#//i got chills and started crying

[emi1y]

car wreck 🫣 womp womp (everyone is okay) (not my car but i was the passenger)

#no real injuries but my face is kinda skinned in some spots from the air bag and my shin is bruised as fuck. also from air bags. #also i say no injuries but maybe i just haven't noticed it yet. we'll see how i feel tomorrow if i need to have anything checked out. #it was wild though. i was immediately like yeah im fine got out of the car was cool and fine #got home and watched movies and chilled and then three hours later started freaking out and crying #but im doing better for now and thats all that counts:) #emily.docx

[pup-pee]

happy l8 valentines day ((if u saw me post this NO U DIDNT))((srry))

im feeling sick i dk krhgkiblhlb y am i thping thsi again

the og thingigiiii

#2 UNCREATIVE 2 DO USERNAMES PLSSSS #i dont rmeneber what i wrote 4 the tags uhmmmmm #t4t if u even care #this is literal konbart propaganda #kart propagana #IF ANY1 ACTUALLY KNOWS I KALL THEM THAT IDK #kart #kartkartkath mario #guys its kart propaganda OMG LIKE MY NAME WOSHSHAHHABA #im #stry bskfjgkskkg i need 2 chill #guys im going 2 start crying about them they dont leave my mind EVER #thinking about the race #or multiple races theyve done just ;; #WAAABHHHHHHH ((im bing annoying)) #ANYWHO #konbart #srry kons head got cut off shes being a freakish oaf uhoh #/aff i love them #btw i use all pronouns 4 kon if u even care #IF U EVEN anywhooooooofocgoooogovovoobogohohokjjbbbbb #ok ill stop yapping #puppee art

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

actually I think the thing about being a youth leader is that 25% of it is teaching about God, 25% is playing fun games, and more than that though 50% of it is making a safe space for kids to be. not to try and make them believe, not so they'll be open or anything. just. a 100% no stakes, safe place for them to just BE. whatever else comes after that. and I don't just mean physically safe, two-adults-in-the-room-at-all-times, et cetera. I mean emotionally safe. I mean not hitting them over the head with scripture, not trying to help them feel better or any particular way. just... a no-judgment, emotionally safe place to exist as kids.

#I'm convinced that my time on Tumblr helps me with this tbh. idk how to explain it but it does #I had one kid this weekend really overtired and stressed out just uncontrollably crying and like. the goal there #is not to make them feel better or stop crying. the goal is to be a safe person for them to feel those things with #does that make sense??? #another one doesn't believe in God at all but told me about some really heavy stuff and like. the goal isn't to start #talking their ear off about Jesus it's just to be a safe place for them to come to. this kid didn't want prayer during ministry time #but I did casually tell them at the end of our conversation that I would be praying for them anyway. you have to keep it chill #and not put pressure on them yknow??? they're kids #idk. #adventures in youth group #anyway pray for a few kids in particular I won't share any more detail than I did here but some stuff got shaken loose for sure #Lu rambles

[summertimemusician]

*downs coffee like a shot* Before we go back to our regularly scheduled Linktober/Linktober Shadow (because I don't leave things unfinished if I can help it), I gotta get the idea of Revenant First out of my system and y'all get to suffer with me until it eventually ceases being an idea and it turns into an actual story. For some reason we talk a lot about First already being alive or already a ghost by the time the Chain meets him, but I don't think I've ever heard someone talk about him actually coming back to life and so y'all get to suffer with my insane ramblings like I'm an 1800's psychic ward patient who believes themselves to be a witch.

Can be x Reader or not idk just an idea that won't leave my mind.

Might expand on this later so Part out of I/?

Revenant First, who died for his people and in the name of his Goddess. All alone on the surface, fighting, fighting, fighting, always fighting. Just to make the land a little safer before the next hero arrives, just to contain the Imprisoned for a little while longer with likely nothing than a ordinary, common sword to his name and a slowly rusting armor.

Always giving so so so much for his people, always doing his best to protect them, though they scorned him, loathed him, didn't believe or support him, rejected him.

With a spirit so strong and lovely that a Goddess fell for him, hated herself for having to manipulate and put him through such horrid experiences just to save the many, just to turn the diamond of his soul into an unbreakable lonsdaleite blade agaisnt a mad deity.

