Stella," came a gentle voice; she knew without needing to turn around, knowing it as G'raha's. He stood beneath an umbrella, a smile across his face. It was clear that he was on one of his strolls through the city. The Miqo’te tended to do such, even when his face was hidden from the people living here. That didn’t matter to anyone, though; in the end, the people here cared for G’raha. He has become something like a leader, not that he wanted such a role to begin with. None of this is what he asked for, yet despite that, he tried to help out where he was able. It did catch Au Ra off guard a bit, as she had not anticipated his arrival here. This area stood somewhat away from the bustling heart of the city. Which meant he didn’t really have reason to be here, yet there he stood.

“You really need sleep, Raha.” Stella mumbled as she stowed her chakrams. She had some hair in her face, and he said nothing his crystal hand reached out and brushed it aside. It lingered, making the warrior's entire body shiver despite her best efforts to stay still. Another reminder at how he made it very difficult for the Au Ra to keep all those emotions hidden inside her heart. There it was again, that same ache in her chest. It hadn't gone away since the day they'd first met.

‘You’re shivering… come here.’ He uttered it softly, coaxing her into his embrace. As the rain persisted in its descent, she surrendered to its rhythm, leaning her head gently upon his chest. During his time as Exarch, such a display of affection was not a privilege he granted himself. At least, from what Lyna had told her. However, despite the fact the final battled had passed, a sense of hesitation lingered, as if a part of G’raha feared that Stella might gradually vanish.

“I’m okay... This kind of weather was quite frequent in the place where I grew up.” Stella murmured softly, her heart fluttering as she savored the gentle caress of his fingers, delicately brushing aside a stray strand of hair that obscured her captivating eyes. The gentle raindrops fell around them like a dance. Their gazes intertwined, and in that fleeting instant, she sensed his gentle tilt towards her.

‘You are... the most beautiful woman I've ever met who can be so stubborn. When I was the Exarch, did you think it wasn’t hard for me to pretend we were just friends? That I didn’t lay awake at night craving your touch? To be that close to you again, unable to act upon all these feelings, for so long I doubted whether you’d ever forgive me. After all, you are the one who has every right to be upset with me for everything I've done. Without you, there is just nothing. I could never go back to a place like that. It was hard enough the first time."

They were never given the opportunity to converse in depth about the pain that G'raha had endured. She knew it was mainly due to his role as Exarch. Always prioritizing the needs of others before his own wants. Least of all, it must have been quite difficult to awaken to a world that was on the verge of destruction. One that she, as the warrior of light, had not survived.

"Raha, you don't need to be concerned about me. I promise I'm fine." Stella said, feeling his fingers reach up and gently remove her hair out of the ponytail. Pink hair hung down her back as she gazed up into his red eyes. His attention was locked on the ends of her hair, she could tell. Even after the final battle, the normal pink accents had become white. That had stayed, and she was initially concerned about why, but it appeared to be a side effect of keeping so much light inside her body.

Already, she could sense that G'raha would place the blame on himself for this situation. In his heart, he harbored an immense amount of guilt for all of the suffering she had gone through since they had arrived here. It did not make a difference if she forgave him; he would always feel responsible for what had taken place. She tenderly reached out and cradled his face while a soft grin formed on her lips as she did so.

'You're still as beautiful as the day I met you,'G'raha murmured softly, his fingers gently gliding through her silky strands of hair.Stella's eyelids gently fell, surrendering to the moment as she granted him the freedom to explore his wants without limitation. G'raha had kept himself from experiencing love's tender touch for countless years. She sensed hesitation even now. It wasn't that the thought of being this close to her made him uncomfortable. It was due to his prolonged hesitation to make contact. He didn't start making that leap until after the final battle. She was prepared to wait with him for as long as it took.

The touch of his crystal hand against her delicate skin was gentle and deliberate, tracing a path of tenderness across her face. In that intimate moment, their faces drew nearer, as if magnetically drawn to one another. G'raha came to a halt, his hesitation evident in the way he lingered, as if seeking her consent before venturing to bridge the emotional chasm that lay between them. The very notion of burdening her with anything, particularly in light of the recent trials they had endured together, was the last thing he desired.

