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how to get morston shippers off your Tumblr no glue no borax

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after a succesfull robbery

Karen: Wow your plan worked.

Sean: I know!

Karen: You're pretty smart.

Sean:... you think I'm pretty? >:D

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There's a specific ache in my heart that eats at me every time I go into the Tumbleweed stables and see Silver Dollar, Branwen, Gwydion, Boaz and Ennis there.

Part of me knows it's just a fun bonus for the players to be able to buy some of the gang members' horses, but the other part of me aches because of how much the gang members loved their horses and aren't around to love them anymore.

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something modern au i must see is when arthurs chilling in his room then john walks in too see what hes doing.

then a second later dutch does too.

then hosea does too. then tilly.

then its just a family gathering in his bedroom and he cant get them out.

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I throw up when I see morston

If your a morston shipper 😨

Don't go near me

😊

#who tf ships morston #DNI morston shippers #ew #incest #rdr2 community #rdr2 #cowboy #rdr2 fandom #red dead redemption #they are BROTHERS #ten year age gap omg ew

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jovier feels so fucked up when you think of red dead one. its like. for javier its like - john was never his all the way was he? not ever. he had a boy and a wife and javier listened to him while he drank and bitched about her. and he loved him that whole time more than likely. john loved him back like a secret. javier back then was so used to being shrouded he let it happen. it contributed to his sense of loneliness. his isolation, ingrained so deep into his psyche. and it makes you wonder why javier stayed back. if it was loyalty to dutch or if it was knowing there'd never be any real place for him with john. or any of them, really. you start to wonder if javier flees back to his homeland and tries to forget about it all. he goes back on his ideals much like he's given up on all of it.

and that's the thing too, when they meet again. john goes back on his ideals because he has a family to protect. if it means working with the law, instead of against them - then thats fine. but javier goes against his ideals for what exactly? and then its like. how bitter. how bitter that must feel, must have felt to see john and know deep down why he was there and feeling that immense sense of loneliness in his capture. javier asks john to let him go, and john does not. javier uses the word brother where another word should be. you don't have the heart to kill me. and please don't let me die like this. in some way they feel like confessionals.

the ghosts of hope and love long discarded. we loved each other once long ago. you made this of me. and i blamed you, and i still blame you for all of it. you wonder what john felt. both choices, to kill javier or to not - you imagine they're both forms of mercy. die by my hand because i loved you. die at the rope because i can't bring myself to kill you. in all cases my love will bury you a second time.

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The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

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The parallels between Arthur and John ruins me every day.

Arthur died giving John time to run to his family and find a home.

John died giving his family time to escape from their home.

The first quest in rdr2 Arthur kills three wolves to save John, wolves that had nearly killed his brother.

Last quest in rdr2 John kills three men to revenge Arthur, men who had killed his brother. (They protected Micah)

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I think we as a fandom moved way too fast away from the fact that Javier has a scar on his throat, aka someone slit his throat. Imagine the fucking terror of that, of someone getting up close and being SO close to killing him, imagine the panic Javier must have felt with the knife running over his skin, thinking "this is it" and then it isnt, for some reason it isn’t. Either the person simply didn’t go deep enough or someone saved Javier, still the terror of blooding running down your throat, trying to process that you should be dead but for some reason you aren’t.

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so i dont really do rdr2 as much! But!

i had to redraw it, i gotta do javi justice, the one under the cut was from december! I think I’ve improved alot (esp bc i had a color filter on and it messed up the colors)

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Javier escuella and Abigail Roberts haters DNI. 😒👎

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No one could ever make me hate Javier Escuella and the fact that the red dead redemption fanwiki of him calls him an antagonist is so wrong to me, he never wanted to hurt anyone, he never hated John, he didn't even know what was going on... He never even understood what happened. He isn’t a villian, he is just a man.

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Welcome to Escuella’s by slicedmayonnaise on Ao3 🥺💕

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I second this omg it makes so much sense your so smart

Red Dead Redemption 1

You find out that Bill went to Mexico for Javier's help

This is the name of the mission:

Kinda gay if you ask me 🤨🤨

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Red Dead Redemption 1

You find out that Bill went to Mexico for Javier's help

This is the name of the mission:

Kinda gay if you ask me 🤨🤨