#/whyyyyyyyyyeyeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

[keeps-ache]

i have two youtube accounts open as well as youtube music and each of them have a different playlist open and each playlist has like the same song in them that i keep replaying but in a different playlist

#just me hi #'why?' because i don't like scrolling to the bottom of my main playlist in ytm >:T #this thing has 200+ songs in it do you know how long it takes to load? #not long! but my patience is nonexistent for ytm lolll #+ also i keep playing the same songs even though i don't want to because i'm trying to pay attention to writing here hvfbshf #it works! but also i am So bored fshfbd #so i end up leaving the doc and sort of strolling around my computer before going back and writing 3 words. then deleting them and repeatin #i want to listen to some fun stuff but if i do that i might just completely break the thread of Focus #even though writing This has already kinda done that... hm....... #dunno! #/also want to draw right now but this is a rare moment of me actually being able to write loll #and i've gotten incredibly far! if we're referring to my personal record hdfhv #and also i don't know what i want to draw. .-. #i did a dooble page yesterday but the readability is Not great hfvs #/whyyyyyyyyyeyeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy #//i really can't tell when my tags are gonna get cut anymore like Hello !! why are they bubble-wrapped fshvs #i've said that before ik but listennn where is the Line here #//also been thinking of actually trying to make and finish an animation #i want to learn to do that but i do not like the idea of drawing the same thing 1400 times hbhvf #//OH it's gotten cooler recently!! super cool very sick :DDD #downside is that now when i run for a lil my lungs decide they're going to collapse on me for the Audacity of running in slightly chilly #weather lolll #which would be fine but man i wanna play with my siblings ffffffffvshfhh #i have to say no all the time cuz i know i won't be able to breath comfortably. sigh #which would be fine but it aggravates my cough too so ! :') #and listen. i am NOT losing a game because of some “”breathing issues“”‚ alright?? #once i'm at that point it's all or nothing. these kids are GOING down #plus side though: i am so scary playing tag because i will just walk after them and still catch up #and there is nothing more fun than going slasher mode on your siblings‚ trust me hfbhs #//okey now i'm going to finish this chapter