#//Superconduct has decided to take matters into their own hands lmao. trainer is having a breakdown? getting trainer help one way or anothe

[kitakami-zorua-kin]

that... could have gone better. i... i don't know what i was thinking. i just - thought maybe - if he knew i hadn't known - i've never lied to him, i thought... i don't know i thought it'd help him, to know - that i hadn't known, that i hadn't kept this from him but - he um.

... didn't believe me. probably should have expected that.

Superconduct, cut transcription. -Bzzt, your hands are too shaky to make out.- i just - i don't know what to do. fuck, i used my voice and everything and he still didn't - what more can i do? he won't believe me no matter what and i - dragons, i don't blame him, but.. he just - i'm a failure of a brother, aren't i? i just - i can't believe he said... i'm not stupid, right? i know my grades aren't the best and it takes me longer to learn but i'm not - i'm not stupid, it was - he was just trying to hurt me, i know that, he's lashing out because he's upset and - it just.. i... what do i even do to fix this? he won't believe me, he just keeps throwing out everything he knows would hurt me, and - i just. everything hurts. i don't want to feel anymore, it hurts so much, i just - i can't fix this, i can't do anything right, i don't know my myths, i can barely pass classes, i can't help my siblings - i'm a failure at everything i ever thought i was good at, i don't know what to do anymore and i'm scared- i can't fucking breathe and i can't stop crying, and - god Autumn nearly attacked him and now i - i'm going to have to deal with that, too - he's just protective i knew that but i wasn't thinking i'm so used to him being too small to do anything worse than nip someone-

#pkmn irl #russet yaps #Superconduct the Rotom #Autumn the Hydrapple #//:3 #//russet is not having a good time right now! #//anyways for a bit of context: russet usually signs and his rotom transcribes what he's signing into a post when he's upset like he is now #//and uh. well. transcription didn't cut so. :3 #//Superconduct has decided to take matters into their own hands lmao. trainer is having a breakdown? getting trainer help one way or anothe #//anyways! hits russet with angst hammer :3 #tw breakdown