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I saw in my mind fairy lights through the mist I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift Pulled him in tighter each time he was driftin' away My spine split from carrying us up the hill Wet through my clothes, weary bones caught the chill I stopped tryna make him laugh, stopped tryna drill the safe

Thinkin', "How much sad did you think I had Did you think I had in me?" Oh, the tragedy So long, London You'll find someone

I didn't opt in to be your odd man out I founded the club she's heard great things about I left all I knew, you left me at the house by the Heath I stoppеd CPR, after all, it's no use The spirit was gonе, we would never come to And I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free

For so long, London Stitches undone Two graves, one gun I'll find someone

And you say I abandoned the ship But I was going down with it My white-knuckle dying grip Holding tight to your quiet resentment And my friends said it isn't right to be scared Every day of a love affair Every breath feels like rarest air When you're not sure if he wants to be there

So how much sad did you think I had Did you think I had in me? How much tragedy? Just how low did you Think I'd go 'fore I'd self-implode? 'Fore I'd have to go be free?

You swore that you loved me, but where were the clues? I died on the altar waitin' for the proof You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days And I'm just getting color back into my face I'm just mad as hell 'cause I loved this place

#taylor swift #so long london #guess i wasn't the only one left like this

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Why even BE an adult if I can’t have a disco ball shark????

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You say, "I don't understand, " and I say, "I know you don't"

We thought a cure would come through in time, now, I fear it won't

Remember lookin' at this room, we loved it 'cause of the light

Now, I just sit in the dark and wonder if it's time

Do I throw out everything we built or keep it?

I'm getting tired even for a phoenix

Always risin' from the ashes

Mendin' all her gashes

You might just have dealt the final blow

Stop, you're losin' me

Stop, you're losin' me

Stop, you're losin' me

I can't find a pulse

My heart won't start anymore

For you

'Cause you're losin' me

Every mornin', I glared at you with storms in my eyes

How can you say that you love someone you can't tell is dyin'?

I sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick

My face was gray, but you wouldn't admit that we were sick

And the air is thick with loss and indecision

I know my pain is such an imposition

Now, you're runnin' down the hallway

And you know what they all say

You don't know what you got until it's gone

Stop, you're losin' me

Stop, you're losin' me

Stop, you're losin' me

I can't find a pulse

My heart won't start anymore

For you

'Cause you're losin' me

'Cause you're losin' me

Stop (stop) 'cause you're losin' me

My heart won't start anymore ('cause you're losin' me)

My heart won't start anymore ('cause you're losin' me)

How long could we be a sad song

'Til we were too far gone to bring back to life?

I gave you all my best me's, my endless empathy

And all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier

Fighting in only your army

Frontlines, don't you ignore me

I'm the best thing at this party

(You're losin' me)

And I wouldn't marry me either

A pathological people pleaser

Who only wanted you to see her

And I'm fadin', thinkin'

"Do something, babe, say something" (say something)

"Lose something, babe, risk something" (you're losin' me)

"Choose something, babe, I got nothing (got nothing)

To believe

Unless you're choosin' me"

You're losin' me

Stop (stop, stop), you're losin' me

Stop (stop, stop), you're losin' me

I can't find a puls

My heart won't start anymore

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dream house

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dinosaur - richard siken

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This is on you

Who gave it all and held you up When nobody else gave a fuck? Who bailed you out? That was all me

Who was your biggest fan and oldest friend? Your steady hand, you traded in Still stuck around Well, that was all me

But this is on you It's your bed, babe, it's your funeral This is on you Did my best, babe, and you threw it all Did all I could do And you need me now, but I'm clockin' out So this is on you This is on you

And I get that you're hurt, having issues at work Always fight with your father But for years I was there, had your back It's not fair how you took me for granted I went down with the ship, always your therapist Always your good luck charm, hanging on to your arm But not anymore

Who was your biggest fan and oldest friend? Your steady hand, you traded in Still stuck around That was all me

But this is on you It's your bed, babe, it's your funeral This is on you Did my best, babe, and you threw it all Did all I could do And you need me now, but I'm clockin' out So this is on you This is on you

#maisie peters #this on you #that was all me #clockin' out

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What do you do when the good guys change their mind?

'Cause I used to think that if I tried my best I'd always win But I'll sit in your favourite dress and ask you where you've been People don't leave people if they really are in love I was good, just wasn't good enough I was good, just wasn't good enough

I never said I was perfect Just thought I was perfect for you But all that was worthless 'Cause if I couldn't be one, I wouldn't ever be two Thought I was the way home, but I was an obstacle to move I never said I was perfect Like you

'Cause I used to think that if I tried my best I'd always win But I'll sit in your favourite dress and wonder how you've been And did you ever mean it when you said you were in love? I was good, just wasn't good enough I was good, just wasn't good enough

#maisie peters #good enough #never enough

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All the hot girls, make it pop, pop, pop Bad bitches wit' the bag, say "I", ya, ya If he ain't talkin' 'bout no money, tell him "Bye, bye, bye" And if you see a mad hoe, tell her "Ha, ha, ha"

#megan thee stallion #hot girls

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I love flowers.

I dream of a room filled with them.

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Maybe these familiar ways of getting my heart broken

Ensures I can recover.

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I felt my heart get crushed

After I handed over the list of things I found romantic and would love to experience with my person.

It became smaller and

I could feel the way it turned in on itself

As he left it. And instead played world of Warcraft until 3am. Before I drove us to work.

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Albert Camus, The Misunderstanding (1943)

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Georgia O’Keeffe, in a letter to Russel Vernon Hunter, from Georgia O’Keeffe: Art and Letters

Art by René Magritte

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Georgia O’Keeffe, in a letter to Russel Vernon Hunter, from Georgia O’Keeffe: Art and Letters

Art by René Magritte

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Your love and grief are real, even if they're inspired by an inadequate and disappointing source.

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every time i think about my last love

being

my last love.

i feel the tears rise and my throat close.