#& my credit score dropped bc i couldn’t make a payment in january but hey . win some lose some

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sometimes i forget that i have an autoimmune disorder until i work two full time jobs in the peak of allergy season and then i wake up one morning and cant physically move my body without nearly crying 👍🏽

#i have rheumatoid arthritis btw if ur wondering ! #& its not so bad sometimes but. horrible flare rn :> #i need to go to work bc i need money but i think i am gonna make rent ok ? so i am not that stressed #feb started off rlly fucking rocky but it’s definitely smoothed out some. unsure about what march brings though #& my credit score dropped bc i couldn’t make a payment in january but hey . win some lose some #anyway . #vent post #sort of ? #post: personal