Someone whose will would be enough to keep him going, just one more fight right? Just one more kill right? Forward, forward, ever onward, it doesn't matter if the flesh decays, if the blood drips drips drips until he is dry of it, if the liver doesn't process nutrients, if the lungs don't draw air, if the nerves feel nothing but the cold cold numbness of the winter of his final years, if the heart doesn't beat. If the armor rusts or the sword breaks. He must keep going, he must keep fighting.

To keep them safe he must have faith, faith that he can keep going, to grasp onto that one.single.thread of purpose until the day that fiery, indomitable, determined will finally burns out. Even if his Goddess may have forsaken him knowingly or unknowingly, even if his people have rejected him to the point he isn't even human anymore, even though they reviled him, even if that rejection should by all intents and purposes chained his spirit to the land or ground the jewel of his unbreakable soul into dust, he still loves them, still adores them, still wants to protect them.

No matter how long he must keep going for it. He wishes to see those he holds dear happy, though they cursed and imprisoned him once.

The Chain getting dropped into a completely empty, desolated and undeniably dead version of Sky's Hyrule, only to find the only living thing besides monster is a single man, with rusted gold armor and an old sword, a faded tunic of green with a long, crimson scarf like a bloody banner. With hair and eyes like theirs, undeniably a Link. But so very frigid, so very silent they almost didn't notice him, that they can't help but wonder just how many years he has spent there, eroding away, ruined but still kind, kind, so very gentle. A shadow of his former self, yes, but still himself, still so so so good, doing all he can until Sky's Era comes and maybe, just maybe, he can finally rest.

Or maybe not, after all, someone has to keep the land safe until the Hero after Sky comes around, no?

Just Revenant First in general.

Or maybe we give him the House in Fata Morgana treatment, the House in Fata Hylia Au if you will- *collapses from sleep deprivation*

#linked universe headcanons #lu first #lu fic idea #Revenant First #lu first x reader #maybe? it's mostly just an idea lol #might expand on this later lol #Also knows as what happens when Summer is sleep deprived while doing essays takes a break by listening to The House in Fata Morgana OST #and suddenly gets First in the brain lol #still have way too much First Hero on the brain that man deserves the world but at the same time I want to put him into Situations lol #Feral Revenant First being protective of the Chain my beloved #Sky being so confused because Fi at the same time recognizes the man and has just started lowkey crying and screaming in chimes #Twi Wind Hyrule and Time not knowing wether to be morbidly intrigued or horrified because he registers as both dead and alive to them #Meanwhile First is just chilling #doing his own thing and probably bonding with Wild over 'Being Dead but Got Better' #Probably doesn't even register he shouldn't be moving anymore after taking a stab to the heart or something lol #if we want to make an X Reader kind of thing then it's literally his love for Reader which also allows him to keep going #alongside sheer force of will and determination #Michel and Giselle vibes ya know? lol #Wait would that make Hylia Morgana? Or could it be Demise or something? Eh #I dunno might expand on that later/write out that Au later on as a self indulgent thing #Anyway for now ya'll get this until I am finally not swamped with literature/language essays and fistfighting sleep deprivation #Summer Writes #Summer Writes Linked Universe Headcanons #Summer's Sleep Deprived Headcanons

[yohankang]

it's my last day of work tomorrow... i'm happy and relieved but also sad and terrified

#sad bc of the friends i'm leaving and terrified bc i absolutely need to find a job this month and it's not going well #also so stressed abt tomorrow... there's so many things i need to do before i leave #and i'm training the new girl and there's really not enough time to teach her even the most necessary things... #today i brought cake and food to say goodbye to my favorite department #and they surprised me with flowers and a goodbye gift??? they got me really pretty earrings #and they all gathered to thank me for these past months and i started crying before the manager finished the first sentence lmaooo #and i'm probably going to cry tomorrow too #i will miss them so much. i'm not even from their department but we got so close #i just started crying again agkdfjdfjd i'm a bit overwhelmed #like i said i'm terrified that i don't have a new job yet but at the same time i really need some time to rest. both physically and mentally #goddd i really hope i can secure a job soon and just chill for the rest of the month..... #k.txt

[binch-i-might-be]

I do miss tenth grade solely because I was too young to drive then so I could drink during class