"Raha…through the passage of time, my affections for you has remained unwavering. That much should be abundantly evident… during your time as the Exarch… I held deep affection for you, even without the privilege of beholding the radiance of your eyes. If there is one thing I am absolutely certain of, it is that I…" Stella's eyes fluttered open, her heart racing, as she experienced the gentle touch of his lips meeting hers. It was the sort of sensation that could render a person's knees weak, as she sensed her back gently meeting the embrace of the balcony railing. As the downpour cascaded upon them, they found themselves exposed to its soft touch, no longer shielded by the protection from the roof.

However, all of that became insignificant in the grand scheme of things, for nothing compared to the overwhelming happiness she experienced when she found herself embracing him once more. As their lips met, a few blissful moments drifted by before they gently separated. Both slightly breathless yet beaming, despite how soaked to the bone they were.

'I love you…' murmured G'raha, as he slowly lifted her hand and pressed a gentle kiss upon her palm. His tender lips trailed kiss across that spot, as if he yearned to savor each precious second in her presence. She was there, this was real and that meant everything to him. She was his whole world, even if the precious Warrior of light was unaware just how deep his love for her went.

#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ //Final Fantasy XIV¦I will tell you a tale. A tale of a world on the brink.・「 Main Verse」#ooc: I gently hand you some soft...don't need to reply to it but it's there

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❛ i wish i could kiss you right now. but there are too many people watching us here. ❜ — Exarch to Stella

Stella's heart fluttered with a gentle sigh, her footsteps gracing the pathway that led her towards the marketplace. The moon's tender caress had failed to grant her the sweet solace of rest the previous night. In no small part because of the excruciating agony that had consumed her, a result of her own essence intertwining with the light she had absorbed from every lightwarden they had faced thus far. The Exarch had requested to rendezvous with her at the quaint cafe nestled within the bustling market. She was aware that it was likely an attempt to distract her from her troubles, a gesture she deeply cherished. However, it also left her feeling perplexed.

The enigmatic advisor, veiled in an aura of intrigue, had summoned her here to help save the first, yet despite how much he claimed they hadn't met before there exuded an air of familiarity. The Au Ra fingers gently caressed her lips, reminiscing about the exquisite sensation of his lips upon her own. It had only happened a few times, and only in the solitude of their own, it was perhaps the absence of others that emboldened him to indulge in such a daring act. And yet, even in that intimate moment, it seemed as though he hesitated, as if he yearned to preserve the sanctity of their connection.

Every moment they spent together, whether in the presence of others or in the solitude of their own company, felt like pure magic. Her heart fluttered as his eyes lingered solely on her, their fingers delicately brushing against each other for a fleeting moment.It left Stella in a state of bewilderment, causing her to ponder deeply. There had been but a solitary gentleman who had ignited such a tempest of sentiments deep within her being, and he still resided in the realm of her heart.

Her eyes, the color of delicate blush, cast a gentle gaze downwards, while her luscious locks cascaded down her slender frame. Instead of the customary ponytail adorning her lovely locks, the enchanting woman made the daring choice to release her tresses, allowing them to cascade down her back for the evening.Perhaps deep down, she harbored a hidden desire to witness the Exarch's reaction as well, yet such a notion was not one she would readily divulge.

As Stella gracefully glided towards the table that had been lovingly reserved for her and the Exarch, her heart fluttered with anticipation. And there, like a dream come true, stood the other, patiently awaiting her arrival. As she paused for a moment, her gaze fell upon him, captivated by the way his hands tenderly caressed his own arms, a subtle sign of his nervousness. She had only witnessed this endearing habit in one other individual. Her body was seized by an icy chill, as her mind wandered back to G'raha. Oh, the longing that consumed her, yearning to behold his presence once more. To experience the tender embrace of his strong arms, enveloping her in a loving embrace.

Was this Wrong? To experience those very sentiments for another soul? Someone that stirred memories of G'raha deep within her heart, yet the Exarch denied any knowledge of someone bearing that name in this realm.

With a gentle sigh, she delicately placed her hand upon her chest, feeling the rhythmic beat of her heart. Then, with a graceful stride, she moved closer to the table. Her heart fluttered as she caught sight of the delicate curve that graced his lips, while she gracefully settled herself beside him.

