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[strange-macaroni]

Guess who's back?

Uhh hi?

Lol kinda abandoned everyone at some point in November I think? I got down to 115 and I was at my lowest, I was struggling to walk home from school, I was constantly in a bad mood and would get dizzy all the time..

Do I regret it? Nope. I'm back lol

I'm back at 124 however I need to weigh in the morning to make sure

I'm doing the same as before, one meal a day and that's it.

My first gw is 117lbs, my ugw is 110.

Wish me luck xxx

#not pr0 just for myself #analog #anorexik #tw ed diet #eatibg disorder #tw ed descussion #tw ed out loud #eating disoder things

[strange-macaroni]

Need to be honest yall, I've gained 5lbs.. I'm the worst. In gonna work really hard to get it off again

[strange-macaroni]

This is so pretty #goals

pics on top are from july before i got hospitalized

pic on bottom is from a few days ago

not as skinny as i used to be :/

[strange-macaroni]

I'm a fat pig

[strange-macaroni]

Omg this us so weird, I've been practically binging for 3 days and I weighed myself after eating a bunch of food and I'm still 119?... I think I might be 117??

[strange-macaroni]

Does semen break my fast? Asking for a friend..

#analog #anorexik #tw ed diet #tw ed not sheeran #eatibg disorder #tw ed descussion #tw ed out loud

[strange-macaroni]

Fuck I binged.

I think I'm gonna be 121 tomorrow again but that's OK, I can lose up to 116 this week if I try hard enough.

[strange-macaroni]

I'm at my first gw! I'm 119 lbs as of today :)

8 stone 7 and a half :))))

[strange-macaroni]

My (current) safe foods x

1. Boiled eggs

2. Wraps/ burritos. Idk why? You'd think I wouldn't but I eat them s the time without gaining

3. Hot chocolate

4. Iced coffee

5. Frapachino liquid drink thing

6. Chicken

[strange-macaroni]

everyday i step on my silly little scale, lose my silly little weight and continue my silly little life

[strange-macaroni]

I'm 120 today so that's good. I'm worried about today tho... I'm gonna be in the city so I'll be getting lots of steps in but I'm also being taken out to one of my favourite food places to get like, 900 calorie burritos.... fml hopefully I'll be fine. If I'm lucky it'll help my metabolism

[strange-macaroni]

Gonna fast of Sunday bc my friend is taking me to get boojum and that's like, 1000 calories...

It says 885 but it's definitely gonna be more I'm sure

Forgive me ana for I may sin...

[strange-macaroni]

Honestly ashamed so here we go..

Breakfast: nothing

Lunch: nothing

Dinner: 3 boiled eggs (155 each)

Snacks: (heres where I slip up) a twirl bar and a skinny bar...

Total: 669.. highest all week :( I'm really upset

[strange-macaroni]

♡Reblog to hit your gw by Christmas ♡

#analog #anorexik #tw ed out loud #tw ed descussion #tw ed vent #tw ed diet #tw ed not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #eatibg disorder #disordered eating in tags #eating disoder trigger warning #tw ed rant #goth thinspo

[strange-macaroni]

I giggled

The only thing i'd get on my knees for :

[strange-macaroni]

I think I might hit 116 before Christmas soooooo, as a Christmas gift to myers I'm gonna buy low rise brandy melville jeans which I hope fit by then lol x

[strange-macaroni]

Honestly ashamed but fuck it

What I ate today x

Breakfast: nothing

Lunch: nothing

Dinner: Quarter pounder from McDonald's with chips and a diet coke (I'm a fat cunt ik.) 481 cals

Snacks: sip of friends drink if that counts? 5cals

Total: 486 cals

I'm 121 or 8 stone 9 today so I hope this maintains till tomorrow 🙏