#i turned 18 in eleventh grade and got my grandma's car so i started driving every day #but it was so nice being able to consume alcohol like. you were a teenager hanging with your friends just chilling all day #wait no that's not what school was it was mostly The Horrors. that's why i was drinking #used to cry a lot in the toilets lmao <3 #anyway what was i talking about #rayrambles

[sailor-aviator]

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#y'all my anxiety has me spiraling as of late because it just feels like my whole life is falling apart at this point #i got fired from my job a couple of months ago and i've been scrambling to try and find a new one #i work part time at a store i really love but it pays shit #and i've had all of these interviews and no one wants to hire me and i just feel unhireable at this point and it's hard not to despair #and on top of that i'm struggling with my self esteem again #i know i'm not ugly per se but i'm struggling with feeling confident in the way i look as a big girl #and all of my old insecurities are rearing their ugly heads and i want to cry just thinking about it #and i feel like such a failure right now even though i know that life has its ups and downs but my stupid brain just won't chill #and i don't really have any friends in the area because they all either moved away or didn't live here to begin with #and i'm tired of living at home because of my stupid student loans and not being able to afford to live on my own #i have one person i hang out with and we just met and i don't want to scare them off because they're a great friend and person #and i just feel like i'm never going to meet anybody who's going to love me the way i want to be loved because of my looks #also because it's me. and i feel like i'm so flawed as a person that no one will ever fall in love with me #and i've just been feeling really alone lately and i'm trying to do things to make me feel better but it's just so HARD right now #and i love writing because it gives me a chance to explore some of my feelings and it's something i genuinely love to do #and i'm sitting here waiting for the day things start to get better. and i know we all joke and i'm gonna sounds so dumb for saying this #but i feel like i was meant to be famous? or do something great idk and it's something everyone has always told me #and idk if my feelings of inadequacy are because of that or what but i'm scared that my life is going to mean nothing in the end #anyway this was a lot and you can pretend like you didn't read it. i just wanted to write some of my feelings down

[1-800-dreamgirl]

the realest statement about fandoms nowadays is: you guys would never survive a day during 1D’s peak

#I was a directioner and I was on the trenches on a daily basis are you kidding #justin stans too nowadays I see some of them and they are more chill but I remember the cold war they had with directioners #everything from the media behavior towards artists to albums leaking everything #harry stans nowadays treat him like a fucking baby you would be shaking and crying back in 2019 #and the ones who live through his gfs and get so offended if someone say they don’t care about them the reaction to the winter girlfriend #would get you all to have mental breakdowns and writing rants everyday #and don’t even get me started on being a Lana and Taylor stan back then #that’s why I think most people who were there during those times nowadays simply don’t care we already got it all out of our system #now is just vibes #b talks

[theinfinitedivides]

Seok Jin 🤝🏼 me losing our sh*t after that absolutely nervewracking Five Pieces game

#the devil's plan #i'm literally shaking and sobbing rn same as him bc the way that sh*t took out Si Won????? the way he almost met the same fate????? #they didn't even let her say goodbye and then he had to go through that without getting a chance to grieve how they had slowly #stripped his team from him one by one and then it finally hit him and he just. yeah. yeah. i would have fallen apart too honest to God #if this man does not win the entire game i'm burning something down he has f*cking suffered the most among everyone here #he and Dong Jae. f*ck i'm still not ok rn #edit: someone uploaded the short clip of his reaction on YouTube and 1. he did say f*ck. i wasn't sure when i heard it but he did #2. i was not the only one who lost my sh*t. all the Korean comments were like 'we got chills' 'we all started crying' 'Seok Jin oppa #hwaiting' as they should be tyvm

[theblehthatbloos]

I'm out of the hospital, turns out I have some kind of emotional trauma that's making my body try to suffocate itself, honestly same but what a bitch way to do it. Making it so I can barely breathe but I still have 99% oxygen and my vitals are good. Fuckin' hell dude. Anyways wish me luck in figuring that out, didn't make a lot of progress crying in the parking lol at 4am while waiting for an Uber after the news that my mind and body have disconnected or something, but check the bracelet swag