"Forgive me for my tardiness,I was compelled to attend to a prior quest."

Just as Stella was about to speak, her gaze was captivated by the Exarch's face drawing nearer, his lips tantalizingly close to hers. The irresistible allure of bridging the distance between us, leaning in ever so gently, was simply too much to resist.

"I wish i could kiss you right now. but there are too many people watching us here.' He tenderly murmured into her ear, his hand gently gliding down to caress her thigh. Concealed in the depths of the establishment, a handful of individuals were discreetly positioned throughout the expanse of the elegant dining room leaving them alone in the back.

"Kiss me…" murmured Stella, as she sensed his warm breath caressing hers. Oh, what a delightful tease it was, the proximity between them, and how her heart longed to be even closer to him.

But could she dare to jeopardize his esteemed standing? To surrender to the overwhelming emotions that consumed them both, oblivious to the prying eyes that witnessed their passionate indulgence. Stella delicately caressed his hand, which tenderly rested upon her thigh.

"I simply cannot bear this any longer..the clandestine kisses we share in secrecy, followed by the charade of being nothing more than friends. My dearest Exarch, I beseech thee, reveal to me the depths of your heart. Speak to me with unwavering honesty, I implore you."

She was driven to madness by the overwhelming presence of his thoughts, the way his voice would linger and echo within the depths of her mind. Oh, how her heart yearned for him to surrender to the depths of his evident emotions. Thus Stella found herself at a crossroads, torn between the call of her obligations and the undeniable yearning for his gentle caress.

Could this be how Mako's heart fluttered in the presence of T'sori? The star-crossed lovers that found themselves entangled in a web of forbidden desires, their hearts yearning for one another despite the weight of their obligations. Hearts aching for the gentle caress of one another. To surrender to such passions without a single thought for the repercussions.

Stella's delicate face trembled, her eyes brimming with unshed tears, as she sensed the gentle caress of the Exarch crystal hand against her cheek. Even in this moment, he found himself wavering, though his desire for her touch was indisputable. The way he appeared to tremble with anticipation from the mere touch of their hands.

"Please…kiss me…" murmured Stella, as delicate tears cascaded down her visage. With a gentle yet firm touch, the Exarch clasped her delicate wrist, their eyes locked in a loving gaze, as they rose from the table. Silence fell upon his lips as they stepped into the Ocular, their gazes locked in a passionate dance. The Au Ra's heart skipped a beat as she felt the gentle caress of the cold crystal wall against her delicate back. In an instant, it faded from her memory, for she was consumed by the sensation of his tender lips meeting hers.

Her knees trembled, succumbing to weakness, as her eyelids fluttered shut, surrendering to the embrace of his strong arms encircling her waist. He longed to keep his face hidden from the world, yet a deep desire within her yearned to gaze into his eyes. Despite the temptation, she valiantly resisted. She had no authority to reveal such a secret.

"Exarch…" she whispered, their bodies gently parting as he tenderly clasped her hand, delicately guiding it to caress his cheek. Her delicate fingertips brushed against the glistening gem that adorned his cheek, sending a shiver of anticipation coursing through her veins.

'There is never enough time…to adequately express the depth of emotions that I harbor for you. I long not to hide you away from the world, nor to mask the profound impact you have on my heart, evoking a whirlwind of emotions within me. Emotions that have eluded me for centuries…or rather I had to push from my mind.'

Stella had already readied her heart for the possibility of him turning her away once more. She was bewildered by the way he would shower her with kisses one moment, only to then confess that there were matters of greater importance that demanded their attention. She was acutely aware that he held the esteemed title of Exarch, while she, in turn, embodied the role of the Warrior of Darkness. Two people that so many others counted on.

"Do not push me away again…" whispered Stella, as she sensed the ache resonated deep within her heart.

#— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦ Across time and space I will always love you・「 Diademreigned」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM & CRYSTAL EXARCH ¦DYNAMIC・「You are my star the one I can ill afford to lose」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM ¦ our hearts endure and remain forever strong ・「 Threads」#— ❛❛ //Final Fantasy XIV¦I will tell you a tale. A tale of a world on the brink.・「 Main Verse」#ooc: HNNNNG THEM;;#don’t feel pressured to answer this but did leave it open if you ever did

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