#& he was soo awful & caused him so much physical & emotional damage

[drpeppertummy]

i think leon hates himself enough & is desperate enough & lacks enough confidence to go back to his shitty ex husband if the opportunity ever arose but i like to imagine shel would talk him out of that

#text #xleonx #he was married to this loser before he transitioned #& he was soo awful & caused him so much physical & emotional damage #they had a kid together but she died really young from some illness & he blamed leon for it even tho it was nobodys fault #idk what the final straw was for leon to leave him but he did eventually #& idk whether his drinking problem started before or after the divorce #anyways he is like SO lonely but hes afraid to put himself out there & find someone to settle down with #& he wants to start a family but he knows hes too dysfunctional & hes afraid of being a bad parent #& the thought alone makes him feel guilty bc it feels like replacing his daughter #but to this day hes still a little convinced that nobody but his shitty ex would ever want him #i dont think he & shel would ever be like a full blown romantic relationship as much as they love each other #i could see them having a friends with benefits thing going on & shel could be content with that #but leon wants like. A Husband