Nice

#hell yeah #im going to explode #literally i was so chill #i do get stressed at work but i love my job #i had a really bad dating experience the month before but that's not it i think #i was waiting for my uber home while still suffocating and some random dude started playing music #i have no idea what the lyrics were #i dont even think it was English #but i was thinking about how frustrated i was and i felt my face get wet #just uncontrollable tears #4 minutes straight of crying #head looking up and wiping away every few seconds #paused so my driver didn't see me sobing but they did here me sniffing and trying yo breathe. not the best look #got upstairs and home #picked up a back of nerd candy and i fell apart #ive been chill for atleast a week #yeah i couldn't breathe but nothing came up #alll of this to say... #it was April 2nd #and unless my bodys a prankster #the only other thing from today was the end of the boop #i miss the boop so much #not it but holy shit it brings a little silly smile #boop

[scoreplings]

my little boy is so beautiful and so not happy about going to the vet

#hes got a lil ear infection bwehh. he should be okay tho #hes so stinkin cute he started crying when the car turned on at first #but i put on some music and talked to him and he calmed right down ;-; #cried when we stopped at the vet a lil too but i opened his crate and faced him to a window so he could see where we were and he chilled #hes such a polite little guy. i love him

[seariii]

ah.... thats why

#i started to feel bad like sad and shit and i first thought it was because of something with the bestie #but.... while yeah that probably has some to do i think the problem is that i gave more than i could afford regarding friendship finances.. #tbf it was for my brother... and when i told him tomorrow i saw his face that he wanted it tonight so it was kinda necessary... #he kinda needed it and i thought i could do it.... but i was exhausted and that finished draining me... #and now that everything got quiet again.... sigh... #its okay.... i'll go to my room try to answer a bit more and chill and let myself fall- ah right.... #i have to wake up early again tomorrow... #... and on tuesday i have.... and tomorrow night.... #.... and i have to get that done this week too... #.... i kinda wanna cry now... when can i get a proper break... #*deep breath* #its okay.... its gonna be okay... lets try to finish the questions thing because its fun and then see if we do sometihng else or we sleep

[rakeshouseparty]

Good morning rake gang i had a real weird dream and it involved rake!

#tpost #and hats mills #but the main thing that weirded me out was like some weird god-like entity that got free and turned the world into some weird mess and filth #and just altered the world physically and also idk mentally? idk if that makes sense #this all happened thru a course of apparently 200 years- there was some weird gross smelling covered window and i guess #it was some weird portal? to a future alternate timeline or something #the entity could talk too sounded like a funny old man- kept talking about the greatness of persistence and never giving up #rake was there and apparently the entity put them in a coma something about immortality and immortal beings #wasnt sure why i was dreamin bout hats Mills but then like the dream cut to an awake rake in some pitch black void with a very thin layer of #water beneath their feet- rake was just chilling but i guess mills got into the void? mental void? and just said hey 👋 and rake got very #very happy and hugged him tightly and #told him it’s been decades since they saw him and that they don’t know what happened #and then rake started to cry and it was gross bc it got on mills jacket and it was VERY awkward #anyways this was all crazy as fuck because it started out as me wanting to hunt down a cat because it stoll my solidsnake figure (WHICH #I DONT EVEN HAVE IRL SO???) #STOLE* lol ignore all spelling mistakes #but yeah that weird god like eccentric(?) entity that took over the world and #nonchalantly did whatever the fuck it wanted to anybody was fuckin crazy- it wasn’t SUPER HUGE but obviously Extremely large- #the size of like a small building- but they were also just spread EVERYwhere #above and below the ground- and there were flies EVERYwhere too ! weird lookin flies with weird small hands #kinda irritated me because i could hear them buzzing and talking (?) constantlty #and they just COVERED one random dude that got too close to like the god entity #dude just fuckin vanished i think they like ate EVERYTHING lol #should state hats mills didnt come from thay world? they went thru the gross portal thing like me(? i think i was me? or perhaps i was #someone else? idk with my dreams im always changing) #edit: i should add a fee more things id thay in that weird filth world full of like the flesh of a weird ‘god’ is that it was ALWAYS humid #shit was HUMID!!!!

