sunlovemoon

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as long as i'm able to pray i know it will be okay

[sunlovemoon]

merese nahi hona iss baar ye exam i know but i still want to get out of this house pls Allah help me

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“petrichor, iloveu iloveu iloveu.” ~z

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i'd write him a letter kiss all over the page and wrap it around the packet of cigarette and kiss each cigarette with cherry flavoured lips and gift it to him

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i often wish to have a friend, a shoulder to lean on, to share a laugh with, i wish i had a friend, when will this longing of a friendship end ? will i ever have a friend?

#it's reality i really have no friends not even a single one #im so tired i start crying in between days it hurts

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they all say “the art of noticing” but half of them wouldn’t even care if you bleed to death.

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in the quiet of the night,

i find myself alone,

with thoughts that swirl, and twist, and fight,

and a voice that won't leave me alone.

i cry out to the darkness,

but the voice just laughs, and taunts, and teases,

my mind feels like a mess.

[sunlovemoon]

in another universe my poem didn't yearn to be read by you

in another universe, i published my poems, and you read all of them. 

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umm my dreams are just too basic perhaps but u haven't read my dream diary so even i stopped reading it idk

[sunlovemoon]

I MET SMOL SQUIRREL TODAY skskks

#i was studying and bed ke neeche se awaaz aa rahi thi chu chu i looked and it was smol squirrel i picked her up and she curled in my palm

[sunlovemoon]

i saw her eyes today so beautiful it holds a magical mysterious galaxy in it i love her eye colour sm i hope she knows this i hope i could tell her this :((

[sunlovemoon]

i met meow meow today :3

[sunlovemoon]

grief is a spiral staircase, i have lost you

but where did you go, my heavy burden?

did you slip away in the night, unnoticed

or did you evaporate like mist in the morning sun?

#grief #oomf #sunlovemoon #poem

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all the poem

i wrote about you

yearning for you

[sunlovemoon]

maybe i don’t deserve love

#heartbreak poem

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gaslighting myself into thinking that you were just a concept of my poems when in reality you were the muse

[sunlovemoon]

in another universe you loved me back