#tbf it was for my brother... and when i told him tomorrow i saw his face that he wanted it tonight so it was kinda necessary...

[seariii]

ah.... thats why

#i started to feel bad like sad and shit and i first thought it was because of something with the bestie #but.... while yeah that probably has some to do i think the problem is that i gave more than i could afford regarding friendship finances.. #tbf it was for my brother... and when i told him tomorrow i saw his face that he wanted it tonight so it was kinda necessary... #he kinda needed it and i thought i could do it.... but i was exhausted and that finished draining me... #and now that everything got quiet again.... sigh... #its okay.... i'll go to my room try to answer a bit more and chill and let myself fall- ah right.... #i have to wake up early again tomorrow... #... and on tuesday i have.... and tomorrow night.... #.... and i have to get that done this week too... #.... i kinda wanna cry now... when can i get a proper break... #*deep breath* #its okay.... its gonna be okay... lets try to finish the questions thing because its fun and then see if we do sometihng else or we sleep