[yuriveteran]

i think i should be allowed to say out loud everything on my mind when im angry and upset. as a treat

#nooo instead i gotta sound like im gonna start crying any second now when im upset 👍 #i was talking abt how i feel w a friend today and i thought i was being chill about it until mid walk mid sentence he was like #let me give you a hug it sounds like you need it #got humbled so bad but i appreciate it

[deus-ex-mona]

little brothers and their will to #slay, man </3

#while yes yes this post technically does apply to the simp bros i wanna cry about my own bro in the tags so you have been warned~? #so to start off my monthly existential crisis rant i just wanna say that… i’m so so soo envious of my bro. like to a really unhealthy extent #he’s tall enough to reach the top shelves. i can barely touch them if i jump. he has so many friends and even a gf. i have 0 irl friends. #he is able to sit in one spot and focus on his studies. i can’t even sit down for a full half hour to *eat* without getting up to take a nap #he’s learning how to drive. i can’t. he was admitted into university. i wasn’t. he’s able to find what he likes and stick to it. i can’t. #like mannn. he thrived in the course he chose in tertiary education while i lost my passion for it in the middle of my first year. #he’s good at picking up everything he tries (puzzle cubes; bball; you name it he’s good at it) while i’m just. bad at everything i try lol #he’s very good at his studies (aside from languages) and sports. i’m not good at anything at all. #he gets told that he has a great sense of humour. i’m just. boring and annoying. lolllll #he’s super sociable and he has good relations with pretty much every single family member (sans me). i’m not in contsct with most of the fam #heck he was pretty much the favourite from the moment he was born. his baby pics still get brought up from time to time bc of how cute he is #(granted it’s bc he looks like a bby m*ch*l*n man (like the tire company mascot) and he’s super cute in them but still) #and he’s also a guy and content with being a guy which is just�� not fair y’knowwww~~~ asian family boy biases and all (cries) #our father pretty much cast me aside once my bro was old enough to hang with him. and even before then the bias was as clear as day. >:((((( #i make the dude mad? i get screamed at and whaccced. bro gets the dude mad? he gets a lesson on how to throw punches instead!!! like wow!!!! #he’s the only one who got to escape any direct physical harm from the guy and yet!!!! he was the 1st one to be singled out for trauma focus #idk if it’s bc of his age back then or whattttt but i can’t believe i had to friggin’ ask my therapist back then for a trauma assessment :( #2015 was a different time… my bro managed to succeed in school while i was rejected from the drama club for being too depressed :(((( #but i’m sure my bro has his own share of struggles… and i’m glad that he has a few groups of friends to chill with. really. #but i just can’t help feeling extremely envious of him. i could never tell him any of this though we hardly talk at home lol #and he pretends not to know me when i approach him in public lmfaoooo. i don’t blame him though; i’d do the same if i were to approach me #so yeah. if you read this i’m sorry for being cringefail and bad at everything~~ am i still allowed to pollute your dash~? <3 #and also. idk if i’ll be able to continue sischange over this week bc i’ll be handling 2 workstations by meself :( and idk how tired i’ll be #but we’ll see ok~? sorry for having zero time management skills am i still qualified to be a legit adult~? #sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂

[sashimiyas]

tw husband

#reinas.inretrograde #reina.lovesherhusband #sorry i’m gonna cry idk why i’m so sensitive #but i’m gonna talk about my husband real quick and then dip bc i’ve been making a laborious lasagna #that i did not know would take 5 hours to make and that means we’re eating dinner shy of midnight #but i promised my bsf i’d made her some after her shoddy trip she just got back from #ANYWAYS. idk what my husband said but we started bickering about something semnantic #which is very like me (one of mg red flags) and then he went #‘yo. chill. chill. chill.’ and then pulled out the wax pen from his pocket and shoved it in my mouth lmfao #i then called him irritating and then he countered back saying i’m a lovely person #and then. idk what made him explain but he said ‘who cries whenever she never gets what she wants.’ and at this points #i’m like. slack jawed bc idk if i’m to be offended or laugh bc he’s right. but then he just shrugs and goes ‘but it’s okay. #. i can’t complain bc i made you that way. and i love taking care of you.’ and i still can’t it in me to respond #bc :( he’s so right. and he’s all confused asking ‘what? it’s true.’ kay gonna cry outside of the oven :((( #imagine me a constestant on gbbo. watching my ragu bubble and wishing it could cook faster